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A good thing To know!
Posted 15 years agoI was waking up this morning, And, I was looking at my FA. I had, 34S and 7J. I went to the Journals First ( I Keep submissions for the end) And Saw A Journal from 
LoopyWolf. So, I went to read it. What did I find inside? A little thing that were verry true for me... Ok, There are one or two things that Still remain to Verify, But, At least it's enough True for me to like this!
Enjoy!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
LoopyWolf. So, I went to read it. What did I find inside? A little thing that were verry true for me... Ok, There are one or two things that Still remain to Verify, But, At least it's enough True for me to like this!Enjoy!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
I am moving
Posted 15 years agoSooooo, Yes, I am moving. I took this decision Two weeks ago, And now, I move. Sunday is the Big day! I will maybe not be able to Give news for some little time, But, As soon as Internet come back to my new home, I will Be back online.
So, Yes, I was living in A place near Quebec City. Now, I am moving to a place near Montreal. I will live in Laval Qc. Ca.
The reason why I am moving are... I will not give those yet. I am not ready to do so, To much of personal feelings would be involve in the Words I would write.
This move is temporary, It's until I buy the buss to Build my project! So, Maybe a year or two, It's not said that I will not stay there for some times after the buss is in my possession!
I am happy to move there, Cause Laval is one town I know a little bit, I Used to live there when I was younger, So, I will not be lost like when I moved 300 KM the other way and came to Quebec City! Maybe next time to move will be in Gaspesia... or in Abitibi, Or simply in another province! Maybe in the USA! Never know! With a buss Transformed into a RV, Everything is possible!
So, Yes, I was living in A place near Quebec City. Now, I am moving to a place near Montreal. I will live in Laval Qc. Ca.
The reason why I am moving are... I will not give those yet. I am not ready to do so, To much of personal feelings would be involve in the Words I would write.
This move is temporary, It's until I buy the buss to Build my project! So, Maybe a year or two, It's not said that I will not stay there for some times after the buss is in my possession!
I am happy to move there, Cause Laval is one town I know a little bit, I Used to live there when I was younger, So, I will not be lost like when I moved 300 KM the other way and came to Quebec City! Maybe next time to move will be in Gaspesia... or in Abitibi, Or simply in another province! Maybe in the USA! Never know! With a buss Transformed into a RV, Everything is possible!
in need of...
Posted 15 years agoThe Vacation Are off Already! I started to work on Thursday, And... I need To Find something Better
So, Before my vacations, I asked my boss to Give some money instead of An Augmentation. I never had an answer about it. I asked them 2 500$ To be able to buy a buss. I need it to Transform it into a RV. What I ultimately want to do, Is to Transform old Autocar into RVs... Something Cheap, all wood inside... that would Give some Rvs Under 10 000$ For peoples who can't afford To buy an used for 35 or 40 Thousand Bucks...
In Fact, I would like to buy an Autocar, transform it into a RV and live in it for 3 or 4 years, The time to Have money to buy a Terrain, To be able to park 1, or 2, or 3 Buses and Transform them...
I need more money, I need to do something I like, I need my own Compagny, I need my Own Work, I need To do something I will like If I don't find those 2500$ For this year, I will have to Gather this money and Keep it for next year... Maybe The year after... And, Then, Maybe I will be to late for me!
Keep positive, I will Do something of my life one day! And, Happiness it will be! I am Heading Toward it!
So, Before my vacations, I asked my boss to Give some money instead of An Augmentation. I never had an answer about it. I asked them 2 500$ To be able to buy a buss. I need it to Transform it into a RV. What I ultimately want to do, Is to Transform old Autocar into RVs... Something Cheap, all wood inside... that would Give some Rvs Under 10 000$ For peoples who can't afford To buy an used for 35 or 40 Thousand Bucks...
In Fact, I would like to buy an Autocar, transform it into a RV and live in it for 3 or 4 years, The time to Have money to buy a Terrain, To be able to park 1, or 2, or 3 Buses and Transform them...
I need more money, I need to do something I like, I need my own Compagny, I need my Own Work, I need To do something I will like If I don't find those 2500$ For this year, I will have to Gather this money and Keep it for next year... Maybe The year after... And, Then, Maybe I will be to late for me!
Keep positive, I will Do something of my life one day! And, Happiness it will be! I am Heading Toward it!
Furfright
Posted 15 years agoHummmm, I've been Asked If I will go To Furfright in October... I really Don,t know... I would like to go, But, I don't know What will be the job at this time! I don't know If I will have time... And most of all, I don't know If I will have money!
One Sure thing, If I am going, I Will have my own room Or If Someone Really Quiet Ask me, ONE other... I will Have my own Car (It's A Little Pick-up, So, Maximum one other Person) and I will not be with anyone (if We meet and you want to Walk with me, Go ahead) I mean, I will not Going there with a Group like At AC... That was a real mess... And If I go, It will be to have fun. And To see fursuits and Builders...
I don'T know If I will find A builder that will be able to Do a Suit anything Like I want... There is a little Fur and A lot of Skin... And, I don't want it To Be An Amateur Kind of suit! Since I want to Use this suit for Something Outside furry... something For the good of the childrens...
Anyway... That is it for my Journal this time!
One Sure thing, If I am going, I Will have my own room Or If Someone Really Quiet Ask me, ONE other... I will Have my own Car (It's A Little Pick-up, So, Maximum one other Person) and I will not be with anyone (if We meet and you want to Walk with me, Go ahead) I mean, I will not Going there with a Group like At AC... That was a real mess... And If I go, It will be to have fun. And To see fursuits and Builders...
