Check the boxes that relate to you and add the + numbers in the total at the end of each section.
Example: If you check a box with (+1), add 1 to your total sum!

Section one:

[X] You enjoy anthro art (+1)

[X] You draw it yourself (+2)

[X] You have your own sona (+4)

[X] You prefer to see/draw the canine phallus on a male anthro rather than the human one. (+2)

[-] You draw/prefer them realistic looking than toony (+3)

[X] You like to see the adult furry art (+1)


Total: 10

Section Two:

[X] You own a collar (+1)
I want more!

[X] You own a harness (+3)
Yes, No, Maybe? I'm not sure what my chain top would count as.

[-] You have a fursuit (+5)
Some day.

[-] You make fursuits (+5)


[-] You like to hang physical copies of art in your house. (+3)


[X] You own ears or a tail (+1)
Tail!

Total: 5

Section Three:

[X ] You bark at dogs/meow at cats (+2)

[X] Around Furries, you love to act cute (+3)

[-] You act cute all the time! (-1 IF you marked the box above)


[-] You are fully in character in your fursuit (+5)

[X] Your close friends know you're a furry (+1)

[-] Most of your family knows you're a furry (+2)

[-] You make videos of yourself with furry related stuff that are on social media (+3)

[X] You refer to your hands as “paws” (+2)

[X] You make furry puns (+4)
Not as often as I use to.

Total: 12

Section Four (Final)

[X] People refer to you by your furry name (+2)

[X] You only hang out with furries (+5)

[-] You mainly talk in forums with furry sites (+3)

[-] You are a popufur (500+ followers) (+5)

[X] You fully believe you belong in an anthro world (+4)

[X] You love the movie Zootopia (+1)
Duh?

[X] You go to fur meetups (+3)
As often as I can afford it.

[X] Your character is from a creative species (+3)
<.< Maybe.

[ ] You love to go to furry raves (+4)

[ ] You go to furry cons (+4)

[X] You read furry writings (+1)

[X] You would play a furry mmo for sure (+3)

[X] You have friends that are furries (+1)

[X] You are proud to be a furry! (+3)

[X] You know you will always be one (+3)

Total: 30



Now add all your totals up and see your score! Remember don't take this so seriously it's just for fun!

After you find out your score, put "I am a ______ Furry!" In your journal title!

FINAL TOTAL:

1-10 = Barely Furry (You enjoy some of the stuff in the fandom but you can't really get into it all)

11-25 = Casual Furry (You're a fan and you like to have fun! You wouldn't go crazy though! Or you're just starting out!)

26-40 = Basic Furry (You're the typical fan. Buy some art, make a sona, have fun! You do spend effort and time in the fandom but not much )

41-60 = Invested Furry (You wanna feel the whole fuzzy package of being a furry! Don't go too crazy, now!)

61-85 = Deeply Invested Furry (Goodness you really love this fandom don't you? Be careful since you're getting close to losing yourself in all the floofiness!)

86-100 = Ultimate Furry (You did it! You have become the ultimate mighty furry and those shall bow to your glory!)

Crushing sadness...
I randomly having bouts of depression. Without warning, Just sadness and not knowing where it came from.

Family fighting...
The actions of one member reflecting and causing issues among those that know and care about them.

Inner Turmoil...
Fractures in thoughts and knowledge and feelings. Not knowing which way to turn or what idea to follow.

Losing ground...
I feel my mental state is going up and down and my sharpness and my problems change in power. I need to see a head doctor...

Lost...
With the news that my nephew might be a not. I'm sad. I can only care about him if I see him again but with my brother lack of action, I fear I will at a point that I not be seeing him before the year is up.

I know deep down I care about him cause he is related to me. I'm always awkward with family and younger family. I try to relate or try to act adult.

Someone give me hope. I miss the old days. I miss sharing a bed with someone. I miss having solid job that a loved. I miss having more friends. Why can't I shake this doubt.


~ I love you all

WTFS:

Its offical. My pet project to better a single mobian was a failure.
She just snapped and attacked the Sim I work on.
It was shameful and tiring night.

Had to being beta Admin cause of having no real power.
Problem is fixed and dealt with.
Its 6am and I had to CRASH.

Get up.
Get chewed out cause not only was their cigs in my truck left by Aunt but it smelt like a smoker's struck.
Cleaned the truck.

