It's rainy here today. Lots if people associate rain with sadness or being down or depressed. And i used to until I recently remembered something my grandma told me.

"Sometimes when the rain falls right on your head it's cold and unpleasant. But so is facing the things that make you frown. But just like those feelings and things wash away so does the rain."

It's not a sad thing to have rain in your life it's just a means to wash it all away and smile again. :)

Have a great day rain or shine today

er... I mean I don't really have one... I'm never good at asking for things for myself just. a nice comment maybe? something nice on someone's art that they can look at and smile?

 sixonesixone is doing a YCH she is so amazing you'll be missing out if you don't take this up!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21982210/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21982210/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21982210/

So it's 9 am and i'm starting on a commission XD afterwards i'm gonna be streaming later on with the crew and with luck XD i'm thinking about doing a little raffle since I havent done one of those since I started streaming with them and I need to >.<


Also don't forget about these awesome YCH's by

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21921529/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21921529/

And

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/

I know after lots of days of uploading i just kinda dont haha its been tough to write with a guest over all week and house sitting but I will be back monday prolly XD thats my next day off when im not working and or cleaning. Which means a few things. Definitely more writing annnd finally more streaming with  citrine_topaz  lucca and  mikey-the-little woooo fun xD

So for the last week or so ive been feeling really down. Its getting closer to Christmas wich don't get me wrong is a happy time but its also going yo be the one year anniversary of my grandmother's passing. So... I don't really know how to feel.

I wanted to take this journal to do something else too so it wasn't so down and dreary I wanted to say how much i truly appreciated my friends. They've been a rock for me the last few weeks even if ive been extra sensitive lately.

 sixonesixone my kitty mama my goodness you do so much to keep me grounded along with all my friends. Im so glad to know you are always here for me so so much. All the adorable art ive gotten from you it just makes me smile so much every time i see it. I love you lots and lots

 babystar and then we have the ikkle kitten. Kiddo you jelp unka zachy alot like you have from the beginning and kist like everyone on this little list you aren't a friend to me anymore its so much more than that. I appreciate you

 citrine_topaz my moo mama/sis/bestie you've really been there for me lately and I appreciate you so much. Keeping me going in my writings with our streams has been tons of fun and being able to talk to you more has been really amazing to me. Even if the past week i feel like ive been a little shit xD

 lucca and  mikey-the-little you two are two of my newest friends and I really have fun streaming and laughing with yall. I really am liking getting to know you two and the more i know the more i like xD Definitely the cutest couple of the year xD

First and foremost we have one from  citrine_topaz found here now ata reduced price

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21921529/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21921529/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21921529/

Next we have one from the cute kitteh  Lucca here!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/

You guys should definitely check these out and at least spread the word i wiuld hate for someone to not have a spot in these adorable ych's

Woiw it's been awhile since I've actually done one of these part of me has kinda missed it honestly

So the rules are easy

Ask me anything and I'll answer it XD

But be warned :P that means I get to ask you something too!!

Im a pretty emotionally charged person love is something special to me and its not something i share easily at all. Very few people i can honestly say i love and mean it that arent in my blood family. So if i say something like that to you know that it is genuine and that you are someone i hold incredibly high in my life

So is there anyone here on FA or someone else you can say that about? Someone who isnt a family member by blood. Lemme know in the comments lets spread the love people

so  Lucca is doing a pretty darn rad YCH seen here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21881892/

it's definitely worth a spot :) she does some pretty awesome stuffs that you can see on her page!!

so i'm working on a little thing here and there buuuut Later :) i'm gonna be streaming hopefully with  citrine_topaz and it's gonna be tons of fun annnd there's gonna be a free story raffle for a free 500 word story from yours truly :3 i haven't streamed in a while i'm so excitedness

A new month means a new theme and this month is

*drumroll*

Physical regression!!!

It's December to remember which means it's physical regression while keeping your adult mind mwahaha

This'll be a good month for streams :3 and remember my commissions are open (5 dollars for 500 words)

and my patreon is live links to my patreon and my stream channel are on my profile i'd be flattered if you check it out ^^

Omg not like that you PERVERT :P

I woke up this morning after a pretty sad nightmare, as I've oddly been having more and more lately, but yknow what. I'm gonna try and not let it bother me today. I'm gonna wear a smile and think of the amazing things in my life

like my writing

or my family here on fa

or my annoying ass cat that wont stop meowing or leaving me alone because he is an attention WHORE!!! :P

O3O

*ahem*

Everyone try to have a great day no matter what has you down. Just think of something small that makes you smile and let it carry you through the day

So i've done alot of thinking about how I wanna change things for me.

I'll be doing two streams a month now. not including random ones with friends one will be writing with raffles and such the other will be fun chill gameplay.

Now decembers theme...

Welcome to the December to Remember!!!

Stories all about physical regression while retaining the adult mind! :) should be tons of fun

My commisisons are also open it's 5 dollars per 500 words :)

Also check my page for my patreon if you'd like to support me there for chances at even more stories!!

I hope you all have a fun last few days of November!!!!!!

Im feeling kinda down got sone holiday blues methinks so why not tell me something good going on right now? Ill even start!

Ive been writing alot more lately getting comissions and writing for my self not to mention doing fun collab stuff.

Plus plus plus a free ych!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21828788/#

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21828788/#

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21828788/#

Just enter the number you want wheee

so thanksgiving was nice and super busy wooo and now it's work every day until Tuesday xD

also ooooh new icon mmmm hot cocoa

So my last journal was kinda down and I wanted to cheer yall up ^_^ So  citrine_topaz is a great artists and she is having a YCH for the Christmas season ( a bit early but meh :P ) she has 6 slots left find it here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/

check it out for sure it looks like tons of fun it would even make a great gift for a friend :)

So as some here know I lost my grandmother Christmas eve last year. And my 16 month old nephew in june this year. So this Thanksgiving is gonna be my first without them. It really just hit me with less than a week to go. And here i am crying in the bathroom at my work as i write this. Ive got a few people i really need to thank personally but ill be sending them personal notes. But i also wanted to thank you guys for all youve done for me. This year started and may just end on a low but i will always be thankful for you all and that you like my silly stories

how's everyone doing today? it's a pretty aturday here for me doing a bit of writing before work

So ive been insanely busy as of late and had almost no time to work on stories T.T buut hopefully soon thatll turn around and i can get some commission and my own stuff worked on.

Now in other news  Citrine_Topaz is kicking off a biiig ych collab with  kamikitty here

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21747189/

Thats a christmas/hannukah dealeo that is pretty dern cheap and that ik I myself am excited for! Go chexk it out and reserve your slot before their gone!!

Ok so this is pretty cool :3  citrine_topaz is doing an auction for an animated ych

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21728185/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21728185/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21728185/

Soooo cool and christmasy and omg T3T it's just gonna be super awesome

https://picarto.tv/diaperedwolfzt

https://picarto.tv/diaperedwolfzt

https://picarto.tv/diaperedwolfzt

Come watch me play some seven stars!

OK so obviously I can't be bothered to even stream when I say i'm gonna >.< Today got way out of hand and I'm exhausted so no stream today... i'm gonna do 2 streams a month I think from now on. one writing and one gaming this stream will be on Thursday! this time I swear >.<

I'm gonna get a little story out today :) i'm working on a big commission for a certain someone :) annnd I'm gonna actually really for real this time stream on monday!!! an actual writing stream :P not a gaming one. It's been a very long week for me thank you guys for sticking with me

>.< so yeah i said i was gonna stream yesterday and i didnt sorry yall it got super crazy for me but i plan on maybe doing something tomorrow?