http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4114867/ GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO

my night was just made, in fact, my LIFE has just been made....
got so worked up over something like school and failing a few tests that i was blinded by the fact that a degree =/= success
showed me this video, it made me break down into tears and it helped me realize that my success cannot be measured by test scores
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_ZmM7zPLyI
see ya at fwa vince :3

fuck school

took 5 classes this semester, had to drop one because i didn't like online only stuff, dropped another because i was failing, apparently Co-Op actually had assignments i had to turn in so i failed that, kept forgetting to take tests in personal selling, got a 61/100 on my sales presentation and a 73/100 on my final (and i thought i was doing SOOOO GOOOOOD on it) so i failed that
this only leaves one class left witch i passed with perfect scores, MULTIMEDIA PRESENTATIONS which is a class where you make 5 slide powerpoints and present them......
i'm obviously not cut out for school, i refuse to do something that will stress me out to the point where i develop physical health problems....
and to top it all of, i went into this semester with a 1.6 gpa, was put on academic probation, and now i'm more than likely going to be put on academic suspension which means i can't take classes for the rest of the year, well there goes my WHOLE LIFE, right out the window......

so...i was just invited by a dj friend that's playing at Tomorrowland in Belgium. only have to pay for flight, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity because i also get to go up on stage and MAYBE even play a track myself and i'd get exposure LIKE CRAZY
but...going to this means i wouldn't be able to go to fwa because of school and i wouldn't have enough money to go to both...

wanna enter? HERE'S HOW! https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4077397/

do you ever get the feeling, like you're being watched?

hardcore addiction full set cd's 1-5
red P-Bone
chroma caps + DJ Tech Tools USB cable

and description of characteristics :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9169732/

PRESS F5 FOR SMEXY PAWS!!!!!
made by
RATING: 12/10

http://www.mixcloud.com/johntouart/.....-hardcore-mix/
quite proud as this is the first time iv'e mixed in like 5 months due to tech issues X_X
journal http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9284581/

I GOT MY TRAKTOR KONTROL S4 WORKING!!!!!
i had to get windows 8 for it to work since i have 3.0 usb ports
anyways! I HAVE A LOT MORE NEW MUSIC and i'm basically rebuilding my collection since i have a new computer, i'll need a torrent for the lapfox discog too if anyone know which one i should use...
and i'm gonna get back up to speed with mixing and do more mixes =^_^= *supper happy exploding face*

LINK RIGHT HURR http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9249790/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4020900/ raffle link
lol this ends on my birthday x3

OH LOOKIE! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4014023/

Ishi raffle guys check this out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3991172/

DON'T VOTE, PLAY HALO 4 INSTEAD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3979912/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3979912/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3979912/

in MS Paint
well actually drew Stevie Speedcore so yeah...i'll post the "art"

{ ] the dark
[ x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 3

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
{] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 5

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 9

[x ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 11


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling ()
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. ()
If you get 10-20, you are normal. (x)
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. ()

tired of the loneliness
tired of not going anywhere in life when i should be
tired of the disappointment
tired of things breaking
tired...just...tired...

lookin at selling my Traktor Kontrol S4 for 500 to help pay for denon decks and a mixer