and the daddy is  Khamul Everyone go there and pester him into paying me child support :l

Reworking magic and religon to make it a tad more realisitc with it still being a tangible physical pressence for Halfbreed, its a lot harder then I thought, I think I have to start making up words. I hate doing that!!!

Ugh.... Gotta just buckle my seat belt, grab the sterring wheel and just get ready because this is going to be a long bumpy ride full of forks in the road, no signs, and plenty of loop-d-loops I'm sure...

I'm accepting hitch hikers because I don't intend for this to be a lonely drive.

I started playing the sims 2, does anyone want to be turned into a Sim by me? O..o I'll post it in my scraps. :3


PLEASE, PLEASE, PKEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEE.

If this goes down I'll most likely stop using the internet all together based on the results, But I don't want to lose contact with most of you guys, do you feel the same way?

I'll most likely just give my phone number to all on here I wanna keep in contact with to text or something. I mean why pay so much money a month for a censored internet? :/

So today at work wouldn't yah know it, my phone goes missing... I don't know what the fuck happened but it just wasn't in my pocket all of a sudden... Great... All those numbers gone, I have to chase them down again....

Also, my check might not be in tomorrow because its thanksgiving holiday, it's a 50/50 toss up and I need it to get my cats some food and a new cell phone, not to meantion get out of debt and TRY to pay off some of my internet bill, x..x and buy myself some'mo food.

and I'm not impressed... it just comfirms that I'm not really missing out on much anymore, I just miss the old magic feeling I use to get with games when I was a kid, now the video game industry is tainted with the same social virus known as "Trends," I miss my old unconvential games that ONLY I would buy and get all my friends addicted too. :P

I saw a couple of gems that make me wanna go out and buy them like Mortal Kombat (LOOOVE) and Mass Effect 3..

Maybe I'm also growing out of the Med-Evil RPG Fantasy thing and more so into Sci-fi, I mean sword and magic is pretty much the same story over and over again, where as Sci-fi has SOME variations.

-Rockstar over-n-out.

So I'm thinking of making a Facebook page for it and if I do I'd also like to make another account here for it on FA, if anyones interested...

It's a less complicated modern version of D&D basically with zombies and some Tower Defense stuff thrown in.

Basically you and your friends take up refuge in a building and form a "Colony" in which you must work together to find power, Food, Water, Resources, Weapons and etc all the while fending off hordes of Flesh hunger zombies each Day. It's also an RPG! You can Gain exp and level up to use more effective weapons and items, upgrade your weapons, and you can even upgrade your colony.

If anyone has any questions please ask.

I need opionions and watchers for  Halfbreed_The_Legacy

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2911589/ <

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Also Important

I'll put up more information as everything is solid again, just know this... at least half the original cast is G.O.N.E.

To name a Few, Kreios, Angela, Demessie, and Bravo O..O and Countless more.. I had to re-master everything. Also most of the old people might be coming back with new names and almost everyone will come back with a new more modern look.. Mostly Amancio whom will now be known as Marques Azul

I just ran a full lap around the condo's haven't done that since before the surgery! and not only that but I ran two laps with NO BREAKS!! I haven't done that since I moved here a couple years ago. :3

"Your Vagina's been used more then Google." - Anthony "Lunchbox" Sanchez, My Cousin.


He is so very epic. XD

This isn't a rage or rant journal, this is just something I want to make a point about myself and how I do business on a personal level and also vent my feelings a bit because my work is becoming a little stressful...


I had made a comment on a characters profile saying it was funny how the species is a dog and yet hates (Feral) Dogs as pets and likes cats.. Honestly.. I found it adorable and very creative and the person who made this character I've looked up to for a rather long time and have had some 1-on-1's with so they KNOW I 'm not just some random douche wanting some porn, I'm a real big fan of not only her artwork but her character creation and the fact that she stands up for what she believes in.

This person... DELETED my comment and then made a rage journal about people telling her what to do with her characters and used what I had said in the journal and didn't point it out, she didn't send me a note or ask me anything trying to figure out what I meant... Now that being said.

I'm not mad at her, but I'm very, very hurt!!!! ok? I'm NOT, NOT, NOT, NOT MAD!!!

But I'm very sad because I'd have thought she would have known better, Honestly I don't know how to re-act.. I feel slightly disrespected but more so misunderstood..

I share the same beliefs that she has with Tattoo's, Facial hair, and normal hair and what-not and honestly that people shouldn't ask questions and just let people fucking EXPRESS THEMSELVES!!

I mean, when I was contemplating turning my 'sona into a raichu, I knew i was going to get a lot of slack for it.. I knew I was going to be looked down upon and seen as "Unoriginal" and "Non-creative." I liked the fucking design and look of a Anthro-morphic Raichu and came up with a personality, Look, and body type for it that best fit me because Thats how I wanted to express myself and I didn't care what other people had to say! I just did it. But It has come to my attention that I might have to change it because a lot of artists won't touch it because it's "Copyrighted." I mean, I can't even get some freebe's...


