Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone!

It's christmas again and it feels like the time rushed so fast x.x But hey it's my favorite time of the year and i hope you guys enjoy it as much as i do ^_^ I just wanted to shout out Merry Christmas and i hope everyone enjoys the time with the Family or friends.

Hiya everyone,

I hope everyone is doing good. Sadly i don't have big news about my Story still waiting for the picture for it from but i will give her a lot of time for it because she is really busy lately and we all can understand that

No i have other big news. I have a Daddy :D is my new Daddy (IRL and Furry wise) i met him a few weeks ago and after that i became is son. We talked alot over Telegram before we met and since there i knew it would be an success with him. He gives me a feeling i didn't have in a long time and i was suprised i still have those feelings hehe.

He just suprised me with a little picture and i was flashed i was soo happy about it not just about the picture it was more the little detail in the picture that let me thought that was the right decision. What was the little detail? The costume! Yes, I just mentioned one time infront of him that my favorite anime was One piece and that just on the side and he really remembered it ^^ THis detail makes me so happy and lets me know he will make me super happy in many ways.

That was all ^^ I hope everyone has a good weekend and if there are any questions my other journals where you can ask me questions is still open you can find it here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8448153/

^_^

Hiya,

So where i still waiting to finally release the first part of my story i thought about something :3

So TMI Tuesdays went always a bit "low" on questions. And i was thinking making the "Ask me stuff" thing wider. That means you can ask me stuff whenever you want over Comments here or over Telegram or Twitter :3 If you want of course.

I would be happy to answer all your questions. Is it about my story, fursona, IRL or whatever ^^

With that i just have to say
Have a good start in the week ^_^

Hiya everyone,

Just wanted to let you know that i finished the first part of the story of Allan.
I won't post it until the picture from is ready of course but i will let some people read it so i'm sure it will not be a total disaster when you guys will read it x.x
One of the person is She will help me to get all words right and the grammar
Then i will choose other person who are close to me and person who i trust and can seriously say me how the story is!

I'm super excited because it was a dream first and now it will be a real story x.x
Anyways!

Hope you guys have a good week and a good weekend ^^

Hiya everyone,

I finally decided to commission the picture for the backstory i was planning. The artist that i choosed is Gemma is awesome and every picture from the "main" backstory will be from her now. I will not post every picture in short times but they will come one by one.

You wanna know what will be in the backstory? Sure!

First it will be an age regression story and no, no FOY Water or something else i choosed a different kind of thing for the story.

Second, a big part will be that i won't start at the "real" beginning i will start maybe 1 week after he got regressed...You asking why? I have my reasons. I'm worried that some people could find it unreasonably and i don't want that so it starts in a small scene right after that event.

Third, Of course diapers and the use of it it's an Babyfur type of story.

Fourth, like i already mentioned i won't post a new picture every week/month, because i need time to think of a new part of the story every now and then.

Fifth, it COULD happen that some words are not matching or meaning something else...Problem is my english is kinda well but when it goes to writing a story with many different kinda stuff so it could happen that even i write something wrong, You can mention it (not in the comments) and i will change it!

Sixth, there won't be people in the picture you know. I will maybe try to put a good friends in some picture but just if they want. and i'm not sure if it will ever be a big picture so no need for any other fur :3 (I even have still problem finding the other "main" part in the story if you know what i mean)

I guess i said everything. If they are some open question i will answer them :3

I wish everyone a nice sunday and a good start in the new week ^^

Hiya,

I kinda feel better (Maybe cause im wearing a diaper right now x3) but i guess i should admit something what i didn't want to admit but i guess you should do it if you want it right?

I wanna be someones baby boy... Yes i said it. Being alone sucks and i really wishing someone for my little lynx.

But of course not instantly a while after talking and listening to each other

Why i say it now?...I dunno i just saw a mommy asking for her cub in a group chat. She was awesome she was worrying about him and saying stuff like "He is my little one so i have to care about him" and that made me thinking.

And after my few other parents i kinda know what i want now. A mommy/daddy who care for me even in bad and good times. Maybe art interested like me who likes getting pictures with me here and then. Not important but it would be cool ^^

And please if you read this to this point...please don't think im crying for one or i want one 100%. I'm just telling you that because i want it but its not really that important so just see this as an "Hey look here" and not like "PLEEEEAAAASE I WANT A MOMMMYYYY" some sort of like >.<

Regardless i will enjoy my 9 days of padding now... :3

Have a nice rest of the week and a restful weekend <3 ^^

Hey,

Sorry for the last journal. I kinda wanted to get this stuff out and yeah sorry for that.

