i cant not draw da furry shit without the blep its so cute

my job just called me back and i start orientation on tuesday.. a huge weight lifting off my whole body. ahhh

my situation makes me want to die honestly. i just paid rent with the last of my money and my job isnt letting me work because i need to get them paperwork that i dont have at the moment. i also got scammed with one of the commissions i did for someone and i think im 300 in the negatives if the money does end up being fradulent. im just. so tired... i just want a job and to be able to pay rent
im so so tired.
ill do anything, i love doing commissions and drawing for others. but im unknown to the world, so online is so hard fo navigate esp when trying to make money.
im just so lost on what to do anymore.

omg ive only been posting furry art on my insta and ive lost so many followrs xdd. bye bitches lol

theres so many good artists on here im cryingh i have far to go omg xddd consistently humbling myself cus hs theres so much talent aaaaaa >w<

i made a furaffinity account like a while ago and i did have the choice to revamp it but ehhh i like my old ram fursona but smeh i think i can be a bit more creative. im excited to start drawing furry art ive like pushed away from it for so long but!! im excited to express myself :)