officially quiting
Posted 9 years agoSo I've been inactive for almost a year now I think... I just wanted to come out and say that I'm officially done with My Little Pony and vore.
Ever since a couple of months ago it suddenly hit me... I don't even know why I liked My Little Pony in the first place. It was something I went crazy over for awhile and now that it's cooled off I can't think of a single redeeming quality of the show. There's just nothing.
This isn't something I want to argue about. I don't care if other people like it this is just my opinion.
And then there's the vore part. I did use to love drawing it before but I guess that too was only a phase. I'm just so tired of it all.
If I stay here it feels like I'm stuck in the past almost.
So I was thinking of shutting down my account on Furaffinity but now I'm thinking of just dumping everything I've made relating to vore and MLP down here and deleting the rest off of my computer.
This is something I want to put behind me and move forward.
Thank you all for sticking with me for so long and goodbye! :)
Ever since a couple of months ago it suddenly hit me... I don't even know why I liked My Little Pony in the first place. It was something I went crazy over for awhile and now that it's cooled off I can't think of a single redeeming quality of the show. There's just nothing.
This isn't something I want to argue about. I don't care if other people like it this is just my opinion.
And then there's the vore part. I did use to love drawing it before but I guess that too was only a phase. I'm just so tired of it all.
If I stay here it feels like I'm stuck in the past almost.
So I was thinking of shutting down my account on Furaffinity but now I'm thinking of just dumping everything I've made relating to vore and MLP down here and deleting the rest off of my computer.
This is something I want to put behind me and move forward.
Thank you all for sticking with me for so long and goodbye! :)
just
Posted 10 years agoveronica maggio
Posted 10 years ago... I like her, good music, swedish
also my new Cintiq is friggin' awesome
old journal was old, needed new
luv
also my new Cintiq is friggin' awesome
old journal was old, needed new
luv
oh no big problem!!! D:
Posted 10 years agookay DV it's not life threatening or anything so calm down... v.v
But no, seriously to me it feels like a problem.
This whole thing, what I'm doing is starting to feel like a sore. But no that's not quite right either because I do enjoy it somewhat. It's starting to feel like work.
And it's bumming me out. This is supposed to be something relaxing and fun right?! Maybe I just need another looong break. But I still want to stay.
Ever since I became active again so many people have started to follow me and that's freaking awesome and I just don't want to let anybody down you know?
But if that's the chase I'm just trying to please everyone without even thinking about myself right...?
And I feel downright boring. Like my work is boring. I mean I draw the same thing over and over. People are here for one thing sure but I do want to spice it up a bit right? I want more stories in them. I honestly think that my "Dear Twilight" drawing is the best thing I've done in a while. Just because it has that little story element in it. That's what I want. All I can do is guess what the people who follow me wants. But should I really work like that?
Is it right? Aren't I then just basically doing free commissions?
I guess that's why I started my Tumblr. To tell stories. But I overexerted myself. The panels just piled up and the nights became long. As much as I love it I hate it.
I am going to continue though.
But I guess the biggest problem is that I don't really have anyone to talk to. Sure the internet is fine and all but I mean a real person. That I can look in the eye, someone who really understand what I'm going through. The fetish, the art.
Pretty much everyone around me accepts me, and they accept the things I like but talking with someone who will never really understand the topic just feels wrong to me.
I still have that fire burning inside me, the will do draw. But I want to do it differently. Before it felt like this was my dumping ground, were my deepest feelings were sated. Not anymore. It has moved beyond that.
I'm still gonna dump my vore sketches here though, and everything related to Discord and vore.
I think that's all I wanted to say. Life truly is Strange... *wink wink
Much Love.
But no, seriously to me it feels like a problem.
This whole thing, what I'm doing is starting to feel like a sore. But no that's not quite right either because I do enjoy it somewhat. It's starting to feel like work.
And it's bumming me out. This is supposed to be something relaxing and fun right?! Maybe I just need another looong break. But I still want to stay.
Ever since I became active again so many people have started to follow me and that's freaking awesome and I just don't want to let anybody down you know?
But if that's the chase I'm just trying to please everyone without even thinking about myself right...?
And I feel downright boring. Like my work is boring. I mean I draw the same thing over and over. People are here for one thing sure but I do want to spice it up a bit right? I want more stories in them. I honestly think that my "Dear Twilight" drawing is the best thing I've done in a while. Just because it has that little story element in it. That's what I want. All I can do is guess what the people who follow me wants. But should I really work like that?
Is it right? Aren't I then just basically doing free commissions?
I guess that's why I started my Tumblr. To tell stories. But I overexerted myself. The panels just piled up and the nights became long. As much as I love it I hate it.
I am going to continue though.
But I guess the biggest problem is that I don't really have anyone to talk to. Sure the internet is fine and all but I mean a real person. That I can look in the eye, someone who really understand what I'm going through. The fetish, the art.