I don'T know If I will find A builder that will be able to Do a Suit anything Like I want... There is a little Fur and A lot of Skin... And, I don't want it To Be An Amateur Kind of suit! Since I want to Use this suit for Something Outside furry... something For the good of the childrens...
Anyway... That is it for my Journal this time!
Anthro Con!
Posted 15 years agoOk, It's my last vacation day, I have plenty of time To do this Journal. I know It's late for it, and I also know That nobody will Really read it. but, I want to do it anyway!
First. Post AC... I thought I could Have some kind of Post con Depress... Not at all. Maybe is it because I was not home For a week after I came back! That help...
So, I Went to AC With Some friends of mine,
bryagh And His friend Automn, With 
pyxaron And 
Sprout_the_Drakeling . The Route was soft and there was Really good music! bryagh were driving his brand new Old Suburban, Listening to Old Good music... That was a good trip... Thank you Bryagh...
Than, We arrived to Pittsburgh, What a beautiful place! we arrived on a route Where we had to pass under some viaducts. They are Lighten In some way that make the Looks like Sculpture! Then, We arrived at the hotel. The place were full of peoples, It was clean, It was Beautiful... Hey! I was a tourist there!... So, I found my room, prepared my things, And Slept.
Friday morning, I woke up early, And, Went to try to find the Registration room... Took me some time... I was unsure where to go and.. I know Sometimes my English sucks... It Append randomly... One hour my English Is About perfect, The other time I stutter a lot and Other time, I Just forget that I can speak English! I really don't like when this append... I am talking with someone and then... Heeee, What is the word... What is the stance I wanted to say... I can't remember the words I had to say! Anyway... I finally Tried... And I had the answer... They you have nothing If you don't try!
So, The week end was pretty Good... I had My Badge From
kalika_futago And It was Even Bether in real than on The Internet picture... Then Pyxaron told me about another artist that could make me my Ailé Badge, So, I went to see :icon : And She did A really great Job! I may want to ask her a Commish If she is open... Anyway... So, I tried to stay in touch With the french group that was there, The 
francofur Group...There was some peoples that were playing witht the Cbs We brought, So, Sometimes it was difficult. But, I was mostly alone... I passed the majority of my time in the dealer's room, and the Artist alley... A Dragon adopted my shoulder for his home, and I did not spend the money I wanted there... Anyway...
during this weekend, I realized that I should do Something About my Shyness... I wanted to talk to some peoples, I wanted to Approach some Fursuiters and... I did not... I was to shy... Almost Afraid of talking to them. So, I did not, I Passed over a great chance to Find a new builder... anyway, I have to work on my shyness...
Then, Sunday, I woke up early, I did not sleep really much... but, Anyway... I went to The Con, On the radar, Walking around, it was the day I reserved for spending... I never Did it To the dealer's room... I meet someone in the corridor, and I walk with him, Then, Meet someone else, Then Walk with him... then, This then that Looking the events, Going to the Panel... So, I never spent the money I wanted, I wanted to do a gift to one of my friend who did not have money to go there neither time... but, I did not... Never made it to the dealer's room... At least, I don't think... There is some things I don't remember about Sunday... I was almost sleepwalking...
Then The route Back home... did not get time really to sleep in the Suburban, Each time I Tried to sleep There was something to wake me up, So, I kept myself awake.... Then, Back Home, I spent the day Playing on the brand new computer I bought... preparing the one I sold, And that was it... Did not Sleep Before 10:00 PM I was exhausted...
AC Was a Pretty good part of my life... But, I don't know If I will go next year If I don't have a Fursuit! We will see!
First. Post AC... I thought I could Have some kind of Post con Depress... Not at all. Maybe is it because I was not home For a week after I came back! That help...
So, I Went to AC With Some friends of mine,
bryagh And His friend Automn, With 
pyxaron And 
Sprout_the_Drakeling . The Route was soft and there was Really good music! bryagh were driving his brand new Old Suburban, Listening to Old Good music... That was a good trip... Thank you Bryagh...Than, We arrived to Pittsburgh, What a beautiful place! we arrived on a route Where we had to pass under some viaducts. They are Lighten In some way that make the Looks like Sculpture! Then, We arrived at the hotel. The place were full of peoples, It was clean, It was Beautiful... Hey! I was a tourist there!... So, I found my room, prepared my things, And Slept.
Friday morning, I woke up early, And, Went to try to find the Registration room... Took me some time... I was unsure where to go and.. I know Sometimes my English sucks... It Append randomly... One hour my English Is About perfect, The other time I stutter a lot and Other time, I Just forget that I can speak English! I really don't like when this append... I am talking with someone and then... Heeee, What is the word... What is the stance I wanted to say... I can't remember the words I had to say! Anyway... I finally Tried... And I had the answer... They you have nothing If you don't try!
So, The week end was pretty Good... I had My Badge From
kalika_futago And It was Even Bether in real than on The Internet picture... Then Pyxaron told me about another artist that could make me my Ailé Badge, So, I went to see :icon : And She did A really great Job! I may want to ask her a Commish If she is open... Anyway... So, I tried to stay in touch With the french group that was there, The 
francofur Group...There was some peoples that were playing witht the Cbs We brought, So, Sometimes it was difficult. But, I was mostly alone... I passed the majority of my time in the dealer's room, and the Artist alley... A Dragon adopted my shoulder for his home, and I did not spend the money I wanted there... Anyway... during this weekend, I realized that I should do Something About my Shyness... I wanted to talk to some peoples, I wanted to Approach some Fursuiters and... I did not... I was to shy... Almost Afraid of talking to them. So, I did not, I Passed over a great chance to Find a new builder... anyway, I have to work on my shyness...
