Alright by all means ask this macro draggy whatever you want to ask hehe ^.=.^

Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everyone and let this day be joyful to everyone today ^.=.^ *giant draggy hugs and Santa hats to everyone*

Alright go ahead ask this macro draggy anything ya want ^.=.^

Alright two questions I have been debating on this should I draw my dark souls character for some practice just curious? And any dark souls 2 players on Xbox 360 need a hand defeating one of the dlc bosses ^.=.>

Alright all I can say and will say is .......................
Go see it it was epic no spoilers aloud for anyone who hasn't hahah this was beutiful

Hehe don't know why but I'm feeling pretty happy and motivated tonight and I don't know why hahaha maybe it's just becuase of the holidays or maybe it's something else so just for the heck of it got some songs for anyone to listen to if they like these make me feel a sense of calm and accomplishment so here ya go a couple of songs for anyone else to enjoy and not by me for the record haha >.=.<
http://youtu.be/7qArJWKO2go
http://youtu.be/z2TvjPLGd1s
http://youtu.be/R-YYXmfxoZw
http://youtu.be/toPm-L7Ib44
http://youtu.be/18Gyci5tw74
http://youtu.be/DiVWvrt6jKw
http://youtu.be/gNHs7RI3XUM

This draggy is ready to be asked anything ^.=.^ *jumps around like a silly macro draggy*

I know this is gonna sound weird but can someone come over here and hold me down and cut this thing outta me hahah >.=.< I'm jokeing of course but ever since wensdays attack I have been feeling weird even some times when I felt like I had a chest burster from aliens inside me grrrrrrr feels strange like my organs or something have been rearranged and I have been feeling really nauseous as well man I shouldn't even be driving but I have to. Gotta finish my last two weeks of school

Alright whoever was wondering I'm ok I went today and found out it was gallstones so it's then but it won't be for long I will hopefully be getting a msg from a surgeon don't know when but they should get a hold of us and let me know what they want to do and how to get rid of them all in all I'm here and it's not that easy to kick me down and keep me down hehe

I'm awake gonna try and eat some soup and just try my best to relax and make sure this thing doesn't act up again wish this never happened <.=.>

Hey everyone I just got back from the hospital after yet another long night of severe pain I thought I was gonna puke out my stomach but anyways I'm back for now I just need sleep for a few hours and then I will back up and ready to go I'm sorry if I scared anyone I will see everyone in a couple of hours <.=.>

Hahaha screw pain hehe it's gone god what a he lush night but it's gone that all I care about the burning and sharp stabbing pain is gone -.=.-

Grrrr fuck this I'm not going back to the hospital again I can last the night no matter how painful my back is and my chest >.=.<

Go ahead ask any question ya want either about my sona or me or anything ya want ^.=.^

An big happy thanks giveing day to all and have lots a fun ^.=.^ for America I mean Canada already had there's ehe <.=.>

You know I see other ppl doing this and well why the hell not so go ahead ask away anything either about me or my sona ^.=.^

This guy right here is haveing some tough times right now and needs help <.=.>http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7174436/

It's rememberance day to let's not forget the fallen this day.

http://youtu.be/DZbde0ucIJ0

i know the things i said last time about myself. but im done im through liveing and thinking that way its over im not done and i never will be. i live to be myself and im trying my damned best to keep everyone i know happy and to make them feel better if there down i saw how close i was i know what i do. i want to help i want to be myslef and i am now its never over. all that hurt is something we must live with. it sucks it stings it messes with you. but the best thing it does outta the worst is that it shows your true colors ihave been fighting this for a long time and still do every once and awhile but you dont back down you fight on until the very last day thats what you must do and always will do. life beats and batters you but you always get up and stand up and fight it back to survive. thats what anyone who is struggling must do hold on to hope. hold on to a sliver of hope any of it becuse no matter how slim it might be one day its going to come along and surprise you. and the ones who help you get there your freinds. your family they all root for you to push on keep doing so but dont abbandon them ever.

i try to keep ppl going when ever they have run into a snag in there life or try to cheer them up and what have i heard from some ppl?

stop helping them there to far gone, you cant do anything, your thinking in an imaginary world that cant come true for them to be happy.

