it seems wizzy da panda is not real so he got the boot from facebook .have been unable to be on line to often because my laptop got destroyed mostly in a car crash i now have no screen but now use my monitor . so i is back if you knew me on facebook i am here . anyway still alive and kicking have now got a new boyfriend , so life is good hug hug huggles

most of the journals i now get are folks hawking their wares ,i need to moves where all the normal furs have gone anyone got any ideas? i have heard of weasel and so furry which one is friendlest

oh no can not go to that one they are french right , er no some of us are english speakers , we got a new hotel , should be interesting , and as i tell everyone a con is only as good as we the furries make it . so come to montreal . it is a fun place full of fun furs ....i hope to see a lot of my chums here hugs and snugs uncle wizzy

well that my friends is what i now feel like , you see the furry fandom suffers from agism , i am old hence i should only hang out with folks with one foot on a banana peel and the other in the grave . you see some are worried that outsiders see young furs hugglin and snugglin me at meets and cons , could lead to wrong perceptions by outsiders who might find it somewhat creepy . sort of a csi back lash. it seems i am supposed to don sackcloth and cry out beware the panda! so no one comes to huggle , i thank all those who ignored that warning at a recent event and came and hugged and snuggled me and offered me their support .

the problem for me is there are so few furs my age , and who even want to hang with me , it seems mostly younger furs find me cool and hip . so i always have a few hanging around . but that is reality in a fandom where the bulk of the members are under 25 , i have the same problem with the anime community similar age groups , where i am called hokage the cosplaying panda , and most of the people there are a lot younger.

yes my friends wizzy / cotton candy and the unbeloved comrade blueski the outer slobovian fan boy will be at furnal equinox , poor cotton candy is starved for hugs he had to go into hibernation he was getting so few , he won't be hard to miss , he will be ringing the hug bell ,begging the odd hug please be generous to him , comrade blueski has been let out of the lock me tight , so be warned he is looking for cuddly fursuiters , if you see him run away!and good old wizzy will be found at local watering holes enjoying his retirement from working conventions , please come by for a chat and a snuggle or ten . i can not wait to see you all there , your friend wizzy /cotton candy / and the unbeloved comrade blueski .

first and foremost i am old not young not hip and not all that cute i am old.can you live with that good secondly i am a hug a holic , not a huggle slut , i have dignity . and i want as many hugs as i can get at the con , so hell yes come up and huggle me .. is that clear people ? now also i will be bringing comrade blueski , now now i know he chases fursuiters but he is mostly harmless , but he tends to smell of garlic salami , but he can be nice what more is there ? hell if i know i do not do me mes. see you all at fe hugs and snugs wizzy/cotton candy

i am not all that sure i am making the right choice to attend , but my friends expect me to to be there , but i am only going as an attendee , it will be a new experience for me . to be honest i am a bit sad things have come to this but this is how it has to be . i told a friend when working a con ceases to be fun it is time to stop working the con . and that is exactly what happened , if i worked this con now i would only be bitter . wizzy

i am not a leper , i refuse to hide and cower in a dark corner ever ! i am old so what big hairy deal , but for some i am seen as the creepy old panda . and i resent that for several reasons , people have said things hurtful things behind my back , i was never allowed to speak in my own defense . i was seen sitting and hugging and gasp kissing a much younger fur , oh and i may have tousled his hair . but it was seen as something repugnant and wrong by some. i ask why? the only answer is i am old and should only be seen around those as old as myself , in this way we are going back into the middle age mentality . it can be perceived as wrong make the fandom look bad , that makes this ok to demand i not be allowed to be myself . sometimes you may see me at meets or cons with someone sitting on my lap cuddling me , i did not run over and drag them on to my lap kicking and screaming ! they wanted to sit there . hell at one con there was almost a fight because i only had two knees and three young furs were trying to find a knee to sit on. i like cuddles and give damn good cuddles and many like my cuddles , but outsiders may take it the wrong way . listen up they will anyway , to them we are freaks . so i will not put on sackcloth or run around crying i am old beware. i will continue to cuddle and snuggle as long as there are those who want them and as cotton candy would say hug hug huggles!!!!

a friend told me he saw a pic of cotton candy in a worst fursuit post , he could not remember where , it hurt me a little i am very proud of cotton candy / wizzy . he is one of a kind . as cotton candy he has a full body suit , as wizzy he is a partial , he has two sets of ears and he has an overlay , he wears a mask when he is cotton candy and it is hard to see . wizzys ears are all blue while cotton candys ears are blue and black , they are interchangeable . it is my second effort at doing fursuit stuff and it is innovative . i am not planning on marketing this idea . it was for me only . poor cotton candy / wizzys jaw got messed up when my head was crushed and broken two years ago . so the jaw no longer fits right and often looks like it is disjointed . the new head will fix that , so i am asking do you think poor cotton candy is a horrible fursuit?