Then, Sunday, I woke up early, I did not sleep really much... but, Anyway... I went to The Con, On the radar, Walking around, it was the day I reserved for spending... I never Did it To the dealer's room... I meet someone in the corridor, and I walk with him, Then, Meet someone else, Then Walk with him... then, This then that Looking the events, Going to the Panel... So, I never spent the money I wanted, I wanted to do a gift to one of my friend who did not have money to go there neither time... but, I did not... Never made it to the dealer's room... At least, I don't think... There is some things I don't remember about Sunday... I was almost sleepwalking...
Then The route Back home... did not get time really to sleep in the Suburban, Each time I Tried to sleep There was something to wake me up, So, I kept myself awake.... Then, Back Home, I spent the day Playing on the brand new computer I bought... preparing the one I sold, And that was it... Did not Sleep Before 10:00 PM I was exhausted...
AC Was a Pretty good part of my life... But, I don't know If I will go next year If I don't have a Fursuit! We will see!
Want to know you bether!
Posted 15 years ago1. Your Name: (can be IRL or nickname)
2. Age: (you can round this number up if you want)
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean: (I leave this question open to interpretation.)
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
2. Age: (you can round this number up if you want)
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean: (I leave this question open to interpretation.)
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
Last day of work and...
Posted 15 years agoAnd, I am walking on sunshine for the cause!
Katrina And The Waves - Walking On Sunshine Lyrics
Oh! Ohhhh yeeeh
I used to think maybe you loved me now baby I'm sure
And I just cant wait till the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox , gotta hold myself down
Cos I just wait till you write me your coming around
I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!
Hey , alright now
and dont it feel good!!
hey yeh
I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that its true
and I don't want to spend all my life , just in waiting for you
now I don't want u back for the weekend
not back for a day , no no no
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay
woah yeh!
I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!
Hey , alright now
and don't it feel good!!
hey yeh ,oh yeh
and don't it feel good!!
walking on sunshine
walking on sunshine
I feel the love,I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I feel the love, I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I'm on sunshine baby oh
I'm on sunshine baby oh
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
and don't it feel good!!
I'll say it again now
and don't it feel good!!
cont till the end
Katrina And The Waves - Walking On Sunshine Lyrics
Oh! Ohhhh yeeeh
I used to think maybe you loved me now baby I'm sure
And I just cant wait till the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox , gotta hold myself down
Cos I just wait till you write me your coming around
I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!
Hey , alright now
and dont it feel good!!
hey yeh
I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that its true
and I don't want to spend all my life , just in waiting for you
now I don't want u back for the weekend
not back for a day , no no no
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay
woah yeh!
I'm walking on sunshine , wooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
I'm walking on sunshine, woooah
and don't it feel good!!
Hey , alright now
and don't it feel good!!
hey yeh ,oh yeh
and don't it feel good!!
walking on sunshine
walking on sunshine
I feel the love,I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I feel the love, I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I'm on sunshine baby oh
I'm on sunshine baby oh
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
I'm walking on sunshine wooah
and don't it feel good!!
I'll say it again now
and don't it feel good!!
cont till the end
Mah Hatch Day!
Posted 15 years agoToday, On this 19th of june, It's my hatch day! Now, I am a dragon with 30 Years of experience in a human body! not that I like it, but, I begin to Get used of it! I hope things will go bether for me on this new decade! :`D
Dragon gathering
Posted 15 years agoHummmmm, Bryagh Told me that there was a Dragon Gathering at Ac Scheduled... So, I was happy, and I went to the Ac schedule, Looked at it... Ok! It's on sunday at 1:30PM until 2:30 PM... Good! I will be there for sure!
I can't miss a gathering with my kind!
Bryagh Told me that there was a Dragon Gathering at Ac Scheduled... So, I was happy, and I went to the Ac schedule, Looked at it... Ok! It's on sunday at 1:30PM until 2:30 PM... Good! I will be there for sure!I can't miss a gathering with my kind!
A good thing will happend
Posted 15 years agoI Learned today, By Reading a Journal, That There will be a Dragon gathering At AC... I will have to fint it ant try to Introduce myself in it! I want to meet more Dragons! I am a Dragon, And Dragons Are my life! I want to meet More and more of them!
It's good, I will at least Hit the road with 3 of them... I don't know the fourth Person that will be with us, so, I don't know If She is a Dragon to! We will have fun on the road, I am pretty sure about it!
It's good, I will at least Hit the road with 3 of them... I don't know the fourth Person that will be with us, so, I don't know If She is a Dragon to! We will have fun on the road, I am pretty sure about it!
Blood, sweat and tears
Posted 15 years agoI've never listen to those lyrics before, But, It's interesting how they Talk to me...
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Spinning Wheel
What goes up must come down
spinning wheel got to go round
Talking about your troubles it's a crying sin
Ride a painted pony
Let the spinning wheel spin
You got no money, and you, you got no home
Spinning wheel all alone
Talking about your troubles and you, you never learn
Ride a painted pony
let the spinning wheel turn
Did you find a directing sign
on the straight and narrow highway?
