Im down for doing pretty much anything rn and discussing prices lol

Its that time of year when finals and rent and Christmas are suddenly popping up! All scary-like and such.

Refs and headshot comms are pretty much always open! So shoot me a note lovlies!! <33

But also feel free to note me for anything else you might want, I dont mind working with regular comms too!

Bye America
rip
Im leaving

Sooooo ontop of hurricane Matthew being an asshole
my tablets sensitivity pressure isnt working and the tablet keeps glitching out in general

if any has some advice on how to fix that id appreciate it ;___;
i just have ur general intuous medium sized wacom tablet thing i just want my things to work and this hurricane to go away :ccccc

Just wanted to let people who have comm'd me that i am working on your stuff ^__^
College has kept me away from my computer for a while, but im balancing the two as much as i can!

Long Story short;

I went with someone who i thought was my friend to Atlanta Ga to go to the museum and hang out....
but instead this 'friend' pretty much abandoned me at some strangers house and left to do her own thing without asking me or taking me or helping me
and we didnt get to go to the museum that i paid gas for because as soon as she got to a friends house to drop our luggage off, she decided to drink immediately so she couldnt drive
i almost didnt have a ride home too and would have been stuck in a place that im unfamiliar with and not knowing anyone and...
yeah....
it was such a rough, awful weekend and needless to say im never talking to this awful, manipulative and selfish 'friend' again.
Luckily I knew someone near by who was kind enough to drive an hour to get me and then drive 4 hours to safely get me home. Super bless them.

I need a break

Lol yesterday started out on a good note!!!
I got a cat!!! A lovely older companion rescued kitty :3 She is SO CUDDLY AND AODRABLE and as of right now her name is Eva ;w; i love her so much

But then later that day during some rain, i hydroplaned and got into a car accident :c

Now Im ok, and my car is driveable but let me tell you....Even just something as small that happened to me....was terrifying. Like....I used my brakes but my car was not stopping at all. I honestly cant even explain what it feels like...but for each driver, you just KNOW how your car feels when u brake..but hydroplaning takes all that away and god its scary. So please be safe when youre in a car. I like to think im an ok driver. I wasnt speeding or on my phone or distracted. I was just stopping like i normally do and hit a big puddle and propelled forward.

:( Please be careful everyone. Im just happy i have a cat to get back home to cuddle with. She makes me so happy.

To those who have commissioned me,

Im still working on everyone's stuff! ;_; Its taking me some time because SOBS college is about to start up in literally a week and ive been swamped with bs for that. LO R T every time a new semester comes up, some kiind of issue shows up especially with financial aid and makes it hellish to work with. Ontop of that, my lil bro is starting his first year too, so everything that ive had issues with can be multiplied by two @___@
honestly the way things are handled, its almost as if these ppl dont even want you to go to college with some form of financial help and would rather make u suffer in 100$ debt. U G H

Im def gonna finish up the last bit of comms i have before Monday (the dreaded day), so sometime this weekend I will have you lovlies stuff up! Thanks for being patient with me ^__^
IM EXCITED TO GO HOME TO MY LOVELY SMOL APARTMENT and draw f r e e l y

So my wonderful robofriend  rentham is without a computer at the moment and he does some FANTASTIC digital artwork that always makes my brain explode!! But...no computer means no beautiful digital art and thats unfair :c

so INSTEAD to raise some money he is working SUPER HARD on making some FRICKIN BEAUTIFUL TRADITIONAL COMMISSIONS THAT ARE FRANKLY JUST AS BEAUTIFUL AS HIS DIGITAL PIECES, like ho l y che ese b all s

theyre at a very reasonable price too, plus theyre beautiful and just golly w o w

please go commission my friend or even donate if you have a few bucks to spare!

thank you <33

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(sorry patoot this took me forever to do ;3; but i do hope it helps!)

Funerals kind of suck.
I went to my first funeral yesterday, something that I didnt ever want to be able to say...But damn....Going to a funeral really hits you in the face with the realization of how temporary you are in this world...and like what happens...whats left of you when you die.
I have nightmares about dying all the time and it scares me. I cant stop thinking about what comes after, if anything. Its scary and sad and upsetting to think about but I cant stop thinking about it. I dunno...
There is a lot more I want to say (because typing out things has always helped me feel better) but Im not sure how to word everything so....

Tell your loved ones every once in a while what they mean to you. Smile and laugh and love with them whoever they are to you because our time here is so short and on top of that a full lifetime is not promised.

