The veil is thin and so is my damn patience... ~.=.^

the job turned me down. I did two fucking hours of slave labor. What the fuck.

“[Trump] intends to surrender our fight against the climate crisis. And, Arizona, every day you feel the impact of extreme heat and drought. You know this crisis is real. He calls it a hoax.” — Kamala Harris at the largest political gathering in the history of Arizona

Please join me here to fight for the right side of history - we have roughly 100 days to take action!

"You never know what you have, until it's gone."
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I am now offering Psychic Mediumship Readings, check out my website for more information (view the Services section) and to order.

I'm officially announcing it now - from here on out all artwork done will be completed in my "new" mixed media art style. I feel I've outgrown my "old" colored pencil + ink style, and after much consideration I feel this is the best choice. I hope you all don't mind, and can embrace this change with me. Thanks for continuing to support me, you're all amazing. ^.=.^

...of artwork would it take to ease my aching heart? Look through my gallery, this is just the result of four month's worth of pain. Virtually every day creating a new piece to survive and express the emotional pain of having BPD.

A painting addict. Seriously, mixed media has been saving my life and preventing me from serious relapse.

...been getting harder instead of better? You think by now it would be easier. All my "friends" have told me I should be over it by now. But I can't. My heart and brain don't work like that. I may never fully get over this. In fact, I don't know if I ever want to be in love with anyone ever again. I'm - quite literally - suffering in silence, minus the insane amount of personal and group therapy I've been doing. I still fall asleep with his jacket in my arms... if I had saved all the tears I've cried, I would have bottles full...

"It's selfish I know, but I can't seem to let you go..." 💔🥀

By the way, if you want to know what a day in my life genuinely feels like, watch this.

Brand new blog is up and available to all patrons, please consider supporting my work so we can pay the bills and eat! Thanks.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56790686/

I don't know when or if I'll ever truly be happy again.........

...Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia! If, like me, you've ever been rejected, put in danger, bullied, or otherwise for being LGBTQ+... you aren't alone, and today's our day to shine bright! ^.=.^

Learn more here!

...until life is pleasurable again.

I don't see that happening in a long time... <///3

https://open.spotify.com/track/0x3U.....T3mICJGtchvAog

a song hasn't made me breakdown like that in a long time...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9X4BD4YRVtc

"You make me feel like forever..." <///3

What the title says. Thank you so much for all the support throughout these past couple of years, and especially during this very tumultuous time. ^.=.^

For a chance at winning a free art piece of your character, comment below! This will be deleted and the winner will be revealed shortly after that. Thanks again!

All support greatly appreciated. ~.=.^
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First is here
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Second is here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56566390/

All support is greatly appreciated

I'm going through a grief episode x2 and its hard to eat anything, and I'm staying clean along with trying to be as productive as I can... but bills are coming up and I have a lot of shit I need to get taken care of... just throwing this out there. Thanks to anyone who listens. I appreciate you.

I could really use the money for bills, medications, etc, so any and all support is greatly appreciated. ^.=.^
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56558852/

I've been clean for three months, which is the entire time from when my ex husband/faverite person said the words "I don't love you anymore" and left me for another woman. Its been an extremely bumpy ride. My therapist is proud of me. She said I'm badass, LOL.

All support is greatly appreciated, I really could use the money for bills, medication, food, etc!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56546798/

Now that my ex and his partner cussed me out and blocked me... he changed his number and everything... I don't know where my life is going from here. I'm staying alive, but I'm tired of being sick and tired... you know? Thanks to everyone who's been supporting me through this dark era of my life... I hope the light comes back soon..... I just needed to vent a bit, thanks....