Had to bitch at a friend cause she wanted to push on a subject that I told them to stop pushing on.
Two friend lost in 24 hours.
>That Feel.

I don't want to yell at people who don't deserve it.

FTWs:

I'm seeing Weird AL in 2.5 weeks.
Still friends with people I care about on the whole so yeah.

Thank you to those that gave me a happy cake/birthday!
In no real order:
Dameleth, Adora, Gio, Arcanetome, Maxieus, Akuto, Typhin, Anthony Marr, Boheemus Darkfire, Layne, Oddy O'dingo, Mr. PFox, Cyn Ruiz, Amiss, Vicky Ascot Beaver, "Fappythefox", Lime God, Oxny, Gamer Wolf, AquaFox, Runa, Fox, FoxieFloof, Alyxsandir, Buttons, Claptrap, Argaron Drakescale, Kurisu, Reigne, Devon, Doodle, and Slouista.

Hugs to all of you! :D

Stuff that I'm still waiting on
 chitter > Miniatures for WarMachine. /// A free Art raffle <  Reddyeno5
 ignissolus > Reference sheet. /// A feral family photo. <  fatalfrostbite

Projects:
Second Life: PID, Restricted Rock Paper Scicors, E-Card.
Updating my FA page: I'm jsut lazy D:
Modern RPG in RPG Maker

Gifts (not that I am asking for anything)
Mooneys (cause I need to get thingies?)

Honestly, DO NOT hurt your own wallet for me.
I know in this commercialized world the point of giving gifts for this but do not do it if
you can't afford it.

Something new and something fun:
Fatalfrostbite is my cousin! She is the daughter of the awesome aunt I keep hanging out with!
She is cool and talented. I've poked her lightly about a commission/birthday present.
She is doing it and MIGHT do more in the future but we will cross that bridge when we get there.

Now the fun part!
I wanted to give something back to those that care about me!
Ask me anything in the comments and I will reply!

Art that I owe:
None - I would do free doodles if you ask nice.
WARNING: This artist needs practice so art is free but you get what you pay for.
Art others owe me:
FREE  Reddyeno5 A free Art raffle - I've been updated on the artist. The subject has been changed and been informed of this and will be done in its place.
PAID  chitter Miniatures for WarMachine. Due to request Mar. 6 (My bday) (inform Chitter of this date and see if we can reach an agreement)
PAID  ignissolus Reference sheet. Due date to request Mar. 6 (inform artist of this deadline)
PAID  syrae-universe 3+1 Works. Artist has completed commissions of Fon's character and I happily payed for a work that I did not commission just cause I'm nice and so are they. Still waiting on Tauric version of Punkie Z. Unpaws (Me). Request work to be done before Mar 6.

Mar 6 is my bday. I need to draw a line there cause I've waited long enough for somethings. Mind you free stuff, I can't complain.
I'm willing to talk and get things in order but yeah. One full month should be more than enough to poke and work at things I ask for. I'll be fair but yeah.

Moody artiness aside. Dungeonland is HIGHLY recommend IMO.
Its a good 9.99 game that you can grab a few friends and play! :D

On some AWESOME news, I got the rocksmith cable via Walmart that was selling the game for systems PS3 and Xbox360. At the low price of 20 bucks.
That is 30 dollars lower than it was when it was normal price AND 10 dollar cheaper than JUST getting the cable.

PPS. I got Rainbow Dash in my blind bag! WOOT!
LATERS :D

Normally I don't rant about other furries that I personally know.
But I pretty much don't understand this person.
In the set of friend that we share, he has say if I can join in and play with them.
This is vexing cause all of them like me at least that is what they tell me.

I can't put the pieces together on this one.
I've offered to talked to this furry (via links in the chain) and still no answer.
I don't hate this furry. The only issues is one manner.

Its not the group alpha from what I can tell.
I wish I could grasp this one.
Maybe I should look for new friends.

I don't know.
Maybe I need a good slap in the face.
I know I can't make friends with everyone but why is this event happening if all the others are my friends.

I have gone the extra mile to include friends in games alot.

I know what you are thinking "its just a game"
Gaming is social interaction for me. I talk on Skype while gaming and subjects change and we talk about things outside the game.
Sometimes important things.

