It´s a milesone i have been waiting to pass for a fairly long while and now i have finally reached 300 watcher to my little page.
Feels a bit strange even if i know there are accounts out there with thousands of watchers on them.
I am planning to make something a bit mor complex to celebrate later this weekend.

I have been sick this past week and was not able to go to my parents to wait in the new year.
I am still happy for the new year as i hope it will be better then this past year, stuff in the world is kind of messed up right now.
Plans for nest year include taking some more requests from people that i do mostly for practice sake.
I won´t start doing the requests until i am well and not sick anymore, as i findit hard to work with a feaver of 38C!

And also i want to make more SFW content as well as i feel i have over done it on the kind of art i post here.
My goal is to have 300 watchers but i still need 5 more to reach that goal.
That SFW stuff will be uploaded to my Deviantart account and not here. (Ask me in pm if you want to know my Deviantart username as i don´t want everyone on this site to know it.)
I also plan to make a longer comic with a scifi theme featuring my characters, it would have aplot that advances with every post, sort of like a serial strip.

I could possibly also write some more stories on here but i have few good ideas at this time.
Anyways i hope everone watching my account have a great New years eve!

My Christmas was at my sisters apartment this year because my parent where sick, i got a few gifts but nothing that expenisve. But now i am back home and i am preparing to re start my arts soon, i think can squeeze in some more posts before the new year. This is mostly because i have three days before i need to go back to work, so i can work on art all day if i want.

My next Journal will be after New Years Eve, i hople to make some new plans for the year and i will be presenting them.

It´s my birthday today and i am now officially 40 years old!
I had a birthady party sort of, at a restaurant that we booked a whole table at and had supper.
I don´t like having big birthday parties so we where about 11 people at the place.
Food was great and i got some presents but nothing extreme.

Scary how fast time passes, it´s not long ago that i had my 30th year birthday and i taught i was getting old back then.

Well now i am looking forwards to christmas and seeing some of my relatives again.
I am hoping to get one more post uploaded before then but i have not decided on what yet.

It´s been a while since my last entry so here is a new one.
I have been sick the last few days so i have not been doing much but lie on the couch and watch tv, as well as do some art. (Stupid couch made my back hurt!)
On Saturday i watched the second launch of SpaceX Starship prototype, and the big kaboom that happned shortly after launch. (Perhaps a later third attempt will be sucessful or the project will be in trouble for SpaceX.)
Then later in the evening i watched San andreas with Dwayne Johnson and Carla Gugino, i think it´s a decent disaster movie but everything is very exaggerated.
That night i had the strangest dream, i think i remember it becuse i woke up in the middle of it in the morning at about 5:30 in the morning.

I will leve out some details in the dream because it involves relatives of mine and stuff that happened to them lately.

So the dream was about me getting on a bus to go into town or something like that, it´s a strange bus that looks nothing like the public buses that traffic my area.
As i´m riding the bus towards the town people sitting around me start pointing at things outside the bus windows and when i look outside i see alot of buildings that are damaged or destroyed.
This includes a restaurant where i sometimes eat lunch, also i see some kind of strange fires burning in some of the buildings.
I do not get scared or upset about this and instead get off the bus at a bus stop, that is when i realize that i´m completly naked having somehow un dressed while i was on the bus and the clothes are still on the bus. So i start chasing the bus across town from stop to stop and manage to get back on the bus retrieve my clothes and get dressed. As i am getting off this bus again the bus driver gives me a box telling me that it´s a gift for me. I take the box and start opening it on the street, the box has an impossibly large amount of items inside it for it´s size. It´s mostly electronics and different stuff that seems to come from an electronics store. I can´t remeber but i think it had like several Nintendo DS games and like a bunch of old MP3 players in it. The busdriver tells me he cleared out a store the other day and he got all the stuff from the store. Yeah that`s when the dream ends and i wake up. After that strange shit i can´t go back to sleep so i get out of bed. It´s a Sunday but i decide to get up at like 6:10 in the morning LOL!

This is a typical example of dream logic with a real location, something from a movie or fiction, an embarressing moment, and fragments of real locations from the dreamers real life all in a big mess.
It´s funny when i remember whole dream sequences like this because it´s very rare that i do, often it´s just the last few moments of a dream.

The next few weeks i will be getting ready for Christmas and perhaps buy the first presents, hopefully i will not forget my clothes on the bus.
Bye for now.

It´s starting to get cold where i live so winter is coming soon.
This summer art wise have been a mixed bag but i managed to get most of my ideas done and also some requests from other people on here and on Discord.
I once got a comment on one of my recent drawings about my account being boring and fairly un-hot with no real sex in it. Because i mostly did diffrent creatures sitting on a toilet or going potty is some form of situation. Yeah i thaught about that comment for a whole day (I felt very distracted at work after reading it.) since it was very true.

