Wuffie is going to rave this nyp! (I hope nwn)

Well uhm uhm uhm... as you can see on my other journal, my grandma WAS sick, she is way better now, and I hope I have her one more year atleast nwn.

Oh yeah, on the Uptodates nwn I finally bough (myself) a Tablet!!! *godlike chorus* nwn I haz a 8"6" Genius, I find amazing the words I can write on it nwn since... you know, my sketching sucks ten dicks at a time o.oU tehehe, I found it amazing and pretty hard for the first time, all of you tablet users, I have to admit you are pretty good skilled artists nwn

I haz new themesongs like:
Dying in your arms - Trivium
Shogun - Trivium
Aftermath (guillotine 3) - Escape the Fate
My apocalipse - Escape the fate

nwn U know what they all have in common? All of em are battles, on the hearth, on the earth, agaisnt ourselves, but they are all battles nwn
Drama llama spit on this!

Marf...

Yesterday my grandmother got really sick, she smokes a fcking lot (like 2 boxes a day) and she got pulmony, so all of her defenses are weak or nonexistance... I really think she will pass out, but I couldnt stand to see my father cry again... 8C, so, if you want, if you could I would ask you to pray for her, a prayer is free, she is a awesome artist, and when I say awesome it means for real!, if I had a non-anthro favorite artist she would be it! nwn

Thanks if you could guys, I want her to live until my father fully heals from my grandpa' s dead...
Beatriz Becerra, heal soon please

Wuffe KlawZ Iz Kumin Tonite!!! 4 Real!!!

Marf! Right now I am hearing a song I never heard before, it is so long and like calmed but with a strong lyrics, Shogun nwn.

Ok ok, now, I think I need to wish you all a merry xmas, if you have a mate to share it with, if you are single like me and are spending it without someone you can call your lover, well, WAKE UP! cuz you dont need a mate to be happy! You were happy before having one, you will be happy after!!! Love was made for the ones who need it! Be strong and dont complain!!!, anyway, I wish you the bestest of the holydays.

Now for the updates, the requests are in a hiatus cuz of the holydays, I tried to sketch a crow... it sucked XDDD, and for oni' s one hair is the only problem, I will keep trying tehehehe nwn.

Maybe love will knock on your door, if you open he will rob your house, if you dont, you will never meet it... what to do?

Wuffeh loves you guys!!! I wish you a great christmas eve, if you have a posada HAVE FUN! take it like a joke!!! (You know I am talking to youu) if it just a dinner, check out the amount u eat!! Wuffie will nwn and be sure to dont drink (a lot)... if you dont invite me!!! XD Well, thats all guys, thankies and remember! Wuffie loves youu

I is a christmass cupid nwn

If you dont want to find a mate then dont read

Urhm urhm A little bird <blame twitter> told me that  pilchardviii

I think though that maybe people might get the wrong idea of what I'm looking for from this search
While I'm looking for a mate, I'm worried people might interpret it as "WANT MATE NAOW!"
When it's more "Looking for furs nearby for hopefully mateship"

So, contact him and see what you furs can do, nwn Its always good to help unknown peoples, ok noes, its always good to help everyone!!!

Hey guys! since this is my first psp journal i will try to make it short. as some of you know, bro is home 4 xmas, so my rp activity will b reduced dramatically, he is using my monitor cuz his laptop one is fuked up, he uses it from 10 am to 6 pm, leavin me small 'amounts f time 2 chat... who is actually pointless cuz everyone ignores me 8c , also ebuddy hates my psp, so, no chats, if you want 2 contact me, use notes, or tell me to do it on my msn inbox.

Halo! nwn Here are Requests, Comissions (IF I ever get one), Trades status nwn, if you are not in the list, note me or email me =D (Facebook inboxes also work).
NS= Not Started BR= Brain Raining s= Sketched I= Inked S= Shadowed C= Colored FnP= Finished, not posted

Requests
 d4fts s
 1krow BR/S


ACTUALLY THERE ARE: 2 SLOTS OPEN.

Commissions (Just in case)

Trades:

If you want one you can always note/email/inbox me =D

Wuff itz almost duing cow things.. sit, milk, eat and crap nwn

Ok ok, that was a good one XD, I could say epic coming from men.

