Deleting everything from here and am moving accounts to where people won't fucking harass the hell out of me and shit. Maybe the when people don't know me, they'll leave me the fuck alone.

If you want my new FA, message me and I'll give you it, otherwise, bye.

Okay, moving's been done since about a month ago, and fuck.... still have to go to my great grandma's funeral the 18th of August. On a side note all and any art inspiration and desire to draw has been sapped out of me. I mean sure, I wanna draw again, but meh, just haven't gotten to picking up a piece of paper and a pencil and drawing lately. Idk if I'm stressed, emotionally drained, or just plain lazy.

Lately I've been more into wanting to sleep and rest or whatever, and Idk if that's because I'm sleeping like shit, or because of something else. On a side note, my 36 inch TV broke yesterday, and now I'm without a TV. o.e Gonna have to go in search of one somewhere when I get some money in.

On another side note, I've got to find some means of getting money in, I mean I'm thinking of doing like FA butt icons because I mean c'mon, who doesn't like a cute fluffy butt? I'm just needing to find my new "UMPH" in me to draw some more. If anyone has any ideas on how I can do this, please let me know.

Hey guys. Sorry for being inactive for so long. Been unpacking after moving, dealing with a BUNCH of family problems and mid life crisis's. My ex committed suicide due to his family problems (we were madly in love and planning on getting back together soon), my father got out of the hospital after having an infection removed from his body and is on bed rest for 3 weeks, and just today at 8:35am my great grandmother on my mother's side of the family passed away after fighting for a while with being very ill. She was going on 91. I'll be heading to La Grande, Oregon in August for the funeral in my mom where she will be buried with all the other family members.

So, any and all art is pretty much on hold while myself and my mother and father try to get on with our lives and move on past all these large hurdles. my mother was VERY close to her grandma, and I only got to see her twice in my life, but she tried very hard to spoil me like she did my mother by making me hand made dresses for barbie dolls growing up and finally sending me a limited edition porcelain doll and some hand made mini and mikey mouse stuffed animals.

So I'll be inactive for a while for now. Many thanks.

hey fellow watchers, just wanted to let you know that I'll be moving the end of the month with my parents to a new place to live, an actual bigger one as well with plenty of space now for a possibly bigger desk and more room to work on art and such.

On another good note for the added space in this new house, my father's getting a big bonus check I think, and my mom asked if I wanted anything out of it, so I'll be getting my new tablet hopefully the end of this month or beginning of the next one. Fingers crossed on that.

For now though, in the midst of packing and such, all art is on hold.

Damn, i didn't notice I had hit that many. ._. Side note, I'm thinking of doing a Kiriban for when I hit 1,500. >> Who'd wanna take part?

Getting fed up with my parents. I don't know who's worse; my mom or my dad. Here's my dad, someone who doesn't really do much but is a couch potato on the computer a lot of the time. Then here's my mom, hooked on gambling in order to make a buck or two, mostly because my dad can't stop making her feel bad about spending the money and she's trying to make up for it.

So here I am, I wake up, and my mom wants to take some of my more expensive items (wii, accessories for some games, and an expensive horse saddle) all so my mom can take that money and go gamble it away in hopes she'll come back with more. First off, MY STUFF, I wasn't about to have her to pawn off my stuff with that 50/50 chance I'll never get it back. :/ I've already started hiding my belongings on her, as i've seen her try to take ALL my video games in one time to feed her habbit last year.

Then here she is saying if she can get this job she has an interview for, we're leaving my dad. Honestly, I'd rather she did, as I have little respect for him as of late; mainly because back when I was in high school, a friend and I went to a basketball game because he thought I could use a good cheering up from being depressed, I come home, and here's my mom wanting to commit suicide thanks to him. Thankfully I came home when I did and talked her out of it and took her away from him before calling 911. Ever since then I've had little repsect for him, as he's done everything to drive my mother insane or to her breaking point. Hhe's even done it to me as well, triggering a good 5 days of anxiety and panic attacks to happen before my mom told him to stop it.

