Soo... Characters to Include in Zootopia: Tragic Miracle?
Posted 8 years agoIf anyone wants to give me suggestions on what characters, both furry and non-furry, should be included in Zootopia: Tragic Miracle as cameos, please, go right ahead.
I'm even ok with including some of your characters, but please recognize that you will:
1- Accept that this fanfiction/ crossover will be posted on both here and fanfiction.net.
2- help find a proper introduction point for your character AND write out their side of the interactions between your character and my character. Keep in mind that this story will not be a full on collab, and your character should function as a side character and not a minor protagonist.
I'm even ok with including some of your characters, but please recognize that you will:
1- Accept that this fanfiction/ crossover will be posted on both here and fanfiction.net.
2- help find a proper introduction point for your character AND write out their side of the interactions between your character and my character. Keep in mind that this story will not be a full on collab, and your character should function as a side character and not a minor protagonist.
Yesterday was my birthday.
Posted 8 years agoI'm 18 now, yay. For some reason I feel like I am just shouting into an empty cave...
Wish I had someone to talk with. But being irrationally shy makes reaching out difficult.
Wish I had someone to talk with. But being irrationally shy makes reaching out difficult.
9 More Days...
Posted 8 years ago9 more days, then I'm 18. Doesn't really matter.
My one birthday wish is for senpai to notice me.
My one birthday wish is for senpai to notice me.
OC: Cody Boieller
Posted 8 years agoCody Boieller is a 17 year old male of average height, who possesses the ability to take on the appearance of any other intelligent mortal race. His most common form is that of a human with short brown hair.
Cody possesses the inherent discipline of "the Psyche", and can therefore utilize Illusion, Emotion, and Thought-controlling Thaumaturgy at will. This means he can control the thoughts, senses, and emotions of other beings without training. Awareness of abilities in the target does not affect the effectiveness of his mind control if the target is aware of Cody's powers.
Additionally, Cody is a talented user of Flame based elementalism, along with conjuration. He is also talented in basic Thaumaturgy. However, these abilities are not overpowering. While above average for a sorcerer of his age, his abilities are ultimately below average among most other sorcerers.
As a result of his weakness compared to other mages, Cody tends to use his discipline to manipulate people and get what he wants, regardless of how immoral or illegal it may technically be. In most cases, he avoids negative outcomes by utilizing the magic of his Inherent Discipline to bribe or persuade all parties involved in a legal confrontation.
Despite his apparently manipulative nature, Cody seems to ally himself with unlawful good
He breaks the law, but when it comes down to the stuff that really matters, he seems to try to do the right thing.
Cody possesses the inherent discipline of "the Psyche", and can therefore utilize Illusion, Emotion, and Thought-controlling Thaumaturgy at will. This means he can control the thoughts, senses, and emotions of other beings without training. Awareness of abilities in the target does not affect the effectiveness of his mind control if the target is aware of Cody's powers.
Additionally, Cody is a talented user of Flame based elementalism, along with conjuration. He is also talented in basic Thaumaturgy. However, these abilities are not overpowering. While above average for a sorcerer of his age, his abilities are ultimately below average among most other sorcerers.
As a result of his weakness compared to other mages, Cody tends to use his discipline to manipulate people and get what he wants, regardless of how immoral or illegal it may technically be. In most cases, he avoids negative outcomes by utilizing the magic of his Inherent Discipline to bribe or persuade all parties involved in a legal confrontation.
Despite his apparently manipulative nature, Cody seems to ally himself with unlawful good
He breaks the law, but when it comes down to the stuff that really matters, he seems to try to do the right thing.
... I wish there was a VN or Dating Sim w/ Tekken characters
Posted 8 years agoIt would be great to have a game or something like that. Its honestly sort of embarassing for me to admit it, but its definitely something that I would be interested in.
Although, I would rather it not go full NSFW, seeing as then I couldn't legally play it. But ultimately I want a game were I can date King or something.
Is this something I should have kept to myself? Meh, don't really care. These are just thoughts, its not like they would actually happen.
Although, I would rather it not go full NSFW, seeing as then I couldn't legally play it. But ultimately I want a game were I can date King or something.
Is this something I should have kept to myself? Meh, don't really care. These are just thoughts, its not like they would actually happen.
What is the Point of Even Trying (vent)
Posted 8 years agoSometimes I just can't see the point of trying. It doesn't matter whether its school or scouts or even life in general, I suck. My grades are average at best, my focus is scattered, I'm a terrible leader, I suck at planning, and everything I touch just goes to shit. Why, then, do I even try? Why, if the thing I look forward to all day during school (sitting down, relaxing, and playing Skyrim) is apparently what I'm addicted to, even when I literally dedicate most of my time to reading and writing. Even when I've literally scheduled my time on the TV so that its only about an hour and a half and not even every day?
Why am I always wrong? Why can't I make school work? Why can't I get the motivation or mental strength to get Eagle? Why should I even care, at this point? What is the fucking point?!
"Go to school!"
"Get a job!"
"Stop playing video games and go outside, you lazy slacker bum!" (probably not the last part)
"Try harder at scouts!"
"C's and missings are UNACCEPTABLE!"
When will people take the stick out of their butts and realize that life is so much more than school, work, and success? When will people realize that they are missing everything that's important?!
How can I even want to try, if all I feel is like an animal in the cage, or as if I'm standing in a court and everyone's the prosecution?
Why am I always wrong? Why can't I make school work? Why can't I get the motivation or mental strength to get Eagle? Why should I even care, at this point? What is the fucking point?!
"Go to school!"
"Get a job!"
"Stop playing video games and go outside, you lazy slacker bum!" (probably not the last part)
"Try harder at scouts!"
