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Something I need to get off my chest...
Posted 18 years agoThere's something that's been heavily weighing on my mind, especially so within the last 24 hours. It's something I casually thought of from time to time and occassionally joked about with Grant. I need to tell someone... Just to let off a little pressure, ya know?
Anyway, everytime I get ready to tell someone, I freeze up. I become afraid that people, my friends, will think differently of me. That they won't be comfortable around me anymore. Hnn. I know that most people would say "if they're really your friends, they'll care about you no matter what." But with some things, that's just not true. Because people, including friends, are fickle and judgemental (That's just a generalization, I know that's not always true). Hnn. I want to post this on my myspace account, but I fear that some of my friends will reject me. Hell, I'm afraid some of y'all here might reject me. But I still feel the need to be honest with y'all.
............(Get on with it!)...............
I'm bisexual.
I mean, I've never had any sexual or romantical relations with a women. I am, however, romantically and sexually attracted to both men and women. And, even if I am bi, that does not mean that it's an even 50/50 split between my attraction to the two sexes. It's more of a 15(women)/85(men) split.
It also doesn't mean that I'm any less in love with Grant. Or that I need a woman to be satisfied as well as a man. Or that I'm secretly a lesbian. Or confused/on the fence about my sexuality.
It just means that I can, and have been, attracted to members of both genders. That I know what I like. That I'm a normal person too. That I'm still the same person that y'all knew before this revelation.
I'm bisexual and okay with it. I just hope y'all are too.
Anyway, everytime I get ready to tell someone, I freeze up. I become afraid that people, my friends, will think differently of me. That they won't be comfortable around me anymore. Hnn. I know that most people would say "if they're really your friends, they'll care about you no matter what." But with some things, that's just not true. Because people, including friends, are fickle and judgemental (That's just a generalization, I know that's not always true). Hnn. I want to post this on my myspace account, but I fear that some of my friends will reject me. Hell, I'm afraid some of y'all here might reject me. But I still feel the need to be honest with y'all.
............(Get on with it!)...............
I'm bisexual.
I mean, I've never had any sexual or romantical relations with a women. I am, however, romantically and sexually attracted to both men and women. And, even if I am bi, that does not mean that it's an even 50/50 split between my attraction to the two sexes. It's more of a 15(women)/85(men) split.
It also doesn't mean that I'm any less in love with Grant. Or that I need a woman to be satisfied as well as a man. Or that I'm secretly a lesbian. Or confused/on the fence about my sexuality.
It just means that I can, and have been, attracted to members of both genders. That I know what I like. That I'm a normal person too. That I'm still the same person that y'all knew before this revelation.
I'm bisexual and okay with it. I just hope y'all are too.
lol pokemanz
Posted 18 years agoBirthday
Posted 18 years agoNot like anyone is reading this, but my birthday is in one week. That's right... April 16.
X3 I'm really happy though, because I got the FFVII Original Soundtrack and all of Wolf's Rain! X3
X3 I'm really happy though, because I got the FFVII Original Soundtrack and all of Wolf's Rain! X3
I saw 300 today
Posted 18 years agoThat movie kicked ASS! It was... wonderful... and bloody... and sexy (all those men... barely any clothes... drool-tastic).
But I have BIGGER news to report! While at the theater, they played the newst trailer for Spidey 3. VENOM IS IN THE MOVIE! I repeat: VENOM IS IN THE MOVIE!!!!!!!! XD
But I have BIGGER news to report! While at the theater, they played the newst trailer for Spidey 3. VENOM IS IN THE MOVIE! I repeat: VENOM IS IN THE MOVIE!!!!!!!! XD
Painful to Read.
Posted 18 years agoI recently joined writing.com and I was reading some of the stories on there. This one made me laugh at how horrible it was, left me confused, and made me want to shoot myself at the same time. You have been warned: http://www.writing.com/main/view_it....._id/1228145#sw
For those of you who who can't stand spelling/grammer mistakes I revised it to be gramically correct. See:
Natalie Leles climbed onto the boat. There was no sign of struggle or murder. But somehow Natalie knew that her uncle's body was somewhere. She searched the boat for any evidence, but all she found was a black mark on the floor boards. It looked like the mark was made by fire, but Natalie couldn't be sure. She climbed onto the small motor boat that she had brought with her and her assistant Jack asked "Found anything?”
“No not yet,” she replied, “but we'll find some thing soon,” she added. With that they went back home... well Jack went home, but Natalie had to ask a few questions first.
