A WHOLE NEW WOLRD :note:
Posted 11 years agoA new FANTASTIC point of view 8D
*ahem* ANYways... So, after falling off the face of the Earth for.... only the Gods know how long... I'm finally back. Hello again Interwebs! Oh, how I've missed you so
Got a new job coming up soon, and hopefully with it, the reclamation of my technologies (eg: tablet, desktop, phone, etc). I hope to get into Proper digital art, because of this, and with my buddy
's help. He's been, quite literally, a LifeSaver here recently... I owe him so much. And I'm not sure you realize just how much it means to me, Kale... what you've done for me... or how serious I am about my debt.
Of course, that might just be my inner Masochist talking, but meh... we'll figure that out, I'm sure
Drem Ark Morah, my friends. And may the Wind and the Sun always be at your backs
*ahem* ANYways... So, after falling off the face of the Earth for.... only the Gods know how long... I'm finally back. Hello again Interwebs! Oh, how I've missed you so
Got a new job coming up soon, and hopefully with it, the reclamation of my technologies (eg: tablet, desktop, phone, etc). I hope to get into Proper digital art, because of this, and with my buddy

Of course, that might just be my inner Masochist talking, but meh... we'll figure that out, I'm sure
Drem Ark Morah, my friends. And may the Wind and the Sun always be at your backs
Its The End of the World as We Know It~
Posted 11 years ago
The "got milk" campain is ending.
Whatever shall we do? G.=.D
Everything You Want
Posted 12 years ago
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return
[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why
You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
[Chorus]
But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return
[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know
R.I.P. Tovey
Posted 12 years ago
Tovey--my neat little red chevy-- is dead... My roomie, Devin Marshall, drove him home from work today, when some fat-assed speed demon ran him off the road and into a telephone pole... so yeah... He's ok, mostly. The point is, Devin's not dead, or severely injured... My car, on the other hand...
R.I.P.
Tovey. My first car.
I'll miss you
Been Feeling Maroon, Lately
Posted 12 years ago
Just the whole Songs About Jane album, really... it's all relevant
1, 2, (9)!!!
Posted 12 years agobored. felt like being random, when I found this!
GENIUS! pure GENIUS!
GENIUS! pure GENIUS!
Twin Atlantic
Posted 12 years ago
Watch them. Get them. LOVE THEM
Crash land,
So I can't find you,
And just as things were looking up,
We're stuck.
Don't panic,
'Cause I'm left without food,
And just as things were heating up,
I should have told you that you're good enough.
Because I'm stuck here on this island,
And I've lost it all over again,
Nothing gets better than memories
When all you have are memories for friends.
And I went searching when the lights went out,
And I went searching when my flight went down.
'Cause I made a rope,
Can I throw it out to you,
You drag me back home,
I deserve to be rescued.
But still I have trouble with most days and nights.
But still I have trouble with moving my life outside.
Crash land,
Still I can't find you,
And just as things were looking up,
We're fucked.
Don't panic,
Because there's nothing here to fear,
Just don't lose imagination,
Or luck.
Because I'm stuck here on this island,
And I've lost it all over again,
Nothing gets better than memories
When all you have are memories for friends.
I went searching when the lights went out,
I went searching when my flight went down.
'Cause I made a rope,
Can I throw it out to you
You drag me back home,
I deserve to be rescued.
But still I have trouble with most days and nights.
But still I have trouble with moving my life outside.
I'm stuck here on this island,
And I've lost it all over again,
Nothing gets better than memories
When all you have are memories for friends.
I went searching when the lights went out,
I went searching when my flight went down.
'Cause I made a rope,
Can I throw it out to you
You drag me back home,
I deserve to be rescued.
But still I have trouble with most days and nights.
But still I have trouble with moving my life outside.
<3 Me, <3 Me Not...
Posted 12 years agoValentine's Day,
February 14, 2013
After saving the World from vampires, necromorphs, Raptor Jesus, AND Tyranosatan... I proceeded to eat two pounds of chocolate while burning a yard-high <3 card.