Would you mind a reflecting sign
Just let it shine within your mind
And show you the colours that are real
Someone is waiting just for you
spinning wheel is spinning true
Drop all your troubles, by the river side
Catch a painted pony
On the spinning wheel ride
Someone is waiting just for you
spinning wheel is spinning true
Drop all your troubles, by the river side
Ride a painted pony
Let the spinning wheel fly
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Spinning Wheel
What goes up must come down
spinning wheel got to go round
Talking about your troubles it's a crying sin
Ride a painted pony
Let the spinning wheel spin
You got no money, and you, you got no home
Spinning wheel all alone
Talking about your troubles and you, you never learn
Ride a painted pony
let the spinning wheel turn
Did you find a directing sign
on the straight and narrow highway?
Would you mind a reflecting sign
Just let it shine within your mind
And show you the colours that are real
Someone is waiting just for you
spinning wheel is spinning true
Drop all your troubles, by the river side
Catch a painted pony
On the spinning wheel ride
Someone is waiting just for you
spinning wheel is spinning true
Drop all your troubles, by the river side
Ride a painted pony
Let the spinning wheel fly
WTF with this!!
Posted 15 years agoI am just back from the brand new convention Named : What The Fur! (WTF) That was a pretty good one... It was my first. I can not compare to any other con I've been, So, I will compare it with What the Fur... WTF was Awesome. A lot of peoples, I think around 300 Registration. I Will know exactly how much we were tomorrow. But, Right now, I can say That I was there registering At about noon, And I then have the badge number 205. <Then, at 2PM I was talking with the owner of the badge 220. And, one hour later, I've talked to the owner of the badge 252. So, Since I know there was peoples Still signing in the con At 3PM today, I can Assume they had the Number around 300 Easily.
So, There was almost All franco fur proples there, I assume Almost All Monfur to, I know there was peoples from Ontario and I Know there was at least 3 peoples from USA. So, I assume next year there will be more peoples than this year.
I had Fun there. I met peoples That I did not expect, I was with peoples who were smiling everywhere and Peoples were So Awesome! Everyone were talking to everyone, No mather the Native language... There was a great courtesy From every peoples present there.
Free Ice cream, Rock band, Movies, Dances, Masquerade, Dealers room, Auctions, Board games... And A lot more... There was enough thing to Keep me busy all the way.
At the dance, I've seen Loopy dancing with a White wolf fursuit... I Really like this fursuit... I will Ask him for his price... maybe I will have a half suit next year...
So, In resume, This was an awesome WE, I Had a lot of fun, (I forgot how To have fun) Now, I will have To wait fot AC... Hope I will still have fun even If It will be a really big crowd!
So, There was almost All franco fur proples there, I assume Almost All Monfur to, I know there was peoples from Ontario and I Know there was at least 3 peoples from USA. So, I assume next year there will be more peoples than this year.
I had Fun there. I met peoples That I did not expect, I was with peoples who were smiling everywhere and Peoples were So Awesome! Everyone were talking to everyone, No mather the Native language... There was a great courtesy From every peoples present there.
Free Ice cream, Rock band, Movies, Dances, Masquerade, Dealers room, Auctions, Board games... And A lot more... There was enough thing to Keep me busy all the way.
At the dance, I've seen Loopy dancing with a White wolf fursuit... I Really like this fursuit... I will Ask him for his price... maybe I will have a half suit next year...
So, In resume, This was an awesome WE, I Had a lot of fun, (I forgot how To have fun) Now, I will have To wait fot AC... Hope I will still have fun even If It will be a really big crowd!
What the fur un a few days
Posted 15 years agoSooooo, this is the time... what the fur at the end of this week. I am working on Friday, And I will not be there Before Saturday Morning. I sm A lot stressed. I don't know what will be there, I don't know How A furry convention is Made. I don't know what will be there. I will also be there alone. It's a lot of unknown.. I usualy don't like unknown... It's Strange, I don't like things to change, I don't like the unknown, but, I go toward it...
Anyway, I hope everything will be OK there... two weeks after this date, I go to Anthrocon to, so, I hope I will Like WTF, Because, It will Make some Fear I have a bit less important than It is now! Being in an unknown place for an event that I know nothing About Without anyone Around me that I can count on... It will be really hard...
If ever in any of these events you meet someone who is sit on the floor, alone, far from main crowd looking nowhere and Breathing like he just made a run For his life, Just don't go talk to him... It's a Panic attack I just had! It's a way to Gain calm again and I need to be alone those time..
Anyway, I hope everything will be OK there... two weeks after this date, I go to Anthrocon to, so, I hope I will Like WTF, Because, It will Make some Fear I have a bit less important than It is now! Being in an unknown place for an event that I know nothing About Without anyone Around me that I can count on... It will be really hard...
If ever in any of these events you meet someone who is sit on the floor, alone, far from main crowd looking nowhere and Breathing like he just made a run For his life, Just don't go talk to him... It's a Panic attack I just had! It's a way to Gain calm again and I need to be alone those time..
What the Fur, Festival de la biere Montreal
Posted 15 years agoHey! I was listening to Chom 97.7 FM Montreal, Here, in Quebec, Yeah... A Bit of Nostalgia I miss Chom... Anyway, I herd That the Festival mondial de la biere, is Next week, The 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 Of june.
