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To all who celebrate, I wish you great thanksgiving, and I hope you can spend it surrounded by people you love eating yummy food.

Ok I just watched the Trailer, who was this movie made for? It looks bad, it sounds worse. The saddest part is that it doesn't even look conducive to good R34, a failure all around.
"Self aware hollywood" is pretty cringe. What a waste, at least I hope the people working 3d got paid and didn't get the hollywood accounting treatment. The hatred it's getting is very well earned.
Just gonna sit and watch, the hate threads are gonna be far more entertaining than anything this already failure movie can provide.

I was bored and kinda procrastinating so I decided to join a couple of furry discord servers in spanish, I speak spanish too. All is well, answer the regular questions.
I answer truthfully, I'm 40, they didn't believe it, kids started to question me asking for my real age, and I'm 40, and then I realized.....it's a bunch of kids, and they ask me for my full birthday because they don't believe me and I was like nah, not gonna provide sensible information, and they kinda started to get aggressive but I was hysterical laughing, so my brain is racing trying to put myself in their shoes and they must think that furries are a new thing they just discovered, there's no old furries as far as they are concerned, they don't exist because old people are their parents and theirs parents can't be furries UwU
I'm still OMG we need to educate the new generation of spanish speaking furries. It felt like I ran into some undiscovered untouched stone age tribe started to shoot arrows at a passing helicopter. At the end I was like nah "it's getting clear you are all kids, sorry for the intrusion, I'll show myself out" I'm still a little in shock and chuckling, I think it's the laugh that I needed.

Today is not a good day, I'm getting out of social media for a while, not good for me or my health. I don't remember when was the last time I made something that I enjoyed, I feel i am just going through the motions, I wish I knew how to turn this I am feeling into something positive but I can't, I look back and the last two journals are about being burned out, I guess this is the logical outcome. I am tired and I just want to forget, feel less anxious, less hopeless , funny thing is just typing these words my chest feels a little less heavy, so I guess talking about it is a good thing? The only positive I am looking forward to is getting my booster at the end of the month, one less thing to be seriously anxious. I am watching speedruns of games I like, those always cheer me up.

I am carrying my burnout from my last journal but the idea of new projects keeps me going, hopefully I will be a lot more light by January.

I think i was being a little optimistic about my work load and how much I can do, lately I've been experiencing burn out from work, I mean who isn't by now.
the good thing is I have no pending paid commissions at the moment, so i'm not in a hurry to start pumping out stuff, of course I miss posting stuff, anyway.
Everyone take care, drink plenty of water, and if you think you need it go for a walk.

I have a bit of a queue but finally my schedule is falling back into place, only one more appointment with the dentist but that's it for the foreseeable future.

My left arm is all tingly and I might be getting some of the expected side effects that last 1 or 2 days but overall I feel good. It was a bit of a surprise I didn't expect it to happen so soon but I might get the second dose around my birthday which is gonna be an excellent gift I must add.

This copyright strike sort of confirms this thing is real.
https://twitter.com/AlanTheWriter/s.....718735872?s=20

So turns out the pilot for PPG live action got "REPILOTED", of course it made people interested in "how bad was it?"
And if this is real, ohh boy, I know people with say "ohh come on there are filters who thought any of this was a good idea, people don't exist in bubbles or vaccuums" but the short answer is "yes they do".
If you are nowhere near the decision making have no power or money to say "ha, I don't need this job" you are not gonna open your mouth to say "I think this is stupid".
https://twitter.com/fawfulator/stat.....95876300656645


And let's not remember the hideous reboot of PPG with the twerking and the yolo lit trash, that thing was dated the very same day it aired by at least a year, or how about the writer that made a self insert character to date a kindergarten baby, why? what's wrong with the people behind the IP? I have no investment in PPG, I'm more interested in the behind the scenes and anecdotes of dumpster fires, I find those stories fascinating and it's always the same thing, people in power living in bubbles, making decisions and no one says anything because payday is coming so who cares and honestly I can't blame them. Apply this to any media and there's a big chance this is the answer to why something sucks.



https://www.google.com/search?q=pow.....94&bih=951

https://external-preview.redd.it/u7.....1c8de2b605fe58

Publisher Hakusensha has announced the legend behind "Berserk" Kentaro Miura died on the 6th of this month due to heart problems. Rest in Peace.

