For a while now this has been bothering me, i've taken the decision to take down my art from all the sites at least related to this particular kink. the reason being that there are characters depicted in here that has been used and shown elswhere i also took on the name of one of my characters in other places, i simply am too depressed to want to draw more and i do not wish any of these arts to be found by others i do not need the trouble. this kin has become more and more private for me therefore i want to give myself some privacy and peace of mind.

the account will stay but the art will go. if youve got my art saved somewhere (not including comissions) please do not upload it, i will fight to have it take it down so please save both of us the trouble. thank you for the support evryone has shown me over the years. i may upload again if i find the streght to come back to drawing but it will be new and unique characters to this specific comunity.

Lately has been very rough for me. I say lately but in fact, it's been years since things have been going downward.

My mental health is been deteriorating even more since October of last year where I almost committed suicide. since then I met someone and it has been helping me a lot, I moved out with him and we are in a relationship for around a year. Needless to say, I owe a lot to him.

Mental health is a very hard thing to fix and sadly it didn't go away, I'm in a better place than if I was alone but I'm still deeply depressed and there are still days where I feel like giving up.

Now to get to the point. I have very low levels of energy to do things, it may sound stupid especially for those who never had depression but that is a very real thing. Depression is a very real thing with real effects. Both me and my boyfriend, are suffering from this. And we both find ourselves unable to work. As hard as it is for me to accept, I am going to have to go on disability.

only it is going to take 4 to 6 months for this to be in effect.

And we now find ourselves in a situation where I and my partner are running out of our savings, and eating is getting more and more difficult. let alone paying for my hrts and my partners his own medications

To try and help, one of the rare things I can still do these days is drawing. so I am toying with the idea of opening commissions should anyone happen to be interested.

I am not a professional nor very good so I would be making the prices as cheap as I can muster. if you somehow would feel like it's worth more feel free to give more, up to you.

I'm not sure if that would interests anybody...