The Brand new Furry Convention in Montreal is 4 5 and 6 of June in Montreal.
So, I know A Bit Montreal, To have living Around there for 23 years. Then, I herd the name of the street where the Festival Was taking part, And, Something Flashed in my head!
http://maps.google.ca/maps?f=d&.....DHVO7Jw0F-8cw%3BFc4rtgIdyFqd-w&mra=mi&mrsp=1&sz=16&sll=45.494977,-73.568852&sspn=0.008318,0.01929&ie=UTF8&t=h&z=16
The Point B, It's the convention centre Where WTF will Be... The Point A is the Gare Windsor, Where The Festival Will be. It's only 3 Road corner From The convention!
This is a Strange Coincidence!
The Brand new Furry Convention in Montreal is 4 5 and 6 of June in Montreal.
So, I know A Bit Montreal, To have living Around there for 23 years. Then, I herd the name of the street where the Festival Was taking part, And, Something Flashed in my head!
http://maps.google.ca/maps?f=d&.....DHVO7Jw0F-8cw%
The Point B, It's the convention centre Where WTF will Be... The Point A is the Gare Windsor, Where The Festival Will be. It's only 3 Road corner From The convention!
This is a Strange Coincidence!
AC meme, Stolen from Tojo-the-thief
Posted 15 years ago•Where are you staying?
Westin
• What day are you getting there?
June 23th
• Who will you be with?
Meehsa, Who is my House mate, Soma, Who is one of His friend, Turbo carl, Who is a furry from québec... I think that is it...
• Do you do free art?
I don't do art at all...?
• Do you do trades?
Nop
• Do you do commissions?
Nop
• What is your gender?
I am a Male
• How old are you?
Will be 30 in june
• Can I talk to you?
Whenever you want... But, Speak slow a bit, I may not be Used of your accent
• Can I touch you?
If you want so, I guess you can... But, Why Would you want to?
• Can I hang out with you?
I think so... But, You would have to Tame me before... I am a wild beast!
• How can I find you?
Look for the French Canadian Purple dragon... or the French canadian Purple Chinese Crested dog... I will have White paws and Tail...
• Can I buy you drinks?
Usually, I don't drink alchool... but, Since I won't have to drive, I May Accept a drink... If the intentions are not... You know?
Westin
• What day are you getting there?
June 23th
• Who will you be with?
Meehsa, Who is my House mate, Soma, Who is one of His friend, Turbo carl, Who is a furry from québec... I think that is it...
• Do you do free art?
I don't do art at all...?
• Do you do trades?
Nop
• Do you do commissions?
Nop
• What is your gender?
I am a Male
• How old are you?
Will be 30 in june
• Can I talk to you?
Whenever you want... But, Speak slow a bit, I may not be Used of your accent
• Can I touch you?
If you want so, I guess you can... But, Why Would you want to?
• Can I hang out with you?
I think so... But, You would have to Tame me before... I am a wild beast!
• How can I find you?
Look for the French Canadian Purple dragon... or the French canadian Purple Chinese Crested dog... I will have White paws and Tail...
• Can I buy you drinks?
Usually, I don't drink alchool... but, Since I won't have to drive, I May Accept a drink... If the intentions are not... You know?
boat on the river
Posted 15 years agoStyx Boat On The River
Take me down to my boat on the river
I need to go down, I need to come down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out any more
Time stands still as I gaze In her waters
She eases me down, touching me gently
With the waters that flow past my boat on the river
So I won't cry out anymore
Oh the river is deep
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore
Oh the river is wide
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore
And I won't cry out anymore
And I won't cry out anymore
Even if this song is not ment to be an allegory, I take it as one... It touches me Deep, It's about what I feel right now... I am like a fish out of ater, I am like this guy who want to go back to his boat on this river... I need my tranquility base, It's so close to me, But I can't touch it Right now, It Caress me, But, I can't Hugg it! Hapyness is Close to me, But, I can't find it!
Take me down to my boat on the river
I need to go down, I need to come down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out any more
Time stands still as I gaze In her waters
She eases me down, touching me gently
With the waters that flow past my boat on the river
So I won't cry out anymore
Oh the river is deep
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore
Oh the river is wide
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to Tranquillity Base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I won't cry out anymore
And I won't cry out anymore
And I won't cry out anymore
Even if this song is not ment to be an allegory, I take it as one... It touches me Deep, It's about what I feel right now... I am like a fish out of ater, I am like this guy who want to go back to his boat on this river... I need my tranquility base, It's so close to me, But I can't touch it Right now, It Caress me, But, I can't Hugg it! Hapyness is Close to me, But, I can't find it!
Anthrocon Scares me!
Posted 15 years agoAnthrocon Anthrocon Anthrocon... What is anthrocon... >It's a Furry convention, In Pittsburgh PA. It's THE convention. I still don't have a fursuit... But, That don't Bother me! I will probably be there alone by myself... That is Scaring me out...
Now, that It's closer and closer, I Get scared bout this. I am going there with my house-mate And 2 of his Friends. But, Once there, What will this be. I will be alone in the place, Surrounded with thousands of humans That I am Scared of, In a place I don't know, doing... I don't know What...
This will be my first real con. I don't know what is there, I don't know what is to do, And what I will Have fun to do there... I write Well in English with about no problem, I read English with Really no problem, I understand English With About no problem, but, I don't speak English in a Regular basis, So, I do speak an English that is Heeeee, How to say... low level... I can make my point, Peoples understand what I mean, But, It's not as good as my understanding...