The monday is the friggin last day of school, and since we are having the "Awards for the epic" I need a epic quote or a huge failure... Right now, Folkhan (IRL friend) is winning "Stupidest comment ever", Jimmy the "More random coment/Actions/response" and Diego on the "Weirdest hair fix" with "Cacatua". nwn I totally agree with this awards and you are free to have your owns nwn.

Right now, I have been thinking and I will open some request (that I think wont be really good even if I do my best) of.. hmmn... 5 headshots nwn feel free to ask
1-  atemal99 He n his fux! (Fux!!!!)
2-  d4fts Wuff!
3-  1krow Crow
4- Oni_Foxandez_The_3rd Bear
5- (I think this one is never going to get filled nwn)

U willz recieve a headshut of ur character nwn *Wags his tail* and if u spread the word you will get... TADAAAH! Free cookie nwn or you can get a free hug nwn and gratitude as always =D

Set me free(8)

I think I should enlist all of my updates nwn

1- I'm almost out of school (yayz, vakations), just 2 work-days, party and I am a free wuff! FINALLY!!!!
2- Thinking of oppening some requests to do this weekend/school days
3- Using again my necklace cuz I feel way better than when I waz sick =) (Using it while sick would have charged it with a bad aura)


I have been thinking a lot of things like...
We trade a paper for... rice, house, clothes, internet.. just a stupid paper get us things?
The money its a stupid way to earn achievements... but, globaly, it its the only way to earn em...

I wouldn't change my fursona (More than the design) specie or turn it to a hybrid, not even TF, why?, bcuz A grey wolf, my music and my writing style are what I were, am and want to be, the memories of me and my friends, the only thing that could show the cuteness and dangerousness of me could be a grey wuff, cuz a black one would be a pretty misterious, white, so visible, and, lets not talk about other colors nwn.

Bout the music, right now I'm feeling like: "The louder the better", and hearing: "The rising" - Trivium [Metalcore warning]

Music = Soul

OMFG OMFG OMFG I made my hair!
[Now hearing: Guillotine mashup]
Ok ok, that one was a joke for me (Cuz I totally DONT make my hair unless its a very impiortant ocassion).

Sooo... YUS! I HAZ NEW AVATAR!, finally one that is done by me and it is not shit =D, pursonally, I love it nwn.

I changed the "A grey wolf", added some markings (FINALLY!) and started working more onto my trad art skills, so I can draw myself =D (Cuz u should know that some of my sketches were done by Teddieh, friend o mine who isnt on the fandom.

I finally found a "work" with my parents, they offered me sum casha if I worked with them, so, expect less knowing of me here nwn.
I got a Solo on the christmas event at my school, we are singing "Mi burrito savanero" and... I hate that song nwn, but, I am sure they will give me extra-points (PLEASE BE IT ON CHEMESTRY!!) nwnU, lets say that, I like to sing, but, im not that good.
My proyect is finished tomorrow, well, we finished it, but we are handing it over tomorrow and the monday a grade will be asigned to us (20 plz, 20 plz!!!!). I will update when I get the grade~

Wuffie haz to work, so, wont be answering on msn if it says "Busy", kay?

Wuffie klaws iz kumin tuniiiiteee~

Cant I be myself?
Being cute and being metal fur, could mix...

This weeks, like for a pair of months I have felt what being a metal fur is... and I have to say that I love the music, I love the spirit that they have, I love the combination of anger, agony, sadness, injustice and music, I love the people I have met cuz of this, but...

There is the other side of the coin: Discrimination at: Bus, school, family, friends (not metal ones); being and feeling lonely, no one is ever there; rights with friends, that I am not up to discuss...

I am pretty confused, I cant be myself becouse my friends see me like a weird guy, but, I cant be the "good boy" everyone else wants me to be, becouse I am loosing myself, and that is the only thing I cant loose.

Here are my reasons why I love to (and are proud of) be a metal fur, I am NOT telling you to join me:

- Lyrics: The lyrics at the songs are not just anger and agony, they are a whole story behind, they have hearth and soul, they could speak b theirself. "Never fall asleep, you wont wake up, destroy the guillotine, before he does", when you read trough it your reaction is "Psychologist please", but, if you find the story before, you realize it means that if you snooze, you lose, that you have to beat your opponents to reach glory and fame, two things that, as humans, we cant resist.

