Yup. Very few people knew, but I'm moving accounts and will be keeping this one up as an archive or sorts. I'll still be going by Dissy, but I needed a knew, fresh account for a fresh beginning of my life: new pills to make me normal, a new lifestyle of exercise and good diet and no more smoking.

BAM!



So, if you wish to continue watching me, please go here:


See y'all at the new account!

Yep. My doc, who I have to see in 2 weeks for the medical olympics pretty much, has put me on Bupropion.

From what I understand from the light research I have done, it is an anti-depressant, smoking cessation, *possible* weight-loss aid andddd it won't fuck with my sex drive.

DAY 1 OF BEING A PILL-POPPER GO. :I

The fact that I'd LOVE a nap right now but can't since I need to leave here soon to go to the doctor's office to be put on a low-dose anti-depressant. >:I


And that is, even if he gives me the prescrip. I don't necessarily WANT to take the meds, but anxiety attacks and depression aren't cool anddddddddd I'D LIKE TO GO BACK TO MY NORMAL PARTY MOMMA SELF INSTEAD OF A FUCKING ANTI-SOCIAL SHUT IN. >:C

Yes! Tonight I will post them! I feel like today is the day for them :D

I REALLY would like to get a cushion but haven't found them in my town yet. Can anyone help me?

Hey guys, just wanted to let you all know that I AM working on those chibi inks I took last week. It's just taking me some time to get back into drawing. :(

I haven't been able to draw anything proper in what feels like forever. THANKS 'PRESSION.

Well, anyway, I've got an appointment with a general practitioner to ask about medication. Hopefully, they can give me whatever it is that I need to be full 'normal' again.

Please try and have a little extra patience with me. I have a few of them sketched out already. Please and thank you guys. I really do appreciate your kindness. <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4804665/

Seriously, help this bitch out :c <333 She's a sweetpea and my only mexican gay dog lover. jkilukoze

Yup. I'm home WAY early due to being sick and unable to leave the bathroom this morning sooooo I need to take some quick commissions since rent is this Friday :C


I need 88$ for today's pay loss.


I'm doing chibi inks like these: http://d.facdn.net/art/dissy/136837.....y_eggmakin.png
They will be better quality and bigger. Single chars = 10$, additional characters are 5$.


Please help. I cannot help what my stomach is doing to me but I HAVE to make my rent. There is no compromising there.

To update on my depression/anxiety/emotional problems-- I've made the call.

I'm seeking therapy. I -REALLY- did not want to have to do it but now that I have . . . I wouldn't say I'm excited(not enough feels for that) but I'm somewhat relieved I suppose? Talking to everyone I have today on the phone was nice. They LEGITIMATELY seemed to care and were genuinely worried for my well-being.

I have friends that have done the same(thanks guys. srsly.) but I guess it's been hard to accept since they are my friends? I guess I should expect they care BUT in saying that, believe me, I'm NOT attempting to take advantage of that at all.

The worst part has been, unfortunately, my mother. I love my mother with all my heart and she loves me. We have a relationship that is truly beautiful and hard to find BUT I think she may be having issues in understanding what's going on with me. Now in saying that, I'm fairly sure she understands a little better since seeing me at her friend's party having to hide behind a barn and fight bawling . . . and over what?

Because it was new. I LOVE trying new things . . . buttttt anxiety kicked in and went into BADDDD overdrive.


So yeah. Going to therapy on Thursday for an eval at 3pm. Hopefully, we can figure out if I just need more therapy, medication orrrrrr I don't know. A kick in the ass. We'll see.

Sooooo depression has been hitting me wave by wave. I'm COMPLETELY anti-social, having severe panic attacks and having no will to do . . .anything. I go to work, come home and rinse and repeat.

I'm sorry to anyone waiting on art for me-- I -PROMISE- you it WILL be done as soon as humanly possible for someone in my position right now. I am just having a really hard time dealing with this and just being able to barely function is a miracle.

:(

Anyone have island access? I'd liek to make some bells by catching sharks and beetles :)

Yep! My friend code be 1891-2273-0887


BETTER ADD ME. I GOT ANIMAL CROSSING YOU KNOW ALREADY KNOW IMMA BE ON POKEMON WHEN THAT SHIT DROPS!

Yep! Let it be known that I proposed to Eben at 9:38pm and he said yes!

It was seriously the most casual and expense-free proposal ever lol <3


SO YEAH, WE BE FIANCES :B

<3 4lyfe

Yep! Bid is up to 100$ right now BUTTTTT if anyone wants, here is the link!


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10792339/

Yep. You read correctly. After attending every year since its inception, we're unfortunately going to have to cancel our plans to attend as right now, it would not be the best fiscal decision. I love this con, the staff and at he attendees but I also need to think of my own little family here in our house in the field.