Watching the flames consume the hopes and dreams of my unrequited Love, I sat there on the front porch, silently singing to my self these words:
If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak
If you're gonna be somebody's mistake
If you're gonna be somebody's first time,
Somebody's last time,
Baby be mine
If you're lookin' to be somebody's 'just friends',
A little laughin', little lovin', never callin' again,
That's just fine
If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak
Be mine...
February 14, 2013
After saving the World from vampires, necromorphs, Raptor Jesus, AND Tyranosatan... I proceeded to eat two pounds of chocolate while burning a yard-high <3 card.
Watching the flames consume the hopes and dreams of my unrequited Love, I sat there on the front porch, silently singing to my self these words:
If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak
If you're gonna be somebody's mistake
If you're gonna be somebody's first time,
Somebody's last time,
Baby be mine
If you're lookin' to be somebody's 'just friends',
A little laughin', little lovin', never callin' again,
That's just fine
If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak
Be mine...
Mississippi
Posted 12 years agoEM! I! CROOKED LETTER! CROOKED LETTER! I! CROOKED LETTER! CROOKED LETTER! I!
HUMP-BACK! HUMP-BACK! I! WHOOOOOO! *cheerleader spaz-wave* XDDDDDD
Aaaanyways. . . so, I'm with some friends in MI, now. Pontotoc, to be precise. I HAS BED *love* !!
sorry to make some many awesome people worry over me, what with the living in the car, and all... BUT I have a place to sleep until i get a job and start renting out my own place. and then I might have steady interwebs, too ^.=.^
Yet there's still the nagging gnawing ache in my chest where my heart should be... and I don't know if I'll ever mend. I may yet hold my Eldunari, my heart-of-hearts, again... someday.
Then again, I may never Love again... because, if I can't be with you, Lue, I'd rather not love at all
HUMP-BACK! HUMP-BACK! I! WHOOOOOO! *cheerleader spaz-wave* XDDDDDD
Aaaanyways. . . so, I'm with some friends in MI, now. Pontotoc, to be precise. I HAS BED *love* !!
sorry to make some many awesome people worry over me, what with the living in the car, and all... BUT I have a place to sleep until i get a job and start renting out my own place. and then I might have steady interwebs, too ^.=.^
Yet there's still the nagging gnawing ache in my chest where my heart should be... and I don't know if I'll ever mend. I may yet hold my Eldunari, my heart-of-hearts, again... someday.
Then again, I may never Love again... because, if I can't be with you, Lue, I'd rather not love at all
Ok. Down to Official Shits
Posted 13 years agoSketchmissions. I shalll do them.
For anyone who wants simplle pencily things or inking:
It's $5 for sketch. +$3 per extra char.
And it's $7 for ink. +5$ per extra char.
Character max is 3 chars, for now.
I'ma start with 3 slots and try to get them done and scanned by this Saturday.
1._________
2._________
3._________
For anyone who wants simplle pencily things or inking:
It's $5 for sketch. +$3 per extra char.
And it's $7 for ink. +5$ per extra char.
Character max is 3 chars, for now.
I'ma start with 3 slots and try to get them done and scanned by this Saturday.
1._________
2._________
3._________
commission details
Posted 13 years agoI've decided to take up a sort of commissions thing again, this time with slots and deadlines and a will and drive to finish things.
I'm kindof starving and house-less so... I kinda NEED to be tenatious about my arts right now.
Anyways, i'ma thinking $5 sketchmissions that I'll scan and send to ya's. One character, ssimple posings. +$3 per extra character
Inkings, $7. +$5 per extra character
I'm going to be learing to color digitally in SAI soon. So then I'll have $10 flats. +$5 per extra character.
Probably $15 shaded. +$7 per extra character
If it needs a background, I'll try my best. Simple backgrounds, please. I'm still learning and can't be super epic at everything yet. I'll charge extra, depending on background complexity.
If character detail stuff is TOO too complex, I MIGHT charge like, and extra $5... I dunno yet how the systen will work, entirely. I'm still new at this.... But don't worry about be bein' a prude or any of that money-grubby nonsense. I'm a sensable dude.
