Well i woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep, and suddenly i got an idea for a back story for my characters.

so this is a quick rough draft of it. Let me know what you think. Also i know the spacing is weird on it since i did it in notepad. >.>




During the time of all creation, existed many realms, though none more prevalent then that of man and beast.
None dared to travel between realms, none that is except for one small boy, who braved the dangers of the
journey between the realm of man and beast. As the years past the boy spent more time in the realm of beast
interacting with the clans that resided there, for which each represented a different spirit animal, the highest
honor held only by the clan leader.

He traveled between clans ,making friends, creating bonds and becoming one
with the spirits. He made strong allies with many of the clan leaders. Ahearn
the horse lord, was the spirit of freedom. Bodolf the wolf leader, was the spirit of
intelligence. Arsalan the lion King, was the spirit of courage. Kuma the bear leader,
was the spirit of strength. Although he made friends with many these where the ones he looked up to the most

As the time passed he grew into a man, excepting of everyone and everything for who and what they stood for.
He learned many traits from all the clans spirits, many skills that made life easier. Though one day during his travels
between the realms a hateful human envious of his abilities struck him down.

One of the wolves awaited for his arrival on the other side but nothing. As time passed the wolf grew anxious and sought
after him, finding him clinging to life. The wolf lets out a loud howl warning others of the tragedy, as he carried him towards
the sacred altar, where all the clan leaders where chosen. Placing him on the alter, praying for a miracle as all the clans stood
around crying for their friend, for he had become more then a friend, he had become family, one of the clan members.

As they watched over him, while he took his last breathe and the ground soaked with tears the spirits answered their cries as he was
lifted into the air. Since he had become one with the clans the spirits granted him the life as one of them. giving him the ability to shift
from one form to the other, becoming the spirit of peace between the clans uniting them all together as one. With each form he took he
represented that spirit, though each form had a name for each clan, Draft the horse spirit. Bluemoon the wolf spirit. Jasiri the lion spirit.

Don't mind me, just venting some feelings. Also since a lot of folks mistake some of my actions during rough times, this will help you understand why and who I am. Don't worry though I'll be fine.


What hides beneath

I put on a smile, but I hide behind pain
You laugh, and I laugh, but it's not the same

When most frown, or cry out in tears
I've put on my mask throughout all these years

I've grown, I've learned, I've fallen apart
I've loved, I've lived, I've given my heart

I've suffered, I've hurt, I've been pushed aside
Though all of these feelings I keep deep inside

I might not show it, but just know it's there
It's my pain to keep, its my pain to bare

Though life goes on, one day at a time
Have I really move forward, or just left behind

What hides beneath is a broken heart
Never to be whole, with its missing parts

As I grow older I try not to Care
But when ever you need me, ill be right there

The more pain you have, the more love you give
That's how I cope, that's how I live

So happy or not, ill give all I got
Never remembered, but never forgot.

I wrote this yesterday on Facebook for a certain person so that they could feel better about themselves. Maybe it will help a few of you as well.

Perfect beauty

What is perfect beauty, and who are we as humans to judge who or what is perfect, or beautiful . We all have opinions and all have different points of veiw and although it doesn't necessarily make us right or wrong we should not try and push our opinions onto someone else saying that our point of veiw is better because it is right only because we believe it is. We all see the world differently and all see different things as perfect or beautiful.

Don't ever let what someone else's opinion about what they see as beautiful or perfect affect who you are or bother you.

They might make fun of you or call you names because you are different from them or because they themselves struggle to reach their own thought of perfection and the only way they can cope is by making someone else feel bad about who they are.

Just know that no matter what they say, words are only words and nothing more. Don't let them win by taking your self worth away, because all they want to do is bring you down to their level. They will never be happy because they will always chase after what they see as perfect, then once they see someone else they see as more beautiful the cycle will continue and their path of self destruction will never end.

You are beautiful in the place that matters the most and that's in your heart. That is what makes you, who you are, that is what makes you perfect. Don't let their limited point of veiw on life as a whole affect the way you see yourself and the way you love yourself. The only opinions that really matter are your own. The people that love you and are around you love you for who you are, don't let anyone else change that.

Outer beauty is only skin deep and with time it will fade, but inner beauty and inner peace stays with you forever. Don't get mad or sad about someone else's personal opinion about you, because as long as you are happy with you then you will always be happy, while they will always struggle to find that inner peace and that inner beauty they try to take from you.

So what is perfect beauty? Perfect beauty is self value, it is the way you see yourself and others, the way you live your life accepting others for who they are, not what they are. Everyone is perfect in their own way so never let them push their thoughts on what they see as perfect on you