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General | Posted 9 years agoNo Art
No writing
No drawing
No animating
No modeling
No rigging
No editing
No texturing
No sound work
No sketching
I need a day to just unwind.
No writing
No drawing
No animating
No modeling
No rigging
No editing
No texturing
No sound work
No sketching
I need a day to just unwind.
voting's over!
General | Posted 9 years agoand the winner of the mini animation is... articuno vs pigeot
Oh dear, guess Nintendo is going to hate me quite a bit D:
Oh dear, guess Nintendo is going to hate me quite a bit D:
now animating
General | Posted 9 years agosorry for the wait
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
What is Night Vale?
General | Posted 9 years agoNight Vale is a podcast that you can listen to on it's home website or like I do, on youtube. It's basically a radio show hosted by a man named Cecil about a little desert town called "Night Vale," in which very unusual things happen on a daily basis, such as the brand new dog park being off limits to the public and dogs, the library having no doors or windows and being controlled by monsters called librarians, where there is a faceless old woman who lives in your house (don't look for her, it reallllly pisses her off,) a seven-headed dragon trying to run for public office, a scientist trying to save the town and make sense of the nonsense, and the weather which can sometimes be the best part of the show, for the weather is the indie music segment.
click here to listen to the pilot episode.
If you like Lovecraft, you'll love this!
click here to listen to the pilot episode.
If you like Lovecraft, you'll love this!
Happy 1 year aniversary, Nimbus! (livestreaming)
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/DracoRex
gestures
quickies
writing
Yes, it's been a full year since my book became available for paperback purchase off of amazon.com! Hard to believe how fast the time has flown by, isn't it? Since then, I found out I had a skin condition, gone to see my grandfather several times, went on a cruise from Amsterdamn to Rome, and got myself both a tumblr and twitter account! Oh, and I really started making big strides in my blender projects, going from barely animating anything decent, to making my own environments and models, and animations that are hopefully, pretty sweet!
gestures
quickies
writing
Yes, it's been a full year since my book became available for paperback purchase off of amazon.com! Hard to believe how fast the time has flown by, isn't it? Since then, I found out I had a skin condition, gone to see my grandfather several times, went on a cruise from Amsterdamn to Rome, and got myself both a tumblr and twitter account! Oh, and I really started making big strides in my blender projects, going from barely animating anything decent, to making my own environments and models, and animations that are hopefully, pretty sweet!
Do you know... Night vale?
General | Posted 9 years agoDo you?
Votting for next mini animation, still going!
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://twitter.com/Drac0_Rex/statu.....19116165750785 you can also vote here on twitter. There are a few more options over there. I would have had the whole pole be over on twitter, but alas, they only allow for four bullets
also, you can see what votes have already been made over here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7537359/
introduce atlas
introduce pumpkin
articuno vs pigeot
big, pet Doberman
something with the hawker model
something with mr. patch
something with gorgonzola
something with thundarus
something with anthro frazz
to see who's who, check out the below link!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19802265/
also, you can see what votes have already been made over here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7537359/
introduce atlas
introduce pumpkin
articuno vs pigeot
big, pet Doberman
something with the hawker model
something with mr. patch
something with gorgonzola
something with thundarus
something with anthro frazz
to see who's who, check out the below link!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19802265/
while i clean, please vote on my next animation
General | Posted 9 years agointroduce atlas
introduce pumpkin
articuno vs pigeot
big, pet Doberman
something with the hawker model
something with mr. patch
something with gorgonzola
something with thundarus
to see who's who, check out the below link!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19802265/
introduce pumpkin
articuno vs pigeot
big, pet Doberman
something with the hawker model
something with mr. patch
something with gorgonzola
something with thundarus
to see who's who, check out the below link!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19802265/
now...cleaning.
General | Posted 9 years agoSpring is in the air. My allergies are bad, and my room looks worse than a ubebowe film. Time to clean
Also, I have a horrible headache, so I don't think i'll get much art done, however, I will at least try to chip away at writing and animating... maybe. who knows, maybe the cleaning will get the dust out.. or raise more dust and make me feel worse. We will have to wait and see. Also, big news! I just hit 502 subs on youtube! Pretty exciting, right? I was wondering if I should make a video introducing my newest model, Pumpkin, or Toa's Atlas, or hanker down and finish my digital self-portrait and do something with him? I am Still, underline that, still working on mr. patch vs gorgonzola, but it's going to take some time before it's ready to be updated, or even rendered. So, yeah, exciting things, that!
