Heyaa,

I just saw that i reached 200+ Watchers \o/ I know im notta artist who can say "Hey i gonna do an art raffle for you guys now"

But i just wanted to say thanks for watching me. Im always happy if i see that someone watches me and i try to keep posting cute pictures :D

But yeah thanks for everything. Still dont regret becoming a furry and its still the best decision i made and i see forward for my first convention the EF 2017 where i will go and im super excited for this and i bet i will meet alot of cool people there

Still not feeling good lately my depressions came back stronger then before i try to fight them so good as i can but sometimes they win and i dont wanna talk or something else. I hope they will be gone and i can finally focus on some stuff i planned!

Anyways...I wish you a good week and a relaxing weekend ^^

Heyaaa

Its Tuesday and i thought about making a TMI tueday cause why not hehe

So if you have any questions for me you can ask them :3 I will answer them honestly and so quick as i can! <3

Heyaa,

The Wednesday was a really nice day yesterday. I dont have those days often but it really happens sometimes. Where luck comes in any forms :3 I woke up and noticed that my Movie that i bought on Amazon arrived and that made me really happy after that i went to work and thought about the Raffle Wen made and thought it would be cool to win and get a picture from Wen but hey who am i and i was saying "Meh i will not win anways". After i came home i checked me FA...And yes i won.

It's weird to have that on one day. Normally im super unlucky with those Raffles or anything else that has to do with "luck" . But i was super happy and i felt super ^^

I think sometimes even a lil lynx kitten can have a certain amount of luck :3

But anyways this wednesday made me happy and that after a long time with being sad and feeling bad.

And thanks to all of you guys cause you guys keep reminding me happy i am being a furry and being on this site ^^

I wish everybody a good thursday and a good weekend!

Heyaaa Guys,

Valentine's day is coming and i thought about telling you how i see Valentine's day. Valentine's day isn't sooooo popular here where i live but of course couples celebrate it what is totally fine but for me its just a normal day maybe for this one reasons that i never had a Valentine and no one ever had interest in me :3 But thats a other topic :D

But that doesn't mean i hate Valentine's day and i would hate everyone who likes it. No i like to see happy couples and i like to see if people show their love with pictures with them. That shows me that there is love in the world :3

So for everyone who has someone for Valentine's day. I wish you a happy Valentine's day (wow i really said often "Valentine's day" x3)

I wish all of you a good rest of the week and a relaxing Weekend!

Hiya everyone i hope everyone had a good and relaxing weekend!

I just wanted to throw out some updates...


First!!!

I will be on the EF 23 this year! Yus :D if you are there you can totally find me there ^^ It will be my first furry con ever :3 So im super excited and stuff i hope i can met a lot of people there and even make new friends there ^^

Second!!!

...actually i dont have a second update :3 Just i found this super awesome (Old) anime movie called "The Cat Returns" :D I was falling in love yesterday when i watched it its awesome <3<3<3 cats :D


Oki thats all :3 I hope everyone has a good start in the new week and a good rest sunday! ^^

Heya everyone,

so im planning to go to the Eurofurence 2017. But since i'm totally new to all of this convention things and i never went to one i'm looking for a "partner" means someone who is interested go to with me on the con or sharing a room with me and maybe lead me a bit over the convention. I know it's much to ask cause people don't wanna lead a newbie to a con they already know and where they wanna have fun.

I really wanna go and would do anything for it. I would totally do a reparation if someone would say "yes" like having a dinner or something else the person want.

Where i need help would be.

Where get i get the Tickets?
Where and How i get a Hotel Room?

Just for example.

And i totally know if nobody will say yes i will totally not go >.< Cause im really to shy to go to my first convention alone without anyone who can calm me down a bit.
If somebody has interest Mail me: diapersunki[at]web.de or ask me for Telegram/Skype so we can chat about it and make sure everything works

At the end i wish everyone a good start in the new year and i hope the new year starts for everyone good! I stay positiv for the next year. The last year wasn't easy for me much stuff happened that almost broke me in half and im still fighting but im positiv and i bet i or we will have a lot of fun at the Convention when we meet there :3

Happy new year everyone!

It's Christmas! ^^

I wish everyone a merry christmas and happy holidays

i hope you all can enjoy them and relax ^^

Hey guys,

2016 is almost over and all the shows where random people say what they liked the year 2016 and what happened are showing up again :3

and i thought i do the same but not with so much stuff just with my important things.

