Thank you for watching me on this account...

But i must admit i did not feel it right, somme people know me on the Leon name, but i never feel this name was realy reprensenting me, to be honest this was more a cover identity for my diaper interest side, most people here who was reading this know what mean DL... But i did not think it me, specialy with the fact that i was sick for some time with not event knowing it, what make me realy eritable and not the one i realy am.

All that to say i decided to move to a account that is more me, Alganbord is a name i have for some time, i rarely use it exept in medieval activity, so do not expect anymore art post from me here, but for anyone who wish to watch me you can go check my future account (not much yet).

 alganbord

I wish to make sure everyone know who i am, and they do not think i switch to a random identity to avoid people or deceive anyone.

Expect my new character and i hope lot of plushe, and surly some diaper art too.

Thank everyone!

Stephane

Hello!

Seriously i start to feel like the waranty on my body just hade expired. For a year now, i never hade so much health probleme, bactery in my foot and the beggening of my diabete last years and now a possibly kidney stone, my sickness day bank was full a years ago, now it melt like like butter under the sun, without counthing that in only a week i get more pills then i did in my entire live before i get diagnosed with diabetes.

Not then i complaning, life is life and thing hapen, but i am curious to know if all this hapen because i am getting closer to my 40th birthday in june, seriously it start to feel the party is over, if if it hade ever be a party.

Did anyone get drastic change at ther health arond 40yo? Any way i am not sure much people who are reading me are arond this age.

In other news, just hade a visite for my condo appartement, it seam to be the most interested visitor so fare, but i guess i just hade to wait to see if i got a offer.

Also i am planing to got back at making plushes, that was impossible latly because i hade to move my extra stuff to a outside locker to make the condo look more clean, but i did some cleaning here and get back my stuff, so i could start to create again, also i lean that someone that i realy care about and that i have treated realy badly last years did not hate ma like i was thinking, we know that it will take time for this persone to get her trust back in me, but i do know it still hope, and that give me some boost for geting back at making plushes.

Have a nice spring everyone

No, it not a futuristic version of jack sparow movie, it just my life story as the most unlucky with tecnology computer tech...

To make a long story short, I have two way to feel better went i am sad or depress, i eat junk food or i buy stuff, but sense i now have diabete, no more juck food, so i decided to load again my credit card, again, by buying gaming computer in part, result, i get charged for every thing, 2 part are back order and for the rest they send me, at less 2 part are deffective, the case and eter the motherboard or the CPU or bot of them.... I will have to pay to send the deffective part i go online...

Trying to find some alternative solution, my laptop power suply just fry, imposible to find any in local shop arond, so i buy one online, who whish to bet that they will send me a broked one?

well, it life, but i most admit it realy suck.

Happy new year to everyone!

For me, 2012 hade be a year of mixed feeling, great joy, but also terrible deception, in a sense i did have my own END OF THE WORLD, in some way... think will never be the same, to much thing hade changed, it just to late to reverse the engine.

I am not saying that my life is faling a part, but like for the maya calandar (for the one who take the time to inform them self), it only the end of a cycle, something necesery for another to begin, i guess 2013 is the begening of my new cycle, this summer i will be 40yo, and if i continu like this more slim that i ever be in all my adult life, my new friend, the diabete for me to watch closly what i am eating, junk food is thing from the past now...

The choice was betwen my life style or my life, some people will say the choice was not realy hard to make, but to them i will say that if deabete was not a so devious condition, i will have prefered to just die and put a end to this joke we call life, but by it nature, diabete is not something that will simply kill you, it can take some time, but it can lead you to be emputed or blind, having to inject you self peliciline 4 or 5 times a day, what is much worse then just die.

I supose all that happen for the best, i just hade hard time to see it so far...

Also, my appartement is officialy on sale, i can not afford it any more, also is too far from my work place, i am tired to pass 2 hours a day sithing in a unconfortable crowded bus sit. Most of what defined my self are right now in a boxs that in my rented storage, the reason for that is that i need keep the place as much clean and unpersonalyse as possible, so people who will visite will find easy to see them self here, in other world is like i am living in some one else place.

2012 was also the year i make my big trip in europe 3 countrys, 3 friends, 2 weeks, probably the best time of my life, but sadly also the beggening of the end from one of thos friendship, i am mostly responsable for that, i tryed to repaire what i broked by apologyse, but the answer never come, it not possible to force some to apologyse to you eiter then forcing someone to lissen to your apologyse.

Also, another deception of this last years, i meet a AB girl that live not far from me, we did talk online and we was suposed to meet face to face during my holy days, sadly i get back to work tomorow and no new from her, that will probably not be the last time that kind of thing happen, but surly not the first one.

Any way, happy new year!

