https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45420719/

SOMEHOW NOBODY HAS BID ON THIS. Go give this and the artist some love!

Fuckin hell, where the hell do y'all come from? When did ya come watch me? How did I get to 600 watchers?

Bloody hell!

Thanks tho, not sure why, I barely post anything, don't do anything really interestin, barely even comm art anymore.. Should get on that train again, but with no job, sucks..

No seriously... How did I get to this many watchers? Where'd y'all come from? When did I get y'all to watch me? Why?


Hopefully y'all are having a wonderful time..

Simply put, I do kinda want to get myself a 3d model done of Drad, Akari and Ryx. Mostly just so that those who work with 3d models can have more fun and characters to play with as they make such delightful art!

I'll be lookin for such special artists I guess.. But it may be a while before it happens. Need a job, that's for sure..

That journal was dedicated to both sides. I condon what happened in the capital in America, as a Canadian.. And yet, I also condemn what has happened over the course of 2020. Ban me if you will, but you prove nothing if you do, as I sit in the middle, neither for what I saw.. or against it.. Rather, what was the reason behind it.

Was I a trump supporter? I was.. Now I stare in horror and sorrow that what little hope I had left in humanity is now gone.. Welp, y'all lefists win... Enjoy your new communist overlords..

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9102681/ Go to the journal, the poor man needs a loan to get himself out of a wonderful legal situation.

So.. I really, really didn't want to have to go to this, to feel like I'm stooping so low.. Thanks pride -.-

https://www.gofundme.com/help-me-su....._co_campmgmt_w

Just.. 400 CAD will allow me the money needed for a damage deposit, to allow me the chance to move out. I'll try my best to reimburse those who give me money for this, once I'm secured and stable in the new place.

Please note that this also has to be done before november 1.. So I can have the money needed to enable me this chance..

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8907162/ just follow their rules~

Should I? https://strawpoll.com/1y2e62w1

I'm not sure what I'd charge, but I honestly feel more sfw would be better for me.. I honestly have tried to write smut, but that's still being in the to be owed category.

life can go suck a load of fat ones.

I'm back to where I was before, jobless.. But worse. I'm running low on food, running low on cash, and time as well.
$500 CAD for rent, and on top of that, I have to find a new place by October, as my landlord is moving to Scotland.
No idea wtf I can do.. I've applied at so many jobs where I life, and am beginning to debate on going to see if anything can help in the next city over.. Fucking Alberta..

As it is.. I've just gotten hit by a wave of depression, and it's hitting hard, like the heat. I'll.. just curl up..

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8816322/ Due to me buying two Earthkin pearls, and giving one away, y'all have a lovely chance at a kin for yourselves!

Is the artist of a duo who created these adopts species, allowing for this chance! Seriously, go and take a good look ya goofs~ See ya on the discord!

Also! Thank you for the new watches, those who joined the raffle and watched me ^..^

This Sunday, I'm moving out. This Sunday, my life will change.

Welp! Was nice living in my current house, now all I need to get is a job, for 500 every month.. Fucking shitty city doesn't have enough damned fucking jobs!

Its official. I'm moving out today. Taking a few things with me, mostly clothes, laptop, ipod and my phone, but I'm moving. Simple enough, other than I now have yet again, no job.. Hopefully, somebody I've reached out to for regards to a damned job contacts me.

Alright, how to begin this.. WARNING: HIGH AMOUNT OF SWEARING, DEPRESSION, POTENTIAL SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.


Right. First thing is first. Coming up June 1, I'll have to find a place to be moving out by that time, or I'm living with I don't fucking know, or on the streets.. I don't even fucking know if Fort Saskatchewan has a fucking homeless shelter! My job has gotten me stressed the fuck out, because I can't bloody be able to be awake during most of the day, to get out and about to hand out resumes for work of any fucking sort.

My dad wants the best for me, yet, I feel lost and panicked as the deadline approaches. I have less than a month, and I got barely any fucking money saved up. I barely have any hours to work with either, as my boss constantly is just..