So I don't know who I should be more upset at, my mom for wantin to pawn my shit or my dad for influencing/driving my mother crazy to where she gets like this? Sure, I'm happy she wants to leave him and devorce him, but what if she still goes off and gambles and I end up living on the streets? I don't think it'd happen, but any time this shit happens I just go crazy from it all with my stress level making me wanna pull my hair out.

Ugh... -head-desk- On the bright side, I'm wanting to go back to school again and get my diploma in culinary.

If you saw someone posting artwork that clearly wasn't there's and didn't/refused to give credit back to the actual owner? I've been running into a lot of people copying/tracing artwork from a doll maker for MLP and not giving credit back to the actual creator, but claiming it as their own. One person even said that they won't do anything until the actual person talks to them. Chances are, this person isn't aware their art is being stolen/copied/used without credit. I only know the person have a deviant art account, and that's about it.

So, what would you do if you knew someone was stealing artwork?

I watched this video documentory of a 36 year old man who had a terrible genetic condition called Dystrophic Epidermolysis Bullosa (EB) -- which meant that his skin literally fell off at the slightest touch, leaving his body covered in agonising sores and leading to a final fight against skin cancer.

In this movie/documentory, he'll tell you his life story, and I find it's just VERY uplifting and opens a whole new door to what some people have to go through during thier life. I'm thinking of starting a fun raiser to raise money to donate to the organization he was part of for people who have this condition in the US.

So please, watch this video, for it's touched my heart, and I hope it'll touch your's as well. We need to help those who cannot afford to help themselves with genetic conditions, and I find this one the most shocking one that no person should have to be born with.

Link: Click

Made a comment on someone who obviously traced an image from a popular dolldevine dress up MLP maker, and go figure the person claimed the shitty edit as their own. -w- So I called them out for it, and now the person deleted the image. It's so amusing in a way, to see people not put any effort into their art, and decide to trace it instead expecting people to believe it's their own. -w- How will they learn that way?

Having the urge to buy one of my old High School text books for algebra and trigonometry? I don't know why, but I feel like buying one and homing my mathematical skills again. >< Am I weird for wanting to do that?

So last night I was having a depression spell, and I'm a Christian person, who puts my faith in the Lord. Well last night I suddenly found my TV on a worship show, where someone was talking about how God accepts not only perfect people, but imperfect people who make mistakes. I don't know if you people are Christian, or what, but I found it like God giving me a message by that show coming up on my TV and having it hit my ears instead of me tuning it out.

While I sat there and watched, I found what the person was talking about, amounted to everything I was going through. How even though you feel like you messed up, and want to give up and the voices of people against you are getting to you, the Lord won't give up on you, or get mad at you for making mistakes.

At the end of the show there was a prayer that the person said to say with him, and I said it before going to bed. I woke up today and felt so much better, wanting to get out of bed and do things, work on art, post art, talk to some of my friends on here.

I just find it a miracle in a way, that my TV was on that show, and what the person was talking about, amounted to everything I was going through and talked about what it talked about. I really think it opened my up more to my faith, and is helping me feel better about myself. I need to stop listening to the voices of the negative people who are against me, and listen to the voices of the people who are with me and supporting me.

Just wanted to say thanks for the friends who have been there for me when I needed someone. Love you guys.

A lot of people really gave some good advice when I wanted to quit, and suggested I take a break from everything to recollect myself and my thoughts and such. So I won't quit, but take a break instead from everything to just I guess find myself all over again, and find what makes me truly happy and do it.

I'll be back again some time eventually, I just need a break.

Seems I've discovered that people don't give two flying fucks about how I feel, or how their actions may affect me... Why do they not care? Because I'm a female, because I have morals that they think is just stupid... I'm learning more and more how my so called "friends" are nothing more than people who are fakes and don't give two flying fucks about anything I have to say or what's bothering me.