but what does that mean ? anyway new year new worries new chances at being creative . the head project is almost a go , got everything but the resin hope the old fur fits ok , need to get my old barber sheers sharpened and all is green for lift off. as for suiting cotton candy needs new soles he has worn those dogs of doing charity walks and parades .and it is a bit drafty around the tail i need to fix that . well huggles one and all oh and i am getting much better and stronger , the new meds are helping my leg and foot are getting better , still a bit tired though a lot of the time.

ho ho ho huggles , still in the hospital , but feel pretty good some of my wonderful fursuiter brothers have been to see me . hf greyfox , paws , tee kay turtle and choco i spend a wonderful afternoon i also got two new plushies ! so santa was good to me . and i may have one or two visitors today. wishing you all a very furry christmas , suiter bring joy to others ho ho ho huggles from wizzy aka santa paws , oh and remember just when you thought you were safe from christmas plushiemas springs out at you .... there will be pictures

rotten timing may spend xmas in an emergency room hallway , those who know me really well know i have been having trouble with my foot paw well the infection has gone up into my leg , it will delay my plushiemas parties.

so many things seem to have gone wrong lately , both in my heath and personal life i feel like such a failure . my bills are piling up and i have lost some important relationships , and i am less creative now , i need a fresh infusion of something or someone in my life .

since i went to otakuthon my social life has improved . made some new friends went to a karaoke parlor with some friends and sang terribly the songs were translated by koreans the words did not match ouch!went to a movie called worlds end with two good friends . it has been over thirty years since i sat so close to the screen . am beginning to draw again soon i will be adding my new art to my fa page . my infection is under control it did not go back into the bone the dr thinks but i had to go for a gallium scan this morning to make sure. and what else can i say i am looking for a special friend ..... but that takes time . huggles and snuggles wizzy the dizzy wizard for hire

ok just like my van i sorta broke down , the same toe right now it looks like raw hamburger , so it looks like camp feral is a not go .but i still plan on doing otakuthon here in montreal the staff have arranged for a wheelchair so i can boogy all over the con space .still looking for a few good huskies or cat boys/girls to pull me arround in style . i plan on being in the main concourse on saturday . just to suit . so look for the floofy blue panda in the wheelchair .huggles and snuggles . hope to see some of you soon wizzy/ hokage / cotton candy

well my special relationships are gone now i expect no more visitors at plushiehaven anytime soon . but that is ok i will save money and my nerves . some friends want me to move away from here and i am sort of toying with that idea . i do not forsee any new relationships any time soon here . huggles and snuggles wizzy

ever see a six foot something floofy blue panda stagger by . well if you were at condition wasteland you might have .... at least once ..hey i am innocent someone spiked the punch. seriously i never got into a blissful state of derpvana , came close once . but the con was a lot of fun and i managed to put a silly fur slant on most everything i did from serving food slapping patties down on plates to my huggle attacks ,they seemed to be well received , people would yelll out wizzzzzzzzzzzzzzy at the top of their lungs . i so like making others happy and folks seem to like seeing me and my silliness . i went swimming three times . it felt nice . played in the water with my roomies and again later with snowie his mate and a couple of other furs i like just can not remember their names right off hand .

had a wonderful surprise two suiters who i really admire showed up , two whom i had met for the first time at condition blue i will not mention their names here since they wanted to just be anonymous and have fun. i made art for both of them last year and they remembered me yay!

and i made many new friends i am contently sitting in a 4 seater on the train there are four of us , four furries from the con . it is nice to be with friends going home .huggles and snuggles uncle wizzy :3

being sort of new to the fandom , i have repeatedly been startled by the things furs do .... and the way furs think ... they do think i think ...er hope . i have never been involved in so much drama so much happiness , and so much sadness , all in such a short period of time . being a furry is like being in a fun house at a carnival. the floors tilt at crazy angles something is always waiting around the corner to scare you . air blows up your ...... the floor drops away and you see a lot of distorted images in the mirrors . so it is not odd for me to lose my balance .

i need to be organized otherwise my life is chaos , things need to be in certain places or i go nuts trying to find them . i live in a small place , and have had to make room for two gamers for a week argggggggg! and their stuff plus one out of province fur . i blew up twice this week at them . did i mention some furs are really messy .. anyone seen my keys no response anyone know where my cell phone is ..... anyone going to do the dishes .......the the click of mice everyone is wearing head phones and no one pays me any heed arggggggggg!

