And Dracore is coming back. Stay tuned

I don't know how better else to start this journal that I did not want to throw it out there on Twitter, and I need to dump this all out what's been going through my head, but to say that I'm thinking of retiring my dragon. I'm done with him and I want to move on to another dragon and start over. Why has this come to this?

I'm don't feel I can be happy with my dragon anyone. I have made past mistakes that regardless of how much I have learned, improved and tried to feeen thoul happier with myself, my dragon still feels like he's damaged and tainted from either those past mistakes that still haunt me. My dragon still feels like from the outside and in that he is a complicated mess that you might as well say that when I want to get artworks that I might as well be ignored just because he still looks complicated or perhaps that I somehow or somewhat tough to work with even though I try my absolute best to work with artists

I just want to start all over again. I don't know if I want to still keep my dragon that I have right now. I have another one in the works. But yet I'm trying to find some way to save my dragon from me feeling he's worthless, damaged and might as well add that he looks kind of ugly. And I would not blame anyone if anyone were to say that to me straight to face.

Probably from all of this that I typed is my depression talking but this has been a struggle for some time. And I don't know what to do about this

Signing off from LVFC...