Hey all! Ohh whoop- omg there’re cobwebs all over this account, hold on- *picks up a broom, brings webs to their doom~*

HOKAY So! HI AGAIN! XD It’s so nice to say hello to you again! I have been awfully flighty over the past year or two, haven’t I? I would say work, life, etc. could explain that, which it does, but it really goes a little deeper this time around. I got into therapy this past year! And oh my God, I’m so, so incredibly glad I did. It is everything I’ve ever needed and more, to fix my ailing mind. Thanks to it, I’ve been able to get past quite a few mental blocks that have repeatedly sabotaged my happiness, willingness to socialize, willingness to draw, you name it- if it was a problem before, I now have it either figured out and resolved, or I'm working on it, with tools and techniques that really work. All thanks to my soulmate  not~a~furry, who got me into therapy when I needed it most. I love you, dear. You’re my #1. 💖

Now that things are better, I hope to be a little bit more active on here and the fandom in general. I’m still super heckin’ slow when it comes to art, but I don’t let that bring me down anymore (trust me, it used to). Quality over quantity, I say. ☺️ I’m excited to continue to share my vision of thickly padded cuteness, lewdness, sweetness, and fun with you all. 😸

And speaking of having fun with you? I’m actually packing my bags to head out to TFF right now! I’ve been looking forward to this con all year. I will be there in suit, complete with some improvements to Paddy’s aesthetic! I’m most excited about the new tail the maker made for me. It’s much lighter and easier to wear, and perfectly proportionate to Paddy’s body now. Hooray! 😸 Pssst, this is a secret, but... he also got some modifications below the belt~ So if you’re wondering what that video game skirt is for, well... *giggles!* ☺️🌈😉 I’ll probably do most of my public suiting in partial, tho. That’s far easier and more sustainable for me. And now I have partial sleeves, too! No more rainbow candy cane poodle arms from this kitty. So if you like to make a stink about “ruining the magic”, you can take that stink and shove it down your pants~ 😜💖😸 (Not that... I would know... anything about that.)

Love you all! That’s about all I wanna type for now. Go change your diapers, ya stinkers~ P-U! ...Oh wait that’s me. OKAY BYE!! 😸😸😸😘🌈💖🍼

Hellooooo!

I just wanted to put up a journal to let y’all know I’m not dead. I just haven’t been drawing as much lately. I work full time, and I’ve got a few new hobbies and obligations in my life that take up my time. I’ll probably still post a pic or two every now and then, but I’m going to be very casual about art for the foreseeable future. I want it to be a relaxed, no-pressure thing for me. I’m happiest that way.

So, just wanted to clear that up in case anyone was curious.

EDIT: Oh by the way, I’ll be at TFF next month! Probably not all weekend though. Got a scheduling conflict that weekend, so I gotta split it up. See y’all there :D

Love,
Paddy~

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My friend here deserves some widespread recognition. He has started an incredibly hot, captivating, and even somewhat scary, story about Paddy (yes, me!) going to a dream-worthy ABDL sex resort! I was actually almost crying when I read it, not because it made me sad, but because I felt so deeply understood. The author,  not~a~furry, knows me even better than I know myself. If you love my kind of unabashedly sexual ageplay, then you have DEFINITELY got to read this, and watch him for more!

Check this out. This video eloquently explains some of the fundamental roots of common fetishes, which can be applied to most fetishes at their roots as well.

This kind of psychology has been a lifelong fascination of mine. I'm thrilled to have found this video, and this channel, and want to share it with all of you.

I feel that it is necessary to declare my stance on scat and my personal preferences to the fetish, because I often find that people assume things which are not true of me.

The single most important quirk about my scat fetish is that I CANNOT STAND DIARRHEA. AT ALL. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO TOLERANCE FOR RUNNY SHIT. PERIOD. Does that make me a bad scat-fetishist? Maybe, but I don't care.

So please don't assume that I'm going to be onboard with drawing diarrhea or RPing with it. It will not happen.

I have no problem with other people liking it. I know that most scat fetishists love the vile stentch and disgustingness of diarrhea; the obscenity and filth being what gets them off about it. That, however, is not why I like scat.

I like scat for the squishiness, visual shock value, the physical good feeling of taking a dump, and the infantilism aspect. Few things are more cubby than pooping your pants. It can be simply cute and innocent, or dirty and sexual; I love that duality. Not to mention its super fun to squish and play with. My recent interest in WAM has turned me on to that aspect big time. Now, I will admit that I do like the stink of scat when it is JUST RIGHT. There is a VERY narrow margin between sexy and unsexy here, which is why I generally just say I don't like the stink.

I hope that clears up some confusion. I'd really like to not have to explain myself over and over again.