On the 18th, this acct will be deleted and the new acct over at  ProudEmoDiaperKid Will be where I upload all of my content. So if you're not over there yet, ya got 6 days. More than enough time, so I hope I see y'all.

In other news, I am now in an online diploma course for hypnotherapy. So I hope I'll get to out that skill to use :3

I'm thinking of moving to a new acct. Here's a few reasons why I think it's a valid move:

1. When this account first started off, it was more of a diaper/fat hybrid account. But over time, it's become a kidfur account, and a large chunk of the follows on this account were from when I was still a fatfur. I feel this along with a unfocused start has painted this account off as being a fatfur account still, and a lot of babyfurs are not into that sort of thing.
2. Seeing all of the idle, dead, and irrelevant watchers in my list is a bit unsettling, tbh.
3. I need the name to fit me again. I'm no longer a sabertooth.
4. A reboot will most definitively make the new account "kidfur", and new people will pick up on that.

I just spent all morning making sure i've watched people watching me back (namely the ones who I feel are relevant for what I'm aiming for with the reboot) as well as the many artists I already watch. One thing I will probably say is, if you're not crazy about kidfur stuff, and you're still watching this account, you probably won't want to watch the new one as I don't intend on getting art of Flower as an adult anymore due to personal reasons (you can note me about it if you want).

Anyway, it'll mostly be a new name, swapping all of my current pics relevant to the new Flower over there, and having to spend a lot of time building an extensive bio page. So yeah, just giving you a heads up. I will probably make the page today, but the actual full transition will be over a week, so everyone has time to be made aware of it. I thank you for your patience, and I hope that this new page gives me the esteem boost I need.

P.S. If you have babyfur/kidfur friends who'd probably like me or the kind of art I post, feel free to let them know I'm here xP

So with admins increasingly reporting art under the "babyfur" label, I've decided to suggest something that would solve this problem easily:

Make babyfur and abdl/diaperfur separate categories already.

Problem solved. Now if people post their art in the wrong category, they're either not paying attention to the new tag, purposely posting the wrong label for "more views", or legit don't care and are part of the problem. I wonder if the babyfur community will push forward with this idea, given the recent events with two popular babyfur/diaperfur artists getting hit by this issue.

I'm trying to find Youtube Channels that display human kid/baby and baby/kid regression sequences. I've seen some anime esque channels, but I forget their names or how to specifically look for them. Can anyone recommend me a few channels to get the Youtube Recommendations ball rolling?

So a few things to announce:

1. I have a much more set schedule lately, which has been helping me keep a bit more sane and my mind a bit less cluttered.
2. Speaking of less cluttered, I cleared my watch list out a good bit. I will probably add people back if they talk to me often (I sometimes forget who actively pays attention to my journals), but for the most part, I cleared idle accounts, accounts irrelevant to babyfur/kidfur material, and accounts which feature ABDL only art. It was obvious there was some lingering influence from when I still did fat and/or more adult art (the age). So for comfort reasons, the people I watch will more reflect the sort of art I wish to be on this gallery. There are SOME exceptions, and it's most likely because I know those accts via Discord and talk to them often.
3. Of hobbies, FA is mostly something I check every hour or two. I otherwise hang out on Discord, listen to Youtube audio, play Dungeons and Dragons on the weekends, and FFXIV for about 3 hours at night.
4. I'm not certain when the next bit of art will be coming, as some expenses came up suddenly and I need to get my credit card down just a teeny bit, but  Inktail says he's willing to draw what I need if I get a craving x3

Anyway, just wanted to let you guys know I'm alive, and also my discord is always up for you :3

Are there any cloth diapers that

A. Don't require plastic pants?
B. Have a crinkly exterior?
C. Are considered green friendly?

So even though I've mostly outgrown Asperger's, it's been replaced by ADD/ADHD. It's gotten to the point where I've literally had to find ways to cut down on distractions because the more I'm distracted, the less I can remember/retain, and it's been reeking havoc on my energy. I feel constantly tired and struggle to remember things. Sleep is not an issue for me, it's just because my ADHD is coming to the forefront I am mentally taxing myself, dividing it up when I should be focusing more on fewer things as I am turning 36. So... I will probably be opting out of Gab and Minds because my brain at this point can not handle "social media". I'll rely on Youtube for information/news/hobby videos, and otherwise stick to steam for games and Discord for messenger. Centralize my outlets to help take the burden off of my mind. I'll let you know if it works out.