Its not the game time or lack there of. Its this strange event where I can't interact with my friends the way I want cause of one person.
Its no a selfish idea is it?
I honestly wish I knew.

Thanks for letting me vent.
Please don't attack me or the furry over this.
This is just venting. That is all.

I'm in a nameless movie theater. A women nearby is talking to staff at the counter. She say she say someone with a 'big bomb.' I start making it for the door with a some haste. I see someone making their way for the door as well. My brother is with me and he is younger. A female voice unseen mocks my escape, "If its a bomb, why are you not running?" Before I can reply the bomb explodes and green smoke comes rushing past me as I spring the door open. Its thick and hard to see. I start running. its hard to see but my brother is head of me by a little and ahead of him is a woman wearing a elegant outfit. We seem to get ahead of cloud. I pause to say something but before I could it over takes up again. We continue to run. My brother leans left. I call out to him but he doesn't hear me. I break away from the cloud. I see a cliff-like landscape. The woman is ahead and further down still running. My brother is to me the far left and way ahead. I call out to him to stop as he looks like he figures he needs to jump. He doesn't hear me and he jumps. It would be fatal if this was real life but its a dream. I scream, "No!" He is falling in weird pattern and it takes me a long time to figure this out. I climb the cliff where I am and I catch him easier than it ever should have been. He is upset and in tears. He say something about watching me as he was falling.


The Dream ends.

1) I'm hypersensitive to artificial sugars. Ingesting a small amount gives me a headache.
2) That cause of sleeping "habit", I will have to worry more and more about my gums and teeth. Even with daily proper dental care.
3) Now that I'm out to my family... they are will watch me like a hawk. It should have came as no surprise but its better than hiding it.
4) I have list of strange conflicting fetishes. Which makes me crazy as its list of abnormal things.
5) I love gaming to the point where its my strongest social point.
6)I've gotten OCDs and it comes from failures and shortcomings.
7) I deal better with either people younger than me but not part of the stupid generation; or People older than me cause we can relate to same things. I never do well with my own generation.
8) I tend to enjoy "crazy" people as my personal lovers/friends.
9) I love to be artistic but tend to lose focus.
10) I tend to hold onto things that remind me of good times with friends and flip the fuck out when I lose them.
11) I start projects and lose focus on them again.
12) I tend to be a sub when my life feels out of place and when my life is doing good, I tend to be a dom.

Fuck it.
I can't have friends.
I can't keep friends.
I'm damn fucking tired of working to make new ones.
I'm damn tired of trying to keep ones that don't want to listen.

I'm drawing the line in the sand here.
If you want to stay on my lists, friends, etc... drop a comment here or the chat medium you say link to this journal.

I haven't been out the house unless for work or very short gathering with a friend in 3 weeks....
I want to cry cause I miss people but I fucking pissed that I can't bitch about something to a group of people that I thought shared the same ideas.

I've gone the extra mile for too many furries but when I needed it... no one did the same for me but few... but it was few to late.... I'm emotionally exhausted, stressed, and shutdown. Good night everyone. See you tomorrow.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3580142/
Heres hoping!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3574167/ <Took down. Which makes the below without context.
Here is the SHORT version: Two Furries, at a BBQ hosted by furries and Local Fire and Rescue, desided to FUCK on a the hood of a council member's car in front of children.
^ This is why we can't have nice things!

FUCKING SERIOUSLY.
ITS SHIT STAINS LIKE THIS THAT RUIN WHAT WE HAVE AS WHOLE. FUCKING TWO FUCKERS RUINING NOT ONLY THE FURBQ'S POSITIVE THINGS BUT HURTING A BUSINESS THAT COULDN'T EVEN TAKE THE HIT TO ITSELF.

TWO NEW VEHICLES THAT COULD HAVE BEEN USED TO SAVE LIVES. YOU TWO FUCKERS HAVE RUINED THE LIVES OF EVERYONE THAT STATION COULD REACH. PEOPLE THAT WON'T BE SEEING F&R CAUSE YOU FUCKED UP. I HOPE THE 7TH LEVEL OF HELL YOU FALL INTO EQUALS THE AMOUNT OF SHIT THAT THEY COULD HAVE PREVENT.