Pretty much everyone around me accepts me, and they accept the things I like but talking with someone who will never really understand the topic just feels wrong to me.
I still have that fire burning inside me, the will do draw. But I want to do it differently. Before it felt like this was my dumping ground, were my deepest feelings were sated. Not anymore. It has moved beyond that.
I'm still gonna dump my vore sketches here though, and everything related to Discord and vore.
I think that's all I wanted to say. Life truly is Strange... *wink wink
Much Love.
streaming(over)
Posted 10 years agostream over but continues later
Posted 10 years agomy mother is soon to be home but I had quite fun so I'll continue streaming at 23.00 CEST time.
streaming starting an hour earlier!!!
Posted 10 years agoSorry for the short notice but I just learned that my mother is coming home a lot earlier than I first thought. :I
So turn in now or a bit later.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....scordantlyVore
So turn in now or a bit later.
https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....scordantlyVore
saturday streaming
Posted 10 years agoSo after a looong time I'm going to try streaming again.
My mom isn't going to be home for a while tomorrow so I'm hoping I'll be able to use my microphone, to talk to those who come.
So bring a nice mood and a nice topic, about anything. c:
The time could be changed if anything would happen but as far as it is now I'm going to say 19.00 CEST time(UTC/GMT +2hours).
See you there!
My mom isn't going to be home for a while tomorrow so I'm hoping I'll be able to use my microphone, to talk to those who come.
So bring a nice mood and a nice topic, about anything. c:
The time could be changed if anything would happen but as far as it is now I'm going to say 19.00 CEST time(UTC/GMT +2hours).
See you there!
finally home
Posted 10 years agoWhat a crappy semester.
First SAS looses my bag and then I get sick for most of the two weeks I was there. So I'm still as pale as a draugr or something.
Luckily I got to borrow some clothes from my cousins who also was on the trip with me and my dad.
Some fun stuff happened but I just wish it could've been more of a relaxing vacation. And of course my dad had to bring his fucking girlfriend... they fight over the most ridiculous things and I don't know what he sees in her.
Well, now it's finally over and I feel super ready to draw.
It feels super good to be here again.
Jag vill leva jag vill dö i norden.
First SAS looses my bag and then I get sick for most of the two weeks I was there. So I'm still as pale as a draugr or something.
Luckily I got to borrow some clothes from my cousins who also was on the trip with me and my dad.
Some fun stuff happened but I just wish it could've been more of a relaxing vacation. And of course my dad had to bring his fucking girlfriend... they fight over the most ridiculous things and I don't know what he sees in her.
Well, now it's finally over and I feel super ready to draw.
It feels super good to be here again.
Jag vill leva jag vill dö i norden.
gallstones, post traumatic stress and homesick
Posted 10 years agoI've got a couple of things I want to get off of my chest. Doing it like this actually feels better than just to talk with people.
I guess I better start off with saying, sorry for another looong break in my uploading. I just felt pretty bored of drawing the same stuff again and again. And pretty much abandon my new Discord blog... I've really got nothing more than to say that I got bored and found other interests for awhile.
So I just found out this week that I have gallstones. About five months ago, you could pretty much say that I had a seizure of pain. It lasted for about 6 hours and was around the area under my chest/ribcage with pain beaming out my shoulder blades. But the doctor then said that I probably wasn't gallstones because my description of the symptoms. -.- *sigh*
But around midsummer this year I got another pain seizure. Much much worse than last time. Again, the doctors only guessed and said that it "probably wasn't gallstones."
But when I got checked out with ultrasound a couple of weeks later (this week) the doctor found multiple gallstones (the size of glass marbles) in my gallbladder.
I am not obese. I may not be a freaking stick but I am not either the size of a fat turkey for thanksgiving.
But people out there, who eat eggs and bacon for breakfast and/or maybe alot of apples everyday you may want to cut down on that.
I had some troubles eating breakfast for a time this summer so I started eating eggs and bacon, every morning... which turned out to be the worst idea I ever had. Turns out eggs and bacon are freaking gallstone-producing-monster-products. Also apples and pears too. You really learn something new everyday.
So now it feels like I have a sack of marbles under the right side of my ribcage.
Also, I'm going to Italy next week, staying for two weeks. It should be fun but of course, I always have to turn into a nervous wreck when something new and unusual is happening... it's always sounded so weird to me, that you can be homesick before you've left your home.
I couldn't stand being without pets when my died last winter so a month after her death I bought new guinea pigs. Sweet things, they're staying at my friends place and I know he's going to take real good care of them but I can't help but miss them.
I guess I may have some post traumatic stress or something since every time I left my guinea pigs behind me before has been at the vet, for putting them down.
We're going to swim in the ocean, looking at corals. Drive around the island we're staying at and there may even be some horse riding.