Like Best Song 2016! Wooooh >.>

anyways... I thought about it and i heard a lot of good songs this year but one song will not get out of my head ^^ Its a pretty new song but with much greatness and i still getting goose bumps when i hear it :3

It is! The Chainsmokers - Closer ft Halsey

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PT2_F-1esPk

That is my song 2016. I doesn't have to be yours totally not but for me it is and i hope some people like it too ^^

I will do a few more of those journals about 2016. Many stuff happenend good and bad

I wish all of you a good rest of the week and a restful weekend ^_^

Heya,

I had this kinda "theme" in my head for a long time cause normally tights are for girls BUT i grew up and wore tights too (not really thin girl thights like the ballett ones but thick ones for winter months and stuff) So my opinion is that even if you are a boy you can wear thights! of course with boyish pattern :3 But you can wear them! and yes it will look cute cause every diaper butt with thights looks cute :3...my opinion

Sorry for that random "opinion" stuff :D but i wanted to get the theme out and tell everyone that I love tights even tho im a boy and i like to wear them still >.> sometimes it's goooood if its cold outside

Tights are cute! ^^

I know its still a few days but i wanted to say happy Thanksgiving to everyone who is celebrating it. Me not but i would cause i love good food :3 much....much... :D But enjoy the time with your family or whoever you are celebrating with!

Eat much for me too ;-;

I wish you a good rest of the week and a restful weekend!

Yay i thought through the therapy i could handle my depressions now but NOPE they are back cause something happened what brought them back hahaha....


Super down dont wanna talk with anyone bye

rewriting me story "How i got Max" not everything but just a specific part.

And i changed a few names of the pictures i got not many but a few in particular.

have a nice day guys

Heya guys,

just wanted to say that i'm back now and i want to explain why i was gone...

I had a therapy cause of my bad depressions i learned many good stuff there to keep me calm and relax and i learned much about myself. About my likes and dislikes and what i did wrong. One thing was that i never accepted gifts from friends i always said no i don't need gifts from anyone cause i still think friendship don't need gifts (of course gifts are nice i finally accepted it and im glad for every gift i got and will get)

and many many more stuff...

All my good friends knew why i was gone and if anyone of you guys have question you wanna ask me go ahead and leave me a note i will answer them so good as i can.

I wish you had a spooky halloween :3 and i wish you a good weekend and a good start in the new week <3

Heya i need to make a journal about this day today because its really nice and i need to write it down ^^

Okay i woke up from my normally weird dreams x3 and the first thing i see is this super adorable YCH picture i got from what i got and it looks adorable ;-; i can't believe it and i love his art soooooooooooooo much im glad i got it <3

After that i had again a down cause i talked with my mom when i was on the ride with her to deal with some important IRL stuff. Every bad thing came up again and i felt horrible.

When i came home i was down really down and not inna good mood. Your sweet comments under my pictures helped me a bit but i was still down.

THEN something totally random happened wrote on my shouts that he doodled something for a random Watcher and this watcher was me!!!!! D: i couldn't believe it http://i.imgur.com/o18oes5.jpg I was astonished cause those stuff never happens to me usually >.<

And then posted YCH's on Patreon and she choosed me ;-; its so adorable too like usually from her and i couldn't believe it at all!!!!! so much "luck" or however you wanna call it at one day? and then me?!?!?

But that brings me to my current mood im super happy. My mama is there and everything im super happy.

Thanks to all Artist i got something today you guys are awesome and make a awesome job making people happy with your art (dunno if they actually will read this but hey ^^) And to all of my watcher thanks for all the faves and comments. You guys always cheer me up if im down sometimes

Love you all <3 and i wish all of you a great weekend!

Heya guys

I wanted to say sorry that im so silent lately. It's not easy for me right now IRL i kicking me hard and stuff happened what made me really upset and gave me depression. It's still not 100% gone and it will take some more time but i try to be more "active" here.

I just plan to post a story to a picture that i commissioned from an artist ^_^


And i gonna change my Gallery i switch all my artwork into Scraps and my commission i get/got into the Gallery cause i'm not such a bit artist thats why i will focus my account on my fursona^^

I hope you guys have an awesome week and a good weekend

Heyyyyy everybody,

First thankies so much for the 100 Watchers i really appreciate it. I met a lot of good friends since i joined FA and i hope i will meet a lot more ^_^

I'm not drawing lately cause no ideas and my art isnt worth for a raffle >.< sorry. But what i can do i could show how i look IRL i know its not much but many people here on FA showed himself and i have no problem with it.