- People: I have met many kind metal / metalfurs lately, they are kind people, cute on their way, yeah, we fight eachother, but, we arent doing it to hurt someone, is a way to show, to express something we have inside

- Heavy music: Everytime, EVERY SINGLE TIME, I was sad, depressed, only thing that was heard on my room was music, the heavier the more sad I was, so, I started to get on metal, starting with post-hardcore and hardcore from Escape the fate, passing trough Metalica and finally getting to Trivium, where I found the metalcore, a true expression of what I felt, so yes, the louder it is, the worse that I feel.

These are simple thngs that made me a metal fur, dont try change me, you wont...

Tell me, have you ever felt like this?

I WAZ TAGGED! NOT MA FAULT!
Curiosity killed the cat... good luck I am a wolf

 atemal99 tagged me =D
~What would you do if I...~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if I told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:

~More~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

MA LIEF IS NOT EVER GOIN TO BE THE SAMEEEE!!!! NOW I AM AN ADICT!!!

I only had it once, and was enough to make me an adict... yus... it was my very first time I sought a Funday Pawpet Show, and I have to say it was EPIC!!!!! (The most epic thing is that, your face right now went from a "What?!" to "Ungh?" and surely you sideheaded)

I think I never laughed like this is a long, long, looooong time, and I realized of new things

+Furry fandom and Zombie fandom DO NOT MIX, zombies hate furs...
+Double otters are double!
+The shirt I am wearing is green
+Sundays arent that bad

nwn, FPS you got yourself a fan nwn.

IMMAFIRINMALAZA!!! oh damn, I failed and hitted twitter...

Wuffy claus is coming toonight (8)(8)(8)

Dus he exist, dont it? *pup eyes*
Tehehe, what you guys waaant this xmas? a secret desire that never got realised or what? tell meeeeH!
For myself, I am buying a 360 (Cuz a Wii isnt that good and I cant affor a ps3) with the kinetick thing (TADAAM) nwn and hope to get some casha to buy clothes (including my everwanted spiked collar).

Wuffie claus will treat me for being a good boy! nwn *dances*

Give a dwaggy his Xmas!

Ma cute dwaggy  atemal99 laptop died, he needs 300, and quick to get a new one for college, so, be a nice fur and give him some casha!

 atemal99 Is really going to apreciate it nwn

THIS IS Spaaartaaaaaa.... ok no, this is a update...UPDATEEE!!!!

I am so frigginly sick, first my weird psichological exhaustment, then, I had "Foca" coughs, then Dog one, and even later Wolf coughs (YAY WUFF!) who made me collapse on ma parents bed sending them to sleep to my bed (WIN!), but I slept in a bad position and my neck is hurting a kit! I hope to get better fur Xmas =)

Dont forget, this is time to give, so give me something =)

Hold yar llamas ya dramas!

Well, it haz been a long half month, retire, school trip, glee (who I totally loved), tournaments, trainings, swimming, writing, playing and the school stress cuz he are entering "proyects" ( A new gobernment implemention to make the student "lear what it wants to learn" who actually doesnt fuckin work for me) about herbolary and his uses on medicine... all that made me sick, its like a psicological exhausment, if you are like "Oh wow, this guy is just anoying me with his fuckin drama" then its becouse you havent felt one ever on your life, it is horrible, I just wanna be alone but dont feel like that (Thats nonsence, but... who am I to say?), I wanna feel loved but not like "Hey! I love you!" more like with actions... but, again, I wanna be alone...

So, I am friggin tired of the dama on my social life, so much peoples coming in and out, the school is driving me crazy...

I wont go onto anything worse than an adiction to FF IX until I send my ps2 to repair... (When I do so, I will fkin get crazy games!)

So, yup, the stres o´ meter is on *drumroll* 60% nwn (Maxium point reached til the date = 300%), ¡I am skared cuz it went high so quickly, but its becouse I didnt rested (the normal level on the first day would be... 15% or something like dat).

Ty by reading, dont be shy and leave a comment

Is be more like me and be less like you

Wuffie haz been quite sick this days, its like a mental disease or something like that, I just felt so friggin tired, a stressfull 15 days and a bit of insomnia plus my heel who aparently got better almost sent me to the hospital to a "full checkup".

Lately my social life haz been quite low, working on a videogame, playin another, wanting to watch Bolt so badly, I rly need vacations... for my luck, all the stress passed, and got better than I expected, I got my promedy from 8.9 to 0.2 =), I am so happy becouse I got a great grade, so I will be resting on this days, I dont think on conecting a lot to Fa or Msn. =) Good luck ya pupz!