I want to find a job, to get one that won't have me feeling like shit all the time. I've applied all over this small fucking town, and I keep getting shit from my dad for it.

I DIDN'T FUCKING LIVE IN A BIG FUCKING CITY YOU RETARDED FUCKWIT!

I just recently got myself a phone.. Flipphone, but fuck all the smart phones out there, I have no need for fancy shit that would die so quickly on me.

Another thing is aa falling out of a good friend, who, on top of my boss Monday morning (night shift is sooo much fun) yelling at me, and hitting a wall in his anger at me fucking up on no less that four things, sweeping the freezer, cleaning drive-thru, and muffins out on display and not filling up the fondant enough(Tim Hortons baker/stocker). He's gotten on the nerves of all the night shift staff, almost making a number of them wanting to either go on strike or quit... which a few of the ones I've worked with before having done so as well, along with me, before getting rehired.

Well, with this good friend, jealousy at art has killed it. Their envy at it, has simply pushed me into closing up from them, to force myself to focus on my own life first, before I end up.. Gone, forever.

What should I do? What can I do? What the fuck would I be able to do, to help not only myself, but.. IDK.

Today, yesterday... This whole month.. Years.. Fuck it.

I might be feeling anxiety and depression, and anger as well, with some thoughts on suicide.. But I know I can't leave yet. I can't leave because there is someone I'd hurt worse than simply myself, or my family.. She knows who she is, and despite being halfway across the world from me, she'd learn somehow..

I'm just going to say this. I'm both in a good state and bad. I'm moving out (last chance pretty much) by June 1. I may be looking at a new career instead of Tim Hortons, CN Railway(Canadian stuff, with good pay and pension plan and all that fun stuff.). But.. I really, really hurt someone close to me. And seeing each time what happened, and now being blocked.. It hurts. I tore myself apart, and now an emotional black hole sits within me. However, while I may be taking a bit of a break from discord and such, it does not mean I'm gone forever or leaving. This place is a part of me... But I just hope I can mend the best friendship I've ever had.. Before its broken permanently.

What a good way to bring about the new guy? Well, with this, you can still ask my other characters something, but Vendarys is getting priority~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8700898/

this little cutie is hosting a raffle for 100 watchers! Go join in if ye want~

Also, holy crap, I went from like, 11 faves to 46. Damn, hope y'all enjoyed it!~

As the title says.. Sorry in advance!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8668087/

Man, my poor friends over there are just getting more and more issues. Here's to hoping that you two finally get some good shit going your way.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8642595/

if ya have some cocks, go on and share with my lovely friend on that journal, link above, and give her a watch. I'm pretty sure there are many who'd love to see what their dick would look like as a dildo XD Rules are in that journal as well.

From the frying pan to the fire, seems my good friends have hit yet another bad time with their living arrangements.. except, its their roommates.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8583384/

All details is in the link provided. If anyone can help, go right on ahead, I hope that they get it.

https://youtu.be/koXkz0OEs0A Just watch the actor troll and savage Auji Pai and one of his allies.

Also, was wondering about the ddos protection activating at arpund 7 am MST.

Share if you guys want, and give that podcast some love XD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8527037/

How am I the only one who's applied?

Follow the rules that are in the linked journal please ^..^

With it being one week since I had announced this, it has come time to close down the raffle!

To those who were lucky enough to win, I found to my utter surprise, that was the winner for the feral slot!

And for the anthros, a rather interesting little thing happened. The last person to sign up, was the lucky winner.

Only ten had signed up for the SLot A, so the dice roll was a ten sided dice. Lucky little kobold it seems

Drakkir had a much lower percentage, as he was one of eleven people signed up for the Slot B. Using a dice roller (online) he was rather lucky.

And with that, I'll be talking with about further getting this lovely raffle over and done with. It has been a pleasure to have gotten 21 people to have signed up! Better luck next time~