The stuff that bothers me will never go away and i need to accept that regardless if they don't let me enjoy being little or going into littlespace and other stuff.

Thanks for all the kind words from everybody who commented under the journal.

I will never do such a journal again so yay

have a nice week.

Hiya,
So i found this few questions about cubs and their parents from and i thought making them wouldn't be bad hehe


Cub Questionaire:

Rate your babyfur traits on a scale from 1 (poor) to 5 (Great)?

1. Listening to authority: 5

2. Brattiness: 1

3. Gentleness: 4

4. Embarrassment: 5

The next few questions are written response.

1. Do you cause trouble during changes? No, not intentional :3

2. Are you a messy eater? Can happen :D

3. Do you like strict parents? Not really but i think a bit being strict ist okay

4. Do you like to have a set of rules? Yeah why not :D

5. Do you feel like you can be open with others? Yes, totally.

6. How do you feel about your relationship to your parental figure (if you have one) Is there anything you want done different? If you don't have, do you want one? Why? I want parents who are there and not just saying that i'm his/her cub. She/he must want to have a cub and must love it. Even in bad times.


I made this questions not to say "Hey, look i want parents!"...No i'm actually not looking for it right now.(I gave up on this kinda thing) I made them to make a bit clear how i am as a cub or in cub mood or my fursona Allan acts. I made bad experiences with Daddies/Mommies.


Have a nice day guys!

Hiya,

Just wanted to say that i may planning to get a new picture to make another part clear of Allan's backstory. Even tho i had to delete the one story "How i got Max".

I think this time it will be a bit more focused on Allan. I still have to struggle to find a new way to tell his story. The first backstory that i had is not doable anymore (Sadly) so i need to find another way to tell it.

Still...I want to tell his backstory and i will do it regardless how hehe. So it will maybe first the picture and i will add the story afterwords.

Have a nice weekend guys! :3

HIya,

I thought of maybe making an TMI Tuesday today...I didn't do this in a good amount of time now and i guess i will give it a try again hehe.


You can ask me whatever you want and i will reply 100% honest!

:3

(I could reply a bit later tho cause im in School :3 So be patient :D)

Hiya,

I think i should have done this long time before but i guess it's a good timing regardless when.

THank you everyone who is watching me! You guys always makes me happy ^^

I just upload pictures from my fursona where i think it's a cute pose and seeing that you guys like it and other stuff is awesome. And even saying my fursona is cute makes me blush everytime x3

I became a furry because i was interested in it and i can really say it was the best thing i did in my whole life ^^

Hope everyone has a good week and a relaxing and good weekend

I'm back from Berlin and the Eurofurence!

What can i say it was my first furry con and it was amazing i enjoyed it so much and i loved seeing all the awesome fursuits and all the nice people that met there.

And of course meeting a lot of my friends like and many many more ^^

I counting already the days until next Eurofurence :D

Hiya,

just wanted to let you guys know i'm heading to the train to EF :D I'm super excited and can't wait to see how it is ^^

It's still weird heading to my first furry convention. I just hope that it will be a lot of fun there and i hope i can meet a lot of nice people there and maybe make some new friends ^^ and of course getting cool stuff there too :3

I wish you guys a good week and a even better weekend

*waves*

Heya everyone!

It's my birthday today ^^

Another year where i get older...IRL atleast :D I always get excited when it comes to my birthday, everytime counting the days until it comes and stuff :3 Regardless what age ^^

Wish everyone a nice and relaxing week :)

Hiyaaa everyone,

So i'm doing school since 6 months now, and i finally have vacation over summer :D i'm so happy hehe. My certificate was really good >.> but dun wanna call me smart kitten ^^.

I planned alot this summer. First of course my birthday which is in 10 Days :3 and then meeting some friends and of course the biggest event this summer the Eurofurence, my first furry convention at all i'm still super happy that i got a theme badge from and can't wait to see it IRL.

And one big update i feeling better since a few days now and i hope i can stay at this state the whole summer with no big problem or drama (Hopefully)


That's all :3

I wish everyone a nice weekend and a not so busy week! *hugs*

Heya,

I waas thinking about that now for a long time. But since everything wents wrong now and that i don't have luck with those stuff anyways (Daddyfurs/Mommyfurs) I gave up having one.

