hey, Sparky the chu here X3 The owner of this account kindly asked me to log into his account and leave this message for all of his friends and watchers, so here it is:

"hi all! due to some family issues i can't use fur affinity anymore... but i still have my deviant art account! so i will be talking there instead but not as often, sadly... any notes or comments are gonna have to be sent to deviant art... hopefully i will see you all soon!"

his DA account is right here:
http://dragonfire864.deviantart.com/

hey everyone, i just want to know if this guy http://dragonfire864.deviantart.com.....erer-185527793 will be any good for a vorish pred? note, i am almost never on DA so it might be wise to leave comments here

earlier this week, a random depression hit me, i couldn't understand it untill today. His parents had to hack his e-mail account to tell everyone he knew that he died in a car crash... he lived so far away, yet i felt him die without my own eyes seeing it... I felt like... He was the only one who understood the way i feel, see and hear things... and now he is gone... my only friend who actually listened to everything i said, no matter if it was important or not... T.T i feel like giving up... but something deep down inside is calling me, that i am needed for something... important... i do not understand why i am feeling the loss before i knew it, or why i feel like i am actually needed somewhere, but for whatever reason, i must go on if i am needed... "and though you're dead and gone believe me your memory will carry on, we'll carry on..." just popped into my head as i was typing, and it's right.... my friend's memory will carry on... it is kind of odd but i just posted that site where the song that has that quote from yesterday... well... i will carry on and maybe... i will be able to find someone else who was just as understanding as he was. all i need......... is faith and friends who will help me make it to the day i am needed. even though i can't go to his funeral, i bet whenever it is, whereever it is... i am sure my spirit will be. and that is all i really have to type for now, I hope that someone will cheer me up, every damn person who i have tried to talk to about it just tells me to shut up and go away... T.T EDIT: i am in even deeper depression... seems like everyone i watch skips to the bottom and only give thx for the watches i have been giving... no one has even hinted about my depression... yet i still feel like i am needed for somethin important... EDIT: wow... people are caring now, so ignore the previous edit