YOU TWO BETTER PRAY THAT YOU TWO DON'T GET CHARGE AS SEX OFFENDERS SINCE YOU NOT ONLY DID IT PUBLIC BUT AROUND CHILDREN... CAUSE WHEN THOSE CELL DOORS CLOSE, YOU WILL BE LOOK OVER YOUR SHOULDER FOR THE ASSHOLE THAT WILL BE SHAKING YOU.

~RANT OVER~

With that being said. I'm donating my 100 dollars from my 1st check to help mend the damage. I figure that 100 would beat 20, which was my intentional amount I was going with. So yeahs... I've throwing away my selfishness in hopes that 100 dollars of my personal investment for this community will be enough over the hours and days I could be spending gaming.

THERE IS POSITIVE NEWS: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3575129/

Birth: Come Out And Play by The Offspring
Early Childhood:When I Grow Up by Garbage
Teens: Switchfoot - Meant To Live
Adulthood: I Die Slowly by Dreamland

Tragic Event: Shadow Of The Day by Linkin Park
Happy Event: Mr. Blue Sky by Electric Light Orchestra
Romantic Event: Closer by Joshua Radin
love-making Theme:Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls
Revenge Event: God's Gonna Cut You Down by Johnny Cash
Life Altering Event: This Year by The Mountain Goats
Personal moment that you are proud of: Prayer Of The Refugee by Rise Against
Long lost friend: When I Come Around by Green Day
Best Friend: Piano Man by Billy Joey
Best Online Friend: Viva La Vida by Coldplay
Person you are jealous of: Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace
Personal Enemy: Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

First Crush: Read My Mind by The Killers
1st Relationship: Flagpole Sitta by Harvey Danger
Last relationship: Sugar, We're Goin' Down by Fall Out Boy
Current Relationship: Help Me by Alkaline Trio

When with friends theme: Normal by Bumble Foot
When alone: And So It Goes by Billy Joel
When gaming: Polyamorous by Break Benjamin

Comments may ask about a single item per person.

Shit happened.
People got upset.
Dynamics were changed.
I'll live and not blame anyone.
But as sure as hell won't forget as that is how you repeat the lesson.

Death has never scared me.
The fact that dieing alone is the only thing that scares my very soul.

So take in account that when the pressures of life dangle over my head and then crush me like boulder cause me to do something stupid.
Lets take a step back and put a little history on this. When I was in high school and basically learning about the shiny new world...and by shiny, I mean covered in shit. Being a heavy set person, I was social unpopular and my only friends were people that shared the same social stigmas.

Fast Forwards to when I am without my supporting friends to an Christian private school. I taking the the stress of dealing with life poorly and I took in as sign that I was bad... I took pills in an attempt to shock my system and kill myself. One awkward morning later, I faced the day knowing I didn't want to and had tried to not. I spoke my teacher, my family, and my friends that weekend and nothing got any shinier.

As sad as it may sound, after that point I valued myself by those around me. For any one that didn't like me, I went out of my way to either have them hate me or like me.

Fast forward through my first love, who cheated on me, my second love, who left me cause I ran out of money, and some friends who become tossers for drugs and another relationship that I fucked up myself. Its a hard night and my chest felt like someone carve the cavity out. I'm sparing the details as to why but I took pills to try once again to end my miserable feeling that was my life and not fitting...

Its morning.... Afternoon... my IRL friend comes to check on me. She comes to my room to find me passed out but alive after she got calls that I did something stupid. I did do something stupid. She proceeds to tell me how stupid it was and scold me for the stupid thing I did. She leaves and I spent 20+ mins pondering what the fuck to do. I got out of bed and spoke to my grandparents about what I did and I got the most shocked look from them. my grandmother yelled at me and ask why I would do it and I simple explained that I didn't know. MY grandfather and myself spent a good time talking and despite what happened to my mother at my age, He said I don't have to be committed or take drugs.

To all of those that I gave a scare to last night, I'm sorry. I never thought as an adult I would do something so stupid and selfish. I never think of others when I find myself in the odd spots. I'm a train wreck and will always be one. What keeps me glued together is my friends. I'm sorry I trouble each and every one of you. Just hang in there with me. I have a problem. I know I do. This is me admitting it.

Edit: Thank you for all of those that yelled at me for being stupid but still gave me hug and told me you cared. I know this is going to haunt my relationships with you but I'll do my best to make your caring matter.

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get :D

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

I want to more art of my forms of my musetain!
Witch reminds me I need to still draft up a sheet for the musetains for future peoples to become them.