Also, I have a horrible headache, so I don't think i'll get much art done, however, I will at least try to chip away at writing and animating... maybe. who knows, maybe the cleaning will get the dust out.. or raise more dust and make me feel worse. We will have to wait and see. Also, big news! I just hit 502 subs on youtube! Pretty exciting, right? I was wondering if I should make a video introducing my newest model, Pumpkin, or Toa's Atlas, or hanker down and finish my digital self-portrait and do something with him? I am Still, underline that, still working on mr. patch vs gorgonzola, but it's going to take some time before it's ready to be updated, or even rendered. So, yeah, exciting things, that!
animondays! livestreaming all things blender and animation
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/DracoRex
might do some writing too.
Todays' plan is work on pumpkin some more, animate something for my 500th, work on mr. patch vs gorgonzola, and do some writing on my next book
might do some writing too.
Todays' plan is work on pumpkin some more, animate something for my 500th, work on mr. patch vs gorgonzola, and do some writing on my next book
Try? DO EVERYTHING! livestream :3
General | Posted 9 years agogestures
rio
modeling
animating
story
also, might do some quckies, maybe
and of course, a few random things. I will need to break around 4pm estrn to watch a movie with mum
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
rio
modeling
animating
story
also, might do some quckies, maybe
and of course, a few random things. I will need to break around 4pm estrn to watch a movie with mum
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
now streaming: writing, art and animation
General | Posted 9 years ago*way too high wendsday*
General | Posted 9 years ago420 BRO!
doing some animating
General | Posted 9 years agoToO much Information Tuseday (ask me anything!)
General | Posted 9 years agoWithin reason, please!
ATTEMPTING to animate, livestream
General | Posted 9 years agomy computer is truly acting up today https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
Now streaming!!!
General | Posted 9 years agozootopia or hardcore henry?
General | Posted 9 years agowhich should I see?
Hyper muscle drawing, livestreaming
General | Posted 9 years agoGet ripped, yo. I hope you like beef because I have too much.
Also, finishing up that model I've been fiddling with all week https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
My meltdowns (please read.)
General | Posted 9 years ago My dear friends, I have realized that I should have made something very clear. I have a bit of an issue, where I melt down and have panic attacks. These can range from being me just moaning over how far behind I am, to full on crying and screaming. Literally crying. And screaming. I have been like this since I was a little kid, my earliest memory from being when I was in the first grade and found out what home work was for the very first time. I cried nearly every single night when I had to do equations. Over the years, I got older and matured. The meltdowns did not. They continued through grade school, middle school, high school, college and to present day.
They usually happen when I've been stressed for a very long time, either over one single thing, like say a commission running late, a comic commission running late, or getting frustrated over a uncooperative project, like the measurements on a picture not lining up after hours or work, or realizing just how much time I've wasted to unimportant activities. Other times, they happen after a build up of a lot of crap happening to me over the course of a month, and then one last straw breaking my camel's back, so to speak.
I can get pretty loud when this happens, and may even just curl up into a ball and try to hold it in, despite how upset I'm feeling. If I can swallow it down, I will, but other times I just need to get all that raw emotion out, otherwise things will just get worse the next time I melt down.
However, I also know my meltdowns don't just affect me, they affect all of my friends and my family. Everyone cares about me so much, and becomes frightened when I start to break down. I hate that. I don't want you guys to feel like I'm some china doll that just shattered, or that I'm heading to a dark place. Don't worry, my parents love me very much, my dad even leaving work just to comfort me during one of my darkest times. It's just, I can't stand what I become when I break, resulting in some meltdowns feeding off of themselves, making it worse and worse.
But that's the thing, I eventually run out of gas and calm down, be it by watching tv with dad, getting distracted (surprising I know) by something else, or just letting all of that emotion out. Then comes what I call the depressed calm, where I'm cold, but on the way back to normal. I may not seem it, with how pessimistic I can get, but I am getting better by that point, and soon enough I'm back to square one, as if nothing ever happened. Hell, taking a break while melting down tends to make the meltdown crank up in intensity, because I see the break as admitting that I can't handle whatever it is I was doing at the time, be it commission, writing, or whatever.
