i am going to sit back relax and forget all the crap people tell me >.<

when the new york explosion thing happened people in uni kept telling me that people i know in new york (aka lory) was dead in the explosion and it actually pushed my depression into hyperdrive

and when i try to do work i keep getting told by people in my corse "Oh thats a improvement?"
or my fave i have worked hard on my essay to make it a very clear academic paper just to be told by my peers "WERE doing this for quality not crappy quantity" =m=


plus final fantasy 14 a MMORPG i am between 2 friends basically streched out by them due to the fact they hate each other which makes a game i paid for not fun D:, especially since groups in the game treat groups like blood pacts >.<


these are just a few parts of a lot of stress i have right now i am going to relax tonight otherwise i think my head will explode o...o

SO i know i haven't done a lot recently thats because of university i am working on quite a few projects atm as important roles D: anyway

Dark souls 2 stream will be on Saterday on either YOUTUBE stream or Livestream, or twitch :D (depending on your votes)

Please below vote for your preferred way of streaming lifestream twitch or youtube (i have never used youtube before)


also is youtube broken in anyway i keep getting 500 errors and i can't watch anything ;A;

https://soundcloud.com/theparadisel.....le-with-ultima

i absolutly love the music from unitima i have to do my own remix soon *A* for now love this chiptune remix

... did they cut it from 1000 per like fave playlist and limited it to 100 because i lost a total of 873 videos off my faves which is much i like to listen to when i draw


can anyone else just check to see if it isn't just me

i saw this on google
laughed and now i use it as a icon its from the show :D

feel the rhythm
feel the rhyme
get on up
its butt bouncing time

NO TWERKING JOKES

i don't get tweaking
this is bouncing to the beat
theres a difference
each paragraph
is each time i pause to think
about what i am going to say next
i need scissors
...61!!!!!

i want a real chocobo XD

do you think the zoo would be mad if i threw chocobo yellow on a ostrich and rode it around XD

i useally ignore what the "popular" you tubers do but this made me ask "how the fuck dose this work"




COME ONE COME ALL TO WATCH 3 PEOPLE WHO ARE WATCHING A FILM SO YOU CAN WATCH IT WITH THEM

... wat

no seriously what when i want to watch a film i don't mind text streams but when someone posts a video so you can watch a film with them an they NEVER SHUT UP it confuses me grately =3=

how the hell dose this work but then again i guess i know why

he gets paid for this so theres that :\

but i find this stupidly confusing and wait til 2 to 3 hour videos all you tubers do of them starring never shutting up while you pretend to watch a film with someone because your that damn lonely

o..o i do not understand trends or people =3=

ok so i have trypanophobia (a extreame phobia of injections and needles) and just seeing a needle going into someone freaks me the fuck out to the point where i will throw anything near me to block the image and it can drag me to the point of being violently ill (were talking more real injections then cartoon injections something about seeing the skin bends freaks me out) and what has youtube done for all day "HEY HAVE UNSKIPPABLE ADDS THAT HAVE MAJOR INJECTIONS INTO THE STOMACH HEART FEMUR AND SPINE THAT YOU CANNOT SKIP UNTIL ITS DONE


one caught me off by surprise because my volume was low and in reflex i actually flipped my laptop off of me to get the needle away from me and my laptop luckily landed on my bed ALMOST falling off and landing screen first on the floor




youtube really need to think about what the fuck there showing for ads if its someone talking or a cheesy ad thats fine but when its injections or other things that can be a major phobia (like clowns or spiders or lotus pods (seriously google if you wanna know why this causes tryophobia)) people would freak and sue youtube a lot of money >.<

saw this going around sooo why not

What's your real name?
"Draco" thats all you need to know my REAL name i keep secret now

How tall are you?
6'3"

What's your natural hair color?
blond / golden blond

What's your eye color?
blue

What's your orientation?
currently satdown facing east (HA!)

What do you do in your spare time?
work game draw work sleep :D

What's your job or occupation?
Student from university

What do you like about yourself?
uhhhh .... uhhhh ........... i dunno?