And yes, I'll be keeping FA.

Someone who has been working with psychic/shaman style work, and is willing to speak to me about things that are bugging me, who I can confide in. Due to the lockdown not yet letting up, it'd be over Discord. But yeah, despite my metaphysical potential, it's hard for me to translate everything I see, so having an outside perspective would help.

https://dailycaller.com/2021/02/17/.....memory-casino/

This is the most blatant incitement to violence I have ever heard on a news network, and the fact that MSNBC will probably face ZERO legal repercussions for this just blows my mind!

I don't care HOW much you hate Trump! Do you remember the Oklahoma Bomber? Do you remember 9/11? Does the idea of 1000s of innocent people dying because of your hate boner sound appealing? If so, you MIGHT just be a f**king sociopath.

If it were up to me, MSNBC would have a week to fire the person who made the comment or have their license revoked. MSNBC has been basically a madhouse for the last 5 years, spouting lies like Russiagate. But flat out condoning legit TERRORISM?! Fucking yikes!

I need to make it clear. I've been in this fandom for about 21 years of my life, and 17 of those years it was as a legal adult. When I made "adult" characters, a large majority of my "friends" would treat me as a pinup. When I announced I was switching to female, 10 of my gay friends dropped me on my ass because they were misogynists who were angry that they no longer got to have sexual thoughts about me. The sexual interest still happened, but I enjoyed it... for a time... but eventually it got empty, and I felt like I fell into the same trap as I did before, where a lot of the friendships felt very fetishy and hollow. So I decided I was done last year and made Flower to transition to being a kidfur. The fallout was not as bad as me coming out as trans, but it basically resulted in people stopping the sexual advances at best and going radio silent on me at worst (which I could live with), and a lot of friends I now have are some of the best I've had in a long time, and I am grateful for them. And I am thankful that there are more than enough artists who do not judge me for my decision based on the specific age of my character and what she wears.

However, despite the massive weight off my shoulders and generally being happier, there is a potential storm on the horizon. There are artists who are "uncomfortable" doing underage characters (which is fine, but the issue is how easily the mentality can switch to being more judgmental) Just the other day, I had someone call me an "underage diaper pedo" in a message left on someone else's submission. (which not only did the person who made that submission block me, but allowed the slander to stand with no contest). And I get this feeling that there are going to be people "shaming" me to go back to being an adult character. That I should be 18+ because "it's the right thing to do", and that if I don't they'll see me as a pedo or a creep, or that it'll make people hate me because I refuse to "be normal".

I think it shows the direction this fandom is going. It used to be much more open, we used to accommodate kids. We used to make the attempt to actually be a big tent and we were closer despite the drama. Nowadays, we're a shell of our former selves, constantly looking for someone or something to tear down, constantly making new rules to make us this sort of heavily sexual/political group that shames anyone who doesn't play along with their exact plans, and I"m quite frankly disgusted and exhausted.

No, I am not a pedo.

No, I do not have any sexual fantasies involving children, ever.

No, being a child character does not implicate me of some wrongdoing.

Yes, I would gladly beat a real offending pedo's face in until there was no face left if I ever found such a person.

And no, I will not make Flower an adult character because of YOUR personal feelings. There will always be people who will draw her at the age she is meant to be, that i am comfortable with, because it is therapeutic for me and makes me feel comfortable. I went through the "sexual" shit for far too long, it's worn out its welcome, I don't want it, I don't need it, I am happy where I am. I will NOT tolerate anyone who tries to bully me to "adapt" to some new paradigm because they can't mind their own fucking business. Don't like that I'm not what you think I should be? Get the fuck off my page. Noone is making you look at my work, or read my journal, or forcing you to like me. I am not someone's puppet or clay doll.