I've come to learn, unless you're born a male, people don't treat you like you matter. I seem to find more and more people are against me and my beliefs, and can quickly go from befriending me, to turning on me and joining in the fun and games of making me feel so much like shit it brings me to tears.

I don't want to draw anymore, I don't want to follow my dream anymore. I'll finish the art people paid me for... but I don't want to do anything else anymore... what's the point if no one even likes my art..? What's the point if people are going to jsujt turn on me and make me come out as the evil horrid monster for trying to stand up for what I think is right and be against what I think is wrong....

"Freedom of Speech" my ass.... more like "You can only talk if it's something we like".... Just.... fuck it all....

Hey guys, just wanted to let you know commissions are still open~!!!

Commission Prices: Click me~!!

Slots available can be found on my profile page.

The following things I will do are as followed:
- Furry/anthro
- Ponies - MLP Related
- Sexual themes
- Sex
- Cum shots
- Hetero, Gay, Herms
- Animal with human aka Bestiality
- Feral with Furry aka animal with anthro
- male pregnancy
- female pregnancy
- Internal shots

The things I will not do however, are as followed:
- waterworks or scat
- Lesbian pairings (female on female)
- Robotics or mechanics
- Birth
- Gore
- Extreme amounts of blood
- Cannibalism or eating of other people

Now, let's get onto some basic information that some people might ask for, without knowing it will add to the price. The things that you might want to consider with your artwork, is that I charge additional money for extra things like backgrounds, other people, or animals that are non-anthro. For example: if you wanted an internal shot, that would be considered a background, so I would charge for that.

Some artwork examples of images with and without a background:
With background: click
Without background: Click

And now some samples of my artwork:

Traditional artwork
Sketches: click
Inks: click and click
Colored: click, click, and click

Digital (done using a mouse)
Flats: click
Soft shading: click, click and click


That's about it, if you have any questions, note me.

o.e Saw a video from one of the episodes... watched one of the episodes.. and now I'm hooked. Might end up pouring out a bunch of fan art for it as now i'm going to be watching episode one and so forth. >w< Thinking of making a fan character for the series. Maybe a Pegasus unicorn mare... or colt. >< Can't make up my mind yet.

So here I was, streaming when someone comes in and starts all acting childish in my stream for drawing a penis. I tell them to stop acting like a child and be mature about it, even if she gets all embarrassed and stuff and tell her to take it elsewhere, being as I find part of drawing MATURE artwork, being mature about it. Not "OMG! I'm so embarrassed! I drew a penis! OMG I can't stop blushing!" making a big scene about it. For crying out loud, is a damned penis, big whoop. Grow up and stop complaining.

Well, the person wasn't too happy I told them to stop acting like a child over such a silly thing, and is like "Fine, fuck you". Well, I didn't catch it, and discovered one of my "mods" (really my friends as a MOD so thay don't get censored out when cussing) cleared out the chat while I was away, without my permission all because it offended him. Then he went all smug about it, not wanting to tell me what he said, so I had to ask the people who were n the chat paying attention, and he gets all made at me for being hard on the girl.

I just told him "If she's going to be drawing mature art, she needs to act mature about it. Being as her choice in words, she's not even mature enough to take criticism." Well like the other girl who got in a hissy fit and left, so did he. -w- Followed by the person who couldn't accept that I was irritated he wasn't going to tell me what was happening in MY STREAM.

I mean damn. People now a days seem to ALWAYS take me as some bitch or a mean person and shit, more-so and idiot who doesn't know when people are trying to fuck me over. I mean fuck, first my mom fucks me over, then my dad stresses me out, and now some person can't accept I'm irritated he did something without asking first? Sure, what the person said offended him, but damn, when someone asks to know what happened in THEIR STREAM, chat or whatever, they should be told what happened and not be smug about it.

I mean fuck, if I get any more stress, I'm going to end up breaking something, or blowing at some innocent person because they tripped a switch. Fuck my life.