What do you dislike about yourself?
alot of things

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
my ablity to neaver shut the fuck up when nervious

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
i dont beleave in anything why bother it only causes more fights

Do you drink?
i drink water ... cola .... irn bru :D

Do you smoke?
when its cold i breath out and my breath turns to vapor >:P still counts

What are your major fears?
needles bees wasps, oh and if you serch "lilly pod fear" on google images that ... dont say i didnt warn you


Do you have any dreams or goals?
to have a stable life with a nice income and to be with  lory-ixtar

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
i have had a total of 8 exs all left me except for 1 of them and i ish in love with  lory-ixtar

Who are your best buddy/buddies?
lory, a girl from my class called lucinda shes mean but shes kind as well we play final fantasy :D

What's your favorite dish?
Duck, white bait

What's your favorite drink?
Irn Bru

What's your favorite color?
Orange

If you had a super power, what would it be?
shape shifting, the ability to form and manipulate crystals

What's your favorite movie?
uhhh ... i dunno realy i like any film i watch becuse if i didnt like it i wouldnt watch it XD

What's your least favorite food?
vegitables

What's the last meal you want before you die?
a meal that never ends (that way i cannot die >:D) maybie just a plan old KFC bucket since there iconic

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
dont drive and dont care for driving but a Bugatti varon super sport

What is your most disliked bug?
small spiders (the sneek up) and wasps/bees

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
being used by tawts

What do you dislike in life?
being abandoned

soo yea :( i give very stream i do 30 mins if NOONE joins (that includes the ones who just pop in for a fraction of a second then leave) i consider my stream failed and cancel it :(

ok so me and lory can chat on google hang outs until she has Skype hidden and working on her computer

i can only use hangouts on my tablet effectively HOWEVER my tablet is linked to my original youtube account Dracothedraconian but the account i use is draco the kitsune my current youtube account on pc i can switch accounts thanks to youtube atm but on my samsung i have NO clue how to switch accounts on the same log in and its annoying the hell out of me

my tablet is a samsung galaxy tab 3 i need help with this because its causing major headache >.<

ok so yesterday i was typing away for my essay had doctors at 3pm and a meeting with a disability helper at2pm
i woke up at 5am i spent the whole day typing (and retyping) an essay whent to the disability helper, did more on my essay with his help went to the docs and had a BIG cancer scare (i was tested to see if a painful lump on my leg was cancer or just a popped mussel (it turned out to be the popped mussle) i came in this morning finishing a draft of my essay just to have my whole group go "oh where the hell were you" followed by "if you even care to work you can draw a leaf or something"when i told them the news from the doctor i was only greeted with a "and... get back to work"

well i can see the pricks i work with only care as long as they do fuck all and all the work gets done


they also calmed i have done nothing

yeaaa i did research written proposals made powerpoint pitches and in ONE week i did 24 concept images AND 8 ANIMATIONS for concept while there taking 2 MONTHS to make one animation =m=



i fucking hate people




also for a it more explanation on the cancer scare i noticed a lump growing on my leg around scar tissue in 2009 i chaos to ignore it until 2011 where i noticed it was getting bigger in 2013 i noticed it started to hurt however i have been reassured by a doctor yesterday that it is a callus or a popped mussel which dose cause pain and is very common on scar tissue and the chances of it being cancer are exceptionally low still i might be losing my leg cancer scare AND university work while surrounded by pricks :D i am surprised i haven't died by stress yet

so the 2 new draco doodles,

the mudokon pops and the slig i was able to post but a 3rd one which was on another abe enemy got me into trouble for drawing =m= my "producer" aka a dick who keeps being given good jobs because he has the title "lord" in his name, i keep getting outcasted and they only just remembered me today for roles so they gave me the job of "colourist" and "researcher" except i did all the research ... for 3 weeks because they forgot about me during a professional-esc job we had to do,


soo i showed him my notes showed them the information that i had already shared that isn't good enough =m= the building i am researching has VERY LITTLE INFORMATION that it is very hard to find information about it