Update: I got a down... I feel kinda crappy now, I recomend u to dont try to help... I dont like being mean with friends who doesnt need to get involved :/

Wuffie ish bored!! ¬_¬ Soo. what updates u have guys?? nwn

Ish wuffie a bad canine? cuz his karma is punsishing badly...

I think that for everyone else to be happy, I need to be a sad wolf... commonly, I try to dont get my friends involved... but... I couldnt keep it for myself without getting sick of it... *sighs* Everytime I see a light in my life, someone or something turns it off and leaves it wet, so no light will get back in there... until it dries out, and the flmae wont be the same.. =/ sorry if this is so much drama and or its just spamming your inboxes... but somone needed to know this.. even I know, nobody will read it...

mI stole this from  dsm


Pick the first Letter of Your first Name

A- Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty ( =3 )
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
j-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P- amazingg
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T- Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hott
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-beauty queen
B- skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E- God (ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/ King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-pornstar (ROTFL)
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world (oh yeah. i sure would >=3 )
Gray- who gives great head
None-who is a beast in bed

NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."

I TAG ALL MY FRIENDS!

nwn Yayz, I think I am a sexy king =D bad thing, dont u dare to fk me!!! ¬_¬ XD

Metal wuffie ish confuseeed!!!

Well, as you should know, I am a metal fur YEAH!!!, there is a big bad wolf inside this puppy skin =P, so yes, I hve been feeling like rave music, and wanted to go to a rave partyy, the problem is that we have not a lot of them (cuz neon lights here are... a bit expensive....), so I will maybeget over this in... 1 or 2 weeks, cuz I am very sure that metal is what I want to be played on my sould =D.

Btw, I TOTALLY loved "Choose your fate" from "Scape the fate", I am very big fan of guillotine series:
Guillotine, This war is ours, Aftermath (that I would have called "Home", but the song name is already taken), it totally rawks and I want to hear it all day and all night long!!

I got my ID yesterday (as I uploaded it), and found a 20 cents coin (that is less than 2 usa cents) so, I took it like a good luck signal, and yup, it was totally my day, I met another LP fan up on a stand, he was hearing In the End, I was totally like "WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" nwn

I finally got a request from an amazing artist, and yes, you actually know her, if you readed Furwood highs, (yush, she is a character and a friend) Teddieh or Cerez, she is ma bffa (Female of bff) and a great artist who isnt actually a fur, I requested her a pic based on a reference, since I hurred her a lot (tehehe silly wuff) I got a sketch to fix up, ink and then color, nwn it will be my week work =D.

So, I was going to, what u guys do to get over this weird phases quickly? (I tried evading emo music when I were sad, that only made me want it more)

Shy wolf is shy

I am totally onto this song lately: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dKQ1-f5qGso&u=RtUneZAOUrU&list=FL&playnext=1 Krawling LPU


Yup, so, onto my news, I have been doing new "emotional" backgrounds, with a different color that expresses a feling, a moment or a status that want to reach with it, actually, redsigned my whole UBUNTU account to make it a blue and calmy, windows to make it all green and have a red background hided on ma pc nwn.

Yush, so, I got all healed of the depression, I got better than new. The story of Furwood High will late a bit, tough I have started third chapter on my handbook, I need to correct stuff and to add more things for it to be a large one.

I am looking for ways to make me a fursuit, damn those greedies!!!, its like a Laptop or a Fursuit with the economy... so, laptop wins first round, fursuit, you will be damnly expensiveeee!!!!

On another paw, I totally became a shy wolf this times, the fact of me talking with some new furs (that hadnñ't talked with before) makes me instead of yawn, to blush nwn.

So, totally this wuff is going to have a great week, and nobody and nothing can screw it up =P

FINALLY!!!! Emo Wolfie is over =D Say hi to the oldie Metal Wolf *puts on spiked collar and uncover his eye*

Finally, with help of my great fruiends and irl friends got over this emo state, and back to the normality, that includes that my inspiration went down, so, I might late a lot to upload chapters from the book.

