The little Pichu in my head has been busy, thinking of new ideas, I knew taking this hiatus would help me out, but this I been looking up pics, among other things, just got to be careful of other things, last thing I want is to have a creative bug only to find I lack the funds to have it done.

I am tempted to come off my commission hiatus seeing some ych works from artists I'm following, and while reasonably priced and I want to put my characters in so SO BAD, but then I remember why I did it in the first place, earlier this month I had to pay my auto insurance...and it's not cheap, well over...well let's just say it can cost as much as a new computer, good news is I won't have to pay for another six months, bad news is I have to watch my spending while licking my wounds

That's the reason for the commission hiatus.

As I'm sure you know, the last few months I've been commissioning some artists for artwork, while I'll say its been great, I feel I have to take a step back for a while, especially with what's coming my way in the next month or so, I have to save money.

6/20/25 to 8/1/25 I am sorry, but if you're wanting me to commission you, I am afraid my response will be NO.

As I'm sure you know, Hurricane Helene hit the east coast of the United States last week, this wouldn't really concern me but a friend of mine lives in Georgia...  jewelwriter and I haven't heard from her in a week, now I know Georgia is still recovering from power outages, but as time goes on I'm worried something bad might have happened to her, I know I should stay positive, but unless she pops back onto Discord or sends me a message soon, I might fear the worst and that would be a blow to my morale.

Please Jewel, be safe

Okay, something is going strange with my internet, seems I can't get on to most of the sites I'm usually on, I can get onto here and onto YouTube, but Discord, Patreon, Tumblr, and even Facebook games my computer seems to time out on requests, hoping this is just temporary and it'll resolve itself, or I may need to go somewhere with Wi-Fi to talk with my friends and family.

If any of you have noticed...a few days ago, my tumblr blog got terminated, a bit saddened by this, but I figured was just a matter of time, didn't really keep up with putting hashtags or links to sites I got them from, well take this as a learning experience, I have one more email that I can use, maybe make another blog, one not so geared towards adult content or hentai, but more geared towards news or stuff that interests me.

Today is my birthday today, one year older, but on the downside I got a cold a few days earlier, so I'm still on the mend...story of my life.

Just got the first of the two auction pics and well...damn xehta (or should I call him Lunis...hmmm, xehta or Lunis) he does some good work, first pic looks great, thanks Lunis.

Today is my birthday, had some ribs, drank a few bottles of hard cider...all that's left is the cake.

I've came to a decision as of last night...as of this moment I'm giving up on YCH auctions indefinitely and sticking to ordering commissions from artists I know (this includes you Xehta13...I'm pulling out of the auction game for now, you were right, I should've had the money to start with, I was just so absorbed at winning something...I didn't think it all through...what can I say, some of us are just wired like that, we want to win something so bad, that we don't realize what winning entails until its too late.

As of right now I'm seeing if any of the artists I'm watching do commission work, or are still doing commissions, maybe one day when I'll return, yes....but for now, maybe the rest of the year. I take my leave of the artist auction circuit.

Feeling a little more composed after my meltdown yesterday...but still feeling a bit dead inside...contacted some artists I know, asked if they were still doing commissions, don't know when they'll all get back to me.

There are things I do sometimes I live to regret, saying things when it had been better keeping my mouth shut...sometimes I think honesty with a person more of a curse than a best policy...or that sometimes you don't have all the facts on something, and it comes back to bite you...I entered an auction this week, and I didn't have all the money I needed for the winning bid, I had ordered transfers for it...but I knew that it would take time for them to clear...I wasn't aware at the time that it was a whole pay up front deal, maybe now with my stupid actions they'll put pay up front on the rules for future auctions...but...

I feel broken right now, like I've had my dreams smashed in front of myself...xehta13 has banned me from all future auctions for my past mistakes (three strikes my ass), I don't know how he feels about commission work...I still like his girls, both in Liena's Way (vanilla, amber) and FFT(Kni, Rouge, Anna)...commissions may be the only thing Xehta will be willing to do for me now that I've screw up royally

I'm sorry, right now I just feel broken, like I just want to lose my mind and descend into madness...start slaughtering people...the only thing that is keeping me together right now, are my two friends, Jewelwriter, and mechamightyenador...if it wasn't for them, I'd have ended up in prison well before this...in fact, there are times when I've imagined meeting Jewel irl...of course it then warps to us getting married...but it's just a dream, I know...it can't, or with how I'm feeling now...never be real.

I've said enough...good night all...

Trying my luck at voice acting at the moment, for a couple of chars of manyulagroovemeister, knew one of them was a Diggersby, but did not know the other was a Sandslash...might not be right for either of them truth be told because my voice isn't deep enough...or might have to get used to talking in a deeper voice if that's the case

While on voices, I've kind of noticed...that sometimes when you hear the voice of the person talking, when you finally see the person, you're kind of surprised when the voice doesn't match the person...maybe I can play off of that...

Well, I decided to take matters into my own hands and put the comic on Inbunny, anyone wanting to see it will have to go there to see it, I would've posted it on FA if not for the file-size limitations for pixels.

https://inkbunny.net/DevianMJL

Well, dark-moltres finished the commission I paid him for, it turned out rather nice, a lot better than what I was expecting...there's just one small, tiny little problem, he made the file size, rather large as far as pixels are concerned...and as you all know, FA only allows art uploads to a maximum size of 1280x1280 (stupid FA). Which would cause the comic itself to become pixelated, and further-more the text bubbles unreadable.

I guess what I'm asking is, do you want me to post the comic or not, I mean it's still his work, so I'll give him credit in the caption as well as who the chars belong too, what they're saying in the text bubbles. Of course I'm open to other suggestions, but I'm just asking for now...and  dark-moltres...if you're reading this, I don't blame you for making it too big, far from it, I'm blaming FA for making their maximum file-size what it is!