now heres the real fucking kicker
if i speak a bit (which i tend to do when surrounded by people because i dislike crowds a lot ) i get told to shut up or stop being a spaz or to stop being a idoit, YET the other producer (who happens to be the 'lords' friend) flails his arms screams at the top of his lungs pokes people yet he is ignored =m=

heres the better kick the 'lord' has done fuck all towards this the thing isn't getting drawn because the animators don't know what to draw, the concept artists have no director
=m= and they wonder why people don't like the art =m=



oh and as a 3rd kicker i was forced to DELETE my work =m=



soo yea i lost my mood for drawing that took a while for me to get back -m-

[man titles need to be bigger]
[title says " someone asked me if i would move my WHOLE gallery to weasel + news ]

to which i say nahhh not because of the drama crap not because this site dose need a code change but because of this



Submissions: 1199


and lory as well :P tho me and her teeeeend to stick togeaver on sites :D and we keep coming back to FA because lol furries you be crazy :D




I got WAYYYYYY TO MENY PICS XD

soo yea i aint gonna MOVE to weasel but i may upload some of my promo pics for videos XD

gotta spread my portfolio around somehow XD

also i am planning to start a podcast thing on gaming games i've played plus my unofficial review on them as well as just fun discussions i might be able to grab guests for it :D so tell me in the comments below what stuff you'd like to hear on a podcast

litteraly i am confused i know theres something about one of the coders that was a thing 2 or 3 years ago that has now come back up because of the new layout but why is everyone leaving because of that
it was something that was a sirious flame yes but that was in the past and things like that do go on for meny meny years

dose it affect you, no
were your involved no

so throwing a hissy fit and leaveng FA (which meny people have done OVER MUCH SMALLER THINGS) if i remember the last "exodus" was over the fact a admin didn't have a supporting icon (i think it was the red = icon thing) so if people throw there towel in this then this "exodus" is just another in a long line of people rageing

also if i remember INKBUNNY was a major site everyone fled to before weasyel and DA before that so people will jump ship at the slightest signs of rapids

to those who are leaving please give me a GOOD reason as to why your leaving a place that not only has a lot of people you know but also your commissioners besides the blame that is rumored of one of the programmers


if not i'll see all your journals again in 4 weeks (if that)


as for me YES i have a weasel i had one from semi-closed beta because i was curious of it will i post art there MAYBIE if i ever remember XD

will i leave FA no because this is my MAIN gallery everything i have drawn/ received i upload here and i know to meny people to just up and leave


until next drama

also i don't care if this makes people think negative of me i don't understand people nor the reason people do things and i find this something that should be left to the people involved with the case in hand and we should go back to our 'normal' lives :3

~draco

i quite like it

i feel like the only one XD

sooo on my mac i tried to click on i movie to edit and i cannot left click



i can left click steam skype and everything else

i cannot left click anything to do with movies iMovie QuickTime Player and even my recording software

i restarted reinstalled and waited but still nothing o..o

can anyone offer some advice i don't want to go back to the "genius" bar since they try to force me into buying a new mac by taking longer and longer (literally i went in when it broke the first time oh 1 to 3 days the 2nd time oh your back well it will be 2 to 3 weeks but if you want to use your mac can we interest you in BUYING A MAC PRO (which cost over £3000))

so can someone please offer any hints and help

i swiped this from someone else's journal and i got some time to kill before my university lecture starts (about a hour and 15 mins XD)


What made you choose the species of your main Character?
along time ago i used to use the nickname draco as a alias since i didn't like people to know i drew something and draco was originally based on miles tails prower before i changed draco into what she is now, as for dominique when i was growing up i couldn't handle emotions very well so i repurposed draco to be my negative emotions anger hatred depression however i was asked if i could make a character with positive emotions and thats how dominique was created for most of the time i used draco as my main character however i stopped using them both in 2002 when i was hit by supreme depression becoming very suicidal and in 2009 when i joined here i noticed i needed something people could look at positively so i used dominique and recreating her into a snow leopard a kind gentle animal, ironically draco was made to be identified as me but dominique is now more recognised for me then draco after i met lory and she pulled me from my depression i started to give the characters proper lives from the basics i gave them and now they are as you see it dominique the male kitsune who is a bit forgetful and very kind and draco who is a loner dragoixies who dosnt want anyone near incase she hurts them

