Woo alright two weeks are up and it's back to the grind stone this quarter 3d animation here goes nothing hehe ^.=.^ still very exited to get started

I'm back after my one week of fun I went to Edmonton comic con and had way to much fun so many things hehe ^.=.^ so happy I went and I finally got to meet one of my big brothers in person witch makes it that much better I'm the happiest macro draggy you could ever know right now haha and a big hello to everyone and how was everyone's week?

So I'm useing the hospitals wifi and I won't be here long because my grandperents don't have wifi but I came home happily to see everyone but that happiness got short lived for it ended up with me going to the hospital at 12 at night with extreme pain in the right side of my chest and it burning all the way around my back at first I thought it was like a 10 minute thing but it got worse so they took me in and so I guess that I possibly had or still have galstones I'm hopeing not all I know is the other night hurt like a bitch think of being stabbed and. Burned from the inside that's what I felt damne what a way to come home well hehe might as well start my two weeks off with a bang oh well. This is also a quick hi to everyone befor I leave again hopeing everyone is doing good. And will see all of you when I get home

I'm gonna be gone for two weeks my first quarter of school is over and I'm going home and won't have Internet. Love all of ya especially my big brothers and new freinds I made along the way can't wait to talk to everyone when I come back and you all have a happy week or to as well (big hugs for everyone) ^.=.^

so i have some bad and good news for everyone. lately i was dealing with some serious deppression and i dont know if i feel like explaining why the only thing i will say is that i was afraid of turning into something i dont want to be. a monster. you see im afraid because i have a temper when somone bugs me enough and it could be for no damne reason at all. i wanted to just lock my self up lose all contact with everyone i know becuse im afraid that im goin to hurt them. and so it kicked i was hideing behind a smile trying to look happy and to not show a hint of sadness but i couldnt take it anymore i just wanted to end it. but a good freind of mine i talked to who i dont want to name becuase of how special they are to me im sorrry but you do know who you are. he told me that accidents happen that unintentional things like what i did will happen but its the careing and factor that i would do anything i know that would disprove my theory of being a monster. they showed me that all the things i do that are good outweighs evrything that was bad and im happy for that because i was at a brink. so now i know how terrible the world can be. i know the pain it can cause. i felt like giveing up more than eve. but now i see that every day is a struggle no matter what and i know that when it pushes you you take that sword raise your shield and you fight back you keep pushing back and never back down and you keep the ones you care about close to ya because they fight right there beside you no matter what they raise that sheild with you to block the damage that has been done and they wrap there wings around you like the guardian angles they are. no one is ever alone, is truly broken there just ready for that one person to come along and help them get back up because no matter what\at the end of that long and treacherous road there is the beutiful purpose. you and who you are and what you do can never be taken away from you because the heart you have is the one thing no one can take from you not even if they are the cruelist being possible and nothing will block your path. no matter what somone will always stand up with you and that is what i have is those who would and i will give anything to do the same for them no matter what my sword my sheild my armour all of it is ready to not see myself as that beast i see myself anymore but my freind taught me that i am not someone who hurts but will do everything i can to heal and i like my freind will always be ready to be there for them.

end of msg and remember how much you are worth to those who love you and care for you and to never ever back down (bows) -.=.-

Only 2 more weeks and I'm goin home for 2 weeks I'm so excited and I can't wait to get back and see everyone especially my pooch dog hehe he's gonna flip when he sees me. The only downside is that I don't have Internet when I get there so I can't keep in contact unless I decide to go to the library. Anyways I have a few plans when I get home I have been plans when I get home just a few things I wanna do or try and get done hmhm when I get back we shall see how many I have finished but damne am I gonna miss everyone <.=.> but it's only 2 weeks off so I will be back in no time ^.=.^