Ok, so I think that's it, so far. You guys commant to your hearts content on what you think.
I'll be opening up an unknown number of slots, Monday, so stay tuned. And please spread the word! I NEED monehs ~.=.~;
I'm kindof starving and house-less so... I kinda NEED to be tenatious about my arts right now.
Anyways, i'ma thinking $5 sketchmissions that I'll scan and send to ya's. One character, ssimple posings. +$3 per extra character
Inkings, $7. +$5 per extra character
I'm going to be learing to color digitally in SAI soon. So then I'll have $10 flats. +$5 per extra character.
Probably $15 shaded. +$7 per extra character
If it needs a background, I'll try my best. Simple backgrounds, please. I'm still learning and can't be super epic at everything yet. I'll charge extra, depending on background complexity.
If character detail stuff is TOO too complex, I MIGHT charge like, and extra $5... I dunno yet how the systen will work, entirely. I'm still new at this.... But don't worry about be bein' a prude or any of that money-grubby nonsense. I'm a sensable dude.
Ok, so I think that's it, so far. You guys commant to your hearts content on what you think.
I'll be opening up an unknown number of slots, Monday, so stay tuned. And please spread the word! I NEED monehs ~.=.~;
Ew..
Posted 13 years agoSo.... I'm STILL homeless and it'd getting a littlle rediculous.
My car's battery just died because I haven't driven it in forever and the lights and clock keep getting turned on and off.
I STILL have no job. And I'm STILL fighting tooth and nail to find one...
Ugh! And gas is getting more expensive... but winter will be here soon and I NEED a place to stay that's warm ;.=.; ... I don't WANT to beg for cookies but.........
I dunno, when I look at it practiically, if every fur who watches me and reads these journals donated just 1-5$... i'd have like... a LOT of dollars! And then i'md have money for GAS, and better CLOTHES that aren't worn to fuck, and COINS so I can WASH my clothes and my skin....
So, I guess I'm asking any and all of you furs oout there:
PLEASE. IF YOU CAN SPARE A DOLLAR OR TWO, SEND IT TO MY PAYPAL AT
Jethfloyd[at]yahoo.com
ANYTHING you could think of would be helpful.... gods, I hate this....
My car's battery just died because I haven't driven it in forever and the lights and clock keep getting turned on and off.
I STILL have no job. And I'm STILL fighting tooth and nail to find one...
Ugh! And gas is getting more expensive... but winter will be here soon and I NEED a place to stay that's warm ;.=.; ... I don't WANT to beg for cookies but.........
I dunno, when I look at it practiically, if every fur who watches me and reads these journals donated just 1-5$... i'd have like... a LOT of dollars! And then i'md have money for GAS, and better CLOTHES that aren't worn to fuck, and COINS so I can WASH my clothes and my skin....
So, I guess I'm asking any and all of you furs oout there:
PLEASE. IF YOU CAN SPARE A DOLLAR OR TWO, SEND IT TO MY PAYPAL AT
Jethfloyd[at]yahoo.com
ANYTHING you could think of would be helpful.... gods, I hate this....
Keikaku doori. . . >:3
Posted 13 years agoProgress
Posted 13 years agoProgress
Posted 13 years agosemi life ubdate
Posted 13 years agoBlah, I'm too impatient to capitalize the title XP
Ok so, I'm still a vagabond. But I will at least have my android phone back in full operation by this week... so there's that
Also, I think Luke and I are starting to resolve, if not just a little, our differences... I don't know if there were really any actuall DIFFERENCES more than we were just at different places that were clashing too heavily and so suddenly, we couldn't deal.
Him with work/school/sickness/stress/appealing to parents/ and a couple other things... me destitute/desperate/depressed/lonely/ and perhaps a little clingy?/ just in really bad luck all together. But we're really working hard. Him on finding balance and not worrying himself to literal sickness, me picking up the pieces of my life and making them work for me.