I use to be very anger and stressed out all the time, I want to change that and become more understanding of other people and apologetic and not be all hot headed anymore.. that wasn't me.. so I'm going to start acting on it now.. Instead of being all huffy puffy and put up barriers I'm just going to come out and say it..


This really hurt my feelings because one of my 'idols,' in my eyes disrespected me, and if I disrespected her I am deeply sorry... I honestly thought we were better then that and that she would know I'd never say anything to disrespect her and her characters that I admire Greatly....

A teacher in New York was teaching her class about bullying and gave them the following exercise to perform. She had the children take out a piece of paper and told them to crumple it up, stomp on it and really mess it up, not to rip it.
Then she had them unfold the paper, smooth it out and look at how scarred and dirty it was. She then told them to tell it they're sorry. Now, even though they said they were sorry and tried to fix the paper, she pointed out all the scars they left behind. And that those scars will never go away no matter how hard they tried to fix it.
That is what happens when a child bullies another child, they may say they're sorry, but the scars are there forever. The looks on the faces of the children in the classroom told her the message hit home. Copy and paste this if you are against bullying.

Made some attempts at pics today and I got something but nothing I'll post... I've gotten some tips and tricks from  Khamul and they seem to be working a bit.. He's a really awesome guy go give him a watch!! >:l

Right now I'm Drawing Tube-men to get my porportions right because they seem to be my biggest weakness right now I have 5 pics in the works that I wanna draw, until those 5 are done I won't be taking anymore requests or anything.

I'll post the specefics later when I'm not all tired..

I survived o..o

Tomorrow I return to work, or at least I'll try to work for the whole 8 hours.. I'm kind sore still it's really sensative and I'm nervous that if I start hurting really badly if they won't let me go home..

If it wasn't for hospital bills I wouldn't even give a shit.. But these 2 weeks have been great, even though the boredom got to me there for a bit.. I'm so glad I had the oppurtunity to experience it.. I got to know some people more and this whole thing put my life into perspective and made me realize what I want....


I want to leave this town, it's a small, ignorant, boring town that is NO place for a guy like me.. I mean, there are people that like me here and I like them.. but I find myself more often then anything swallowing my pride as a Bisexual male, being stereotyped, having to endure stupid comments made around me, and just being misunderstood all the time.

I feel more like a Cartoon character here then a normal person. Some people even try to make me say certain words because I do have a bit of a 'gay voice.' Now, Normally I'll say stuff on purpose and ham up my homosexuality because it's funny, I know this, and you know this too! We all know this that we Homo's are very funny people and we like the attention.. But when you start taking that as my actual personality and think that's who I am; I have a problem...

I would describe myself as a Tomboy, I do have feminine traits and mannerisms, but if you look at what I've doen and what kinda person I am, You will come to realize that I am also masculine as well. I like sports, horse play, I burp, fart. Yadda Yadda. Yet I keep getting asked for fashion advice and people skating around me because they dont want to: "Make me cry." or they are afriad I'll get all emotional..

But the main thing that I realized from these 2 weeks.. I miss my furries... A LOT... as much as I say shit about the fur fandom... I love it, and I miss it.. There's only 1 other furry here in Baytown is Skiver Starlight and we've talked a bit about this and he can see where I'm coming from. (He gets to go out of town more then me.)

Sooooooo my goals now are just to pay all my Bills get a car and then GTFO of Baytown, as far as where I will go, I'll work on that later after I get the car...

I've been recovering for nearly 12-13 days now and I haven't really gone anywhere or done much of anything except watch Youtube, Work on the Board Game and chat with people online for 12 FUCKING DAYS!!

I'm watching Big Brother Re-runs now.. I.... am.. going... insane.. There is nothing left to watch...

Although  Sariff Hooked me up with a sweet Anime called "Desert Punk" I don't want to watch it all at once and then be in an even more fucked up situation then before..

However, its all not that bad anymore..

I'm well enough to go and start working out again, and thats what I am going to do today!!! And just to show how much of a Zombie geek I am, here will be my workout schedule : http://zombiefit.org/

:D :D :D

I'm going to train and hopefully be apart of this in December: http://runforyourlives.com/

https://youtu.be/go43XeW6Wg4

Idk... I just knida noiced it.. except for the whole pony thing, and even that is kinda lazy drama...

is it just me or does anyone else notice it??? If so.. this is a good thing.. :D

I just got done with Unit 2 of my Driving Program and now I have to get info out of my E-mail to go and get a Learners permit or some shit and OF COURSE Yahoo just decideds to break/be a fucking Dick and say my password doesn't work yet say I'm logged in and won't let me see my Mail, and now I'm locked out for 12 hours :I

AAANNNNND For some reason my Laptop isn't letting me install MSN because I need a Service Pack and Some other fucking shit I already have, I went and got both of them, installed them, restarted my computer and it says I still need to fucking Download it.. :I


*Sighs* Fucking Technology hates me...

But hey, whatever I am 1 step closer to getting my car and freedom!! :D

Also a friend offered me a odd job in May that will last 3-5 days as a security Guard at a festival called "Flipside." That will pay $300-$400!!

Basically all I would have to do is make sure naked drugged hippies don't leave a camp ground and nobody sneaks in..

