Who will you hang out with during the convention?
to many to name here

Are there any panels you might be attending?
idk yet

Will you be suiting?
yup takeign 3 suits

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
rivit demitri and a secreat one

Do you do free art?
sometimes

Do you do trades?
sometimes

Do you do badges?
no

Do you do commissions?
yesh

What is your gender?
female

How tall are you?
5 foot 2 inches

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
not anwseing.

Can I talk to you?
hell yea

Can I touch you?
yup

How can I find you?
ask for my number we can text

Can I visit your room?
idk.

Can I buy you drinks?
yuppers

Can I give you stuff?
maybe?

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
the more the better

Are you nice?
i am

How long are you going?
the whole con

Do you have an artist table?
Nada

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
raviiii candddiieeee demetriiii zyydrateeee
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
In Fursuit!

What/where will you be eating?
anywere with good sushi

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
sure

Can I look in your sketchbook?
If it's not out with someone artist, sure.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
sure ^__^

Can I take your picture?
for the price of 1 hug

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
to make lots of people smile

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

ok now who all wants to hang out =D and if ya do numbers:P

for anyoen who knows me will understand..

For a long time i braged about every member in my furry family because they made me happy they were the coolest furries i knew that were there and helped me in one way or another and i trusted more thsna anyone else.. then it was brought to my atention.. that they not only dont see me as family they really didnt care.. in fact some didnt like beign called family at all.. am i really that bad that disliked.. that pittyed it hurt and it cut deep..i lost part of myself that day.. my whole life all i ever truely wnated was a family.. and called brothers and sisters to thoes who i thought acted like one.. not that i would honestly know what one would act like just what i felt in my heart.. i guse im really brokin inside relizeing i do not have the family i thought i did.. people said i had to many brothers and sisters. honestly i only had as many i thought i could trust with my heart.. and at the time it was a blessign to have them.. now knowing what i do i fell brokin inside lonely..honestly wonderign what do i live for now that my only dream has been riped from my heart.. i just wanted family..

im doing cheep painting comissions to not only get better at art but give you something thats usaly priced at 180 up i spend hours on each painting makeing sure its to the best of my skills there on a 16 by 20 in canvis bord
20 $ painting comissions plus shiping

http://soundcloud.com/dj-candie-cru.....h-liveing-life

sorry i kept u waiting so long enjoy something i didnt do but its more fun stealing stuff ^^

many of u have noticed that ive slowly become less and less active in the furry world so much has been going on and ive been so sad dew to health and other isues.. im slowly comeing back im sorry i became so distant i just.. guse i figured if nooen knew how bad i was they wouldnt worry that it wa sbetter if slowly vanished..

is amazing but no one has really noticed her stuff go take a look i promise u wont be disappointed she really does have a nack at art=D
take a look buy a adoptable get a commission!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry for not being on as much but my late bday gift is finely here a new computer i have alot to do friskys song art and more ty everyone for beign so understanding

i just dont understand anymore..
love..
it used to eb so real
no ti is real i know i loved and i still love but can others love me ..
im the oen who kills love i think.. why im not looking to date anymore.. or relationships..

sure ill still cuddle.. but no attachments sorry last person i loved ..

just stoped talking to me randomly.. idl..
maybe i really am broken..

I love you guys <3 giggles that ish all :P

so my health hasnt been geting much better and with maulti narc. atacks as of resent ive been very worried im going to the drs for more cheackups sence my friend fal is worried its something way worse..

hey dad take a look at me did i grow to what you wnated
me to be did you ever wonder what became of that life
that you left behind in the mist of the night i used
to wonder when you were comeign back i toughted it o
ut gave it all i had but you never came no not ever my heart grew cold
but i also grew clever i fended for myself became who i had to be to get by without haveigng a dad in my family

hey mom your not much better
carry me for nine monthws left without even a letter
left me in the hand of people i didnt know
mom how in the hell could you leave your own child all alone
i grew up alone and bitter nevever felling the love how long could i miss her
wonderign if my mom thoguth i really miss her
but no mom your were the queen of spades the same one you sued to cut my heart out that day

dady dady mommy mommy
you were never there
left me aloen left me alone
i know you didnt care
mommy dady are you even there

now im 24 stong and alive i still look out my window to the groudn wondering why
moomy dady why did you leave me all alone why didnt i have like the other kids a home


mommy i grew up all alobne without a fmaily or a home
daddy dont you have any thing to say
why did yopu give you daughter away
what did i do i have this price to pay!!!


dady dady mommy mommy
you were never there
left me aloen left me alone
i know you didnt care
mommy dady are you even there

i was standing at the bus station today and a blind man siting next to me randomly asked if you had 5 wishes what would they be?

i said i wish i had a fresh start with those i ever wronged in my life

for every illness in the would to be cured

for my friends to find happiness

a chance to learn more visit more places and stoped

rhe replayed why did you stop you have one more wish

i said to him
my last wish was for someone to nice talk to me today i said ty and walked off

here soo much fun god things got nuts X..X

THE PARTY HAS JUST BEGUN and already mad people are here woot!! =D!!!

hey if you wanna come message me starts at 7 to next day therer will be djing drinks and .. stuff :P

gonna be back home today hopefully bday is in 2 days besides screaming pains last night im ok after 4 20 imma be takeing a small break and just relaxing no stress no drama

from the apartment im living in and the person who broke into my room (not sure if he stole the stuff but he left my door open alowing others to steal the stuff and took others into my room the house owner alowed thisand has in no way tried to corect the situation besides telling em to wright up a contract with the kid wont sign..) ive tried to make a contract with the guy (folfie) but he refuses to i told the main owner of the house whos name is on the lease and he refuses to do anything ive tried to warn him that he can get into alot of trouble sence my stuff was stolin from his house but he refuses to lissin eh said quote im 100% positive you cant change my mind and i wont get into trouble.. i live in ny can someoen help em this guy is really.. umm whats a word for thinks hes always right and wont take advice.. dence? idk can someoen help me i need someone well scripted with the law i dont want to sew anyone ro call the cops because i beleave this can be solved without there help as adults but there both acting like there not adults..

Kilian Kray is the most amazing sweetest friend i could ever have i love you boo ♥ (aka the skrat) i think hes awesome what do you think?

so on 420 its my bday and id love is a few of my friends came over

531 W179th st, apt 22
Manhattan, NY 10033
United States

yesh there will be smoking and drinking comment if you want to come

im to busy with my work now.. no time for love there is only man id say yesh to any way so stop asking stop hoping and stop fucking annoying me!

it seams while i was out at fwa my art pad 2 sets of headphones a laptop 2 mp3 players 2 bad dragon toys dvds wires along with a few other items were stolin from my room the person who broke into my room had 2 of my items in there room and confessed to breaking into my room while i was gone and leavening my door open.. im in a very bad spot the person does not have a well paying job atm meaning im without funds dew to my stuff being stolen..and trying to replace some of it.. do we have any police or lawyer furs i can speak to..

what is the point of trying beleaveing.. fighting.. when everyoen walks all over you uses you for money steals from you the drs tell you your not going to make it.. what si the fucking point of any of it.. you trash that noone wants unless they need something all you do is give and give till you break..ive reached a point were i cant break anymore.. im just so tired of fighting for thoes who use me.. for believing lies and thinking maybe there is a chance.. i know there isnt another chance i know im alone in the world and i dont have family to turn to i know i was never adopted because i wasnt up to standards i know im alone because i dont try hard enough... and in the end it just adds up to im a waist of space.. i loved and gave the best i could i fought as hard as i can and i tried to be the best person i could be.. but it wasnt good enought for anyone.. and it never will be..