Not sure if I want to post up pictures or not, kinda wanna wait on posting up Natalyva (adopt I got) until after the silly-cute moving boxes picture is done x3

Also day off but no rpg session today I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

two or so.

Also one or two poems that I actually managed to write, for once.




The entire weekend I spent gorging on ice cream and cake, because I'm an adult and I can celebrate my birthday however I want to.

Couple artists I watch are doing a whole bunch of ychs lately, for relatively cheap (especially oppai jeez), and quite a few have commissions open, so check them out if you like nsfw or sfw stuff :V Most of the ychs have been nsfw although occasionally they open up sfw ones (and I'm sure it could be requested probably, maybe) In any case signalboosting for these peeps cuz nothing better to do ^~^

ychs (also commissions)
 justinefox
 oppaioppaioppai

commissions openned!
 iko
 rileyserenity
 scarlet-frost
 analog~trash

If you like curves I suggest Oppai and Iko they're so good at them <3

Bored and at lunch, so figured I'd advertise for peeps I like :V

Might edit this journal with more when I get home and have time to go through my submission/journal update piles.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa9KcZ_EWwY


This is the weirdest bullshit I've come across and I like it WHY CAN'T I STOP LISTENING TO IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Big backlog of commisions and some poems. Writing a sea shanty or two for a friend, nowhere near done yet. Figured I'd make a journal letting people know I'm not dead.




Unrelatededly kind of disturbed that sjws seem to want to make a scientific term a 'slur' when it directly references two deities in its etymology, and people think that a term for physiological conditions that are only tangentially related to it is an acceptable compromise.


Kindly keep your stupid reality out of my fantasy god dammit do I have to start scooping out eyes with an egg whisk.


Having the flu makes me grumpy all the time, sorry.


also holy shit somehow I have over a hundred watchers


when the fuck did that happen?

Have been really burned out lately. Have a few finished ones that are in the editing phase since forever but just don't feel like they're ready for posting just yet. Oh well. Here comes some porn, lol.

I actually have the day off on a holiday for once its so great so naturally I decided to spend the previous night not going to sleep haha.

a meme was elected president


A MEME WAS ELECTED PRESIDENT

When did hideo kjoma start writing twilight zone stories and how did we get in one because thats my only explaination hahahahahaha

Might have the four poems I've got on the burner done but I might also spend my week off doing absolutely nothing but conquering the galaxy as ravenous space fennec mongols.

Wrote a bit of poetry on the bus again, and got some commissioned pieces I'm going to upload alongside them, though a few of them are nsfw, so here's a warning on that :V

Also hello everyone, here have some art I commissioned to tide you over or something.

Been very tired, but at least I have some free time to recharge.

Holidays and superbowl + retail job hahahahaha.

I hate my job, but I love money, such a conundrum :I

That and working on christmas eve, so I'll be away for a few days outside of a few hours when I'm not sleeping off the stress. Happy holidays and whatever to everybody :V

Also yay, even more new watchers ;-;

Although not as much because I know all of you new ones are only here because I commissioned that piece from nightfaux and are hoping to see more of Aurora :I (Edit: With the exception of a few of you, who are awesome and stuffs.)

Which might come later when I have money again, but for now, instead, I'm going to throw up a horrible thing I wrote once upon a time and found my notes on and shall continue it and post up some things for other stories.

Maybe a poem or two.

:V

But mostly the horrible thing that has been festering on my computer and pleases nurgle and slaanesh. I'm going to go ahead and post up chapter one today after a quick edit-through, then finish up chapter 2.

Then I think I'll work on will of chrome because I don't have work today or tomorrow, or maybe do some work on my latest story-worm instead.


Also hi, watchers who have been with me for a while, I'm so sorry.

Kinda why I haven't been active for a while, had to get used to all the schedule shenanigans. Hopefully I'll get back into writing soon.