do not get me wrong i am a slob !!!! sometimes my place goes from real tidy to piles of clothes everywhere then i roll up my sleeves and return to tidy . but with other peoples stuff mixed with mine i am lost . where can i put this and this and argggggg!

ok enough of the whiny stuff . in 10 or so days i head west to london for fun drinkies and more fun at conditions wasted er wasteland .. hope to see many of you there . huggles wizzy the dizzy

well still want to be a furry and a suiter , that won't change and still want someone special in my life that will not change either . going to condition going to have fun ,going to get drunk he he he look out for the drunken panda .huggles wizzy hic

i am in the furry community , i am old yes you heard me old 99.99 percent of all the other furs i have met are decades younger than me , is it any wonder i am hanging out with younger furs ." try and find one closer to your age and you won't give off bad vibes !" derp closer to my what? er dude , look around , there just are not any around here ...or anywhere else , or so it seems . at least none interested in a silly panda .so should get my butt to a monastery or a nursing home or something? so i will not be perceived as a fervert hanging with the young , can i help it if the young which means most of the fandom enjoy chilling with this rare old fur , a silly fur . so feel free to think what you wish nothing will change the fact that to be active at cons and meets i will be hanging with furs ,a hell of a lot younger than me , and you know what it is what keeps me young at heart and silly . hug hug huggles now drop the damn subject , feel free to just call me a fervert and get it over with . the only way to stop hanging with the younger furs is stop being active or to leave the fandom or better still just die ......growlfy ! wizzy the dizzy cotton candy the dandy!

oh and i am off to ottawa for canada day , to hang out with you guessed it young furs !!!!!! :o3
so beware the old panda cometh! and will be chillin with his buds!!!!!! no one is forced to be with me and thankfully a few of them seem to think i am cool enough to hang with ......yay! more huggles all around!

i have been having wicked mood swings , some mornings i just do not feel like it is even worth getting my tired old bones out of bed the next moment it is bam i have energy to spare . then fear of losing close friends and relationships then again bam , down in the dumps or maybe i am becoming bi polar bear or something like that it is quite annoying feeling you are not in control of your feelings . last night was real bad . i had to work late and really hit a low finally fell asleep at about 5 am. said a few things i now regret .

but today the sun rose and so did i i was a wee bit tardy did not get out of plushiehaven till almost noon and i finally got to work at 5 ish pm . now i am stiff and sore but functioning and sort of happy , going out of town to visit a good friend for most of the day .....oh and i am feeling creative a real big surprise i made two wonderful sketches as soon as i can bum a friends scanner i will post them . well hug hug huggles as cotton candy would say wizzy the dizzy

just finished an awesome fursuit event in lavel with a bunch of awesome suiters , we had so much fun interacting with the crowd miffed off a guy trying to do a magic show . the kids kept flocking to us instead of paying attention to him ! i just feel so good when i am in suit and you know what i want to suit till i drop . can not wait for condition blue , camp feral , otakuthon and comicon , i will be suiting at them all ! the panda will suit a t the slightest invitation so be warned huggles and snuggles wizzy ok when is the next event meet up or even coffe clutch as long as i can do it in suit i will be there ...er as long as it is within the montreal area that is ...got to save up for my cons.....huggles and snuggle from wizzy the dizzy , cotton candy the dandy and hokage er ah the hokage ;p

hey look everyone and older than old grey muzzle who still suits , not only that whisper whisper whisper , what did you say speak up|? wizzy hangs out with young furs ...shocking huh !well da! i mean look at the make up of the furry world . anyone over lets say ...thirty ? a few paws hesitantly raise , fourty ? a few less paws , or fifty? hmmmm maybe one or two crealy old paws raise, or heck even sixty? oh come on you got to be kidding !!!!! no one that old could even be alive never mind be a furry . ( i still remembner a young fur saying i was far to old to be in the fandom)(er not saying how ooooold i was at the time )and if someone is seventy not saying i am, but that day may come .. furry population over seventy maybe one... what am i getting at . to be a furry by necessity i will be hanging out with furs a hell of a lot younger than me sheesh! and being a silly fur it also makes it fun for me , and do not get me going on a lot of furs favorite past time , drama......huggles and snuggles from good old and i mean old uncle wizzy the dizzy

it is good to be oldish panda with many wonderful youthful friends , hey it is not my fault , most of the active furs are decades younger than me but i try my best to keep up with them . sometimes i just have to throw in the towel especially when they plan four events in the same day three of them high energy i am good but am no adonis . i sometimes just have to sit on the sidelines but i do manage to have lots of fun , and i will if the weather behaves will be suiting again next saturday yaaaaaaay! huggles wizzy the dizzy silly fur