I have a lot of art that kind of look the same, and the reasons for it being that way kind of embarress me sometimes. I basically have obsessive compulsive disorder when it comes to drawing stuff or making 3D art. If i went to a psychiatrist with my symptoms i could likely get that diagnosed and stuff but i am afraid to talk about my fetishes with anyone outside that niche of furry fandom.

But long story short i have decided to do actual porno scenes and sex scenes as an experiment starting next week. It will diversify my art gallery a little and also be good practice for my art skill because i have never drawn two characters having sex before. I am imagine Judee and Eliax in some situatins firstly and also what i can do in SFM.
This also means i am stopping requests for some time possibly until the end of this year, sorry but i need to focus on what i want to make going forwards after this decision.

I will also be removing some of my old art from my scraps folder, as i do not want more then perhaps 200 art pieces uploaded at one time. I have already removed more then 30 pics so far.
Mostly stuff that i don´t get comments or faves for anymore anyways. Alot of my older stuff looks kind of bad especially my oldest SFM stuff from about 3 years ago. Since i still have many of the project files i could re- do them with the better lighting i have learned since then.

But i will first focus on making my new kind of art so those re masters will happen later this year.

So i have decided to buy Starfield next week, it is a game i have gotten more and more interested in. I wanted another Bethesda game hopefully a
Elder Scrolls one but Starfield will be a very good game to play while i wait.
It also means i will not make as much art theese coming weeks as i will be mostly playing that game, sorry but i want to get back into gaming.
I have sort of not played any game for months only some online Call of dury MW2 with some friends.

I will probobly delve into the modding scene of Starfield as well when modding for the game start off.
I want to make a character based of my human OC Steve as soon as i get the game.
Will be fun.

Also i have played around a little with AI art the last few days. Mostly for fun and experimental stuff.
I do not plan on publishing anything on here as it´s against the upload policy of FA.
I made some prompts with Eliax as a seed picture and also Judee and Steve and Eliax.
I used negative prompts as well to try and ge specific result.
It kind of works but i am limited by using a free sevice like DALL·E mini (Now Crairyon V3) or hotpot.ai.
Yeah taking som risk of my art being spread to those sites, but i did not upload any adult pics just faces really.

Eliax ended up looking like a goblin with dreadlocks, and Judee looked like a female Orc from skyrim.
Eliax looked mostly like a dragonborn from a D&D rpg. Hands and feet had tons of deformations and artefacting.

Will probobly not invest that much time into it since it´s just playing around and not professional.

Summer seems to be over for me this year with all the rain i have gotten here where i live.
As i have not been out much due to that i have made some more art then i would normally do.

I now have just one week left on my vacation and will then go back to working as usual and also posting as usual.
That basically menas perhaps one post a week or less depending on my mood.

I have also decided to clear out some older art on my account as it sometimes seems like i am two diffrent artists, one three years ago with the crap i made then,
and now with me doing art that takes days to finish.

I have felt both hyperactive and very passive during the past weeks, some of the plans i had i could not get the energy to do.
Currently i am working on a request that was given to me earlier this week.

anonsouthpaw is holding a raffle to win a free artwork pice.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52.....#cid:173457575

I am in two raffles for art at the moment, hope i win one of them.

The link to the free art raffle is here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52.....#cid:173399189

Lydakrill is holding a raffle for 3D models, animations and vrchar avatars.
Follow his instructions and you can get up to 4 tokens for random draw on 25th of July
I have not seen many raffles for 3d stuff on here so this is a rare chance to get my Eliax made in 3D something i have allways wanted.
The model will be for free.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52.....#cid:173282013

So it´s summer where i live finally.
My vacation does not start for another month but i am getting ready for some time off anyway. From this site....sort of.
I am taking a long break from doing requests and also longer projects by myself.

While i don´t hate doing them thay do kind of cause me to get stressed out. Knowing i have a backlog of stuff i pomised to make.
I am going to decline most requests for at least the three months that is summer in my home country of Sweden.

I have sadly seen some of my favourite artists leave this site and move to other sites that i do not have accounts on. Or simply vanish.

For about a month now i actually wanted to leave or deactivate my account but i have decided against that for now.
I have deleted some of my art that i am not pleased with ot think violate the new posting rules.
Not that i acually draw younger characters that often.

Think that is all for now if i come up with something else i will make a new Journal.

I have set up a Thisvid account for my crappy animations in SFM and perhaps future Blender animations.
I will eventually upload all animations i have made so far and then try and make new ones regularly.
My main goal is still drawing and posting here.
I uploaded some new content to Thisvid today on 8/12
https://thisvid.com/members/4111773/

Yeah two hole months without a journal update.