The worst thing there, It's That I have nobody to meet there, I have nobody to be with there, I have nobody to have fun with... and, Alone, I risk to Have no fun... And worst, I risk to have a panic attack...
I've recently Realised, When the last meet took place, That with 42 peoples around me, There is nobody beside me... I was alone surrounded by 42 peoples that barely noticed my presence...
I don't know What I will do at AC... I am scared of it right now...
Now, that It's closer and closer, I Get scared bout this. I am going there with my house-mate And 2 of his Friends. But, Once there, What will this be. I will be alone in the place, Surrounded with thousands of humans That I am Scared of, In a place I don't know, doing... I don't know What...
This will be my first real con. I don't know what is there, I don't know what is to do, And what I will Have fun to do there... I write Well in English with about no problem, I read English with Really no problem, I understand English With About no problem, but, I don't speak English in a Regular basis, So, I do speak an English that is Heeeee, How to say... low level... I can make my point, Peoples understand what I mean, But, It's not as good as my understanding...
The worst thing there, It's That I have nobody to meet there, I have nobody to be with there, I have nobody to have fun with... and, Alone, I risk to Have no fun... And worst, I risk to have a panic attack...
I've recently Realised, When the last meet took place, That with 42 peoples around me, There is nobody beside me... I was alone surrounded by 42 peoples that barely noticed my presence...
I don't know What I will do at AC... I am scared of it right now...
Me!
Posted 15 years agoWho? me! Me who? I am The Dragon Named Ailé! yeah! That is it, I am a Dragon, And My name is Ailé. what Am I talking about right now... I am Talking About Me! And Why am I talking About Me? Because I am Bored! bored of what? Bored of Doing nothing! What Would I like to do? Build Something! build what? build anything, A Furniture piece, build a fursuit, Build a Murphy Bed, Build A song... Build really anything! Why do I want to build a thing? Because It's me! I like to build things! I Hate When I am doing nothing! So Why Don't I build anything? Because I can't! Why can't I? Because I don't have the right to do so! Or If is it music, I don't have an instrument! So, If I don't build anything, What Would I like to do instead? I would like to go out! Ok, Why Don't I go out? Because I have nowhere to go! Hey! There are clubs and Things out there! Yes, But I am along And Shy! That is not an excuse! Go outside and Have fun! I am afraid! Why Am I Afraid? Because I am Agoraphobic! That is it? No,, I am also Anthropophobic! That Means that I fear human! And If I were not alone I would pass over it? Yes and no! I don't understand me! I Know, I am a bit complicated! So, What Would I rather do since I am not Good to go out? Dunno, Get out with friends!! So, Why Don't I do so? Because here, In Quebec, I don't have any! Oh Really? Baaaah, Maybe one, She is a bit Obsessed with my ass, And, Her boyfriend is a bit... Jealous About me! It's Always a bad feeling when they are both there... And Maybe worse When I am alone with her! And I call her a friend? She is the closer to a friend I have here!
I want more friends but As long As I won't get out, I won't have any... But, Id I can not go out with someone I really trust, I can not go out... but, If I had someone I trust, I would have a friend... and I don't!
I am sooooooo, lonely.... But, Strangely, I am not depressed... It's been a long time since the last time I was Depressed... I am a bit sad, But that is it...
I want to go back to Montreal! Where interesting peoples Are!!!!!!!!
I want more friends but As long As I won't get out, I won't have any... But, Id I can not go out with someone I really trust, I can not go out... but, If I had someone I trust, I would have a friend... and I don't!
I am sooooooo, lonely.... But, Strangely, I am not depressed... It's been a long time since the last time I was Depressed... I am a bit sad, But that is it...
I want to go back to Montreal! Where interesting peoples Are!!!!!!!!
little bit of whinning
Posted 15 years agoI am alone, I feel alone... I feel empty..
my curse
Posted 15 years agothe white page syndrome!
I'd like to talk about my feelings, About my projects, About my life, But, I am not able to traduce anything in words...
I feel empty!
I'd like to talk about my feelings, About my projects, About my life, But, I am not able to traduce anything in words...
I feel empty!
Waiting is a pain!
Posted 15 years agoI commanded a drawing from an artist I know, :Werewolfsense: to be precise... And... I need to pay her before she finish the thing... I lack of 3$ in my Paypal account! I don't have a Credit card, So,, I have to wait 8 to 14 Days before the money is transfered!
I will not have the full drawing before the 16 of April!! I am so sad I have to wait!!! I can't wait! It hurt!!
( I am not the patient kind of guy)
I will not have the full drawing before the 16 of April!! I am so sad I have to wait!!! I can't wait! It hurt!!
( I am not the patient kind of guy)
Vicious Circle
Posted 15 years agoI need to Go out more, I need to find peoples That I can Go out with! I need to see more peoples, I need to Have a life! I want to eventualy find love, Find new friends, And I need To get out of this house More often!
I am to Affraid of human being to Go in a club alone, And I am to shy to Go toward peples by myself... And, The only friend I have (here in Québec) Have a Jealous Husban who think I want to steal His Wife! lol! So, I am alone... So that is a vicious Circle!
So, Now 2 year remain until I can Reconsider staying in quebec... Maybe Will I go back to montreal... or Try somewhere else in canada... Dunno!
I hope I will make the Course I want before This!