It destroys my plans for Allan's backstory heavily but i can't change it and i have to rewrite and think the backstory so it fits that Allan doesn't have a Daddy/Mommy after he being regressed.

And i gonna remove the story from "How i got Max" Picture because the story isn't fitting anymore too. I will add the story after i finished a new one that fits the picture better.

I'm sad about it but i don't wanna bother anyone with my sadness anymore. You will still see cute picture of my Fursona here on my page with or without story.

I just wanted to give everyone an update!

Have a nice weekend guys.

I dunno anymore

Still not feeling little and that since 6 months now It's a pain for me because it always was relaxing for me too just feel little and be happy but im just feel empty and adult since 6 months.


Kinda thinking of stopping being AB/DL because everything i try (even wearing diapers) nothing makes me happy anymore.
I'm still thinking that im the worst babyfur ever because im fully adult IRL and not doing any AB/DL related stuff (kinda kid clothes or wearing diapers whenever i want) So quitting is one point i thinking off.


Maybe i will change it buuut right now that my way i will keep you updated.


Wish you a good weekend!

Heya guys,

I just got my new ref sheet from and its soooooooo adorable :D I still love my old one but i needed a new one cause i wanted some things changed. Eyebrows, hair and stuff. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16892626/

I'm super happy and maybe this new ref sheet helps that people don't think Allan is a girl >.> Buuuuuuuuuuuuut i think that will never go away x.x


Have a nice week guys! :D

Heya everyone!

I just wanted to say "Happy Mother's Day" too every mom out there,

Enjoy your special day but to be honest moms are awesome not just on mother's day they are it 365 days a year ^^

So i hope you got lots of love from your cubs.


Have a nice week everyone!

Heya

I just wanted to warn you guys that i maybe removing 3-4picture from my Gallery (1 in my Scraps)

There is a person in this pictures who hurted me and i can't look at this pictures again and having troubles not to start crying.

So sorry for the blank space in your favorites if you liked them!

(I will not delete them fully just here and put them somewhere else on my PC)

Thanks and i wish you guys a good sunday and a good start in the new week ^^

Heya guys,

i have a idea but i kinda or need your help x3 so let me explain first.
I'm always try to come up with new ideas for my pictures and thats the thing im not sooo good at picking themes for my pictures :D i mostly have ideas for sleeping pictures x.x but i don't want that Allan is sleeping on every picture i get ^^

So i came up with an idea...how would it be if YOU could choose what my next theme for the picture will be? how does that sound? I know it sounds lazy but i thought about that maybe some people wanna see my fursona in a scene they want (No NSFW/Scat/Waterspots or spankning and such things) maybe eating ice-cream totally messing around or building with blocks.

I would make a journal where you could post any ideas and after that i would make a strawpoll and the most voted idea would be the next picture theme i would get ^^

But like i said its just an idea and i would totally understand if you would say "Why should i decide what picture he should get"... >.> Hope that will go well hehe

I wish everyone a peaceful week hehe

If somebody was curious about how i look like IRL i just posted a #fursonameme on Twitter :3 So you can check out how i look :D

If you not following me its AllanTheLilLynx cause just people who follows me can see my tweets (Had to do it cause stuff happened)


Thats all! :3

Have a nice week ^^

Heya guys,

I had a really good AB/DL dreams lately and i had never ABDL dreams before :O they were super awesome. I really enjoyed them and thought about them the whole day and couldn't even stop.

But at the other hand i know that something like that will happen is really low and is bad :<

The thing that i can't do any specific AB/DL stuff IRL is really stupid and i hate it. cause its not just my fetish it helps me to calm down and just relax and be happy. Thats why im not feeling any good lately all that stuff that i see on twitter and other cubs who can wear diapers whenever they want makes me sad and jealous all the time >.<

But at the other end i don't wanna sound like a guy who wants somethiung really badly that other people have >.> So don't think im whining here so something else its just a view on my situation right now and how i feel about it

That's all :3

Hope everyone have a good Weekend ^_^!

I'm in mood for TMI today :3

So if you have any questions for me...About my Fursona
About other Stuff


Just ask i will answer 100% (Maybe a bit later cause school starts in a hour)

Heya guys,

Im looking for a new icon maybe animated too.

I know many people using the last picture as an icon but i would like getting an individual icon and animated too but im not sure who makes those and stuff :3

So if you guys know a person that makes good looking animated icons and that the person is open for commission let me know :D it would be super nice and helpful for me cause i dont have to dig threw all the artist for an icon :3


wish you guys a good weekend! ^^