To those who have supported me through these changes and understand where I'm coming from, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much for being here for me, I love you so much, and I hope we continue having strong solid friendships that'll last. Hugs and smooches <3

I thought that I'd be getting an influx of friends on FA, but personally it seems like either

A. Hardly anyone uses FA enough to use it to connect anymore or
B. I exhausted good will with far too many people in the past, and they're not willing to do second chances.

Either way, I'm watching too many people with not enough given back in return, and it's getting to be a bit too many people with no interaction or posts. So doing a clean up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ha9gO_i8B-g

She literally put her principles before her fame, knowing full well the mob would come for her and not giving a sh*t. When the cult constantly whines that there aren't enough "strong independent women", one comes along and their immediate response is, "Oh we're sorry, we meant ones that are loyal to The Party. Otherwise we will strip them of their femalehood and dignity!" In acting against her, they only proved her claims right, that people with the "differing opinion" are beset by violent neighbors and mobs. So to a genuinely strong woman with courage, I say, well done Gina Carano. I wish more were like you and had the courage to stand up against the mob, and The Party.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-acBAH6Yups

Soon... the adventures of William Riker Shepard will begin... <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9756088/ Figured I'd share this. EQ2 is a bit too old for me, but I'm sure some will be interested here.

On Gab and Minds. No, not Twitter. Not Twitter ever again. Anyway, whether you agree or not with my feelings, here are the links.

https://gab.com/FlowerShakur
https://www.minds.com/flowershakur/

And yes, it's my crinkly opossum self I'm on there as. Hope to see ya there!

As someone who is not quite a babyfur character but still participates in diaper wear, I'm lucky that the most I've gotten throughout the year was sparse claims about being a pedophile (all from "anonymous sources" with zero proof. Btw, fluff all of the ones spreading that garbage). So it's funny now that Twitter where most of the furry witch hunters resides has its own skeletons in the closet.

https://nypost.com/2021/01/21/twitt.....ve-child-porn/

That's right. Turns out if you support someone that Twitter doesn't like, or bad mouth someone they DO like, they'll shadowban the schnitzel out of you. But if you post child porn, legit real photographic child porn, you're a-okay in their books.

These people constantly push a political agenda down it's users throats, but being a straight up child predator doesn't set off ANY alarm bells... At all...

So to all of the furries who have made babyfur/diaperfurs miserable over alleged pedo claims? If you're truly serious about being against pedophilia, you'll refuse to support Twitter and find a different social media website. Otherwise, sorry to break it to ya, you're hypocrites.

That's all I have to say about this for now. I'm tense like a rattlesnake in disgust that it took a lawsuit to bring attention to this...

Out with one corrupt corporate serving warmonger, in with another corrupt corporate serving warmonger. The only difference is that the new one is a completely obedient puppet to the corrupt system and will keep quiet about every deal Congress makes to screw us over.

And that's all I'll say on this.

January 16 is apparently Dragon Appreciation Day. So for all my dragon friends and followers.. yeah, there ya go xP *big crinklesnugs for all of ya* <3 <3 <3

So I guess I'll try to keep this brief so it's not a painfully long wall of text

1. 2021 has been relatively quiet for me since it started. I'm just trying to ignore what little drama there is and just keep close to my friends on Discord.