Im gonna go tell my dog how much i love her now haha Playing with her helps comfort me because animals are magical and the purest and most innocent things on this earth. So also tell your pets that you love them so very much and pet them and play with them if you can or just...just be with em (cuz you cant really hug a fish if u have fish lol)

Ok Im done UwU

Im thinking of setting a lil goal of reaching 100$ via headshot mini-comms and for those that order a headshot will be put in a raffle for a free ref sheet? does tht sound like something ppl would be interested in?
Mini bronze artist and raffle goal? owo yeeee

Every day that goes by without a working phone and car (kind of, the car is mostly fixed but still no go atm) i become a little more anxious and stressed and im trying to think of what i could do to raise a fair amount of monies in a fair amount of time....An Iron artist? a hella ton of adoptables? open proper commissions?? raise prices? lower prices? sell my legs and kidneys??? all of the above???? who knows...but i need to do /something/ more than just ref comms...i mean ill probably always do ref comms but im not getting anywhere with them fast enough ;3;......any suggestions?
i need to get myself out there more....
nut first i gotta finish my other wonderful ref comms! thankyou so much to everyone/anyone who has ever comm'd me. i appreciate you guys and everything youve done for me <3

Its great that finals are done and i found my stylus (have already started catching up on comms!!!) but it is absolute bullshit that there is something wrong with my car which i havent been able to drive since the start of this week....my parents are driving to come pick it up today to see if they can fix it themselves....but NOW its SUPER BULLSHIT that my dammed PHONE isnt working anymore. i literally cant be without a phone for work and safety and comfort reasons but it keeps restarting itself and crashing whenever i use any apps. im in need of a new phone now and im hoping i can get one that will last me a while and also have a nice camera.....i might open up emergency comms and slash prices on stuff but...we will see....im prob gonna have to get around 400$ for everything. i feel like crying. why now???

GUESS WHO FINISHED FINALS TODAY AAAAAAAND FOUND THEIR TABLET STYLUS
IT ME
I CAN GET SHIT DONE
S H I T DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE BRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU H

its been almost two weeks i think and i STILL HAVENT foUND my stylus
im getting more and more depressed about it omg i NEED itT

At least im halway done with finals

my stylus is gone???????????????????
just what i needed

April has just been complete hecticness starting from 8 to 10 or eleven at night everyday EUGhhhhhhh

Im still working on the comms I have tho! Havent forgotten, but I do apologize for the wait.

Just thought id give a little update and not look like ive disappeared ;3;

i wish someone would pay me like 400$ to draw stuff for them whenever they wanted for like a few months or something
-crawls across floor-
damn my monetary neeeeeds

Just a random thought :V

But i wanna also make more characters to sell. Adoptables are realllllyy fun hhhh *__*

Im thinking of making more 10-15$ character designs to sell because its kinda a fun thing to do between commissions. It also helps me get in practice and force myself to try out different designs instead of doing the same old same old xD I think Ill prob be doing werewolf characters but I also wanna do other were-monsters. I like drawing ppl and animals so its perf xD And in time for Hallllowwweeennnn. Any suggestions on what kinds i should do? :33c Theyll prob be in this format http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17661524/

So...Ye >U< Keep an eye out if your interested or feel free to throw in some suggestions! (and buy any characterssssssss if ya want honhonhonhon ;3c)

I have one design coming up soon btw >U<

Please read their journal and help if you can ;__;
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7017870/

Hello all! I havent been on in a while because Ive moved outta me house! We were supposed to have internet by the time we got to the apartment buuut its been like 5 days and still. no. internet. :^))))))))))) w.t.f. Anyways, my college classes have also started, so thats why im able to get internet atm, BUT hopefully the dude came out today to do. his. job. :^)))))) and ill have internet by the time i get home. Ive been slowly working on the comms i have, but i needed the internets to do it, so its all been going really slow. i apologize for falling outta touch with anyone.

THEN GO AND FOLLOW THIS COOL MEME AND JOIN THE HELLA SWAG RAFFLE HE IS HOSTING CUZ DAMN SON LOOKIT THAT ART. WHO WOULDNT WANT SOME OF THAT????

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:46805794

CLICK THAT BOMBASS LINK AND ENTER THE RAFFLE AND PREPARED TO BE AMAZED
JUST DONT LET UR FACE MELT OOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Sorry Im taking forever to finish those YCH's and commissions ;__; Life has been so crazy as of late but I promise Ive been slowly working on them. Plz forgive my derpiness. I hope I havent worried any of my buyers ;_; ily all, thankyou. ;<;