Heya!

Just wanted to leave a link for my small telegram art and info channel, it's mostly for stream announce and art WIPs.

https://t.me/+SlomK-VE97w2MTgy

thanks for everyone who wants to join <3

Good evening and good morning to everyone, 

First off I want to apologize for the low output I did here during 2022, the year has been tough, not so much physically (even if I seem to suffer from a weird tiredness for quite a while now) but even more so mentally, be it the situation in the world (a war is just 700km from here), a homophopic, racistic and ideologic mass of people I once called friends, especially around the former work place, etc, its just tiring me to a point I dont even feel like having the energy for gaming or watching TV, I just want to hide away sometimes to try to forget about all the things out there.

It's weird I know, and I really got to do something against that, and maybe the new year will help.

After quitting the job for the above reasons (boss being racistic, homophobic, micro-agressions in masses and the constant fear of sudden choleric outbursts, often based on stuff like that or unforeseen circumstances that go unplanned, a former best friend (also my former boss' son) just kicked me off when he found out I got vaccinated against covid and a few other stupid reasons caused me to ask myself what sense 26 years of friendship made if I can be replaced that easily, so I made a big cut on that and try to live off of art only.

It felt weird to be free again, weird to imagine me being my own boss (whiich I suck at for now XD) but I feel like something heavy fell off my chest, no more fear of being judged for who or what I am and what I do for whatever reasons, no more need to try to be liked by people who think are great while they are just riding on their inflated ego, no more fear of dissapointing people who did nothing but dissapoint me at the end.


So lets give this all a fresh start, a fresh year with new goals and new hope.

The damages of 2022 will last for a while, the world wont turn more peaceful within some weeks or months, but we never gotta lose hope and remain strong, stay together and keep going, especially for me trying to be more productive again as I miss the joy I bring to my fans and supporters with new art, to create art, the scent of my markers and the paper.

Thank you all for your support, be it financial or emotional, its all helping me to stay mentally and physically alive.


Happy new year 2023 to everyone. <3

Hello everyone!

On this way I want to wish you a happy and successful new year 2022. <3

Thank you all so much for supporting me during the whole year with your words, likes and emotional support. <3
Also again, thanks to everyone who donated extrabucks to help me get my car back on the road again after this still horrifying car accident that almost cost me my life.

Life's full of busy being, but I'm still trying to manage and keep the art juices flowing <3

Stay awesome, I will try too. <3

Hello my dear watchers of my gallery,

Sorry I am not so active here with words the past months, work life keeps me rather busy sadly, but I am managing my arting and regular job quite good, so my art is on a steadier progress.

Anyways, the reason I wrote this journal is about a donation pool I have created after a car accident I had yesterday, where I sit on the damage all my own as the truck driver who lost a metal beam that ran through my car and almost killed me, just dissapeared.
I dont want to give up on my reliable cozy car I put so much work in because of such a stupid person that was unable to secure their load properly... I survived one of these russian dashcam moments, just there was no dashcam in this case sadly... Its almost a miracle for me having "just" an injured eye as the doctor of the hospial said to which the ambulance car drove me.

I think my Kofi page works just fine, I dont want to create a gofundme or something as Kofi works just the same and doesnt require any signing up to donate.

So if you feel like donating some to help me in this bad time I wish that didnt happen at all, here is my Kofi-link: https://ko-fi.com/djdarkfox

For you who are curious what the damage looks like, here is the twitter link: https://twitter.com/DJDarkfox/statu.....351042053?s=20

Again thanks for every tiny donation, its appreciated from the bottom of my heart ;n;

Also thanks for everyone who has been there for me to spend me company to cheer me up some, you guys are all awesome too ;n;

I love receiving comments on my art, I know what I do might not be everybody's taste but reading about peoplr and friends liking my art makes me feel wholesome, I need to reply to them though, every comment is really appreciated, even if I sometimes reply a week later >//3//<

I'm so thankful for all the comments on my latest uploads, and I will reply to them these days, I promise <3

And hey, new journal after almost a year xp

The EF was amazing for me, as the title says x3
It was my first time ever on an actual furry con, one I could reach by car within 2 hours at least, so I went there with some friends.