I so hope we can be something more than just friends again, Lue... I want you back soooo BADLY, but I want you back for good. And if I have to wait years for you to want me the same way, then I'll wait years.
Ok so, I'm still a vagabond. But I will at least have my android phone back in full operation by this week... so there's that
Also, I think Luke and I are starting to resolve, if not just a little, our differences... I don't know if there were really any actuall DIFFERENCES more than we were just at different places that were clashing too heavily and so suddenly, we couldn't deal.
Him with work/school/sickness/stress/appealing to parents/ and a couple other things... me destitute/desperate/depressed/lonely/ and perhaps a little clingy?/ just in really bad luck all together. But we're really working hard. Him on finding balance and not worrying himself to literal sickness, me picking up the pieces of my life and making them work for me.
I so hope we can be something more than just friends again, Lue... I want you back soooo BADLY, but I want you back for good. And if I have to wait years for you to want me the same way, then I'll wait years.
Cutting Bonds
Posted 13 years agoSo, since the name change I have:
Bought a car
Moved in with a girl
Found a brefriended a homeless guy my age
Been thrown out my apt because girl doesn't like said guy
Moved back home only to be groped in my sleep and then dumped by my boy
Been lied to
Chheated on
And all around just fucked with for no good reason
Whelpy little thing doesn't have to balls to tell me why, or whether he even ever loved me to begin with.
Told him never to contact me again, not until he learns to grow up and stop acting like a bad blonde girlfriend.
*sigh* that's not to say that I hate the kid's guts, cause I don't.... but I've been hurt so hard, and somany times.... even my broad back can only take so much.... and........ well, he was supposed to be different.... you were supposed to be special, Lucas..... and for so long, I truely believed you were. I thought you meant it when you promised me forever, for better or worse, through sickness and health, through hell and back.
Turns out your promises only apply as long as everything stays a walk in the park, then yes. Fuckin.........
THIS is why I waited almost twenty fuckin' years. I wanted someone to grow old with. And then I end up falling for a tempermental little.... well whatever.
Point is, I'm single now, and free to mingle I'spose........... *sobtear*
[EDIT]: I'm also a vagabond, living in my car now. See, the school wouldn't let me in because my math score in one point bellow standard, so I gotta wait till December to get in. So now me and Frankie are living in my car 'till we can get jobs and a place to live. So yeah, not only does Luke dump me, he dumps me like this, when I have no one and nothing. GRREAT for morale
Also, if anyone wouldn't mind doing a freebee icon for me, I'd be much oblidged... I can't stand the sight of this one.
Bought a car
Moved in with a girl
Found a brefriended a homeless guy my age
Been thrown out my apt because girl doesn't like said guy
Moved back home only to be groped in my sleep and then dumped by my boy
Been lied to
Chheated on
And all around just fucked with for no good reason
Whelpy little thing doesn't have to balls to tell me why, or whether he even ever loved me to begin with.
Told him never to contact me again, not until he learns to grow up and stop acting like a bad blonde girlfriend.
*sigh* that's not to say that I hate the kid's guts, cause I don't.... but I've been hurt so hard, and somany times.... even my broad back can only take so much.... and........ well, he was supposed to be different.... you were supposed to be special, Lucas..... and for so long, I truely believed you were. I thought you meant it when you promised me forever, for better or worse, through sickness and health, through hell and back.
Turns out your promises only apply as long as everything stays a walk in the park, then yes. Fuckin.........
THIS is why I waited almost twenty fuckin' years. I wanted someone to grow old with. And then I end up falling for a tempermental little.... well whatever.
Point is, I'm single now, and free to mingle I'spose........... *sobtear*
[EDIT]: I'm also a vagabond, living in my car now. See, the school wouldn't let me in because my math score in one point bellow standard, so I gotta wait till December to get in. So now me and Frankie are living in my car 'till we can get jobs and a place to live. So yeah, not only does Luke dump me, he dumps me like this, when I have no one and nothing. GRREAT for morale
Also, if anyone wouldn't mind doing a freebee icon for me, I'd be much oblidged... I can't stand the sight of this one.
Name change. haters don't be hating, pweez?