With this new year i have had some problems and not so nice stuff like high prices on almost everything where i live, and also more stress at work becuse i work as a slales person and those higher prices affect the company i work for negativly. But on the positive side i think i finally found a good stable workflow for my art stuff. I can now produce drawings at a steady rate and they look GOOD for once.
I did not like how my art was at the early stages when i joined this site but now.... It´s a MASSIVE diffrence!

My plans for this year is to draw alot more and perhaps rely less on SFM renders as i don´t think i am that grat at coming up with new material. I only have so many models i like after all.
And on that subject i want to try and make some models myself as that was the plan i had several years ago while i was trying Blender for the first time.
But i allways found a reason why i did not want to learn that program perhaps i was afraid i would think it was too complex and hard to learn.
As i nearing my 40s now and i have felt that i am no longer as sharp learning as i used to be so this is probobly my last chance to learn something relativly easy, before i get older and my eyesight and stuff gets worse.

I don´t know how long it will take but when i feel my skills are good enough i might even open up for commissions.

I see that Furaffinity changed some of its text and some of the looks of the site overall. Not sure if i like how it turned out but i can´t do anything about it.
Perhaps i will use the new feature and add a custom banner to my account page.
I usually get stressed out this time of year not just because of my own private Christmas preparations but also becuse of my work. (I work in the retail business that´s all i will say)

I will try and make some Christmas themed stuff in the weeks to come but i will also try and make some of my usual stuff.
Generally speaking i wont´t have alot of time to do art when the holidays start as i will likely not be at home.

As for news i finally did buy a new monitor for my PC (it´s a G7 28 inch IPS panel 4K 144hz screen from Samsung) that hopefully have better color representation then my old crappt TN panel monitor had.
The old monitor was from 2009 by the way so it was old. I can see the sharpness in many of my artworks now in a way i actually could not on the older monitor.
I also see that alot of my colors look wrong when i see them on the new monitor. (Green looks way darker when i view it on any other device like my phone and tablet.)
Would have to calibrate it fully to make sure i have the right settings. I used a youtube video made by a pro reviewer as
a guide and used the same numbers as he did and he had the same screen, hopefully my art will have better colors and details from now on.

As for christmas i plan on actually giving away some art (SFW) to some of my relatives as christmas gifts and see what they think.
I plan on using SFM to arrange some models and then print out the result on high quality photo paper. Then perhaps laminate the papers so they can be used as placemats or coasters or something like that.

Note that i will not make any more requests this year for anybody, sorry but i need to focus on the holiday preparations right now.
I will starty doing some requests again after new years eve.

Think that´s all for now.

Happy Halloween indeed even if there is not much celebration in my home contry. (Its mostly kids and in bigger cities not in the rural palces where i live.)

Art wise i have not made anyting particularly "Halloween themed" this year sorry. My celebrations mainly consist of watching some horror movies or Halloween themed movies.
I have made new plans for where to take my art in the future and it is a big departure from my previous works.
For once i plan on cutting down on the fetish elements in my art in favor of more neutral or artistic elements. I feel like i have done so many of that kind of works by now and i struggle to come up with new ideas.
Expect less scat piss and fetish content even if i might still do toilet themed art but without the scat parts. Wanna try out some more "romantic ideas" i have had lately.

I have also been thinking about deleting some of my art actually, and don´t panic it will be older works from several years ago that look bad compared to what i do now.
My Deviantart account is mostly unused and i want to change that bu adding some of my new SFW art there as well. (I won´t put my Deviantart account link here if you want to know it DM me.)

Apart from my art i now have a Steam deck to play around with!
It´s the 512 GB memory model with a deluxe case and anti reflective screen. (Some reviewers seem to dislike this screen and think it is more dim the non anti reflective screen of the other models.)
I have tried some of my steam games on it by now and even took it to work today ant tried using it without wifi.
I played some Stray today and that game is perfect for a mobile console, and there is no Nintendo Switch version of that game. After about an hour of gameplay my battery level was about 40%.

Yeah it´s battery time is very bad unless you turn down some settings like the screen brightness. Other then that i am happy with it.

That´s pretty much all for now.

As the month is over this week i will start doing NSFW stuff again. Will post something tonight even if the month is not offically over.

It´s very hot where i live right now with temperatures of over 30 degrees (Celcius) and i have been tired and not in the mood to make much art.
Have made at least one art piece that i will post the rest however will be posted in June when i plan on starting to post more as my vacation starts.

Also some changes in the future my NSFW art will from now on go into my scraps folder and i will start adding a special icon as thumbnail to those posts.
The SFW art will be posted like before.

