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Like the title suggests, this is to those who still jump on my profile to see if there is anything new, well, I have something new, a change for me, something that might be weird to some, but it's not bad, with that being said, I'll start with this, I love Shadow, he's my original and still my boy, he's been my main sona for years, but I have in the past year or so transitioned to a new fursona, my protogen Kaiyu, Kaiyu has in the past several months has become my main sona, after being shadow for so many years, it's weird to me, I'll still identify as shadow of course and also kaiyu, there'll be more stuff with kaiyu. But to be clear, shadow is still mine, I still love him and I'll still use him, I've just changed my main sona. I also feel bad for doing this because a very dear friend of mine that passed away a few years ago, ScreamQueen1991 brought shadow to life from just words in PM, in a way I feel like I'm pushing her back to make way for something else, but at the same time, I think she would have loved the idea of it, I think she would have even loved kaiyu, or at least I hope so, but with that being said kaiyu is my main now and I hope to some fun things with my boy.

Despite the vaccine being released, covid is at an all time high and will not be going away anytime soon, me who personally had it and recovered from it, and who have seen many residents and patients at my job suffer and die from it, and losing a couple coworker's to it as well, covid is a serious anr major deal, it's no joke, please, from one person who cares very much for his friends, wear a mask, wash your hands regularly, socially distant yourselves, and please stay safe. I don't want anyone catching it, it sucks, and is not fun in the slightest.

I got tested positive for covid

Covid unit has been closed down, my building is now covid free.

So recently the building I work in has had the entire first floor closed off due to a rise in resident covid cases, it's been scary, but this up coming week I'm scheduled to work in the covid unit, I'm freaked out, but as long as I wear the right PPE and follow CDC standards, I should be okay.

I'm having a blast at my new job, it's 100% than my last job, and it has so much less strain on my body than my last job, I'm happy I moved on to a better more relaxed job.

Hey everyone, I know my presence on here has been very little, and I apologize for that, I want everyone to know I didn't forget about anyone, I'm still kicking, I've just been working, I've been too busy adulting. But that being said, put in my two weeks notice at my current job, my last day is the 24th, I'll be starting my new full time job on the 27th, so my life is finally starting to get on track. Yes my presence on here will be small, but I'll still pop on from time to time to say hey and see how everyone is doing, I hope all of you are staying safe and staying socially distant, I love you all, stay awesome, stay safe, heros wear masks #inthistogether

On February 14th, valentine's day at about 3:30 am, I got some horrible news, my 25 year old cousin had committed suicide, he was an awesome person, goofy, fun, kind, we had a good relationship, he was a U.S. Army E.O.D. tech, I am so broken, I am going to miss him.

Recently, I started a second job at Wendy's, when I first started I thought it was easy cause I'm used to a busy retail job, but after a few very busy days, I was wrong, specially when I work 4pm till 2am and than having to be at my first job at 6 in the morning, so yeah, hard and stressful

Yup, Tuesday august 8th, I'm gonna be 25, and holy shit, this year went by so so fast. Way too fast, but hey, new age, new reason to hate getting older. Lol

Asked my girl to marry me, she said yes, and I'm so beyond happy, WOOT WOOT

On the way back from a date with my girlfriend, we were going down the road at night, my girlfriends mom was driving, there was road construction going on, we ended up slamming into a hole that they dug into the road, there were no street lights or warning signs, all there was, was 2 little orange cones that none of us saw until it was too late, all three of us were taken to the hospital. The good news it, the only injuries were some bruises from impact of air bags and seat belts, my girlfriend was in from passenger, she got bruised on her thighs and her chest from air bags, her mom broke a finger and got bruised from airbag, I was in driver side rear, I got a bad bruise from the seat belt and my left hand got cut up. We're all hurting from it, but it was nothing serious, we're all home, and the car is totaled

A very close friend of mine just joined FA and is a new member of our large fuzzy family.  ApocalypseKitsune give a warm welcome and help him met some more fuzzies

This whole song shows how exactly I want to be right now

"Bullet"

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 1 - Charlie Scene:]
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 2 - Johnny 3 Tears:]
We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Ava, Johnny 3 Tears' Daughter:]
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.

When is Donald trump coming back to McDonald's?

Today sucked. I am in so much pain that I can't stand up.

And so to all wmy friends. I am so sorry I haven't been on. Work has been so brutal lately that I find myself unable to function half the time.

I haven't been on in such a long time, sorry to those who miss me, i would say i'll try to be in more often but i can't make that promise, due to work, it makes it extremely difficult to get on here.

........

Does anyone know any cheap full fursuit makers? I want to start looking in on it. I dont make much money, so i want to find one thats as cheap as possible and still in decent quality, this would be my first suit

Cant wait cause i get to go fishing with my bestfriend.

Had to evacuate everyone out from my work because it was on fire. Me and a co worker smelled something very faintly and we thought nothing of it. But the smell got stronger, so we alerted a manager, the three of us checked the outside of the building to see if we could see smoke and nothing, we came back in through the warehouse door, we entered the main store and saw smoke coming from the vent. My manager called the fire dept, than we all scattered around the store and alerted our customers.

Im just wondering since i've been working so much and not having very much activity on here, who has been missing me and how many have been missing me in my extended absence?

Im sorry that i haven't been very active for the past few weeks, it difficult to be on here while i have a full time job. Im really not going to be more active for that reason. Ill try to pop on here any chance i get.