Posted 13 years agook, so I've decided that I hate my Char's name.
Brennen is of German origin, and nothing in my Character's backstory is german related, and i HAVE to have significance in my Char naming.
Sol sound to kid cartoon cliche to me so.......
So, my Character's official name change is as follows:
Aedyn Rhoshan. so there.
Brennen is of German origin, and nothing in my Character's backstory is german related, and i HAVE to have significance in my Char naming.
Sol sound to kid cartoon cliche to me so.......
So, my Character's official name change is as follows:
Aedyn Rhoshan. so there.
POW0RZ 2 TEH PEEPLZ!
Posted 14 years agoso, is anyone else friggin PUMPED about the banks recanting their debit card charges? I KNOW I AM
THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN AND WE SAY YOUR IDEA SUCKS!! YEAH BABY! VOICE OF THE NATION
i was just about to close out of my Regions account, too...
THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN AND WE SAY YOUR IDEA SUCKS!! YEAH BABY! VOICE OF THE NATION
i was just about to close out of my Regions account, too...
CARDGAMES ON MOTORCYCLES!!
Posted 14 years agoyeah! card games on motor-bikes!
AAAND i have a newer AIM now, so anyone who's anyone to me should head to that (TravellersTail) and be furry and friendly over there
and that includes EVERYONE. so i can delete you from my old aim and use the new one strictly for my furry friends and BF
that was all, thank you
oh yeah, if you're not there by november i'm deleting you're buddy acct anyways... figured i'd throw some incentive in there ^.=.^
AAAND i have a newer AIM now, so anyone who's anyone to me should head to that (TravellersTail) and be furry and friendly over there
and that includes EVERYONE. so i can delete you from my old aim and use the new one strictly for my furry friends and BF
that was all, thank you
oh yeah, if you're not there by november i'm deleting you're buddy acct anyways... figured i'd throw some incentive in there ^.=.^
Ho'd they get away with this?
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iuG.....;feature=feedf
i mean... isn't this sexist? it's funny as hell, and i tease my chick cousin about it. But still, isn't it though?
i mean... isn't this sexist? it's funny as hell, and i tease my chick cousin about it. But still, isn't it though?
I'm Back.... Again.... I Gotta Stop Doing This
Posted 14 years agook so, after being almost had by a former roommate of mine, and subsequently loosing internet and scanner access, I'm FINALLY back among the living... ugh, drama...
I now reside in Searcy AR, and apparently have never heard of a "journal"... ah well, at least now you know where I am and that I'm not dead... anyways, there's a state line between me and my baby boy now, I know, but crashin and gramma's place will help get me a car faster. PLUS now I work at Sam's Club's distribution warehouse here and making $9/hr every Sat/Sun/Mon and will hopefully be getting a week job soon. Sooooo... i should have me a nice care to drive back home to
soon enough.
um..... what else....
oh yeah.
So my mom sends me one of her euphamistic "you'r still wrong and probably going to hell, but I still love you" emails... and well... let's just say that doing nothing and saying nothing for 10+ years can have Tourette's/diarrhea like results....... and now we are officially NOT on speaking terms..... for a while... woman had it coming, that's all i can say... ah well.
At least my Aunt Kim is more understanding and WAAAY less judgemental. Her and gramma both. so it's not too, too bad here in Searcy... just a little on the goodie-goodie side... but whatever
and that's what i've done for the last 20ish days
I now reside in Searcy AR, and apparently have never heard of a "journal"... ah well, at least now you know where I am and that I'm not dead... anyways, there's a state line between me and my baby boy now, I know, but crashin and gramma's place will help get me a car faster. PLUS now I work at Sam's Club's distribution warehouse here and making $9/hr every Sat/Sun/Mon and will hopefully be getting a week job soon. Sooooo... i should have me a nice care to drive back home to

um..... what else....
oh yeah.
So my mom sends me one of her euphamistic "you'r still wrong and probably going to hell, but I still love you" emails... and well... let's just say that doing nothing and saying nothing for 10+ years can have Tourette's/diarrhea like results....... and now we are officially NOT on speaking terms..... for a while... woman had it coming, that's all i can say... ah well.