I am to Affraid of human being to Go in a club alone, And I am to shy to Go toward peples by myself... And, The only friend I have (here in Québec) Have a Jealous Husban who think I want to steal His Wife! lol! So, I am alone... So that is a vicious Circle!
So, Now 2 year remain until I can Reconsider staying in quebec... Maybe Will I go back to montreal... or Try somewhere else in canada... Dunno!
I hope I will make the Course I want before This!
What happends that day!?!
Posted 15 years ago So???
Wow! All this Went to far...
Posted 15 years agoOk... So, Since Every body That read this stuff Speak french, I will tell this in French...
TOUS LE MONDE TOUT LE MONDE qui a répondus au dernier Journal Étaient A coté de la traque... WoW! Maintenant, Je m'en voudrais presque de l'avoir écris... C'est tellement ridicule tout ces Commentairs d'accusations Stupides de un est un si et l'autre est un ca!!!
Je vais maintenant expliquer ce qu'étais réellement le dernier journal... Je ne voulais pas que ca fasse de drama, J'esperais que les gens le liraient correctement et personne ne l'a lus réellement!
Donc, Pour Faire clair... Ce journal se voulais une réponse dans le ton ou j'ai recus les deux derniere conversations avec numérot 2 Je ne crois pas qu'il comprenne lui meme ce que c'étais... Alors, J'explique...
j'ai recus une conversation MSN avec numérot deux Qui a fait exactement ce qu'il reproche a numérot trois! J'explique!
3, Connais de facon Tres partiel numérot 1 (j'expliquerai mon point de vue sur numérot 1 tout a l'heure!) Tout ce dont il a entendus parler de lui, C'est Ce qu'il ne faut Pas que les mdias apprennent... Dans l'espoir que Numérot 1 Ne soit pas aussi profondément Dans la dépravation que ce qu'il pense, Numérot 3 propose son expérience a numérot 1... Numérot 3 ayant déjas eu affair aux médias et se méfiant SURTOUT du média en question, Sachant que le tout sera Monté par des monteurs et qu'il s'agit de la télévision, et sachant que numérot 1 n'a pas vraiment l'expérience des Vrai médias dans ce genre, il lui a donné quelque conseils et lui a proposé d'etre la pour l'épauler...
sur ce fait, deux jours plus tards, Je recois une conversation MSN, de numérot 2 Tres véhémente envers numérot 3 qui se transforme en une entreprise de démolition envers moi meme lorsque je tente de défendre le point de vue de numérot 3... Suite a quoi désemparé, J'ai écris le journal qui précede celui-ci
Apres quelque jours de Méditation sur la meilleure facon de faire entendre mon point de vue a numérot 2, Je me dis que le meilleur moyens c'est d'etre calme et Docile... Mais Voila que Des que je débloque numérot 2 et qu'il me contacte, il deviens Agressif...
Je suis donc moi meme devenu Agressif et Sarcastique... J'ai utilisé le meme ton et les meme Arguments que numérot 2 pour lui montrer qu'il devrais peut-etre metre de l'eau dans son vin... Cela n'a pas tres bien fonctionné... Et j'ai utilisé de mauvais exemples a mauvais escient...
Pour ce qui est de numéro 1, Personellement, Je n'ai rien contre lui... Je l'ai utilisé comme exemple dans mes déblatération comme j'aurais put utiliser carl ou N'importe qui d'autre...
Comme je disais je n'ai rien contre lui, Je ne le connais pas, Je ne suis pas agressif envers lui et je n'ai pas l'intention de le devenir... j'ai utilisé son nom, Parce que c'est en partit de lui qu'il étais question et aussi pour donner du poids a mon argutie qui n'a absolument rien donné... Pour ce qui en est de ce que je pense de lui, C'est simple... C'est un jeune homme, ayant eu ses problemes et ses solutions, ayant eu ses moments de folie, Comme nous tous! De ce que j'entends de lui depuis quelque mois, C'est qu'il deviens plus mature et qu'il est moin porté a l'irrationel qu'avant!
Je ne peux pas juger une personne que je ne connais pas! Et Numérot 2 non plus... Numérot 2 ne connais pas numérot 3 et ne peux donc pas Juger de ses intentions... Numérot 2 est agressif envers numérot 3, Numérot trois s'en fous, Numérot 3 deviens sarcastique et humour noir! Numérot 2, Se sert du sarcasme du numérot 3 pour le démolir... Exactement ce qu'il dis que numérot 3 fais!
Je ne suis pas faché contre numérot deux, Je ne suis Absolument pas faché contre numérot 1, Et Je suis un peut tanné de tout ceci...
Pour ce qui est de la guéguerre Québec montreal... N'importe qui de Sherbrook ou Trois riviere Auraient eu une expérience avec les médias et auraient proposé de partager ce savoir et Hop, c'eut été Accepté... Je ne dis pas que cette guéguerre est Rationelle ni meme qu'elle est consciente... Mais elle est la et c'est elle qu'on a vu depuis une semaine! sans plus!
Le précédent journal, Celui que j'ai supprimé ayant écris en mauvais anglais peut avoir été mal compris aussi... Mais je doute que ca soit ca...
Maintenant, Arretez de vous bucher dessus... Je ne crois pas que Numérot 3 soit vraiment tres Frustré apres numérot 2, Je ne crois pas que numérot 1 soit faché contre numérot 3... Ne reste que numérot 2!! A suivre!!