So summer is finally here (where i live) and i have had some time to make plans for what i want to do, even if my vacation does not officially start until July.
One of those things planned is the expansion of my account to have more SFW stuff posted to it, and the production of more SFW art by me.
I have been thinking of taking a break from my mostly fetish based posts for a period and focus more on making art that is more aimed at a wider audiance.
I would still be for an adult audiance but there would be less of the toilet/scat/piss stuff i made until now.
I also want to try and produce some less extreme adult art in the future like porno/sex/erotic artwork. I feel that it would appeal to a wider audiance then what i do now.

I have decided to make June my SFW only month, as in i will only make non fetish content for a whole month.
Also i will not make requests or take requests of that kind of art for a whole month either.

I will then try and balance my content better by posting both SFW and NSFW art.

So i have not posted anything for a while mainly becuse i have been bored and not very motivated. This week we had almost snowstorm like snowfall here where i live with almost a foot of snow falling in just a day or two. I was afraid the power would go out leving me with no way of doing art on my PC or perhaps be interrupted and loose what i had made.

Just a month ago i lost a harddrive on my PC and all my old photos where lost. The drive that failed also made another drive stop working and made for alot of headache for me making me totally loose all motivatin to draw anyting.
I have since found a backup of those photos and installed a new drive in my PC that works. ( It is a very expensive Firecuda SSD with 4 TB of space)

As for the coming week and Easter i will have a few days when i can make stuff and post some of my ideas that i have.
Like a story i am thinking up where Steve and Eliax go on a camping trip ant live in a tent and stuff. (very primitive and without a bathroom hehe)
It would have them do normal camping things like fishing and swimming in a lake but would also have some fetish stuff and perhaps a bit more edgy stuff then what i normally do.
I could write it in chapters and post the over several days.

Plese tell me what you guys and girls think of this idea!

I also notice i will soon have just 10 more watchers and i am at 200! It is kind of low when i think about it. And i have had this accound since 2014 even if i did not post much for the first 5 years.

I am now triple vaccinated with the third shot yesturday. My arm i sore and i had a feaver this morning so i called in sick from work. (I am 100% sure it is the vaccine not covid 19)
Some recent happenings in my life have led to stress for me and i have not been motivated to draw as much as i wanted.
For the past weeks i have mostly watched TV and laid on the couch, or played games on my PC instead of doing art.
I am hoping spring and longer days will make me have more energy because i have been tired lately.

As for February month i have decided that i will draw only non fetish art for a whole month. I call it "Non-Fetish-February" LOL!
I am thinking of expanding my OCs backstories and expanding on the universe they live in.

The year is almost over and it´s time to summerize what i have acclomplished so far.
Not going to list it all here but i have done alot!

I do not have anything to post for today sorrybut i have been having issues with the PC i normally use for my art. (I am planning to swap out one of the HDDs as it seems to not be working)
WIll likely not post anything for few days as i will be going away to a nearby town.

Next year will be interesting but hopefully i will be able to get out more and not just repeat what i did this year. (and last year too)

My plans for next year includes trying to make my drawing skills a bit more complex
I will try and do something in a 3D program like Blender if I feel motivated enough.

There will potentially be fewer posts but higher quality posts. I will also try and write some more
Stories involving my OCs.
Hopefully if the pandemic finally end I will be able to travel again and do some photography as well.

That´s all I have to say at the moment.

The weeks leading up to the holidays have been stressful and I did not sleep well last night. But I am ready to celebrate Christmas with my family. Been having issues with my PC lately so I will not draw anything in a while sorry.

My plans for next year includes trying to make my drawing skills a bit more complex
I will try and do something in a 3D program like Blender if I feel motivated enough.

There will potentially be fewer posts but higher quality posts. I will also try and write some more
Stories involving my OCs.
Hopefully if the pandemic finally end I will be able to travel again and do some photography as well.

That´s all I have to say at the moment.

Merry Christmas to all on this site!

Today i celebrated my birthday with friends and family. We went out to eat and i had cake at home and opened my presents.
Plan on making something christmas themed in the following week but have not decided on what.

I´m back and will be starting my posting again soon....

I have removed some of my art and changed some things mostly to make a new account for my SFW stuff as i want to keep those things apart more.
As for the last month of the year i do not expect to be making as much art as a normally do as i have had a very hard time at my work.
It has been stressful theese last few weeks and i have not drawn as much as a result.

I will try and make something X-mas themed for the end of December.

I am sorry to announce that i will be going offline for a while.

The resons are personal and i will not speak of them here.
I am disabling my account for a time and this will be in affect from saturday november 27 this weekend and into the next year or until i feel that i can come back possibly.

If my personal issues are not resoleved by that time i will probobly delete this account completely.

This is not Furraffinitys fault or anyone on this sites fault but a personal problem i have been having lately.