Had a bunch of school stuff going on and I've been trying to finish up chapter 2. Got it about halfway done or so. Trying to keep to a writing schedule and keep up with school is kinda hard .__. I should be back to normal by tomorrow though, once I've got chapter 2 posted up and have time between classes to write poems in lieu of homework I save for the weekends, though :P Not going to bother journal-posting this to all three websites because tired ;-;

Also as a side-note, anyone who reads Will of Chrome and sees something that tweaks at them, please let me know, I'm not the most educated when it comes to certain things, though I try to learn as much as I can, so if you happen to know how something would or wouldn't work, feel free to point it out if I use something wrong in it. Goodnight everyone who happens to read this :P

I am going to try and write at least a poem a day and get chapters for my story up once a week, shooting for fridays, though maybe mondays would be better.

I am going to get rid of writer's block by bashing it with a hammer until it stops moving and I grind it into a thin paste I can spread upon my bread :I

Made an alt-account for... reasons. Adult reasons. That I won't tell you about. Haven't logged into this one in forever, ALL OF THE SUBMISSIONS.

I'm going to have to set aside an entire weekend for those.

In other news, I have a Weasyl account now, to add to my growing list of 'furry places I post things', under the name 'Sylvia the Wanton Poet'

I'll probably post fanfics there eventually too, maybe here, though I'll probably forget about this particular account again.

I am in it now.
Have been in it for a couple weeks actually, just now getting around to putting something in a journal about it.

On another note, I despise satellite internet when there is a single cloud in the sky :D
It drops right in the middle of uploading things and then screws up the formats ;-;

Right.
So.

*Throws cookies at everyone who reads this*
AWAY!

I should be getting my old computer back from the shop now...I haaaaaaaate windows ME <T^T>
But I'll be able to continue work on the book I keep talking about but never post any chapters here at all >.>
<.<
It exists, honest!

Snagged it from  venjerry , who got it from  nitetigrezz , who got it from somewhere...



X = Yes
O = Kinda
= No

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school.
[o] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[o] I almost always do my homework.
[o] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[o] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
[o] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. ( they pumped me with pills sayin I had ADHD xP so I was a little zombie til 17...don't know if that counts xP)
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[X] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (Maybe. Probably not now, though.)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (What's sad is that its not on the maps...)
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (I've wanted too...)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (And he was three feet taller than I was then, too XD)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim. ( I honestly don't know)
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car. (Almost ran one into a ditch once...does that count?)
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[o] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. ( :d )
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[xxxx] I have a fear of abandonment. ( >.>)
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[o] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[o] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. ( T^T )
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[o] I am a terrible liar.
[o] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[o] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime. (Neighbor's house got burnt down...seen forestfires being lit <.< >.> )
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (And I got beat the shit out of, too xP)
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alchohol
[x] I've consumed alchohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed. (meh, didn't like)
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[o] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[o] I've hurt myself on purpose. (during high school once...or twice >.> )
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.
[ ] I've been told to see one by more than 3 people.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying. (My mother. Cancer)
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[o] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ]I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect MANGA.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co. (I don't even know what this place is)

Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[ ] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic. (ewwww)
[ ] I'm Republican. (ewwww)
[ ] I'm liberal. (ewwwwwwww)
[ ] I am religious. (Spiritual, but not religious)
[o] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." (If I were prettier...maybe <.<)

Random
[x] I can sing well. (I'm a Tenor ^^)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[o] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[o] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[o] I sing in the shower.
[o] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[o] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I love being neat.
[o] I'm too lazy to bother being neat.
[o] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[o] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love. In love with the thought of being in love.
[o] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. (Maybe once every two weeks if someone else buys...)
[x] I believe in ghosts. (Especially ghost dogs.)
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[o] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. (Not until I kill it.)
[o] I am really ticklish. (In certain places >.>)
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[o] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[o] I'm good at remembering faces.
[o] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[o] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

>.>
<.<
It's not like anyone 'cept the two people I know are gonna read this anyway xP

I write some really creepy stuff O.O
I mean, even the chapters I have finished of my story are really weird.

Of course, watching twilight zone episodes and reading that one Alfred Hitchcock thing probably didn't help with my new one...
lol..
<.<
>.>
*poke*

With all the boons given to us by modern technology, it still has its failings...I've gone through two computers and had to replace several parts of it...including the loss of a very expensive video card...which is why I haven't been able to post anything...meh...only like two people I know would care enough to read this, and one of them doesn't have an FA account....mleh....sorry for those who read my poems, I'll be posting a few new ones up soon, and maybe the first chapter of a story I'm writing.