Posted seven parts out of (right now) twenty-three.
Also, now that summer is here, I will be posting more often.
Thanks for your patience, readers.

Another Journal yoinked from :Fluffball: (she always has the good journals)

Well, here we go:

1. Last hug: Today, Mom
2. Last phone call: Girlfriend
3. Last text message: Best Friend
4. Last song you heard: Not sure, mp3s shuffle too fast
5. Last time you cried: about 2pm today

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Ate cat food: no
7. Ate a bug: no
8. Been cheated on: don't think so...
9. Lost someone special: well...
10. Been depressed: Weekly, at varying times
11. Been drunk and threw up: former, yes, latter, don't remember

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12: Green
13: Blue
14: Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU( "X" marks the spot)
15. []Made a new friend
16. []Fallen out of love
17. [x]Laughed until you cried
18. [x]Met someone who changed you
19. []Found out who your true friends were
20. []Found out someone was talking about you
21. []Kissed anyone on your friend's watchlist

YOUR LIFE.
22. How many people on your friends watchlist do you know in real life: only a few
23. How many kids do you want: 1-2
24. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: considered changing my last name to my great grandfather's last name (Helfrich)
26. What did you do for your last Birthday: Party with friends at my house
27. What time did you wake up today: 7:45am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Net surfing
29. Name something you cannot wait for: My next commission
30. Last time you saw your mother: a few hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: discovering 2wc (or WWCS) much earlier
32. What are you listening to right now: Therion
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: the myspace guy? maybe once.
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: now, no one, but the night's still young
35. Most visited webpage: draconia.katbox.net (right after google)
36. Whats your real name: Paul Johnson
37. Nicknames: Sojourner, Matthias Rozen, Guardian Of Gaia, DivineAbraxas, The Archivist, or the collective, Legion
38. Relationship Status: Kindof relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Taurus (or Aries if using the new Ophichus modified chart)
40. Male or female: Male
41. Primary school: Mary Atkins Elementary
42. Secondary School: same as primary
43. High school/college: Hampton Christian High/ Thomas Nelson Communtiy and then (currently) Christopher Newport University
44. Write w/e you want here: The Pure and Simple Truth is rarely pure and never simple.
45. Tall or short: Tall
46. Height: 6'2"
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Next question...
48. What do you like about yourself: Once dedicated, nonstop work on topic
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: none
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Tonsils when I was a kid
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: ...and current best friend, Steven Swartz
55. First sport you joined: Football of some sort
56. First vacation: Don't remember that far back...as a guess, probably Cherokee NC
58. First pair of trainers: I've had trainers?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: archive more
62. Listening to: Zune on Shuffle (Currently "Technologic"-Daft Punk)
63. Waiting for: energy to finally wear down

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: probably in the future
65. Get married: when the time comes
66. Career: some sort of biologist (ideally: geneticist)

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: I'm an eye guy
68. Hugs or kisses: depends on who from
69. Shorter or taller: shorter, no reason
70. Older or Younger: don't really care
71. Romantic or spontaneous: whatever she wants
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach, doesn't need to be anorexic thin, some meat there is fine by me (yay, german heritage)
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: don't believe so
77. Drank hard liquor: periodically
78. Lost glasses/contacts: once
79. Killed someone: not that I'm aware of
80. Broken someone's heart: I hope not
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: depends on person and experience (one, barely at all. another, for hours)
85. Fallen for a friend: don't think so, but maybe

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: absolutely
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: totally
90. Santa Claus: the concept is cool (Santa was a Viking!)
91. Kiss on the first date: depends how it goes and the person
92. Angels: yes
93 [Missing Question]

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Oh no. Worked hard enough for the one I have.
95. Did you sing today: mouthed a few songs

got this one from  fluffball (she always has the good stuff).

This is to say, "yes I am one of these guys"

***"I'm sorry"***

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough moxie to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

Borrowed this from  fluffball to give my watchers just a bit more info on the person they follow.

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: Paul
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: April 30
- Sign: Taurus
- Hair color: Dark Brown
- Eye color: Hazel
- Height: 6'1" (close to 6'2")
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Very Straight
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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Walmart.
- Favorite designer: Don't care.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: I don't know. maybe my sleeveless t-shirt.
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Jeans and T-shirt
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a T-shirt
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: (this'll really mark me as a furry) Mane & Tail
- What are you listening to right now?: Andrew W.K.'s "Party Hard"
- Who is the last person that called you?: A friend in williamsburg
- How many buddies are online right now?: Eight that I know of.
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Food: Chinese (they're actually starting to call me General Tso)
- Girls' names: Gaia, Rhea, or the like
- Boys' names: Matthew
- Subjects in school: Art and English
- Animals: Exotic and mythical
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: No
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Made yourself throw up?: No gag reflex
- Skinny dipped?: No
- Ever been in love?: Yeah
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
- Pictured your crush naked?: all the time
- Actually seen your crush naked?: no
- Cried when someone died?: No
- Lied: All the time
- Fallen for your best friend?: No
- Used someone?: oh yeah
- Done something you regret?: definately

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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: T-shirt, Jeans
- Desktop picture: an epic one called "Elemental Evolution"
- CD in player: 3ds Max 2010
- DVD in player: Nothing that I know of

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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: shook my mentor's hand earlier
- Hugged: my granddad
- You kissed: none that I remember
- You IMed: friend in williamsburg
- Talk to online: my WoD gm
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: All depends on situation
- Open-minded?: To a limit
- Arrogant?: a bit
- Insecure?: no
- Random?: totally
- Hungry?: always
- Smart?: IQ 122 on 140 scale
- Moody?: depends
- Organized?: not really, but I know where everything is.
- Shy?: a little
- Difficult?: can be if pushed
- Bored easily?: yes
- Obsessed?: Epically
- Angry?: Periodically
- Happy?: If I push myself
- Hyper?: almost never
- Trusting?: sometimes

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• × • R A N D O M • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: stumble to the restroom to wake myself up by submerging my face in water.
- Love is: unconditional feeling you have for someone. all you can think about is that person
- I dream about: many things. Sometimes a war where I am an all powerful demigod, and other times, laying on a hill with my beloved, watching the night sky.
- Sexual preference: Females of any size
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Her face.
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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
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- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi. Those who disagree, tour the Coke factory in Atlanta.
- Flowers or candy: Candy
- Tall or short: Either

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• × • W H O • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: RL: best friend and co-worker/ online: my WoD gm
- Makes you smile: my friends
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: None that I know of

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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: not a special someone, just a friend
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: very rarely
- Wish you were younger?: I like my age
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I don't cry. Ever. I think my tear ducts are malfunctioning.

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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Once, and It was demolished.
- Of guys I've kissed: None, hope it stays that way.
- Of girls I've kissed: None, hope it doesn't stay that way.
- Of Cd's I own: If we're talking music, around 15. If we're talking games...I don't think I can count that high.
- Of scars on my body: None. I'm scar free.
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Feel free to comment! :)