How do you guys feel when you're about to leave your country? Is it always only fun and exciting or is there some kinda panic in there as well?
I guess I better start off with saying, sorry for another looong break in my uploading. I just felt pretty bored of drawing the same stuff again and again. And pretty much abandon my new Discord blog... I've really got nothing more than to say that I got bored and found other interests for awhile.
So I just found out this week that I have gallstones. About five months ago, you could pretty much say that I had a seizure of pain. It lasted for about 6 hours and was around the area under my chest/ribcage with pain beaming out my shoulder blades. But the doctor then said that I probably wasn't gallstones because my description of the symptoms. -.- *sigh*
But around midsummer this year I got another pain seizure. Much much worse than last time. Again, the doctors only guessed and said that it "probably wasn't gallstones."
But when I got checked out with ultrasound a couple of weeks later (this week) the doctor found multiple gallstones (the size of glass marbles) in my gallbladder.
I am not obese. I may not be a freaking stick but I am not either the size of a fat turkey for thanksgiving.
But people out there, who eat eggs and bacon for breakfast and/or maybe alot of apples everyday you may want to cut down on that.
I had some troubles eating breakfast for a time this summer so I started eating eggs and bacon, every morning... which turned out to be the worst idea I ever had. Turns out eggs and bacon are freaking gallstone-producing-monster-products. Also apples and pears too. You really learn something new everyday.
So now it feels like I have a sack of marbles under the right side of my ribcage.
Also, I'm going to Italy next week, staying for two weeks. It should be fun but of course, I always have to turn into a nervous wreck when something new and unusual is happening... it's always sounded so weird to me, that you can be homesick before you've left your home.
I couldn't stand being without pets when my died last winter so a month after her death I bought new guinea pigs. Sweet things, they're staying at my friends place and I know he's going to take real good care of them but I can't help but miss them.
I guess I may have some post traumatic stress or something since every time I left my guinea pigs behind me before has been at the vet, for putting them down.
We're going to swim in the ocean, looking at corals. Drive around the island we're staying at and there may even be some horse riding.
How do you guys feel when you're about to leave your country? Is it always only fun and exciting or is there some kinda panic in there as well?
streaming!
Posted 11 years agosuper short stream(stream over)
Posted 11 years agovillainous delights - vore project
Posted 11 years ago“Hi all! I’m taking part in this vore project called Villainous Delights! Its a multi-artist pack. Mark your calendars, because on Nov 14th is when its out! This pack is free, with an option to donate for a deluxe pack. So everyone can get it! Make sure to follow the project’s blog here http://villainousdelights.tumblr.com”
streams now avaliable
Posted 11 years agoI finally fixed a proper Picarto account and I think ít's fine for streams now...
I can't say a proper time and date the streams are going to take place though. They're just going to happen a little whenever right now.
But hopefully I'll be able to at least have one stream a week.
I can't say a proper time and date the streams are going to take place though. They're just going to happen a little whenever right now.
But hopefully I'll be able to at least have one stream a week.
just read it
Posted 11 years agoeveryone everywhere should read ChimeraSynx's latest journal
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6165693/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6165693/
streaming vore and sutch...
Posted 11 years agoI've been thinking the longest time now to stream some while I draw. The only problem as I see it is that I don't know when pepole here are on or when they can watch. IF you want to see some that is.
What do you boys and girls think? c:
What do you boys and girls think? c:
just rubb it in why doncha
Posted 11 years agoso... after being disapointed in the final episode of the fourth season I mean, should I even mention anything about Discord?
it was like they knew, and just wanted to rubb some salt in my wounds
it almost feels like I'm alone, that thinks that he was an awesome villian and just that, not an awesome friend v.v
I'm just gonna go back to my creep corner and mourn a dead charater
it was like they knew, and just wanted to rubb some salt in my wounds
it almost feels like I'm alone, that thinks that he was an awesome villian and just that, not an awesome friend v.v
I'm just gonna go back to my creep corner and mourn a dead charater
more food coming soon!!
Posted 12 years agoFirst I want to apologise for not drawing OR uploading anything in MONTHS and months of time!
Quite alot has happend during my absent time. Both pepole and pets have passed away and that has taken quite a toll on me... plus my current arid interest in the My Little Pony series right now.
However, this morning I suddenly got completly immersed in drawing some again and feeling happy doing so!
Henceforth, I'll try to give Discord more to eat and I hope that you'll look forward for it! ^.^
Quite alot has happend during my absent time. Both pepole and pets have passed away and that has taken quite a toll on me... plus my current arid interest in the My Little Pony series right now.
However, this morning I suddenly got completly immersed in drawing some again and feeling happy doing so!
Henceforth, I'll try to give Discord more to eat and I hope that you'll look forward for it! ^.^