TOUS LE MONDE TOUT LE MONDE qui a répondus au dernier Journal Étaient A coté de la traque... WoW! Maintenant, Je m'en voudrais presque de l'avoir écris... C'est tellement ridicule tout ces Commentairs d'accusations Stupides de un est un si et l'autre est un ca!!!
Je vais maintenant expliquer ce qu'étais réellement le dernier journal... Je ne voulais pas que ca fasse de drama, J'esperais que les gens le liraient correctement et personne ne l'a lus réellement!
Donc, Pour Faire clair... Ce journal se voulais une réponse dans le ton ou j'ai recus les deux derniere conversations avec numérot 2 Je ne crois pas qu'il comprenne lui meme ce que c'étais... Alors, J'explique...
j'ai recus une conversation MSN avec numérot deux Qui a fait exactement ce qu'il reproche a numérot trois! J'explique!
3, Connais de facon Tres partiel numérot 1 (j'expliquerai mon point de vue sur numérot 1 tout a l'heure!) Tout ce dont il a entendus parler de lui, C'est Ce qu'il ne faut Pas que les mdias apprennent... Dans l'espoir que Numérot 1 Ne soit pas aussi profondément Dans la dépravation que ce qu'il pense, Numérot 3 propose son expérience a numérot 1... Numérot 3 ayant déjas eu affair aux médias et se méfiant SURTOUT du média en question, Sachant que le tout sera Monté par des monteurs et qu'il s'agit de la télévision, et sachant que numérot 1 n'a pas vraiment l'expérience des Vrai médias dans ce genre, il lui a donné quelque conseils et lui a proposé d'etre la pour l'épauler...
sur ce fait, deux jours plus tards, Je recois une conversation MSN, de numérot 2 Tres véhémente envers numérot 3 qui se transforme en une entreprise de démolition envers moi meme lorsque je tente de défendre le point de vue de numérot 3... Suite a quoi désemparé, J'ai écris le journal qui précede celui-ci
Apres quelque jours de Méditation sur la meilleure facon de faire entendre mon point de vue a numérot 2, Je me dis que le meilleur moyens c'est d'etre calme et Docile... Mais Voila que Des que je débloque numérot 2 et qu'il me contacte, il deviens Agressif...
Je suis donc moi meme devenu Agressif et Sarcastique... J'ai utilisé le meme ton et les meme Arguments que numérot 2 pour lui montrer qu'il devrais peut-etre metre de l'eau dans son vin... Cela n'a pas tres bien fonctionné... Et j'ai utilisé de mauvais exemples a mauvais escient...
Pour ce qui est de numéro 1, Personellement, Je n'ai rien contre lui... Je l'ai utilisé comme exemple dans mes déblatération comme j'aurais put utiliser carl ou N'importe qui d'autre...
Comme je disais je n'ai rien contre lui, Je ne le connais pas, Je ne suis pas agressif envers lui et je n'ai pas l'intention de le devenir... j'ai utilisé son nom, Parce que c'est en partit de lui qu'il étais question et aussi pour donner du poids a mon argutie qui n'a absolument rien donné... Pour ce qui en est de ce que je pense de lui, C'est simple... C'est un jeune homme, ayant eu ses problemes et ses solutions, ayant eu ses moments de folie, Comme nous tous! De ce que j'entends de lui depuis quelque mois, C'est qu'il deviens plus mature et qu'il est moin porté a l'irrationel qu'avant!
Je ne peux pas juger une personne que je ne connais pas! Et Numérot 2 non plus... Numérot 2 ne connais pas numérot 3 et ne peux donc pas Juger de ses intentions... Numérot 2 est agressif envers numérot 3, Numérot trois s'en fous, Numérot 3 deviens sarcastique et humour noir! Numérot 2, Se sert du sarcasme du numérot 3 pour le démolir... Exactement ce qu'il dis que numérot 3 fais!
Je ne suis pas faché contre numérot deux, Je ne suis Absolument pas faché contre numérot 1, Et Je suis un peut tanné de tout ceci...
Pour ce qui est de la guéguerre Québec montreal... N'importe qui de Sherbrook ou Trois riviere Auraient eu une expérience avec les médias et auraient proposé de partager ce savoir et Hop, c'eut été Accepté... Je ne dis pas que cette guéguerre est Rationelle ni meme qu'elle est consciente... Mais elle est la et c'est elle qu'on a vu depuis une semaine! sans plus!
Le précédent journal, Celui que j'ai supprimé ayant écris en mauvais anglais peut avoir été mal compris aussi... Mais je doute que ca soit ca...
Maintenant, Arretez de vous bucher dessus... Je ne crois pas que Numérot 3 soit vraiment tres Frustré apres numérot 2, Je ne crois pas que numérot 1 soit faché contre numérot 3... Ne reste que numérot 2!! A suivre!!
Tired of myself
Posted 15 years agowhy every time I say something It's Wrong... Why Every time I do something It's wrong, Why every time I Like Someone It'e Wrong... Why Every time I Talk to someone in my life it ends by me Recieving a Plate full of Shit over the head... I am tired of myself!
I think I will Just... Quit every thing... I will Go backk to the Hole where I come From And Just Stop All that... I am Really tired! I can not live This Hate toward me from everyone really longer...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
:`( :`( :`(
I think I will Just... Quit every thing... I will Go backk to the Hole where I come From And Just Stop All that... I am Really tired! I can not live This Hate toward me from everyone really longer...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
what did I do...
:`( :`( :`(