To those who I cause alarm in or fear, I want to say I am deeply sorry. I have tried for years to get these damn things under control, from breathing, to exercise, to drawing, to reading, to watching tv, to sleeping, to quiet, to counting, to punching my pillow, to chanting, to clawing at my face(relax, that doesn't happen as much as it did in high school,) to covering my mouth to hide the screams (again, high school) to math problems, medication, to music. Nothing really seems to work.
I even tried taking an entire month off from commission, last February, in an attempt to distress, as I had noticed I was melting down nearly every night during my commission streams. On the up side, I got a lot of minecrafting done, and did some art for my friends, bought one a birthday art set, and got that first part of the gorgonzola vs. mr.patch animation done. On the other, I still feel like I fell even farther behind on all of my commissions, and I can't help but look back every time I realize I've been wasting time, and am feeling stressed, and think that break was for naught.
I guess what I'm saying is that, I just wanted to let you all that I am indeed fine, even when crying up a storm. I understand if you want to unwatch me due to my meltdowns, or whatever, but just know that it's just a part of who I am. They don't happen as often as they did when I was younger, but they still do. Sometimes, I fear that they'll happen on whatever job I end up getting, and will cause me to get fired. Other times, I fear that they'll scare or annoy away any potential spouse from me. After all, who wants to put up with a grown man crying every other month?
But, in the end, I think this is a good thing too. Some people take their frustrations out on others, some people go and kick the pet or post horrible, angry rants, or blame this or that. Me? I take it all out on myself. After all, no one else is melting down, no one else caused me to fall behind on my projects, or fail to grasp the concept of x or y. It was all me, all my fault. At least I can say that much, that I'll never turn violent against anyone else.
So... yeah, those are my meltdowns. If you get spooked or worried about me over them, please, I beg you, ignore them, or just mute whatever you are hearing me melt down over. It's best to act like they didn't happen and move on. I know I try to.
They usually happen when I've been stressed for a very long time, either over one single thing, like say a commission running late, a comic commission running late, or getting frustrated over a uncooperative project, like the measurements on a picture not lining up after hours or work, or realizing just how much time I've wasted to unimportant activities. Other times, they happen after a build up of a lot of crap happening to me over the course of a month, and then one last straw breaking my camel's back, so to speak.
I can get pretty loud when this happens, and may even just curl up into a ball and try to hold it in, despite how upset I'm feeling. If I can swallow it down, I will, but other times I just need to get all that raw emotion out, otherwise things will just get worse the next time I melt down.
However, I also know my meltdowns don't just affect me, they affect all of my friends and my family. Everyone cares about me so much, and becomes frightened when I start to break down. I hate that. I don't want you guys to feel like I'm some china doll that just shattered, or that I'm heading to a dark place. Don't worry, my parents love me very much, my dad even leaving work just to comfort me during one of my darkest times. It's just, I can't stand what I become when I break, resulting in some meltdowns feeding off of themselves, making it worse and worse.
But that's the thing, I eventually run out of gas and calm down, be it by watching tv with dad, getting distracted (surprising I know) by something else, or just letting all of that emotion out. Then comes what I call the depressed calm, where I'm cold, but on the way back to normal. I may not seem it, with how pessimistic I can get, but I am getting better by that point, and soon enough I'm back to square one, as if nothing ever happened. Hell, taking a break while melting down tends to make the meltdown crank up in intensity, because I see the break as admitting that I can't handle whatever it is I was doing at the time, be it commission, writing, or whatever.
To those who I cause alarm in or fear, I want to say I am deeply sorry. I have tried for years to get these damn things under control, from breathing, to exercise, to drawing, to reading, to watching tv, to sleeping, to quiet, to counting, to punching my pillow, to chanting, to clawing at my face(relax, that doesn't happen as much as it did in high school,) to covering my mouth to hide the screams (again, high school) to math problems, medication, to music. Nothing really seems to work.
I even tried taking an entire month off from commission, last February, in an attempt to distress, as I had noticed I was melting down nearly every night during my commission streams. On the up side, I got a lot of minecrafting done, and did some art for my friends, bought one a birthday art set, and got that first part of the gorgonzola vs. mr.patch animation done. On the other, I still feel like I fell even farther behind on all of my commissions, and I can't help but look back every time I realize I've been wasting time, and am feeling stressed, and think that break was for naught.
