its friday.. meh im tired and got a bad case of the blahs .. might suit and do tinychat tonight not shure yet..

I really hate coming home somedays and it seems by the time i get supper made and other stuff most of my night is all ready overwith. or i just feel too burned out from work to do a dam thing except sit and be lazy. its not all bad but im sure i could definatly be more productive with my time. sigh. I've got the worst case of blahs lately i need to get something going to stay motivated.. oh well will see how i feel in the next few days.

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in suit chillin so yeah stop by

anyway

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yeah new suit ranting and other random stuff hope you enjoy if so i might keep making more. its what i do. so yeah.

laters.

Had a awesome time last night gotta love Jacksonwolfs Tinychats dunno they just seem to attract small crowds and atleast for me allow for some furry interaction from my own home.. woke up tired this morning. thank gods for my fuzzy dog alarm clock. he definatly knows how to get me going in the morning. yeah lots of suiting meyhem last night just for the hell of it. now to enjoy my one day in town and then get back to studying.

To the higher powers that be oh gods help me. I feel like crap the whole exhaustion from stress 2 more days of class and test.. big speech tomorrow and a test i need to pass on friday. I totaly bombed the pretest today.. i feel horrible because of it. i hate it all through out my academic life from 4th grade to college and now. i've never been a good student I got through school but its always with stress blood and exhaustion. feeling like ive been toss into a cement mixer with a bunch of bricks and bowling balls and somehow survived.. Man i need a vacation i feel like crap.

Sunday.. super bowl. team lost.. alone in the house spent studying.

Monday.. Miss a deer on the way to work only to be broadsided on a t intersestion.. wrecking the fender of my car .. could of been a fatal accident somebody the person was not looking.. i can still see the skidmarks where i was pushed into the ditch by the minivan that turned in front/into me

tuesday.. huge test today.. also found out i failed a paper.. 38 points out of 70..

tomorrow. Big friggen speech due Im nervous

on a good note My fursuit by DHC is in the mail.. at least there is that to look forward to..

i really just want to curl up in bed and wake up on the weekend..

too much friggen stress. man i need a vacation I'm soo burned out.

I must applaud Don't hug cacti for there promptness in contacting me about my fursuit and some issues that came up before shipping Im very glad they are willing to take time to fix it.. For me this couldn't be better honestly. I recently made the rank of SSgt in the USAF and due to this right now Its a very stressful time in my life. I am studying my ass off 4 hours a night drowning in homework. for 10 hours of college classes crammed into 5 weeks on top of other promotion details and such, all for the right to sew on my new rank. so I am in the middle of a very excruciating work and class load till the end of february. Had the suit come on time.. Im sure knowing my self that this would of lead to loads of distractions for me.. i know my weaknesses. that and it being pushed back will make the wait reward of getting that box in the mail even more so once i complete this class. I like having a goal to work to. wether it be surviving my deployment to a very trying place for half a year or passing test and class. Getting this suit for me was something to reward myself for accomplishing a lot in the past year. wether it be personal growth or surviving a stressful workload and ordeal. Thanks very much Don't hug cacti for helping make my Fursuit dream come true and working with me while i was deployed to acomplish this .. also thank you guys for supporting us troops. we remember those that thank us for what we do. Can't wait to see the results when done.

Divitus.

you know the one thing i miss about living in the UK .. good shoes.. i mean Dr martins of course. yes you can buy them here but there all made in china. There not as good as the ones made in the UK . on another note though.. I own 3 pairs of UK Dr Martins and i never paid much for em.. thank gods for thift stores in towns with military bases.. hence one of the few ways you can get them in the states.. kinda like a treasure hunt. but man i do miss good Dr Martin shoes.. and why did i type this.. well it was a random musing of mine this morning.. as my stomach growls and i am hungry..

well more and more stuff is slowly trickling in.. my photo editing software atm is well being a pain in the ass so i im gonna have to wait a lil bit before i can clean the scans up much more.. but yeah proof.. i know arts and i have the power to use em.. yeah whatever. anyway keep watching more crap of mine will end up on here.. and possibly some newer art not just this huge and i mean FRIGGEN HUGE backlog of stuff thats been sitting around my house for years and only me getting to stare at it.

ok after years of procrastination and such i have finally gotten around to uploading some stuff. so yeah proof i can draw fursuit and for the most part just doin my thing.. will try to be a lil more productive with this. but will see.

after a long ass deployment to the suck i have decided to once i get back to do more with this page.. that and some demands that i do something have finally put a big fuzzy boot in my ass to get things uploaded.

so there.

forgot i had a FA account but im still around and stuff so there.. whatever not like anybody really looks at this thing anyway. also on face book at divitus sodakmak

So yeah if you have stumbled across this dusty and neglected corner of the interwebs i apologize for not updating my lil corner of artwork.. life and other things have kinda put a tin lid on my creative outputs.. anyway im still here

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eh... not much to say here just posting for postings sake.