I'm sorry to all those who know me to be a regular staple or who were just freshly going this year. IT really does break my heart as it's my one true 'furry' experience of the year but . . . We just don't see it happening as we intended.


:C RIP IFC 2013 DREAMS.

Yep! Not only is it and my 3rd year anniversary, but it's also and 's as well! Anniversary twins! :O

Yep! I want http://www.teefury.com/ 's shirt they have up buttt am freaking BROOOOOOOOOKE.

I'm open for 1 x $15 Full Body Sketch! Please comment here :D

Yup! Eb and I want to do a voice meme together and we wanted to see if y'all had some questions for us to answer when we record later today :)


GOGOGOGOGO


Here are the questions so far! The ones with asterisks are the ones that are user-submitted :)


1. What are your names?

2. Do you live together? If so where? If not, where is your s.o. located?

3. How old were you when you met? How old are you now?

4. What's your favorite thing to do with your significant other?

5. What is something that your s.o. does that pisses you off?

6. Any advice for other couples out there?

7. Favorite memory? Summarize briefly.

8. What if your favorite part of your s.o.? Physical and mental.

9. Who wears the pants? Or are you freakish siamese twin-lovers?

10. Are you married/in a civil union?

11. Do you have children?

12.* Are you lovely?

13.* What was your favorite show as a kid? How well does it hold up now?

So yeah, totes had an AMAZING weekend! came down to visit and ffff Seriously, I haven't had this much fun in a long time. <3

We also learned that I am still a tiny tank and that I can swallow cupcakes whole. :I LOL

ARE BEAUTIFUL, SEXY BIG WOMEN AND I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU <3

GO WISH MY BOO A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! IS NOW 26 AND OLD AND CRABBITY <33333


WISH THAT SOULESS GINJU A HAPPY ONE! :D

Tumblr = dissybuhr


Srsly. Super bored.

I typed this to someone who has never been to a con, let alone IFC. I noticed I wrote a report on it pretty much and wanted to share for those that either a)didn't know IFC existed, 2) have heard but not felt committed to it and/or c) wanted to go but were unsure of it.




I've attended IFC since its inception and haven't missed one yet. I seriously believe this is the best con. Ever.

1) It's cheaper than most cons.
2) The staff is EXTREMELY friendly and ready to help in ANY situation.
3) It's a little enough con where you see familiar faces but don't feel overwhelmed. It's a big enough con though that you see new faces every year.

You can either try Artist Alley to make some extra money! You can shop in the Dealer's Den/Artist Alley for artwork, t-shirts, comic books and other merchandise. Cosplay is just as welcome as fursuiting so go ahead! There are artist panels, game tournaments, dances and the zoo to just sit around and do whatever!

This also a generally 'safe' con-- as in I've never been touched in an inappropriate manner. If you need a booth for Dealer's Den, I advise you to check as early as possible. Artist Alley is a better choice if you're not as serious about business. If you wish to do badges, Artist Alley OR Dealer's Den are your optional choices as there is no 'under the table' commissions allowed aka don't transfer money unless you're working in AA or DD.

To rate this con, it would be a 10 out of 10 for me; for the reasons that beginners who are new to cons can get a good feel of them, people that want to have fun and still manage stability can attend without worry, and it's impossible to have a poor raport with the staff members. Seriously, best staff ever. <3

Yup! I needed some help in clarifyin my terms, so I asked for help a long time ago and she agreed that I could use hers as a base and edit as I needed. She is super sweet for letting me do this and I give her ALL credit for the base and allowing me to customize it to my needs. <3 Thanks sug, you're awesome!

You can find a link to my terms above in my profile information :)

If you can't love yourself-- how in the HELL are you going to love somebody else! CAN I GET AN AMEN

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BUT in all seriousness. We all need to look at one another and realize that each one of us is a unique individual with our own unique problems. Humanity can only move forward smoothly if we take care of one another and have a heart.

EVEN IF YOUR INITIAL RESPONSE IS NEGATIVE TO THE PERSON.

We're all only on this Earth for so long so help your fellow human being out. For real. As funny as some 'hate' can be-- it's not funny in the long run. It's cruel, mean and disgusting and granted-- none of us are perfect. Seriously. I've made fun of people I don't know about. I've laughed at things I shouldn't have laughed at-- but it doesn't mean that we can't own those not-so-graceful moments and move forward with a better foot.

Seriously, I encourage ANYONE and EVERYONE to reach out to someone-- especially those that don't even know you! Acceptance and a helping hand can really mean life or death to person and the sooner you act-- the better the chance that you're going to impact someone's life for the better. <3