I guess what I'm saying is that, I just wanted to let you all that I am indeed fine, even when crying up a storm. I understand if you want to unwatch me due to my meltdowns, or whatever, but just know that it's just a part of who I am. They don't happen as often as they did when I was younger, but they still do. Sometimes, I fear that they'll happen on whatever job I end up getting, and will cause me to get fired. Other times, I fear that they'll scare or annoy away any potential spouse from me. After all, who wants to put up with a grown man crying every other month?
But, in the end, I think this is a good thing too. Some people take their frustrations out on others, some people go and kick the pet or post horrible, angry rants, or blame this or that. Me? I take it all out on myself. After all, no one else is melting down, no one else caused me to fall behind on my projects, or fail to grasp the concept of x or y. It was all me, all my fault. At least I can say that much, that I'll never turn violent against anyone else.
So... yeah, those are my meltdowns. If you get spooked or worried about me over them, please, I beg you, ignore them, or just mute whatever you are hearing me melt down over. It's best to act like they didn't happen and move on. I know I try to.
I have twiter now
General | Posted 9 years ago4 hr review stream!
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/DracoRex
going to do 4 hrs on vito's story, because I was too busy developing my blender modeling skills to do it last night, so i'm pull a double session. Might end up writing some of my book too, but I will continue to work on atlas and try to do don. If I don't get to don, i'll do him tomorrow. Also, keep an eye open for presents!
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
going to do 4 hrs on vito's story, because I was too busy developing my blender modeling skills to do it last night, so i'm pull a double session. Might end up writing some of my book too, but I will continue to work on atlas and try to do don. If I don't get to don, i'll do him tomorrow. Also, keep an eye open for presents!
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
Late Night Livestreaming
General | Posted 9 years agoLooks like I got carried away with doing blender stuff again. Ah well, nothing for it but to learn better time managing skills, right?
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex Welp, time to have some fun! First up, Don, then Rio
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex Welp, time to have some fun! First up, Don, then Rio
blender mondays!
General | Posted 9 years agohttps://picarto.tv/DracoRex working on a surprise, was going to work on the mr. patch vs gorgie, but I feel whipped out
the pay what you want resumes!
General | Posted 9 years agoNEW STUFF UP HERE!
Sorry about yesterday, I was far too distracted to get much of anything done. As apology, I am taking my day off and using it to resume the sale, to make up for Friday's flop. I hope you all get a little something from me, and I will do my best to provide your every drawn wish! To see how the stream works, please read the below information!
Come one, come all, to the pwyw art livestream. If you want something, just give a shout in the stream chat, though I must insist on a minimum of $5 paid. Pictures will be limited to sketches with at most, backgrounds. I will offer to upgrade to a full commission if I love the idea enough. If you get multiple pictures in a row, I must insist on a multiplier on the cost, as doing several for the same person tends to result in me being unable to get to others before the day is done. In between pywyws, I'll be working on several things, from story c, Rio's main commission, and of course, blender shenanigans.
Why am I doing this? Well, first, I feel I have been giving all of you a bit of an art drought as of late, so I want to see how much I can draw in very little time. Because of this, the sketches may range from pure freehand, to measured.
let's have some fun!
Oh and as always, I only do sfw art, no mature content please! Thank you!
Lastly, I am not open for blender commissions... yet. I am not quite ready yet, as I am still experimenting with what I can and can't do.
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
Sorry about yesterday, I was far too distracted to get much of anything done. As apology, I am taking my day off and using it to resume the sale, to make up for Friday's flop. I hope you all get a little something from me, and I will do my best to provide your every drawn wish! To see how the stream works, please read the below information!
Come one, come all, to the pwyw art livestream. If you want something, just give a shout in the stream chat, though I must insist on a minimum of $5 paid. Pictures will be limited to sketches with at most, backgrounds. I will offer to upgrade to a full commission if I love the idea enough. If you get multiple pictures in a row, I must insist on a multiplier on the cost, as doing several for the same person tends to result in me being unable to get to others before the day is done. In between pywyws, I'll be working on several things, from story c, Rio's main commission, and of course, blender shenanigans.
Why am I doing this? Well, first, I feel I have been giving all of you a bit of an art drought as of late, so I want to see how much I can draw in very little time. Because of this, the sketches may range from pure freehand, to measured.
let's have some fun!
Oh and as always, I only do sfw art, no mature content please! Thank you!
Lastly, I am not open for blender commissions... yet. I am not quite ready yet, as I am still experimenting with what I can and can't do.
https://picarto.tv/DracoRex