Hello,

Lot of thing happen recently, first i scrue up a friendship that was realy precious to me, i just came close to bankcrup, i discover that i have diabete and high blood presure and job become a hell that i hate so much, i tryed to simply turn the page, but it did not work.... so i try now to glue the broked part.

What i can say?

Bye

Hello,

On FA, it seam that people did not have a easy way to close there acount, so i will simply make it dead account by erasing all submition, favorite, journal and watching from it.

Thank you for people who watch me and fav some of my stuff and sorry for droping the number of fav and watching if i was favoring or / and watching you.

For the reason i am leaving, it not much to say other then it personel and it the best thing to do.

If, for some strange reason, someone wish to keep a pic i posted, just download it for watching only, if it involve someone else character, you should also ask this personne if it ok.

So i will probably clean all this mess next weekend.

Thank you

Bye

Let face it, i am not much of a drawing artist, but at less i know how to make plushe..

So, I will like to know if anyone will be interested in me having a plushe making livestream?

Note that will be hard to make a plushe in only one livestream but i could do some part and give some trick i learn by experience, not that i think of my self of a good plushe maker, but i less i could share what i learn.

Sorry for the one who realy liked the last spiderman, but for my part it a big deception...

First i did go see it in 3D, if you realy wish to see it do not go see the 3D vertion, it a was of money, the only use for the 3D in this movie is to see what part are computer generated because they are the only part that seam to be in 3D.

I realy miss the characters from the 3 first movies, to be honest Tobey Maguire was doing a much better Peter/Spiderman then this guy, and it easy to see where the people who make this movie was trying to do, portray the guy as the most typical ado as possible, alway on internet, use gooogle a lot and never was a occasion to show off, this is AMAZING how much time this guy take off his mask in front of people in this movie, it become rediculous realy.

The only thing i was happy about is that they corect the mistake about the web wire, because for what i know originaly it was made by peter and not just a genetic effect of the spider bite, so at less they get that right.

What is realy scary is that they plan to hade sequel, it so clair, it like half a movie sense they miss so many answer, realy feel like a uncomplet movie

But if you never see the other movie and can turn your brain off and like special effect, you could enjoy it anyway.

that was my TWO CENTS.... if you see the movie you will understand the poor bad joke i just did:)

Hello,

I am wandering about making plushe comission, to be honest i never did plushe for money, but a few people already asked me about it, so i supose some peoples are interested.

For now i only hade one plushe posted here, i already made like +- 10 before this one, but sense they are from another life of my, i prefer to keep them on another accont.

So i will like to see if people are interested and serious about it, so just post a reply to this journal telling me what kind of plushe you expecting and what you think it should be a resonable price for it.

By the way, it the St-Jean, the Quebec National day, i am not realy a party animal, but i have a 3 days weekend, so it enoug for me to say Happy St-Jean everyone!!!:)

Hello,

I am presently working for a ministary of my stat gouvernement, personaly it realy uninteresting job, nothing i am doing here make me feel proud of my work, event if i am computer departement, i rarely my self stuff that go over using already made software, ocasionaly i am writhing a .SQL file, but it about all...

So, why i am still here after like 6 year? Well at first, the team was awsome, people was helping eatch other and we hade fun doing it, a little later i hade be able to do some 24/7 suport, this is a good extra money and at first i was finding it fun and chalanging...

Few years ago, we got a new boss, little boss i should say, because we have so much boss over our head it a little scary.... Any way, this guy is the kind of "I do it my way because it the only good way", so what the enevitable happened..... people decide to leave, some get away, if you add the leaving for retirement we lost like 8 persone on a team of 11, some new one joined but they mostly leaved too after some time...

Right now it the worse part, our little Napoleon hade decided to go the principal of the ITIL philosophie, what it suposed to be good went you are a big enteprise, not went you are a service of like 20 with nearly 1/3 of consultants, the reste of the team are all checking to move in another job, including me.

All that to say that i am now preaty depressed by my actual job, and that did not include the fact i have to do 2 hours of road in a bus to get to work and back from it, so i am also realy tired.....

But i still have to do 24/7 (finaly the main sujet), now i hate it, it now feeling like some kind of jail, it like brigning the jail that is my workplace to my house, the only reason i still doing it, other then i am forced by my boss, is that i need the money, in the few last years i did crasy thing that put me in dept, thing i should hade not done, or done differently, like buy a condo apartement, or renting a car that is over my capacity to pay or do some trip with out realy caring about how much money i was throwing away...etc etc

Now i guess the best alternative for me is to sold my appartement, i will probably make a little profit on it and be able to pay some of my dept, and finaly by able to live in a larger appartement (this one rented), maybe do some more traveling, what i did start to have the taste for recently and finaly be able to stop doing 24/7 and find a better job.