So, big question, post it...or not to post it?

Well, I've never really used something like Paypal, let alone understand how it works...but when one of my favorite artists was giving out commissions and only accepted money via Paypal...decided to finally open an account, put money in it. So here we go, hopefully I don't get in trouble with my bank for this move somewhere down the line.

Hello, after taking a hiatus from writing, I'm coming back with a new story in the works, mostly in part to an rp that  Jewelwriter and I were doing over Yahoo Messenger, that's what gave me the idea to do this story, you should be seeing it shortly, within the next couple of days.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ikm2aTRSlA

Watch this my fellow watchers, we must do something about Sumner Redstone...he can't do this, I won't let him get away with this, post this link, let others know, this is our freedom...FREEDOM!

Wow, finally, over 1000 page views, I do realize that may be from a few people, namely some of my subscribers mainly...I do see some new ones too, I thank you all.

As for me, well I am trying to get back into writing, as I said before, it's not easy...I'm actually working on this one contest entry that  Jewelwriter set up...I don't know how many months ago, I don't know when I'm going to finish it, but I'm trying folks.

Well after getting some Private messages from people, asking me 'Why am I getting the 404?' Well that's because I deleted the old journal because a few people refused to do the tag, or because they mocked me for it.

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself (in a journal entry, mind you)
3) At the end you must tag 16 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS
6) NO CHAIN-MAIL TAG-BACKS

1.I live in Wisconsin, somewhere in an area known as The Fox Valley
2. I'm a writer by trade, tried drawing a few times...didn't really pan out.
3. In my stories, I'm not very good with fight scenes
4. I'm pretty decent with writing love scenes, or sex scenes with-in stories (whether they are originally my own, or a different version of another person or peoples work)I really try to add my own flare to it and edit what I can to make the story more of my own.
5. I'm still single, and I hate it (this is why I hit on other users girlfriends (or mates)...I just what to be loved by someone T_T)
6. I still live with my parents (yea, I know...I'm 22, what the fuck is wrong with me, well when you don't have a job, and are looking for a job, your options are really limited)
7.I don't like taking long vacations (like ones that will mean I'm gone from home for a bloody week, especially if they're out to a middle-of-nowhere place like Wyoming!)
8.I don't really like beer all that much, I'm more of a magarita-strawberry daquiri type guy.

And here we go with the people I'm going to tag (some of them have already sent me their rejections)

1.  AthenaArctic
2.  C-PRIME
3.  cherushi
4.  elkit
5.  DemeterServant
6.  Fenrir-Lunaris
7.  Furgeta
8.  JanusPeldragon
9.  Jewelwriter
10.  kitsuneyoukai
11.  KittyFlame
12.  Lusty_Angi
13.  Mecha-Mightyanador
14.  Mel-the-Hybrid
15.  midkantakina
16.  shalonesk

So for all of you whom sent me a message asking about the '404', I'll be sending you a Private Message with a link to this journal attatched.

Okay, now what I am about to post in this journal, well...*stiffled laugh* Let's just say that if you thought Sonic 06 was bad, then this would most likely be the brain-child of the Sonic Team after hitting the pot and going several rounds with a couple of cheap prostitutes in a threesome.

What I speak of is this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hdqut6gq3JE

Now I've seen some crappy games made before, STAR WARS: The Force Unleashed for the Nintendo Wii is one, I mean the fighting and the graphics could've been so much better. Another is Assassins Creed for the PC, I mean whose computer has that kind of power? But this, this...this has to be the saddest Brick Break clone I've ever seen, and the commentators don't make this any easier, I mean this game almost makes Sonic 06 look like a fucking Godsend, and if any of you know how crappy that game was, well then...why did you buy it in the GOD DAMN FIRST PLACE!

My little brother went to see a movie yesterday, he went to see 'Drag Me to Hell'...and well from what he told me and the family, it was a BIG disappointment, he says that out of the entire film only three characters died, it wasn't so much scary as it was a big joke.

If I were you people, I would seriously think about saving your money and actually rent a horror movie that you know is scary. Instead of going to see 'Drag Me To Hell'.

You are not going to believe this but I'm wearing my sunglasses right now, why, because my normal pair broke on me, I mean it actually broke on the frame, we can't fix them, and I don't have a spare set with me.

Next thing you know I'll have to do is get a new pair, and even then, you're looking at a 2 week wait, if you're lucky.

You know out of all of this I'm kind of shocked, I mean I knew they were dirty and all that, but I didn't think they were that old, or would break on me the way that they did.

Anyway, my Mother is going to try and contact an eye-doctor, and if we can't get in right away, well, I don't know what we're going to do then.

Well, my parents decided to celebrate my Graduation from Technical College yesterday, went to a restaurant...now something I don't tell people often is I don't like dressing up a whole lot, I mean a polo-shirt and jeans is about as fancy as I'm willing to get most of the time, never really seemed to like khakis. It's not that I'm a slob...it's just, every time I have to dress up for something, it feels like I'm trying to be someone I'm not...and I hate that feeling.

Anyway, had Chicken Alfredo, downed a couple of Magaritas (I really don't like beer, but for some reason I can tollerate Tequilla...I actually prefer Magaritas over Beer or Wine any day of the week), had a pretty good time other-wise.

I know I haven't submitted anything for the last few weeks, but that's just because of all the school work I'm doing, just to let you know, I should be graduating this month (WOOT!).

This is just a journal to let all those watching me (or anyone who comes across my user-page) know I'm not dead, I haven't caught the H1N1 virus, I've just been really busy, but now that the winter semester draws to a close I'm going to start writing stories again soon.

Just to let you know, I've been working on a couple...and I hope to submit them soon.