Edit, found this translation, not good but will give you an idea:

To our readers
Information
At 14:48 on May 6, 2011, cartoonist Kentaro Miura.
He passed away due to aortic solution. He was 54 years old.
We would like to express our deep gratitude to all the readers who gave him his lifetime for reading the works of Professor Miura, including "Berserk".
We would like to inform you of the death report.
The editorial staff would like to express our utmost gratitude to Professor Miura.
We pray for the souls from the bottom of my heart.
We would also like to express our deepest sympathies to the bereaved families. In addition, let me report that the farewell ceremony was held by my family.
Please.
Unpublished book As soon as it is decided about the future, it will be renewed
We will announce it on Young Animal magazine and the official website.
Hakusensha Co., Ltd. Young Animal Editorial Department
I still have something to remember. When I was still a child, when I was impressed to see the old Keem of "Belselk", "I'll give you that name."
Mr. Miura was there. It was just that I was afraid of that, but now I feel like I understand. The teacher really loved to think about new things. He was exaggerated, not he, but a boy who loved to talk about ideas he came up with. He enjoyed books, movies and anime every day and was used as a material for making. In such a teacher's work, the favorite things and human relationships that he saw and heard in his life are packed like living things. "It's going to be life" many times
Thank you. Thank you very much, Professor Miura. Finally to everyone. The teacher was immediately taken down and protected, but I would like to report that he fell. And please.
I'm hurt. Please refrain from contacting her affiliates. We would like to express our deepest gratitude for the teacher's contributions and pray for his honor.
Young Animal Line
Immediately after joining the company, I still remember how impressed she was that "Berserk" was created with this hand. I was in charge of that, and every time I had a meeting, it was interesting that I couldn't believe any of the ideas of the story that was told like "I have an idea ..." The most important thing was to let me know that everything I do leads to manga. She said she was active for another thirty years to get the idea out of her head, but she suddenly broke up and was very lonely. Three teachers, she really helped me. Thank you.
Young Animal Ryo Takamura

yeah pretty much, mondays suck, I work at home and still hate them with passion. Pending commissions pending comic work, just wanna curl and watch Castlevania all over then play something retro.

1.- On monday i'm gonna start contacting people who have taken spots for commissions, I'm restarting this thing now that I'm not super swamped with work.
2.- I started and instagram account "xdoedogx" for furry stuff and maybe some baking, my other hobby, drop me some instagram artists to check out, currently very disappointed, only reposters, I swear i spent like half
an hour trying to find artists and it's just people posting shit is not even theirs.

Gonna take a few days off from commissions and concentrate on work, I'm still gonna post but commissions are on hold for like 3 days and on the background I have Falcon and Winter Soldier, ep01 and so far the show is good also I'm glad it's only 6 episodes, didn't watch wandavision, not really interested but this one got me a bit curious plus i liked the characters back in End Game.

Also doing a bit of retro gaming, I mean that's all I can do for now since my old video card died and the same card is like 5 or 6 times more expensive :/
But I'm enjoying playing retro stuff, currenly playing NES games using 3DSen I know it's a gimmick but oh boy games hit different with this thing.
Zelda II, megaman and castlevania look pretty awesome and It's not expensive really, it's on steam and it's easy to configure but doesn't come with the games
and you have to get the roms yourself "wink" "wink"

Finishing a batch of commissions to re open slots for the week, already have a few commissions lined up. I'm trying to find the best schedule for posting here.

I get excited cause I finish something and I just post it online, maybe I should pace myself, I really want to try streaming but not sure I'm interesting enough XD

I do like to play retro games, lately I've been using 3DSen for "3D" Nes games conversion and it's real fun seeing old games with the treatment.

I would like to make more fanart of video game characters (recommendations needed) and I have tons of non furry porn, would you be cool If I posted non furry stuff?

I've seen artists that get mad for getting tons of likes from a single person, or having people asking them where to follow on social media and things like that, why be like that?
I may not have a ton of time to chat or interact but if you want to say hi, leave a comment or anything please do so, if you enjoy something I made and took the time to let me
know, I sincerely thank you for being thoughtful.
Thank you. -J-

I'm back and trying to be a little more active and posting stuff, at least once or twice a week, I kinda missed posting, I know I don't talk much and i'm pretty much a lurker but I still appreciate when people take the time to comment and say hi.

I've been jumping around discord trying to find a place to hang out but so far it's been a little lackluster experience, any recommendations?