i swear call me what you want call me deluded or just an idiot for this for thinking i can becuse even the slightest bit of helping can do something and i will never give up on some one maybe im a dreamer but it doesnt matter becuse i see hurt in this world alot but there is beutie it just takes time to find and that time is all thats neede to mend old wounds and nightmares.

so what exactly am i saying? that im not giveing up. and if anyone ever comes up to me and tells me to especialy on a freind or a family memeber than im not going to respect you. becuse giveing up on someone is takeing a peice from you that is important. so dont tell me to give up on someone. if they need time alone for awhile i will understand but if they are gonna go further than that and worse than dont expect me to ignore. i know my words may sound harsh but its my opinion on what i do so by all means go ahead call me what you want cuz a broken person with a determind and fighting mind will not listen but continue on his path to keep it up


and one more thing: https://youtu.be/pEFxfVyz4Uc

this is for all of you out there who may be hurting or not. keep going
keep hope
and never give in

Alright my little review for the night. This is undertale I was skeptical at first I heard so many rumers surrounding this game so I watched markiplier play the first 18 minutes of the game and decided to get it now I'm not going to reveal anything about the story but I will say this it is amazing and beautiful in so many way I'm man enough to say that the first half hour in the game I came to a part that literally made me cry it was beautiful. This game deffinatly says a lot I love how the person designed it and the mechanics for it are so well thought out and I feel like it's the first of its kind to do something so cool. It shows you the conciquences of either fighting enemies or sparring them it's amazing it can show you how much mercy and sparking someone or trying to talk someone down can go so much further than fighting. The characters are awsome and I just plain out love it. The best part about this game is that if you did something from before and wanted to fix it? The game remembers what you did last time and things can escalate from it but my thoughts on the game I give it a 8 or 9 outta 10 for nice pieces of comedy interesting gameplay and a way that it will tug at your heart strings. That's just my opinion of course but wanna see for yourself give her a try it good ^.=.^

I love this tablet we got from our school soooo many opportunities especialy in improving my art but first I really need to get my anatomy right I blow at that <.=.>

Happy Halloween to everyone I hope all of you have a fangtastic night hehe >.=.< I know cheesy right but someone had to say it ^.=.^

https://gofundme.com/helpboyfriendmove please help out a freinds of mines boyfriend he's pushing himself to far and needs to get the hell out of where he is were afraid he's going to push himself over the edge of you can help it would be much appreciated <.=.>

i dont know whats happening to me my head it hurts from thinking um loseing again. i dont know what to do. i really want to stand up and cry stand up and scream let the dagger run me throgh let the fire and the darkness in my head consume me. or is it comeing from my heart? either way i dont knwo why i feel like this maybe its just a phase or maybe not but i can feel myself slipping away. maybe its from me being something im not. like everyone keeps telling me grwo the fuck up and man up. but if i do that what do i gain what do i lose? am to become this empty vessle waiting for the reaper to have me. maybe its from me always trying to help someone. i like helping being kind. is it becuse im just that lonely hermit sitting in a bedroom always thinking? just me and my damn thoughts. i question myself again who am i? what purpose do i have to even continue in this world. my dad he told me a story once. of an unborn child before me but it died and i lived almost starting to question would things been better or different if that child would have lived instead of me? i dont even know why im getting this off my chest maybe-

to many god damne maybes. you know a soul can only fight for so long? mine must be broken worn and tatterd from life hiting you or stabbing you. a broken man stareing into the abyss. i know only the half of what i am. the rest of who i am is not up to me in my opinion but how others veiw me. maybe something has just finaly snapped in me im sorry to everyone for saying these but under a this smile hides darkness that i want to get rid off but always stay with me i just want it to fade. it bites it scratches it burns it tries to tear me apart but im just a shell a husk that tries to keep his emotion to show that i can be better than this. than this worthless peice of shell. im not done not yet i will continue i know in my heart i want to be that person who does great things and to be helpful to be there for others always. but the question in my mind still remains.

should i lose my humanity? my emotion? or should i keep charging foward and not backing down?

guess im just a big lie but in truth id more than give my life for someone i cared about whether it be my family or my freinds expendability is better than watching someone else suffer. ironic isnt it.

none the less i will keep fighting on with my broken sword and my shattered sheild but the thoughts will always be with me but i still think they have to try alot harder than that to kill me im not done

Saw this little spider doing this an awsome spider ^.=.^ and thought I would give this a try he he



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