It was amazing how nice everyone was, even if... a few had quite the amounts of alcohol in their rooms XD
So many fancy artists and arts, awesome suiters and even awesome people on the motor furs event I joined with my car among many other fantastic, crazy or beautiful vehicles, where I got more positive feedback than on regular tuning meetings, I wish it would be as open minded and friendly as on the EF. x3

Next time I think about selling some prints there or other merch I'd need to think about beforehand, the whole convention boosted my artist confidence where I slowly get out of this stupid artblock, also want to manage my art time better and think about switching to a 4-days-week where the fifth is for art business, so I could actually get my stuff done faster and better.

I also plan to open up a ko-fi and patreon, even if its just for sharing high res scans of my art there or early bird releases in the future, afterall my art hobby is expensive as a traditional artist x3

I will definetly join the EF26 in August 2020, even if it costs me a shitload of money thanks to hotel prices shooting through the roof for a normie like me x3

I saw people uploading those info things about themself for the Eurofurence with answers to a few copy pasted questions.
So I thought I would do that too just for fun. I dont really know if anyone reads this xp


Where are you staying?
Hostel near the main event

Who will you share room with?
With myself and me

How will you get there?
My own car

What is your gender?
I am a male fox :3

What is your relationship status?
I am single

How old are you?
31

How tall are you?
173cm

What languages do you speak?
German and English

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Probably running around somewhere between different convention rooms and events

Do you have a fursuit?
Noup

Are you selling anything at the convention?
No

Can I touch you?
Only if I know you. Otherwise please ask first ^^
Hugs are Ok :3

Can I talk to you?
Sure. I am a bit shy >w<

Do you smoke?
No. I dislike cigarette smoke….

Can I hug or snuggle you?
Hugs are fine

Can I buy you food and/or eat with you?
Maybe?

Can I dance with you?
I cant and will not dance xp

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
Hmmm my söoken english isnt the best and I might appear boring and silent xp

What is the best way to contact you?
Ask me for my Telegram here on FA ^^

And here we go once again, my last journal was about my 30th birthday, now its my 31st, hooray xp
I feel younger though, and I guess thats what matters x3

Have all imaginary cake and stuff. <3

Thank you all for sticking around with me here <3

Its after midnight, its april 20th, its once again my birthday, this time my 30th...

I remember my 20th when I was already on this site for a bit over a year, in the current, 10 years in the future appear so far away, but once you look back, 10 years appear so short...

Enjoy every day of your life instead of filling it with drama, hate and too much social media, life is too short to waste it.
Be honest and loyal to everyone you love and care for, be it friends, family or even your partner...

Thank you all for watching my art, which is a rare happening lately with a job, other hobbies and life of an adult, but there are many in progress, so stay tuned.

*shares a bunch of cake slices to everyone who wants*

Hey dear friends,

Even if I dont celebrate this over here in europe and its just an america thing, I wish all of you a happy thanksgiving, be happy and proud of the stuff you already have, including all your friends and dont waste too much time looking into the future to think what else you could have but dont do, that makes unhappy x3

Yip <3

I wrote this on DA too, but afterall kts basicially the same... Ten years ago I joined this site, shortly after I joined DA... it was the very first furry-site I ever registered to, when I got my own computer and internet back then, inspired me to draw anthros the way I do now, because of all the fantastic friends I met here... some of them I already know for 7 or 8 years, its simply fantastic >w<

I went through good and bad times, met fantastic friends and artist but sadly some real cowards here and there (who really made me feel bad at times) and realized how full of different people the world can be >w<

Even my fursona DJ Darkfox (or Demi) will celebrate his tenth anniversary on december 25th I noticed... ten years of arctic fox beefiness... if I look back its like watching my fursona maturing, growing and getting stronger every year x3


Thank you dearly for everyone who watches me, follows me, faves my art and appreciates it, thanks to you my art is still alive and growing <3


And even with the Site's ups and downs, some really weird trolls and bhttheads, pointless and also useful options during all the years, this site is still fantastic for what to do with it as an artist <3
But even the best site is nothing with a fantastic community, thank you <3

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