Lately over the pass couple months I’ve been trying to overcome a serious case of depression. At first I thought I was just being over dramatic about my circumstances but lately it’s been getting to me a lot worse. I’m not eating much any more and I’m constantly waking up in the middle of the night in tears. I came to the realization that I’ve been alone for far to long. I can’t stand how big my bed feels. I hate how empty my apartment sounds. I’m tired of eating alone. Now more than ever I wish I had someone to hold me and be there for me. I’ve tried putting myself out there and over come my social anxiety but every time it ends the same. People giving one or two word responses. Some just stop responding to me, not even giving me the time of day to tell me they aren’t interested. Every day now feels like a struggle to wake up and keep pushing forward with a smile on my face. I’m getting scared about the road I’m heading down. I just wish someone, anyone would tell me I matter or that they care. Cause right now it feels like no one does at all

Hey guys I just wanted to say thank you for watching me :3 I never thought Id get this many views and watches from the little ive posted. I know 100 isnt a big number but still, I want to thank yall from the bottom of my heart. And in celebration of this Id like to get a piece made featuring me and three volunteer watchers.

So here is the deal. If you wish to be in the piece leave a comment on this journal with your name and reference and rather you would want to be a submissive volunteer or a dominate one. I'll then randomly pick one Dom and two Subs to join me in the piece. Both parties will be in separate pools and you can enter for both. You must be a watcher to be considered

The raffle will end at 10pm (CDT) on OCT14

Anyway I again want to thank yall for watching me and I hope you have been showing love to all the artist who made the originals.

Hey Yall, figured I make a small journal letting you know what to expect to be posted here in the near future.

So currently in the works I have the following...


A 2 part YCH done by Featuring a lot of rubber, bears, cigars and slaves (UPDATE: One part is finsihed)

A very nerdy piece done by Nothing kinky but nerdy and close to my heart <3

a free piece im getting from More than likely featuring me, a Dom, leather, and a cigar. And perhaps some bondage (What can I say, I know my turn ons XD)


anywhore! If you have any ideas on stuff you would like to see me in let me know and if you havent noticed I do love responding to comments so feel free to leave as many as you like :P

So seeing as ive been posting a bit and have been getting a few watchers, ive decided to try out this thing called telegram. So if anybody wants to shoot me a message I'll do my best to get in touch and who knows, you might inspire the next piece I get.
https://telegram.me/dfox789 opens a chat with me