Yeah, Flipside is appearently a Hippy/Stoner Festival where all they do is camp out, party, drink, eat, fuck, and do drugs.. Pfft, fine whatever I won't be doing any of that, I am solely there for the money :D

and I can bring books n' shit to read and rough it without any technology.. It'll be a nice litle mini-vacation away from the Modern world.. which is what i need :3 Plus I need that money for my Student Loans.. Which I'm going to start paying in November x..x

$370 a month x..x

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/673...../#cid:48468992

I'm currently putting this on my Mp3 Player..

Part 1: Yourself

Physical
Are you a Male or a Female?
Male

What is your most favorite physical aspect of yourself?
My Hips.

What is your most hated physical flaw?
My Arms are to thin I think, I wish they had more muscle on them.

If you could change one or more things about your physical self, what would it(they) be?
I'd change the color of my hair to either a light auburn, Strawberry red or Light Blonde.

Personality
What is your worst character flaw?
I'm very undecisive and I over-analyze myself.

What do you think is the best thing about your personality?
I try to do the right thing and be the best Friend, Son, Lover, and Brother I can be or even a great Stranger.

What key factors have shaped your personality into what it is today?
All the Hard Times I've had to go through, If I didn't go through all the Bad times I wouldn't be the person I am today, I wouldn't be mentally strong and self-reliable. I was forced to be in a situation where I had to be my own role model and while I'm not perfect I did my best in trying to become someone good enough for others to be around.

Emotional
What would you say is your main emotional state?
Curious.

Are you someone who might be considered bipolar or one main extreme emotion?
Totally Bipolar XD

Intellect
On a scale of 1-10, what would you score your intellect as?
7.3 ?

Would you say you are a hands-on learner, learning by being taught, or learning by reading?
A combination of both actually.

Do you enjoy learning new subjects/ideas or are you the old dog that doesn't want or need to learn new tricks?
I try to learn as many things as I possibley can. :D

Did you graduate from high school? If so, are you planning to go to college or already attending?
I graduated High school and did some college, right now I'm getting my life together and then I might go back to college to get my Degree in either Business or Creative Writing.

If you are attending college, do you enjoy it?
I attended University of Phoenix for awhile and then I attended Strayer University for awhile.

Lastly, what is one lesson you think you should learn or have learned by now that you wish to remind yourself of?
To take care of my Body, eat right, Excercise, do all my hygeine.

I am sure that from these answers, one can have a better idea of your personality and preferences, so now, onto the relationship part!


Part 2: Relationship

Are you currently in a relationship?
Nope.

How many times have you fallen truly in love with someone, not merely a crush?
Twice.

Would you say that your boyfriend/girlfriend would feel the same way about you as you do for them?
I don't have one.

Physical
Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend?
Neither.

What is your most favorite physical aspect of your girlfriend/boyfriend?
For me, if I had a Boyfriend it would be his Chest and Stomach, and Girlfriend it would have to be the Face.

If there is any physical flaw that you dislike, what would it be?
Snoring.. I hate snoring..

If you could change one or more things about your girlfriend/boyfriends's physical self, what would it(they) be?
If they Snore, I'd like for them to stop so I can sleep.

Personality
What is your girlfriend/boyfriend's worst character flaw?
I don't got one.

What do you think is the best thing about his or her personality?
I don't got one.

Do you think that his or her personality has been made better or worse since the start of your relationship with them?
I don't got one.

Emotional
What would you say is your girlfriend or boyfriend's main emotional state?
I don't got one.

Do you feel as if you cause your boyfriend/girlfriend sadness or happiness more often?
I don't got one..

Who worries more in the relationship?
It would mist likely be me, but I'm working on it.

Which one loves the other more?
It should be a 50/50 situation.

Intellect
On a scale of 1-10, what would you score your Love's intellect as?
I don't care as long as they are happy :)

Is your boyfriend/girlfriend smarter than you, or are you the brains of the outfit?
I don't got one.

Do you enjoy doing intellectual things with your boyfriend/girlfriend, or do you prefer to be the group leader or work alone?
I don't care as long as I'd spend a great time with them and they spend a great time with me.

Would you say that you and your love have intellectual conversations often?
I don't got one.

Which of you is better at remembering dates?
I don't got one.

Who plans ahead?
I don't got one.

Lastly, is there anything you wish to tell your loved one that you don't say enough? (can be multiple things)
I don't got one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!! >8(

What if all of a sudden for no reason you just became famous like this:

https://youtu.be/v4IVDSLfZ4I

What would you do? :D

My new favorite Webcomic of all time!

http://cheapthrills.xepher.net/comics/comic1.html

It's a slice of Life comic about two friends growing up together.

Warning: Drug use, Teen Drama, and Alchohal ahead... If you don't like these then don't read it.

SO who wants or is going to furry fiesta??? its in Addison Texas, I really want to go and I'm going to see if I can pull something together with  Skiver_Starlight

I really want to go and meet some new people or some people I've known and havent had the pleasure of meeting in person.. I realized I want to be more apart of this fandom and well, you only live once... :D

http://www.furryfiesta.org/