So nay or jay? :3

You can decide! ^^

Heyaaaaa,

I thought about a new TMI tuesday where you guys can ask me question regardless what kind hehe but i was thinking of something new what would be a personal thing for me and i think i will post every week a song where i think its awesome :3 You guys can say how the song is every week :D

I hope you like the song i picked out for today i just found about this guy and his voice is just awesome :D

Rag'n'Bone Man - Human
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4x0aYzcxmjk


^^

I wish all of you a good week and a restful weekend ^^ and Have fun on EF if anyone of you goes there ^^

Heya guys,

The title already tells you i wanna talk about Eurofurence and my current mood. First i would love to come Eurofurence but i have no experience with cons and to be honest i don't wanna go alone if i can find some who can take my hands >.< and so we go together to the con then i will be there! promise and i really wanna go :/

And my current mood is weird lately. I dunno how to explain but i feel weird. And i have no idea how to fix this.

But i dont wanna bother you with my mood :3

i wish all of you a good start in the new week hehe

Yus is my birfday! ^^

24 years now >.< I'm feeling old :D But good thing my fursona always be 2 <3 ^^

wish all of you guys a restful and peaceful weekend ^^

Hey guys,

So my birfday is coming up in 10 days and yes i counting the days :D...

But all the sudden i feel really lonely lately. You have to know i don't have someone in my life at the moment or a Daddy/Mommy in my area and it doesn't help that my Daddyfur lives 10000000000000000000000miles away from me :/

I don't even have a place where i could go to be "small" or wear diapers.

Don't misunderstand me i love having friends in USA and i won't lose them...but yeah lonely kitten feels lonely :/

Have a nice rest of the week and a restful weekend

Heyaaa ^^

I thought it would be cool to make a TMI tuesday >.> I dunno how exactly it works but i think you ask me stuff (regardless what) and i will answer :3

I really have no idea how i should start this journal, because im really depressed about all the stuff that happened...

Apparently my RL Brother found my Furry Account on Twitter (I don't know how he just said he googled my name "Allan") and of course he was shocked what he saw there. But that's not the point because i'm proud to be a furry and i wanted to tell it anyways someday cause i dont wanna live without being a furry anymore (Because i met a lot of awesome people since in joined and i will not lose them anymore) BUT my brother was nice to tell my Parents about that Twitter account too so my Dad who doesn't know that imma furry knows it now too.

I talked with my Mom after it (she knows it)...And what she told me hurted me really much. She said i should stop posting anything related to my furry site or AB/DL site on the internet anymore because she won't that the RL friends we have found out about that kinda stuff. I told her that i don't care what other people say and that's this is my life and i decide what i wanna do with it but she just really cared about what other people will say about them (Not me!).

At the end it comes to the point that i should hide behind something thats not me...And i have no idea what i should do because its feels like everything breaks slowly apart.

I just feel empty right now.

I hope i don't make anyone of you sad too. But yeah i'm sad that i can't be that what i want to be

I wish all of you a good weekend

ICON! Yus! I need a new icon but i have no idea where i can get a really cute looking one :3 And i maybe want a animated one too D: Can anyone help me out maybe? Would be sooooooooooooooo awesome <3

I thought that would never happen but two little plushie furballs stole my heart >.< I was at Toy'R'Us to look for something and they both were lying in a box alone with deers and polarbears :3 I couldn't let them lie there anymore so i picked them both up and gave them a new home. And yus they are both Lynxes ^^

And i decided that one of them will be the new plushie of my fursona. And it's totally fine that a lynx has a lynx plushie x3 ^^

Worst case scenario happened...But lemme explain from beginning i ordered a new pacifier for myself for my little space and it came with a lil pawz diaper sample what is really nice cause i can't buy them over here in Germany. So i still live at home with my parents and i really thought my Dad would respect my privacy and wouldn't open my packages...BUT HE DID IT he really opened my package and saw the diaper..and he went crazy. He is not talking to me yet cause he can't understand it and im really angry what happened that he didnt respect my privacy and opened my package without asking me.


I hope all of you had a better day :/