Hey I’m back after..... two weeks/ 16-17 days?

I’m doing better, I was dealing with what I can only assume was some seasonal depression. I was trying my best to be social (que my annual resolution to be more open active and social :P) but most days I just didn’t feel I had anything to talk to anyone aboot. I’m fine there’s no need to worry, just various..... things, happened during/after the holidays (I got to see my family and have a week off work 👍) all kind of hit at once and overwhelmed me a bit. Doesn’t help it’s dark and cold here all the time, this is nothing new and I’m bouncing right back to myself.

I might not be super active for a while while I just get myself all set and in order, again nothing to worry aboot I just need to take some me time. I’ve started baking again and I’m pumping out cakes left and right but need folks to shove them in ;P
Just gotta get my motivations and inspirations back up, I’m always online even if any app or such says otherwise so I’m still around plenty. If you’ve read this far you get a gold 🌟

Oh and a belated Happy New Year to everyone, hope 2018 treats ya right!

Do you want to help out and get a good reading? Then you should get a reading from  redpanda-Chris He’s really good and will surprise you, he surprised me. If you are interested comment here and I’ll link you.

To all my friends, cuties, goobers, artists and kings and padding
To all my watcher and fans, anyone keeping an eye on this butt
To the very few I consider close (or wish I had close ;3) and my furrents and fam
To all the bigs and littles, babs, adults and diapers

I wish you all a very merry Christmas no matter what you celebrate I wish you all the best. And I hope you all have a VERY squishy new year ;3 💖💖💖

Seriously, I’ve been so busy and tired I’m loosing track of time..... pretty sure it’s the 13 today but other then that.......... ask confused person questions prolly get confusing answers!

Like the title says, I discovered I've been blocked by someone who, to my knowledge, I've never interacted with before. This is odd, maybe I've left a weird comment on something of theirs but I don't know. All I've ever done that I can think of is fave come of their posts.

The point of this is I have no clue and am wondering if there are and roumours or such aboot me that may have caused this. I'm not saying who the blocker is I'm not trying to start trouble I just want to know why and make sure I'm not being mistaken for someone else, or being targeted for something dumb I did. This has happened once so I'm a bit uncomfortable.

......were made for squishin,
And that's just what they'll do.
One of these days these pamps are going to squish all over you!

Now now I'm *counts and holds up a number of fingers not all of them mine* dis many! Not sure what to do to celebrate but Ike sure I'll think of something ;3

I'm just bored at work, all is fine. Feel free to ignore this or don't, I'm just slowly going crazy fast.

So it's been brought to my attention that yesterday was Tuesday and today is Wednesday...... oops >\\\\<

Let's try a new game. Ask me a question in the form of would you...... or would you rather....... or.......
Let's have some fun and see if we can start a new game ;)

Just to let folks know that art dump is still in fact looking over your heads so watch out it could fall any day now

You know the drill, lets make pone squirm ;3

Alrighty. Folks you know the drill, ask and get an answer, make a pone squirm ;P

Additionally I may be uploading some art this week and it may turn into a dump so just a heads up

So I came across a really handsom monkey suit and I'm not one for monkeys normally but this on is so cool! Now I'm considering making a monkey character but I have no clue what makes a good monkey, just what I like. Pitch me some ideas or comments, let have some fun :3

:EDIT EDIT: thanks to all the cool peeps I got to hangout with this afternoon, y'all are awesome!
But you know don't be afraid to keep going or come in, I'm having fun and I got hugs for all newcomers <3

:EDIT: i found some beer and ordered Chinese so don't be afraid to take advantage of a loaded pony, or just talk >w<
And to everyone so far, I love ya all *hugs all the crinkle butts*

Like the title says..... I'm alone today enjoying being a bum but I am kinda blaaaaaah so ask me stuff, harrass me, bug me, tease me, go nuts get weird have fun at my expense give me ideas for art ;3

Ps go check out  limlams art, he's been pumping out amazing things lately <3

Heya folks  tabitabi is back! <3
They are in a bit of a bind and it would mean the world if you at least check this out. They are an amazing artist and an awesome person. Please lend a hand if you can or help spread the word <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8230481/

Holy crap I just noticed I hit 400 watchers! I can't believe there are that many people willingly putting up with me stinking up the place. If I had noticed I would have planned to do something to celebrate.... kinda snuck up on me :P

I haven't done one of these in ages! Should be good way to spend my day, ask away no holds barred

WARNING INCOMING (ART) DUMP!

Holy geeze over the last two weeks I've got a whole bunch of faves and even more watches.... Where you all coming from? Why?

Thanks tho <3 <3 <3

Heya folks  limlam has a bunch of really nice high end adoptables he's made. Go give them a look I promise you won't be disappointed
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8067214/

Hey folks  tabitabi is trying to raise money so they are selling off a TON of characters and adopts. There's lots so why not have a look and see if something catches your eye.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23006109/

I've been trying lately, poorly, to. E mor social despite the new Zelda and work. But in so damned introverted and afraid of people that I just can't open up of feel nervous or say the wrong thing. I'm stating to think I just need to be dragged kicking and screaming into socialization of any kind and just told to have fun.
Sadly I've let down quite a few cool people who I even approached and then just kinda burned out on cause I'm too lazy or just so awkward and afraid. I used to think it's just because I didn't play Pokemon but I know it's me. I'm just really mello and keep it simple but so many cool people have given me a chance and almost all of them I feel like I just wasted their time. I'm not mad or sad or upset, just just tired and kinda disappointed in myself a lil. I can't even say that I could promise a second chance would yield a better result as I know I don't learn my lesson too often. I just wish I was a little more extroverted is all.

People like Sherbert and Static and don mind me poopin up the place so don't worry that will never change here.

I've been trying lately, poorly, to. E mor social despite the new Zelda and work. But in so damned introverted and afraid of people that I just can't open up of feel nervous or say the wrong thing. I'm stating to think I just need to be dragged kicking and screaming into socialization of any kind and just told to have fun.
Sadly I've let down quite a few cool people who I even approached and then just kinda burned out on cause I'm too lazy or just so awkward and afraid. I used to think it's just because I didn't play Pokemon but I know it's me

I've been trying lately, poorly, to. E mor social despite the new Zelda and work. But in so damned introverted and afraid of people that I just can't open up of feel nervous or say the wrong thing. I'm stating to think I just need to be dragged kicking and screaming into socialization of any kind and just told to have fun.
Sadly I've let down quite a few cool people who I even approached and then just kinda burned out on cause I'm too lazy or just so awkward and afraid. I used to think it's just because I didn't play Pokemon but I know it's me

people should totally come to Canada and bring me soup, or make me feel better. <3

So I spent the day yesterday watchin Markiplier play fnaf and go on to watching him play all three Five Nights at Fuckboys and yes I did drink with him....... it was a lot and I'm just glad I was padded up.

Soooooooo line up for some dick yiffin