Is your character just like you, or how you want to be?
both dominique and draco are based off my aspects of personality however draco has now been moved to more extreme then what i am now due to me having someone who keeps me calm (lory :P)
both characters also have things i have in real life the blond hair dominoes deaf in one ear like me draco has a limp like me, dracos seeing stick was based of a walking stick i had when i broke my leg


Does your character have the same personality you have?
they are created from my personality so yea


Does your character have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
dominique shares my enjoyment for things and shares some fears
Draco shares what i like butis also a fried of everything i am


Does your character look like you at all?
as i said above each character has aspects of me domi's blue eyes blond hair is similar to mine they have a "ideal" figure because i can't draw good :P

Is your character the same gender as you, if not why?
draco was based female due to my love of video games where female characters had much more interesting personality's and clothing in there games while guys wore copy cut outs and all were mussily girls could be in any type of clothing with deep personal stores
as for domi its complicated :P but he is now male because i have seen something that he has to protect and impress and she isn't going to be easily outdone :P (i will beat you at a game lory :P mark my wooorrrdsss XD )



Do you have more then one main character?
yes i have technically 3 characters
Draco Dominique Dew and a character i retired along time ago
Dew is a new character who is my video game mascot who i use for video games because of my love of the final fantasy series and chocobos


Do you have a back story for your character, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
yes dominique and draco have little backstorys that are loosely based off me
Dew has a bit of a bigger bacstory that is based of an idea i had a while back


Is your character mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
ask  lory-ixtar :P
>w> <3



If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
i do not like swingers or open relationships because i be leave i should be loyal to the person i love


Is there something special about your character that you think sets them apart from others?
-inhales- coverd in crystals, 4 wings on dominique, crystal joint on draco's wings, red broken halo, crystallised cracked eyes on draco, hidden blue crystals on dominique, the "lory" tattoo on dominiques shoulder, a scar on dracos right leg hidden by fur


Do you have much art of your main character?
Yeah

Would you ever consider parting with your main character, if so why?
i once considered it when i was asked to sell them to a studio for a project but i told them i couldn't be parted with them since they were me i only considered it because i was very poor at the time and they offers about £15,000.


If you suit, do you have a suit of your main character?
no i do not currently have a suit of my MAIN characters however lory gifted me a small white tail and a character to match it :P


Have you ever roleplayed with your main character, or do you prefer not to?
i used to role-play out of boredom but i still do rp a little here and there but thanks to second life and the internet i don't wish to rp anymore i only do it now as a way to emote


Do you consider your main character to be a part of you in any way?
i think this is the 4th time the same question has been reworded
they are a part of me because they mirror my personality and have some physical traits similar to me






well that was fun

so my router got upgraded from 0.23 mb/s to 3.3mb/s thats good i can do a lot of shit faster

but heres the pain in my arse the sites i normally used are now blocked
posemaniacs for poses is blocked the site i go to find other ways to deal with searing pain in my leg BLOCKED

a few game sites i go on BLOCKED

it kicks me off PSN on my ps4 ps3 and ps vita if i try to play online
it won't open stem giuldwars or starcraft 2 because of the online activations

i can't even see my fucking e-mails =m=
i can't log into my university e-mail either

i can go on youtube i can edit my videos but if i want to change my password descriptions or upload NOPE


=m= i don't like having basic fucking shit blocked off for no fucking reason oh wait there is a reason "think of the fucking children" yea block harmful sites not sites THAT ARE RECCOMENDED BY FUCKING GOOGLE WHEN YOU SPESIFICLY SERCH FOR THEM =m= nor don't block sites DESIGNED FOR STUDENTS TO ASSIST IN STUDY

oh and heres the kicker i was going to spend a lot of money and take them on a restaurant dinner MY TREAT well ic ant acsess my bank account nor paypal =m=