At least my Aunt Kim is more understanding and WAAAY less judgemental. Her and gramma both. so it's not too, too bad here in Searcy... just a little on the goodie-goodie side... but whatever
and that's what i've done for the last 20ish days
Trivia time ^.=.^
Posted 14 years agough.....
My fav collection is SO embarrassing... esspecially with what i've managed to find just today x.///.X
but, I guess I can't help it. It IS a full-moon weekend... and that damned satellite does this to me every month!
AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE MY DRAGGY BOY IS GONE FOR THE WEEKEND AND FAPPING DON'T DO NEARLY WHAT MAHNSECKS CAN AND AH MISSES HIM SOOOO MUCH!!
*huff... huff... huff.....* ok.... u.=.u" that could've gone better
but yeah, the full moon makes draggy horny.... just thought i should apologize to anyone who sees a billion bits of naughtyness flood into my faves overnight...
My fav collection is SO embarrassing... esspecially with what i've managed to find just today x.///.X
but, I guess I can't help it. It IS a full-moon weekend... and that damned satellite does this to me every month!
AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE MY DRAGGY BOY IS GONE FOR THE WEEKEND AND FAPPING DON'T DO NEARLY WHAT MAHNSECKS CAN AND AH MISSES HIM SOOOO MUCH!!
*huff... huff... huff.....* ok.... u.=.u" that could've gone better
but yeah, the full moon makes draggy horny.... just thought i should apologize to anyone who sees a billion bits of naughtyness flood into my faves overnight...
Drama, Drama Drama...
Posted 14 years agoI currently have NO MO roomies..... and as of now, I see that as a good thing, because the roomies I has were more drama then they were worth (well, one of them, anyways).
this girl was nutso, messed up in the head, scary, and dangerous! AND she absolutely HATED my Cobalt<3...... she doesn't openly admit it, but the girl is afraid of gays. Now, furs she's fine with. she's one herself (here's her profile
) but compile the gayphobia with uber mate-territorialness and you have one nasty demonhound of a girlfriend.
now don't get me wrong, i still love that papion and her epic art skills... i just wish she'd hurry up and get over herself so she can stop hating me and my boy and we can be friends again... i kinda miss the creepy things we'd all talk about under cover of night
anyways.... IN OTHER NEWS me and Cobalt are back together ^.=.^
now that drama is gone and we both have had time to think, i think we've got ourselves all worked out so, we should be good now.
i'm really hoping we'll really, really last... like old people 'last'
and for my third topic, SUBMIOSSIONS!!!!!
I HAS THREE... but i can't upload them cause drama doggy took the scanner with her when she ran off with her man to their new trailer... so you guys'll have to bare with me while i try to get my hands on another scanner..... a donation would be AWESOME though......
this girl was nutso, messed up in the head, scary, and dangerous! AND she absolutely HATED my Cobalt<3...... she doesn't openly admit it, but the girl is afraid of gays. Now, furs she's fine with. she's one herself (here's her profile

now don't get me wrong, i still love that papion and her epic art skills... i just wish she'd hurry up and get over herself so she can stop hating me and my boy and we can be friends again... i kinda miss the creepy things we'd all talk about under cover of night
anyways.... IN OTHER NEWS me and Cobalt are back together ^.=.^
now that drama is gone and we both have had time to think, i think we've got ourselves all worked out so, we should be good now.
i'm really hoping we'll really, really last... like old people 'last'
and for my third topic, SUBMIOSSIONS!!!!!
I HAS THREE... but i can't upload them cause drama doggy took the scanner with her when she ran off with her man to their new trailer... so you guys'll have to bare with me while i try to get my hands on another scanner..... a donation would be AWESOME though......
Officially Single (Married in My Heart)
Posted 14 years agoI don't know how it happened and I don't wanna talk about it publicly... but i thought you guys should know.....
He's gone..... my boy's gone forever...
He's gone..... my boy's gone forever...