Seriously World. What the fuck did I do to get such a Karma whipping?

Revamps life to include some Online R&R > Online friends never on.
Revamps Avatar to look less emo and more friendly > Not a single new friend.
Get job as DJ online > Not a single person shows.
Go to "Best in X" contest around SL > Not a single L landed in my pocket.

Study for Quiz/Exams > Do poorly.
Take Vitamins to help myself stabilize > wake up with monstrous headache that doesn't go away till after classes.
EX-gf and me still friends > found out she was dating her new bf while I was still around by a few months.
Say something to close friend > hurt their feelings.
Get something selfish > Miserable without company.
Deeply devoted in my love for Christ > Conflicts with everything that is me.
Want sex > emotional afraid of being used.
Seeing all these influential people/furries die > Knows I will never have that impact on people.
Going to need a hug > Probably will not be getting one for a while.

I'm ruined. Thanks world.

Got a drink handy?
well finish it.

Done? Good.

This may not be a surprise but I loved the PPG, Fuaster's home.
I spent a whole day watching Sailor Moon from beginning to end.

The internet has spoken. I have listened.
I love My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
You should give it a try if you liked Power Puff Girls or Fuaster's home for imaginary friends.

Welcome to the Herd. Resistance is futile.

Sometimes it takes a better Person to admit they were wrong but It taKEs a bigger person to not openly flame their wrong Do-er.
Maybe You think you Can push peOple aNd feel big about yourself.

Can you really put A price oN equality?
Every time you log into A chat cilent we boTh use.
An angel will smile.
DoIng so only Cause this message is alive and Kicking.

I'll be crying myself to sleep tonight.

I haven't done that in a long time but it beats staying up longer having no one to talk to.

~end transmission~

I don't know how but I can't seem to do things right around anyone... including myself.
I damage my friendships. I damage my emotional ego. I damage old friendships.

I'm a train wreak at what I am...
A wrecking ball of emotional turmoil...


--end of message--

Firefeathers
(No Subject) Posted: August 26th, 2011 11:20 AM
This is the exact response I was not looking for. It's even bolded; She did not do this because she was bullied due to her weight. She was proud of herself, and actually got mad when people would draw her character skinny like everyone else. No one had a problem with her weight.

Don't post ignorant comments like this. Soapbox somewhere else about the vengeance of the internet, because journals like this are the entirely the wrong place to take a stand. Knowing the more inner workings of this situation, I can tell you your comment is way more insulting then you think it is. Suicides are never the result of one thing; if it was one single event "that put her on edge and shoved her over", then she could've dealt with that. But if it's a goddamn plethora of issues and problems, then that's a different story.

This is not a forensic TV show to pick apart and find the perp. It's a damn tragedy. Have a little compassion for the situation, not just the person.

I guess my personal issues and feelings have no place on the internet. I make a heartfelt comment on the above's journal and I got hammered. If he was sitting next to me and could hear my voice, he could hear me hold back full blown crying. Face full of tears. Just someone is proud to be heavy set doesn't mean the words don't gnaw at you. Words can strike at the worse times and words wear down even the strongest of spirits.

I guess having ones own personal history of being strong faced but being stabbed in the back by haunting words means nothing. Having a personal history of looking at death's door, ready to knock and welcome the end. Taking pills only to wake up hours later alive. Seeing faces half scared and truly happy that your alive.

So FUCK you. MY heart was in the right place when I made the post I made. So FUCK you. You may think I'm some prick from the internet but I wasn't. So fuck you. Fuck your soapbox you think I stood on. Fucking roll over cause all you did was ruin what could have been another kindred spirit.

If you have a problem with this then I have 4 words for you. "Come at me, Bro." I've faced death once before and I'm not afraid to do it again and again. I may carry myself like a kind, gentle, and caring person but right now I'm the meanest son of bitch you will ever fucking meet.

Oh if you think I started this shit just to start drama. Fuck your drama and fuck your shit. I'm out.

Still RIP  aheria

[Edit: It was told to apologize. I did. It doesn't change the fact that I felt wronged and I am angry.]

I'll post something!
It will be all my still-lives!
I'm pretty boring.

If someone could help me edit "the Critic" into something furry.
Note Me, please.
I'm kind like him.... I'll explain this later.