Since so many people find themselves without a ref sheet for their sona, I'm going to start accepting commissions for them as well. Prices are $25.00 and up. I'll only be accepting 3 ref sheet commissions!!! So get them while they're hot!!

-w- Well firefox is officially a shit head times like, a billion. Using google chrome mixed with internet explorer to do shit now. -w- Fuck face FireFox. Even worse, fucking livestream doesn't work with Chrome, and when I try to use it with internet explorer, it fucks up and shit. D< Argh!!!!! The procaster doesn't work either, as it lags to all hell and constantly crashes...

SO!! I'm going to fucking either a) get firefox to work again b) find a new streaming thing or c) toss my laptop at the wall.

Hopfully it won't come to the latter.... I'll probably just use u-stream. -w- Either way, MASSIVE RAGE!!! (/ 'A')/

General Rules

Before you decide to commission me, please go over the important notes below before contacting me, thanks~!
- All prices are in American. Refer to this link if needed.
- The final price will depend on the amount of details/how much time it will take to complete -- if you want your character to wear plain shirt and pants it will obviously be much cheaper than a painstakingly detailed outfit, or if you want your character in a specific pose or scene.
- Different images will be posted in different places. Explicit images will be posted as a censored version on deviant art.
- There will be NO refunds unless I am the one canceling your commission.
- All commissions are for personal use only, not commercial purposes. You have the rights to your character but the rights to the image still belongs to me. I did the work, I get the credit.
- I want the commission to be of the best quality I can produce, so please be patient with the time it takes. Average commission time should take anywhere from a few days, to a month at most depending on the amount of time I have.
- Please provide reference images/links when you order. Lots of references makes Don' happy. c:
- I will not submit the drawing until I've received full payment, NO EXCEPTIONS for ANYONE.
- Also, do not try and bribe me to get a higher slot. It's first come first serve.

General Prices

Please note, prices may vary between the amount of detail, time, and effort placed into the image.

Traditional:
Sketches - (Note: I'm left handed, art may be smudged during sketching)
- Bust-up - $2.00
- Full body - $3.00

Inks:
- Bust-up - $5.00
- Knee-up/sitting - $6.00
- Full body - $8.00

Traditional Colored (colored pencil is the medium):
Small sizes (Anything smaller than the average 8"x11" size):
- Bust-up colored - $8.00
- Knee-up/sitting colored - $10.00

Regular size (8"x11" size and up):
- Bust-up colored- $12.00
- knee-up/sitting colored- $15.00
- Full body colored - $20.00 and up based on level of detail

Digital (all done with a mouse):
Inks:
- Bust-up - $8.00
- Knee-up/sitting - $10.00
- Full body - $12.00

Digital Colored:
- Bust-up - $15.00
- Knee-up/sitting - $20.00
- Full body - $25.00 and up based on level of detail

Ref Sheets:
- Full body - $25.00 and up based on level of detail


Watercolor:
Regular size (8"x11"):
- Bust-up colored- $6.00
- knee-up colored- $8.00
- Full body colored - $10.00 and up based on level of detail

Canvas Paintings (Acrylic) - Prices based off time and cost for supplies:
Regular size (8"x11"):
- $25.00 and up

Larger size (16"x20" and up):
$30.00 and up

Add-ons:
- Backgrounds - $5.00 and up
- Animals (non anthro) - $8.00 each
- Other people - $15.00 and up

Payment and Contacting me:
Pay Pal is the main form of payment. Mail in payments can be either checks or the exact amount of cash for the art. I am not responsible if your mail gets lost or misplaced during the payment transaction.
To commission me, simply just note me with the following:
Your name:
Your FA name:
What you're wanting (inks, colored head, bust, ect..):
References (as links please):
Preferred form of payment (paypal or mail in):
E-mail:
Mailing Address for original/watercolor/canvas paintings:
Estimated Price of piece:
Shipping cost(s) is buying original/watercolor/canvas paintings: