Just feel liek an ol hillbilleh.


I live alone. I have only just noticed how quiet it is.

edit: 7 years later and im not alone anymore. Noise levels have significantly increased.

I have travelled to Dunedin, Otago University and settling into residential college.

Going to be doing Human anatomy and minoring Zoology.

Just thought I would put it out there since it is a pretty significant change in my location and life.

Because I learn about the sheer amount I do not know.


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I am a quiz addict and I take them a lot, probably because I am constantly struggling to find out more about myself (taking into account though that I understand online quizzes are to be taken with a grain of salt). I like the results of this particular one, because I find it to be very accurate in comparison to the many others I have taken.

Can be taken here: http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/

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Reserved

You are somewhat shy, or at least unwilling to spend all your time socializing. With you it's true that "still waters run deep," which is why many of your acquaintances never get to know you well.

You are not always ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're not likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.





Solitary

You are a private person, not very comfortable in a big group, and view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

You not prefer hanging out with others to spending time alone; you do not tend to feel at home in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.





Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.





Upbeat

You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.

You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
(This is not always true, as often I find myself in some form of debate with another person.)



Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.

You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.




Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.



Curious

You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.

You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.



Discreet

You tend to hold onto your thoughts until you have something important to say, and even then you're not comfortable imposing your ideas on others unless you know they're truly interested.

You don't enjoy talking for the sake of talking, and you have no desire to be the center of attention.




Self-Contained

You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.

You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.




Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

Not for me though, for my sis. Trying to make a pink otter partial. Now that i have a bigger working space ( A GARAGE) and a sewing machine, it should be a lot easier to finish than my DragonicWolf suit. The only issue is that I am very unfamilliar with the structure of otters, and even less familliar with the structure of toony animals. Hopefully I won't mess this up, and hopefully I will be able to finish it for her before a little fursuit outing happening on the 17th.

Not from me though, but from my sister,  13ulbasaur I am just trying to help her out.

Examples of what she will do are as follows:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5954355

http://13ulbasaur.deviantart.com/art/Anthro-Fox-Giygaswar-213780276?q=gallery%3A13ulbasaur%2F11547214&qo=6

http://13ulbasaur.deviantart.com/art/Is-a-Manry-Man-209974014?q=gallery%3A13ulbasaur%2F11547214&qo=22


If anyone is interested do give her a note!

Today when I woke up at my usual time, I decided to take another half-hour sleep. I had a pretty disturbing dream within this half-hour.

I remember being in a condominium in which my family and i apparently lived. It was time to go to the city, which took at least an hours drive. When i looked out of the window, the building we wanted to go to was right outside below us. I asked mum if I could just glide down. She disagreed, mainly because she was afraid of dad (who already left for the place) will be angry. We fought for a moment but then I just shapeshifted into something with wings and glided down.

I was at the courtyard of the building before dad arrived. He was pretty butthurt at me for arriving before him. I later then saw a little helicopter contraption. It reminded me of those little motorized gliders or open aircraft's . Even though I knew I could shapeshift and fly from there, I wanted to give this dangerous looking contraption a go, after all, it was only a dream. I told this to myself. I sat in the seat and picked up the controller. It was just like the controller of tiny model helicopters. I flew. It was difficult to control. I gained a lot of attention, people taking photos and people cheering. Then the battery ran out. When I was safely landed.

All of a sudden I decided to do some shapeshifting into a monster and scaring people, because It is a favourite dreamland pastime of mine. I was inside a building, it looked like some kind of dark asylum. Quite creepy actually, but vacant with people. I transformed into a little lizard-like monster with big teeth, but problem was I was no bigger than a toy dog. It felt silly, but I went round being nasty to the scared inhabitants anyway. Because it is fun.

Later on, all of a sudden there was a very big monster, looked like a brown salamander, about the size of a tiger. It was a giant sausage with four legs. Apparently this monster was owned (or was) one of my friends , plateacedia. We faught, lashing teeth and claws and snarls of pure rage and yadda yadda. I wanted to keep fighting because the opposing monster tasted so good, because the skin was like sausage or salami.

Things happened, forgot what, and all of a sudden I was owned by a psycho woman who appeared completely innocent and harmless, but actually cannibalized children. Her house was very pretty, many flowers and pretty old fashioned designs. I knew that she was going to kill me one day, but I still treated her as if she was my mother.

I went out with her and my friends to a carnival at night, or at least, I was walking with my friends and my psycho mom at night and saw a ferris wheel lit up. I transformed into a big hawk-eagle thing and flew overhead to get a proper look. And because flying is just badass and i do it at every possible oppertunity. Flap those big wings and scooping up the air and rising up and feeling so in-control, including tail rudder use. But anyway, went to this carnival. Saw two bald asian guys in pink and blue robes in a small coin-pay ride going round and round. My sister screamed and said she saw one of their butts.

For some reason we went to the information counter and talked about deaths at a carnival. We then brought up a very well known freak accident , and claiming that we were close to the person who was involved in it. The info counter lady went wide eyed as if she was looking at celebrities. Nothing much happened after that before we headed home.

Sat in the psycho lady house and looked outside at her garden. Hanging pots of flowers ad beautifully decorated private garden. For some reason there was a freezer in the corner of the garden with fish in it, and when lunch time came, all the children that happened to be in the house for some reason lined up at the freezer and took out a fish of their choice.

This part is very fuzzy... all mixed up, but I do recall the garden hiding many grisly secrets, and many birds who entered the garden died there. I remember having a large, pretty bird fly up to me, looking scared and shaken, not wanting to be let go. Very cute and soft. Then I saw a sparrow up in one of the hanging pots. It was singing a strange song. The bird I was holding told me that "The bird's brother is dead in his nest. The baby bird was crying because his brother was dead in the nest. He has to stay with his decomposing brother because he cannot fly yet. " I reached up and shook the pot, and a dead bird dropped out.

"Would you like me to make a clean new nest?" I asked the little bird. He replied with a chirp. And then my dog frigging woke me up.

... I really love getting new toothbrushes.

college is over and I now will have more time to draw once I move out of homestay and settle into my own house. I will be going to move some of my things to my new house down in Tauranga. (is currently residing in North Shore, Auckland.)

Oh, and three cockroaches flew into my face and onto my keyboard last night. Was on laptop in bed with lights out when it happened. When I turned on the light to investigate, cockroaches appeared to be pretty much everywhere. It was irritating. I caught two of the three that flew in my face and gave them a TIME OUT in a container. The next morning, they had escaped. :l

Oh, and to be perfectly honest, some cockroaches appear quite cute to me and even appear to have personality. I don't like killing them.

"There was once a little girl named Wendy. She liked to disturb her grandmother by holding a knife up to her eye. She said that there is nothing better than to do this, and the kettle is boiling very quickly. "



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I saw this written in one of my organic chemistry notes. At the time I wanted to see what would come out if I wrote down the first word that came to my head and then it continued on to create sentences. Its fun. :D

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] taken painkillers
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[x] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything (does white pepper and other interesting things count?)
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[ ] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 32

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie whilst being underage without your parents consent.
[ ] cruised the mall when you were forbidden to do so by those in authority
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 38

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[x] got in trouble with the police (was using tester lipstick in the shop to draw on the posters :O)
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger (fursuits do attract them)
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 46

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight (I cannot possibly do this)
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 53


If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

But... I am a nice person. :(

I had my first encounter with a Weta today. My caregiver found it on one of her jumpers, and I was really excited to see one.

She is a female tree Weta. She is currently inside one of my slippers. (no i am not wearing it). Took lots of photos. >u< I like her. Il probably be taking care of her for a while and observing her and stuff. I have found that they respond to gravity somehow, knowing which way is up and which way is down. Probably have something to do with the 'tree' part of their name, i assume they live in trees, so being able to detect which way is up and down should be useful. When there comes a day which is not too rainy, il let her go outside.

I think I will name her Daisy. I don't know why :l.