A NEW HOME FOR THE SEACREATURE! 8D

Yesh, finally I get my new home, but... *sighs* it has bad sides as well...

I have now less free time and when I come home from work I need to do stuff in my new home, so the most sadest thing to me is to have no time for drawing.
I don't think that I can finish my Halloween picture for this year, sadly... maybe I have to post it after Halloween.
I hope you all don't mind it :3

*hugs everyone*

I just noticed it and wanted to mention it... now you know I'm still alive x3

Yeah... right!

My mother is back at home and she is alright... and I feel much better now.

Nesides I really wanna thank all of you for being here for me in this hard time, it means so much to me that there are people carring that much for me...

Take care everyone! ~<3

... why? why do bad things always happen together?

Yesterdy my granpa died and today...

*sigh*

My mother is currently in a hospital and she have had a hard operation today.
If someone wanna know what's wrong with her...
she loses blood, there are some arteries in here stomach which lose blood, it goes very slowly but she waited too long to do something against it.
Some doctors told us that this happens so less that this sickness actually doesn't exist...

And now... after the operation... we know now that they made something wrong at the operation...

For my mother is it now difficult to talk cause they made a mistake in her throat and in the stomach as well, so the operation starts again in 2 days.
My mother feels now much pain and I suffer with her...

The biggest problem is that she has so less blood in her body, she already needed a blood transfusion after the operation...

all gets now very dangerous for her...

But I still hope the best for her, I couldn't handle it to lose her...

Me and my sister will visit her tomorrow and wish her much luck for the next operation.

All has to turn out good! I give no other option to it!

Mother! Please come back in full health!!!

... today he is fallen asleep, nerver waking up...

I already miss my grandpa, he was always such a nice person to me and had a smile in his face at every time.
I can't tell how horrible I feel now that I lost him, especially my sister is touched very deep, she was crying the whole day...
but...
anyhow it is good that all this is over, he had much pain in his last days and couldn't do anything... maybe he feels better now... finally he is free of his pain...

In memory to my dear grandpa... rest in peace... you've had a good and filled life...

I will never forget you grandpa ~<3

Let's start: http://youtube.com/watch?v=XffeEiTzg8Y

Well, what could I try to tell you with this?
Yeah, that's right... I've deleted everything on my Laptop to make it new... totally new!

So I'm sorry for being that inactive on DA and FA and on the Messengers as well...

I will be back as soon as possible, when I think my laptop is complete.
I still need to refind some programms (PS CS3 and all that such programms), music, pictures and all such stuff...

But in general I'm glad that my laptop isn't any longer such a dump, really! It was full with stuff and programms I've never used and I'm happy that all this trash is away ^^

Now I need to reinstall my scanner, mobile phone, tablet... you know... this can take some time... *bored* XD


I hope all of you have a better time than me...

but watch out...

SEACREATURE IS COMMING BACK SOON! *wuahwuahwuahwuahwuah*

Take care everyone! with many greetings, your Dohrac ~<3

Well... I think I'm working again on too many arts...

so it will take longer until I submint something new...

currently projects:

3 new fantasy characters
2 new styles for Dohrac's clothing
8 giftarts
my first totally digital art work
2 new weapons

I would like to know if someone could give me an idea for a new and better FA icon?!

Well, I really mean it like I say it, I'm kinda pissed off of myself...

I'm sick and tired of my lazyness, maybe you have noticed my lazyness on DA and FA in the last time.
I don't know what is going on in me, my head is full of thoughts about the past and all the lil and big things around me. *sighs*

I know the most of you have never seen me in this mood and please don't be worried.
This is just an other side of me I always try to hide.

I don't wanna hear now something like: "awww... I'm sorry for you", "I think you need a break" or "maybe I can help you anyhow"

I have to handle this with myself...

Take care everone... your lazy lil Whale.

Okay all my dear friends, we have finally ValentinesDay... and you know what?
ENJOY IT!!! XD

To say the truth, for me is this day like all the others. I do'nt like it when people go into this day with a mind like "oh yeah, today I have to tell my mate that I love him/her"...

this is kinda stupid, really! I mean hey, every day is a good to tell someone that you like or love him, ValentiesDay is just like a symbol for it.

But in the end, I like this day, cause everywhere good feelings and love to see, wonderful flower and much of chocolate...

MY CHOCOLATE BOX IS ALREADY OUT! XD *YUMMY!!!*

Have fun everybody!

With the best wishes to all of you... your SeaCreature Dohrac <3




Note: the picture for ValentinesDay will fallow tomorrow ^^

Hehe...
Okay then, I think you know what I wanna to say in this journal?!?!

I'm now one year older, I know now much more than before, I have made many new friends and I'm thankful for everyone of them...

19 was a wonderful age, so many things have happened in this one year and have changed my life.

I have had jesterday a wonderful dinner with my closest friends in resaurant and we have had much fun there, cause we were the alonw there
I've gotten some wonderful gifts, but that was not the important, the most mportant was that I have had my friends around me, and I was very thankful for this.
I wish all of you from DA and FA could be here to and clebrate with us... who knows?
Maybe at someday. ^^

But like you already know, I will be the child that I ever was and will safe this fact. <3

*comes into the party room with lots of cake and drinks, turns on the music*

C'mon everyone... let's celebrate!!! XD

Well... 5 more days and I will turn into 20 years of life.
Sunday is JudgementDay for me...

Damn... when I think back what has happend for now... *a moment of silence* ... COOL!!!

I mean I turn into 20, but hey, who cares.
Nothing shall change my mind like "you are now one year older so you turn more and more into an adult... think more serious and do'nt be such a child..."

You know what?

NO AND NEVER!!!

I'm a crazy guy like all of us and nothing will ever change this fact, I will safe the child inside of me cause it means much to me to have fun in my life! ^^
Everyone... get ready for PARTY!!!

*moves his hips and starts dancing the happy sea creature dance*

Well, until for now I'm not that amazed from FA like I thought in the first time...

Sure do I like the new art I can see here and everything around it, do'nt be worried about this, but to clear one thing... pictures which I've commented on DA will I not comment here, the same when I comment on FA, then I wont comment on DA.

I think it is better so, cause I do'nt wanna bore someone with the same comment once again... (and it takes me too much time XP)

For new art you have to wait, I work on many projects now... be patient, okay? ^^

...that should it be for the first time... see you all later my sweet friend, take care and enjoy the life

... your Dohrac, The Element-Player =3