So as of recent, I have been watching a lot of art streams and more so chatting with the artist and watchers in the chat.
I really like watching people draw and being able to have a conversation with some fun people makes it even better. I've been to a few streams where no-one talks... and its just bleh....


So if any of you know of any artists who stream decent art and tend to have good conversation in their chats, please let me know. :3

Picture related:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23934987/

My other account ( madykatt ) is going to remain my main account, but I am going to reactivate this account a bit.

What this is going to be is a character account for Donny/Dawn. It's always fun to have Donny drawn in various ways. Alot of these types of pictures I don't see as fitting for Starla or Celeste.

I'm not going to go into great detail... but years ago I was madykatt... some stuff happened and I decided that it was best for me to reinvent myself. That brought me as Donny. The new character allowed me to express myself differently. I locked away that old side of me for a while, she would pop up from time to time (usually when I was Dawn)... Backstory taken care of....

Recently more stuff happened in life... and I can't really deal with it... So, this old me is going to come back...

She's changed her name to Starla and got a new look, but will be using the old  madykatt account she said she'll maintain this one too. Go talk to her at her that page and her skype.. it's still kinda me just different...

I have two artists that are annoying me with their business practices and am really close to requesting a refund from one of them. No I will not be spreading names, don't ask.

My biggest pet peeve with anyone is and always has been exactly what these two are doing. If you have a huge backlog of stuff to do, maybe don't try to pack more work on top of it. When you have at least 7 people waiting on stuff for close to a month and a half... maybe don't have a special deal for stuff done immediately. Just sayin...

rant over. grumpy panda gonna go sit in a corner now

I feel better now after that little mental reset... Got kinda sick of transformations that basically replaced me. So like those tfs where I become someone else body and mind... Going to still put a stop to those for a while. If you rp with me (or pictures), I may do some cutesy tf stuff but temporary only.

I guess I'm just confusing ^^;


Also... don't ask where my mental reset button is... I can't trust people to not abuse it XD

Yeah... just bored with everything. Nothing is exciting me anymore. Not irl or online....


Guess I'm just in a rut. Panda gonna go hide now.

So I had a dream a few nights ago where brierose was dyeing my hair green (her fav color) bc she thought it would look cute on me.... She spilled the dye and then decided to just run with it.

I got a whole new color scheme out of it. It's only temporary, bc its hair dye.


Here is the first one: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19266139/


I WANT MORE OF THIS!!! I will be commissioning things of this theme. If you want to throw a random color pattern on me, you can do it. Don't even ask, just do.

Note: This is only with Dawn (girly side). Do not recolor Donny, pls :3

Are there any TF's that I haven't had done to me yet? I feel like I've been turned into most things..

Geez... Someone wanna help me out here? Maybe link me any odd YCHs you find?

I prefer mostly SFW stuff

Gonna post a quick journal because I have been asked a few times now...
The body swap ( https://www.furaffinity.net/view/18008683/ ) was supposed to last for one week. We switched icons and whatnot too. On both of your pages, we clearly wrote big disclaimers explaining that we were borrowing each other's characters for the week.

Somehow, even though it was clearly stated, some people got all up in arms and accused videogamastr of stealing Donny. One or two even reported her. Since some people cannot seem to understand simple things that are clearly spelled out, we had to call it all off.

I'm actually a bit upset about it, because it was a fun idea that we were enjoying...

It's been a long few weeks, we are just starting to get things in order... But we just moved into a house! No more apartments for this panda. :3

Still settling down from all the stress...

So yeah... Long time since last journal.

If you can't tell, I've developed a female side (again). Kinda defeats the purpose of becoming Donny in the first place. Whatever.

I dunno, I guess I can't out run it. Dawn is just to cute/sexy to get rid of. The problem is when Dawn is around all I can think about is switching back to Donny... But when Donny is out, the idea of going back to Dawn always pops up.

What is the compromise? Ugh, whatever. I don't even care right now.

So when I first made this account it was right after I decided that I needed to be male online (since I am). So I made the new character, Donnykatt. The idea was kinda made on a whim when I saw brierose sketching some of her treasure characters (Hooved kittys with wings and anters)


As you may have noticed, I migrated to a new species. I'm now a "red" panda, this will stick around. I doubt I will change (permanently again). Obviously I'm still going to get tf'd randomly... all the time... because I'm addicted to it >.>


Also. I just finished setting up an account on weasyl if anyone here has one, please add me.
https://www.weasyl.com/~donnyrpanda

So, Madykatt came to be a few years ago. She was my first legit fursona, I had a character before but he never felt right. I thought that I was more female then anything, so I made a female character.

This was a while ago, before I really had anyone to love me for who I was. I felt I had to hide behind this fake sense of femininity. I don't anymore, I'm engaged to a wonderful woman... and its only fare she gets to have a real man.

So Mady will always be a part of me, but I'm moving forward. The only way for this to work is if I make all new stuff and disregard Mady for a while. Madykatt will still be around, because she is fucking adorable, but for the most part its all Donovan.

So please just treat me as the same person! All I am is a different name and look... I'm still me!