If anyones online. I'm really bored! If anyone wants to chat/, do whatever. Feel free to add me on discord Dowww21#9964

I'm not a furry

That moment when you forgot to verify age and Furaffinity thinks your like, 14 even though im 5 years older than that. Thanks furaffinity for fucking me over >_> gotta back up some posts! Cause god knows, FA won't get back to me within 72 hours...

So i was thinking. Would any of you guys be interested in a Q&A with  CrazyCavyCon about hexin? Post questions below

In case you guys are unaware, Ryan Hill is responsible for multiple attempted attacks at furry conventions. As someone who has known about him for a while, I never got to really talk to him. He is quite big on Facebook and uses some satire to make fun of furries by..from what i assume...posing as one. But of course i may be wrong on that. Anyways, I just want to get some opinions on this. And of course, if you guys have any questions you want me to ask, drop them down below.

So, this is my experience with F-list, summed up in a comedic, informal way, hope you enjoy.

So it all began last night, I met someone on Furaffinity, and talked with them and he said he only chatted on F-list, so i thought "what the hell? itd be a new way to meet more people" and I happily logged into my account and spruced it up a bit. I made an account for Igneous and went on my merry way, I got hooked up with a few channels who were big into robots, aeros, anything really. I was excited. I try and try to chat but nobody seems to be paying any attention to me so I figured I must not have set up the chat right. So i went to a less crowded chat room and they all seemed to talk, so i gave these people in that other room a good chance, and tried to chat as best as I could but got no reply from anyone. I messaged the guy and was very nice about it, but..i still wasn't very happy. So, my advice for F-List? Don't do it.

TL;DR I'm pissy about people not giving me attention.

Well, we all know that im a cynical bastard. I observe too much. My anxiety about alot of things are primarily over, however not 100% gone. Ive been reminiscing recently. thinking about childhood, past mistakes, happy moments, etcetera etcetera. (you can thank Moby tracks for that that) I'm heading back to school now that i have a laptop, a car and all that fun stuff. I also want my watchers to know that i am very grateful for the watches. dont ever think i dont. Im just not much of a....thanker...i appreciate it but i dont really show it. I have started making videos on facebook about my views on certain things. im currently learning editing software to be able to edit these videos in 720p to 1080p. anyways, thanks for reading!

Hey guys, I got an XBOX LIVE gold subscription for the 360, any of you guys have the 360 and XBOX live? And want to hang out? Let me know

There is a couple of things ive learned about the furry community. me of course being apart of it, i have always had a certain feeling based on the observations ive made. Ive learned that there are those certain people who are very insecure about themselves and they attract other insecure people and those who arent insecure, have nobody to have their back. Another thing i would have to say is that ive learned to not be too giving or they will stab you in the back, big time. Another thing is i never understood the 'charicters for sale' things...i mean...cant somebody just use that charicter? just but a different name and say good? i dont get it...i suppose thats just me. I am a very cynical person, i observe, all the time, and of course i am judgmental...its because my judgement hasnt always been the best so i take extra time to judge. Nobody can say they are not judgemental...because we always judge, even when we think we are judging. For those who read this, please do not take offense to this. this is not the point of this journal. i like to...i suppose....vent. and i like to get to hear other peoples opinions on mine. so if anybody has any points they would like to tell me, please let me know. hope you guys have a good day
~Dowww

Im cutting alot of people loose and it feels absolutly amazing to cut them loose...I feel like im back in control. Im always so friendly and it just feels good to...do something for myself for once...its quite a rarity..considering how much money ive sunk into these so called friendships. Im just feeling good for the first time in a long time.

hey, i was wondering if i could hear your points of views....what do you guys think happens after death? or...what makes you live life without coinstantly fearing it and...what makes you scared of it?

Lets talk about how im doing, because nobody reads these. ive been doing quite well for myself considering im 100 percent convinced i have a terminal illness. I DONT KNOW IF I DO OR NOT but who the hell cares right? i mean..my right arm is constantly getting that burning feeling, my muscles continue to go away in my hand as i see more and more indentions, my grip is getting weaker and weaker and im finding it slightly difficult to type. so...under the current circumtsances, im doing quite well. i thank all those for the GREAT support.

Hey guys...i know nobody reads this and for alot of you, im sure you will say i deserve this...but i have been showing symtpoms of ALS or lue gherics disease for the past couple months and im noticing quite a bit of muscle loss...ive made an appointment to see my doctor, but things arent looking too good for me...im having my family over for dinner tonight...because im expecting some bad news when the end of the possibly lengthy search for the cause of my muscle loss...im having difficulty typing this...ive had alot of symptoms over the past couple of months and its now gotten to the point to where i do believe this is something bad...my right hand honestly looks like the hands of a 50 year old...and continues to get worse looking. i am just making this to those who may be following me. hope you guys have a good day. goodbye.

hey guys, i nee some help going through withdrawal, im trying to quit smoking before i go into the navy, could anybody help me get through it? its really starting to suck for me.

Hey guys! i have alot of great news! one, im going into the navy as soon as possible, so i will not be very active for a while, also, i got my first car which is just as awsome, my life seems to be going well, other than the fact that i have a tornado warning where i am at. so, i hope people enjoy reading this journal. love you all! :D

Hi there guys, I dont have many watchers nor do I upload much art. I have a lot of art that I should upload but for now, I'm just on here looking to meet friends, I hope somebody finds this journal, sees it and all that good stuff and hope somebody wants to chat on Facebook or Skype that'd be awsome. Anyways, thanks guys