Even she knew very well that her Aunty Sue didn't commit the crime she went to ask her a question. Driving very carefully, because it was a snowy night, she finally got to Aunty Sue's house. Aunty Sue was already outside, waiting for her, her arms stretched out for a hug. Aunty Sue was a big women who wore big pink woolly jumpers, long purple and big baggy under-ware. When she and Aunty Sue were comfy, Natalie decided to ask the question.
She started, “Um Aunty Sue, you know how I've been hired to investigate about uncle's death? Well I thought that maybe I could ask you a question to help me. The thing is: what did uncle say just before he left?”
“ Well just before left he said ‘I hope we see each other again.’” Aunty Sue replied,
“Thanks Sue” Natalie said and left. She had one more place to go: the old pub that uncle used to go to.
There was old Fredd, just the person she wanted. Natalie walked up to him and said “Hey old Fredd, you know my uncle, did he visit the pub before he left?”
After a moment of thinking old Fredd said “Actually yes. He gave me five hundred dollars and then set out to sea, left with out a word he did, left with out a word.”
The next day Natalie went down to the ship in which her uncle was murdered in. This time she searched over to the side of the ship were the equipment was kept. As she stepped on the floor board with the black mark the floor gave way and she fell down, down, down in to a dark hallway, the walls were stained with blood and black marks like the one on the floor board. She followed the hallway and found two skeletons. One had a match in his hand and the other was partly burnt.
It still makes no sense.
For those of you who who can't stand spelling/grammer mistakes I revised it to be gramically correct. See:
Natalie Leles climbed onto the boat. There was no sign of struggle or murder. But somehow Natalie knew that her uncle's body was somewhere. She searched the boat for any evidence, but all she found was a black mark on the floor boards. It looked like the mark was made by fire, but Natalie couldn't be sure. She climbed onto the small motor boat that she had brought with her and her assistant Jack asked "Found anything?”
“No not yet,” she replied, “but we'll find some thing soon,” she added. With that they went back home... well Jack went home, but Natalie had to ask a few questions first.
Even she knew very well that her Aunty Sue didn't commit the crime she went to ask her a question. Driving very carefully, because it was a snowy night, she finally got to Aunty Sue's house. Aunty Sue was already outside, waiting for her, her arms stretched out for a hug. Aunty Sue was a big women who wore big pink woolly jumpers, long purple and big baggy under-ware. When she and Aunty Sue were comfy, Natalie decided to ask the question.
She started, “Um Aunty Sue, you know how I've been hired to investigate about uncle's death? Well I thought that maybe I could ask you a question to help me. The thing is: what did uncle say just before he left?”
“ Well just before left he said ‘I hope we see each other again.’” Aunty Sue replied,
“Thanks Sue” Natalie said and left. She had one more place to go: the old pub that uncle used to go to.
There was old Fredd, just the person she wanted. Natalie walked up to him and said “Hey old Fredd, you know my uncle, did he visit the pub before he left?”
After a moment of thinking old Fredd said “Actually yes. He gave me five hundred dollars and then set out to sea, left with out a word he did, left with out a word.”
The next day Natalie went down to the ship in which her uncle was murdered in. This time she searched over to the side of the ship were the equipment was kept. As she stepped on the floor board with the black mark the floor gave way and she fell down, down, down in to a dark hallway, the walls were stained with blood and black marks like the one on the floor board. She followed the hallway and found two skeletons. One had a match in his hand and the other was partly burnt.
It still makes no sense.
Soriku
Posted 18 years agoFor those of you who don't know, Soriku is a pairing involing Sora and Riku from the Kingdom Hearts series. The reason I bring this up is because yaoi fangirls have been all a titter (yes, that's a word) about the following cover:
http://img442.imageshack.us/my.php?.....=sorikumd4.jpg
I circled the part they've been jabbering about in red. Many speculate that they are holding hands. I disagree. Upon further investigation, it became clear to me that Sora is NOT holding Riku's hand... He's grabbing his ass.
That is all.
http://img442.imageshack.us/my.php?.....=sorikumd4.jpg
I circled the part they've been jabbering about in red. Many speculate that they are holding hands. I disagree. Upon further investigation, it became clear to me that Sora is NOT holding Riku's hand... He's grabbing his ass.
That is all.
I Hate My Scanner
Posted 18 years agoMy scanner is a bastard that decides when it does and does not want to work. I have a couple of peice I wanna upload, but I can't. *stabs scanner* I can't wait until I get a tablet; I'm getting one with my tax refund ~<3!
So until then, I may or may not be able to post new stuff. >_< BLARGH!
On a happier note: I love my new icon. ShinoxKiba love!
So until then, I may or may not be able to post new stuff. >_< BLARGH!
On a happier note: I love my new icon. ShinoxKiba love!