Well I just thought I'd do this Boreing tif bit cuz I'm a little bored but here it goes. So the happy side of me first. Well I'm very happy because of the new family I have become incorporated into the best big brothers I have ever had and I would never give them up for the world hmhm these are my loving careing brothers and they sure know how to cheer a guy up hmhm. And second because I got a pet a very cute awsome pet that I promise to take good care off and never anything happen to him like I would with my big brothers and that pet is and someone is goin to have to go through me to get to any of them I won't back down. ^.=.^
And now for why I'm scared so I have come down to the conclusion on what I am sexually and I now know to myself that I'm bi but I'm scared because I don't know what anyone in my family would say especially my dad and I do thank you who are helping me out with it just going to take it easy I hope but until then I will just keep it between me and my freinds feels safer. <.=.>

i know i have said this about a billion times but it feels so right to go on about this i am very happy to know 3 specific ppl (and you know who you are hmhm ^.=.^) because i have been talking to them and i realize that i did finaly find true freinds and that i would do anything for them i have seen a lot of crap in my life its never easy but something tells me thats changeing now and i will not abbandon i will not stary from these 3 because they are kind they are careing and i wouldnt trade for them for anything in this world and i know one thing i am ready to deffend them and willing to anything for them to keep them happy because they exepted me in as a freind i will keep my loyalty and i am always ready to help them at any time anywhere you 3 have shown kindess and i want to repay you with the exact kindness you showed me and if i ever stray away i want somone to bring me back to my senses so i dont turn in to some thing i dont want to i dont want to ever turn into a monster i want to help and protect and these 3 individuals are the ones i would give everything for and i truly respect and trust them if you 3 see this tommorow i want to say thank you and that im always ready to stand by your guys side if anything comes round (bows respectfuly) ^.=.^

i should have wrote this awhile back but im so happy besides school and meeting my freind witch is one of my best freinds i made 4 more new freinds as well and im so glad i did i dont know what i would do if i never met them it makes me so happy and warm inside i even got the icon from one of them and they are the best to talk to and i dont consider them just freinds but my best freinds because in my opinion there is no such thing as 1 best freind those ppl are and all of them were are super nice and im very glad i got to meet with them and talk with them. ^.=.^ and i hope to continue being there frend for a very long time.

i recommend any one who wants to to go see this movie i realy enjoyed it it had a good plot and some good humer. definatly worth the watch ^.=.^

man i love our school its awsome. it is the most open school i have ever bin too i already met another furry  Nexeosand plent of awsome people thta all get along so well. and i cant wait to start up our animations and get some practice in them cant wait to test my skill even more and see more people. ^.=.^

tommorow is the day. the start of my animation courses. I AM SOOOOO EXITED its goin to be AWSOME. i cant wait to finaly improve, evolve, and morph in too something better and too get in depth on how too draw properly and put my character on a screen actuay moveing. we might even get 3d printed sculptures of our character or anything else we make. none the less its got my dragon spine tingling and im ready too have fun ^.=.^ maybe one day i will even be able too do commisions or get one haha. goin to be very busy though no more gameing haha. small loss and im alright with it. maybe even create my own game one day.

all i have too say is it was amazeing a true sequal it was wicked hahaha woo happy canada day indeed WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. check out genisis if you have the time.

Happy Canada day 😁

im back from home and ready for action just happy that i actualy finaly got an idea what my dragon is going to look like. in lamen terms im ready and waiting to serve the week to keep everyone safe.

so number one all ihave to say is this https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=RFinNxS5KN4 go see this in the theaters right now it was amazeing no astounding no ah what the hell i cant put it to words but it makes me cry for how amazeing it is.

second im going home for a week cant wait to see everyone back home incudeing my brat dog and grandparents.

third in two weeks im going to start my animation WAHOOOOOOOOOO its going to be sweet cant wait.

and fourth e3 was amazeing the last guardian makes me want to bye a ps 4 and halo 5 is already got me quaking in my boots and finaly after a couple of years ANOTHER STAR FOX WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

as you can tell im hyped and i cant help it whoa i should calm down yeesh any ways see everyone in a week and have fun.

wahahoo my portfolio is done and ready to go. i cant wait to get started on my animation classes this is going to be awsome and give me plenty of time to work on my character booya

Wahoo only 4 more weeks until I start my animation courses and improve my designed and drawing. I really need to step it up on my designes thanks for any support😑

only two more days before i find out wether or not i can apply for a student loan to take my animation classes then i can actually start to really do work and improve my work. i hope any ways.