2. I've started playing Warcraft: Shadowlands. I am a Dwarven Monk named Blomst (points if you can guess which language and what it means xP)

3. I've been somewhat helping  Inktail worldbuild with Mylk, his babyfur/ABDL Dungeons and Dragons campaign. And a little hint, he's about to post a whole bunch of Mylkventurer concepts (lots of crinkles), so look forward to that ;3

4. I've had terrible luck with commissioning people since this year started. First person didn't even reply, second person was going to do it then Paypal was a butthole. I told them to get Venmo instead, but until they make a decision going to have to hope someone else opens up. Searching every single profile to see who's got slots would be annoying x.n.x

5. I may be shutting down my telegram. Long story short, I have ALL of the same friends on Discord that I do on Telegram (plus about 50 more), and I'm way more active there. So if you want to contact me in the future, I have my Discord, Steam, and B.net acct.

6. Being a kidfur has had its ups and downs, but mostly ups. Whoever seemingly abandoned me after this decision it was minimal, and the amount of people showing interest and wanting to be friends with me has MORE than made up for it! :3

Anyway, that's all I can think of for now. x3

Seriously, this schnitzel is why I deactivated my Twitter. Because it's not worth the headache. Because it's toxic. Because it creates fear. And to be honest? Because a lot of furries have absolutely stupid opinions when it comes to politics. And I would be able to tolerate them more if they weren't so intolerant of people having the slightest different opinion from them. The reactions from the most recent event just prove that once again, the fandom as a whole has the attitude of "One rule for thee, another rule for me."

As far as I'm concerned, you're free to your opinions, but I can't stand hypocrites, or people who make immediate assumptions or judgments of others without any proper context. If you judge me for something stupid, I WILL come down on you hard, no question. Then again, I only share my opinions with people I trust anyway. Too many people in this fandom are too emotionally childlike screeching and throwing temper tantrums, and THAT scares me that so many can be so ruled by their base emotions while doing absolutely nothing about it but lashing out at everyone around them.

Oh well, back to TRYING to ignore it. Back to being a kid because, you know, adult schnitzel sucks...

Is there some other site that all the diaperfurs/babyfurs tend to congregate towards? Because I notice a lot of diaperfur artists seem to be gone now.

Yup, so I'm free for questions because I could use some chat x3 Just one rule. Nothing sexual please. Thanks!

Just asking, not sure where to find them x3

I had one cup of caffeine yesterday and my sleep sucked. I've become stupidly sensitive to the stuff. Think I'll wean myself off of it entirely so I can get a decent night's rest.

Other than that, it's going to be a normal work day, and my exercises will be in the afternoon/evening.

Also planning on making a private world on VRChat for babyfur/ABDL to visit. (Content creators are very welcome to join us, as babyfur/ABDL is very weak on VRChat atm).

So after months of pushing myself to believe I needed Twitter, I have happily cancelled all my accts there and I can finally focus myself on a lot more things due to it. In regards to my future on FA, I wrote a journal the other day that mused on me possibly making 2 new accounts to replace this one.

After deliberating with the gods(?), I came to a quick decisive solution. It would only be 1 acct, and my sona would be portrayed as 10 years old and in diaps. There are some things I want to clarify.

1. No I'm not a pedo. People who assume pedophilia because I want to be a kidfur are fuckin idiots, I swear to fuck.
2. I realize not everyone will be comfortable with this shift. And I can retort by saying, "You have any idea how much I had to repress this side of me because I have to watch where I step like broken glass?" Point is, maybe I'm tired of repressing it. Maybe it's partially responsible for why I'm so bitter and miserable all the time, and I'm done trying to hold it back to make some people 'comfortable".
3. If you're tired of me acct hopping, you're under no obligation to watch the new one. For me, this is a very much needed reboot for me because I am finally feeling in control of my life for once. Having my own casita and a computer back, plus knowing what I want more than ever has helped me become more confident. For those of you who have stuck with me, thank you.
4. The new acct will only allow up to mature accts. There will be no "porn" on the new acct. I will also use my journal as a space to share vents and more philosophical musings, as well as life updates.

Anyway, I will be making the acct perhaps sometime today, but I will not be fully transferring to it until the end of the week. Save what art you like. Oh, and no complaining xP

I hope that there won't be too much drama with this switch, but if there is, there's always a block button. xD Hope to see ya there.