I have so much interesting stuff i will like to do if i was not crushed by this job i hate, like drawing more, make more plushie and maybe do some volontary work... That will be one of my gold to be able to make personalyse plushie for kids who are sick or hade difficult life, but my mind is so tortured with work that i am not able to find enoug will to do it right now... Maybe one day....

I was sure it will never end, generaly the thing was not so bad and hade be able to hade some fun at some point, but at what price?

This year i be givend the choice, either paying 83$ to play a day of golf with fews of my work colegue and boss or wording during my birthday, i did chose the lesser hard choice, that mean going to the golf, that was the only way to have a free day during my birthday.

Many people like there birthday, it in some way sign of happyiness, gift and friend who are caring for you... I respect that, and if i feel it will make someone happy i will gladly wish this personne happy birthday... But for me, it one of the worse day eatch year, it just a day of deception and hipocisis, i prefer live this day alone at home or with comprensive friend that know that i am not big fan of birthday.

Most of the people that wish me happy birthday did not care at all about me the rest of the 364 days of the years, so why they should now, probably because they hade see the little gift icon just near my name in ther facebook. I have nothing to celebrate in this day other then a born of another meaningless life.

Finaly the total humiliation came from my boss who annonced my birthday with the microphone, 150 people at less started to sing me happy birthday, that was a humiliation i am not going to forget.

I am just glade it over because i have other thing to solve before the weekend

I know not much people will read this probably none, that just because i am realiste, i have like 11 watcher, and most of them watch like 300 + other people, so i did not mind:)

I promess it the last time i am talking about possibility of not be read:)


I do not know for you people, but i recently realised that in my all life i did lot of crazy thing just to hade or keep friends. I was alway telling that having friend is not that much important and that it probably better then i stay alone because it less trouble.

But now i am looking back and see how the thing i hade done, thing i will NEVER did if it was not linked with one of my friend... easy example.... HERE.... I will never hade visite this place or create a accont here if it was not the only way to keep my self in contact with one of my friend.

But that is not realy crazy, playing 10 years of Everquest just because it was mostly the only way to keep in contact with my friend, creat a chain-mail with like 30 000 rings place one by one just to be in medieval stuff because some of my friend was in it, or giving 6 month of free work and lot of money that i did not own just to try to help people i was considering friends.... that some crazy stuff i hade done.

The good side of all this is that i did lot of thing i will never event think doing if it was not from potential or already own friendship. The down side is that i realise that most of the people i was considering friends did not see me the same way i see them, for them i am more someone they know then a friend, so maybe i was wrong all alone.

I will like once in a wild not alway be the fisrt one take contact, i am the feeling that with some of my friend i will be 6 month with givining new and they will not care, 90% of the time friend are calling or mailing first is because they need something of me.

Maybe i am simply totaly wrong about how to make friend.

Any one know a book like How to make friend for dumy?...*sign*

Leon

Hello,

Here my first journal, i did not post before for 2 avious reasons, first i was here only as spectator and second i was not having much peoples watching me any way.

So insted of trying to present my self by wrinthing 2 pages of useless infor in my english that i must admit is not realy good... i deided to borow a yes and no questinary, it was poste by Souffle on another website, so here it is.. with the rule and all:)

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- yes
Been arrested? --- no
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- no
Experienced love at first sight? --- no
Totalled your car in an accident? --- no
Been fired from a job? --- Yes
Fired somebody? --- no
Sang karaoke? --- yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yes
Kissed in the rain? --- no
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- yes
Seen someone die? --- no
Played spin-the-bottle? --- no
Sang in the shower? --- yes
Smoked a cigar? --- no
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- no
Skipped school? --- yes
Eaten a bug? --- yes
Sleepwalked? --- no
Walked a moonlit beach? --- no
Ridden a motorcycle? --- yes
Dumped someone? --- no
Forgotten your anniversary? --- no
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- no
Ridden on a helicopter? --- no
Shaved your head? --- no
Blacked out from drinking? --- no
Played a prank on someone? --- yes
Hit a home run? --- no
Felt like killing someone? --- yes
Cross-dressed? --- no
Been falling-down drunk? --- no
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- no
Eaten snake? --- no
Marched/Protested? --- yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- no
Puked on an amusement ride? --- no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- yes
Been in a band? --- no
Knitted? --- no
Been on TV? --- yes
Shot a gun? --- yes
Skinny-dipped? --- yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- yes
Ridden a surfboard? --- no
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- yes
Had surgery? --- yes
Streaked? ---no
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- no
Passed out when not drinking? --- yes
Peed on a bush? --- yes
Donated Blood? --- no
Grabbed electric fence? --- yes
Eaten alligator meat? --- no
Eaten cheesecake? --- yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- no
Peed your pants in public? --- yes
Written graffiti? --- no
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- no
Think about the future? --- yes
Been in handcuffs? --- no
Believe in love? --- yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- no


Well this is a beggening:)

Leon