AND when i try to set up a CHARITY account for streaming it BLOCKS me from the charity sites =m=


censorship BECUSE FUCK FREE WILL AND COMMON SENCE AM I RIGHT



-storms off not a fucking happy kitsune-

idid a forced reinstall on the router and it got rid of the censorship which is very good now i can do what i planned tonight and draw :D

Edit2: Un fixed it rebooted the censorship again =m=
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EDIT3: FIXED again this time going though everything again while on call with the broadband providor

it took 2 HDD braking me countless hours to rebuild them AND a 2nd mac AND I FINALY got part 1 done


i know it isn't as well edited as my previous editing videos but i have lost 2 hard drives so i wasn't risking another brake :(

i saw others doing this and i thought what the hey i'll do it as well since this year i actually have a good wish list

~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special

~Step 3~
The List

1:a ticket to new york new york with 2 tickets back to the UK so that i can meet and take  lory-ixtar back with me

2: (this one goes with number one) lory wrapped up in ribbons >3> tho i won't promise i will wait for x-mas

3:art work for lory (romantic pictures smexy pictures anything with us in it)

4 assassin's creed 4

5 (DONT TELL LORY o3o *cough* ) enough money to buy a ring o3o for ... someone o3o *cough*

6 cough medicine (i am ill and i don't want to be ill for x-mss)

7 -w- HUGS FROM EVRYONE :D

8 a fox tail (fuex fur orange fox tail :P )

9 gifts for lory (anything she wants :P )

10 (for the selfishness o3o ) windows 8 surface pro


soo yea thats the wish list i came up with 7 of them are really for  lory-ixtar but thats because i wants her truly for x-mas :P

soo yea if you see this and make one yourself let me have a look :D

and now for the happy holiday messages
-ahem-
MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HAUNIKKA HAPPY KWANZA HAPPY LIFE DAY BAH HUMBUG HAPPY "another day in the callinder" DAY

i am working up a script for a video review for the PS4 :D its kinda hard since i cannot grab footage from the console D: but i am working on it :D

the way i am wrighting it will be so i can post it as a reading review and as a video :D


(will be updated)currently written:
what ever is written will be in BOLD
intro
sample of games (downloading 5 games atm)
features
futrue plans
remoteplay
acsessories

since i didn't get assassins creed 4 with my ps4 -mumbles about having his pre-order sold under him- i am going to stream tonight but it will only be a basic normal stream but i am downloading a bunch of games onto my ps4 annnnd well with my internet that will take up to -looks- 72 hours ....

soo next week i will do the charity stream :3

 slenderas not a word about this irl

Sooo we have to work for a project we won and i was editor our corse tutor praised someone else and promoted them to director when i complained i got moved to foley (sound effects) i worked hard making the foley to fit with the thing were making just to be turned away told "oh we got the media students helping for sound so we won't use yours" so i asked what i could do .... WELLL they took me off the project for a side project to draw concepts

i spent so far 2 days drawing concepts for ideas i vaguely know and won't be told much

i had to draw one idea and the director of it threw a bloody tantrum and i got spoken to like i am a idoit =m=

so i kept working someone came over and started to chat with me so i took a moment while drawing to chat i then get told off by the producer for this thing

=3= he's spent all day basically on youtube looking over a scedual and talking about anything and everything besides what were doing

in a group meeting everyone BUT me is now part of that project i am doing a side project =m=

if they don't want me here i will bugger off and leave them to it i have other jobs i could be doing but this is seriously pissing me off =m=

sadly i am having to spend my time with tempertanturm morons and being talked to like a idoit for being forcibly moved to a side project working on concept because they don't understand what the frigging meaning of a concept is

anyway IF you wanna add me my PSN is draco_the_dragon when you send a friend request please send your FA in it so i know who you are :D i like to know

anyway back to work =m=