I have to say that, this day I woke up like 6:30 am, turned on my celphone and started hearing music, then, I realized I was ok, no tears, no sighs, no nothing, just my music and me, went from halfly emo songs to metal ones, I realized on the school when seing a movie (Yay movie), that, being depressed cuz of something on the past was a stupid thing, and that I was only hurting myself with it, so, I made up my mind, and here I am, cute wuffie again.

By other updates, I will try to be more active on Fa this days, a story, a journal, a poem or even a (BAD) draw, nwn.

"We have to find a better way" (8) ~ This War is Ours [Escape the fate]

Start of Emo part

Ok, so, if you have been following my movements lately, you would have known that I were on a depression, lately... Started hearing my Emo music to cheer me up, and, this depression only brings a good thing, my isnpiration fill up...

Well, I got a... uhm... fall?... I dont know the word, but it got worse this time... I am thikin on the things I can do to keep it on a "Healthy" way, but, its hard when all the world is agaisnt you...

Thanks  atemal99 and  Zauriel92 For dont letting this become a deeper wound nwn you definitively are the greatests friends I could ever wanted to have nwn.

End of Emo stuff

Soo, I have been writing, since my inspiration was high this days, I only need one thing ONE!!!!

Founds... ok no XD enough of coperative journals. XD, I really need a title, lets say that, it all happends on a highschool, furry one, classical teen problems, comedy, you know, everything that a novel needs, so, I need a TITLE!!!!!! Help meee and I will give you a free hug today nwn

Kaaay, Thanks to Zau (  zauriel92 ) I wanted to do this little test =D I tag u reader to doo it! ¬_¬

So, how furry are you...

[x] you meow/bark to get attention (I sai Wuuf! irl)
[x] you find pets toys amusing ( I wantz a ball!)
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food (dont you dare to eat ma cookies!)
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you ( Anti UFO! [its like a company I have with some friends =D])
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back ( OMGOSH BALLS! )
Total: 5

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear ( I LOVE TO BE STRECHED!)
[x] you love fish/meat (Fishies!)
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car (Like to, they dont let me ¬_¬)
[x] you like when people pet your head ( =D only if friends )
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper ( NOBODY CAN TAME DA WUFFIE! ¬_¬ )
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 4

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime ( I cant sleep on day! O.O FRIGGIN INSOMNIA! )
[x] you enjoy scaring birds ( I TOTALLY LOVE! )
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them (no I WONT! u know where duz faces haz been?!)
[x] you bite people if they annoy you ( If they annoy me, if they dont, if they sleep, if they are awake, I liek biting =D )
[X] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours ( I waz hungry! )
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink ( Omgosh Milk! with cookies =D)

Total: 4

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it ( I haz! but I wanna buy spiked one =D )
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it ( Gonna buy it too... )
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit ( I haz tail! but... need to finish it, is a WIP )
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park (I dont like walks, or runs or stays)
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want ( more like "OMG RAWR" or "OMG WOOF!" )

Total: 3

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" ( Sumtiemz )
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about (Wuwat du chu mean?!)
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling ( RAWR!)
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up (also I yawn!)
[X] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around ( plenty of times )

Total: 5

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often ( I WOOF cuz I iz WUFF! )
[x] you hide when you get scared ( wuffie is zcared of tiggys... T.T )
[x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house ( I protect ma territory =D )
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand ( DAMN THIS MOSKITOES! )
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat ( Ok, sometimes I iz a pup, but, hey, treats =D)
Total: 7

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it ( Ma collar iz gonna haz it =D )
[x] you refer to your self as an animal (I iz no hume!! )
[x] your username has something to do with animals (Well, FA no, DA/(full) MSN yup. DA= Mas1the1wolf /Msn= Dragoone "The Wolf".)
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals (repeat, "THE WOLF"
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better ( I got a cut and licked it clean =D )
[x] you look for edible stuff often (I eat =D)
Total: 5

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time ( commonly, I am thinkin on how to go outside... )
[x] you like to say hi to strangers ( Only if they are "important" like clients or stuff like )
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good ( I waz good boy! )
[x] people think you act like a pet ( they repeat it to me )
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like ( *growls at you* wait... I dont hate you... WOOF!)
[X] you like to eat grass (did it once... truth or dare damn thing, and yup, Iliked it, but havent done it again )
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water ( I do it! but I dont dry...)
Total: 7

Ok it means I haz 40/50
Dat meanz I iz 80% Wuffie 20% Lame Crap =D