"C's and missings are UNACCEPTABLE!"
When will people take the stick out of their butts and realize that life is so much more than school, work, and success? When will people realize that they are missing everything that's important?!
How can I even want to try, if all I feel is like an animal in the cage, or as if I'm standing in a court and everyone's the prosecution?
Emrin: Spirit of the Elements
Posted 8 years agoEmrin will be my main character from now on. He is a nature spirit of the Elements, meaning that he can use Fire, Water, Earth, Air, Light, and Darkness magics instinctively.
He appears to be a 17 year old young man of average height, with a slightly above average weight. (He ia not fat, but he isn't muscular or skinny either.) He has brown hair that turns silver when he uses magic. He usually wears a simply brown tee-shirt and black jeans with no labels. (as a spirit, he creates his clothes based upon the current fashion). He can often be found floating on the wind, which doesn't turn his hair silver for some reason. He actuall has a poofy raccoon tail, but he keeps it hidden because its weird when little kids try and play with it.
He can generally be described as charming in a sort of endearing or introvertish sort of way. He will try to be friendly if people reach out to him, but he is slightly nervous around other people. If he is really interested in being friends with someone, he will reach out, but generally in a nervous or shy sort of way. He might avoid looking at said person, but will keep on finding himself looking at them. If they talk to him before he gets the courage to go up to them, he will be extremely shy. His ears turn res when he's feeling this way, and he will also fidget. A lot. He hates going into spiritual form because it feels weird when people pass through him, and he can hear their thoughts when they pass through him. Both humans and Anthros have some pretty weird thoughts. When in physical form, he secretly loves cuddles and hugs, but is afraid to tell anyone or let them know.
As a spirit, he is completely immune to Demonic Possession, and can see demons for what they truly are, as well as detect their balance of Order and Chaos. It is possible for certain types and origins of demons to be entirely aligned to Order, or entirely aligned to Chaos, and quite often in betwen.
He can use wind magic to fly, and loves flying over the open ocean. Although, if he falls asleep he may accidently stop casting flight, and therefore fall into the ocean.
He appears to be a 17 year old young man of average height, with a slightly above average weight. (He ia not fat, but he isn't muscular or skinny either.) He has brown hair that turns silver when he uses magic. He usually wears a simply brown tee-shirt and black jeans with no labels. (as a spirit, he creates his clothes based upon the current fashion). He can often be found floating on the wind, which doesn't turn his hair silver for some reason. He actuall has a poofy raccoon tail, but he keeps it hidden because its weird when little kids try and play with it.
He can generally be described as charming in a sort of endearing or introvertish sort of way. He will try to be friendly if people reach out to him, but he is slightly nervous around other people. If he is really interested in being friends with someone, he will reach out, but generally in a nervous or shy sort of way. He might avoid looking at said person, but will keep on finding himself looking at them. If they talk to him before he gets the courage to go up to them, he will be extremely shy. His ears turn res when he's feeling this way, and he will also fidget. A lot. He hates going into spiritual form because it feels weird when people pass through him, and he can hear their thoughts when they pass through him. Both humans and Anthros have some pretty weird thoughts. When in physical form, he secretly loves cuddles and hugs, but is afraid to tell anyone or let them know.
As a spirit, he is completely immune to Demonic Possession, and can see demons for what they truly are, as well as detect their balance of Order and Chaos. It is possible for certain types and origins of demons to be entirely aligned to Order, or entirely aligned to Chaos, and quite often in betwen.
He can use wind magic to fly, and loves flying over the open ocean. Although, if he falls asleep he may accidently stop casting flight, and therefore fall into the ocean.
I'm Just Sayin'
Posted 8 years agoGuys, if you can see the dick, its NSFW.
If you can't see the dick, its SFW. If there are clothes over their manhood, its SFW. If there are nipples, but not an obvious penus, its SFW. If there are nice bulges, its still SFW because you're not actually showing anything. Even if they have nipples.
If you go to a beach with guys in swimming shorts, its not porn. They aren't completely naked.
Seriously, not that hard. Stop uploading pics and then changing their classification unnecessarily. It makes you look paranoid.
If you can't see the dick, its SFW. If there are clothes over their manhood, its SFW. If there are nipples, but not an obvious penus, its SFW. If there are nice bulges, its still SFW because you're not actually showing anything. Even if they have nipples.
If you go to a beach with guys in swimming shorts, its not porn. They aren't completely naked.
Seriously, not that hard. Stop uploading pics and then changing their classification unnecessarily. It makes you look paranoid.
What I Want to Say to My Parents
Posted 8 years agoBut I never will, so I guess it really doesn't matter if I vent it here, does it?
Hey Mom, Dad. I love you. I really do. But we need to talk.
I know that you're concerned for my future. That's why you care so much about my grades. You want me to do well in life. And I respect that. For the most part, you two are pretty chill parents. You're right, most parents pressure their kids to do better constantly. And you don't, and I'm more than grateful for that. I don't work the best under pressure.
And thats where we have our problem. Not with pressure 24/7, but with unneeded pressure after the fact. You see, for the most part, I do extremely well in school. When I mess up, I mess up. I'm not perfect, and no amount of IEP assistance is going to fix that fully. I'm only human. And I'm trying to fix my mistakes. And you are trying to help.
But its not helping. Its hurting. And I'm not sure either my academic self and my emotional self can take it anymore. Blowing up while I'm trying to repair the damage is the same as throwing salt onto the wound whilst forcing said wound open. Its not gonna help me heal it any faster. Its just making me lose focus. And worse, it hurts. And I'm on the verge of breaking right now.
So this is what I ask: Stop being involved with my academic life. Get involved with my emotional one. With who I am as a person, not with my grades. Those are just letters. They can change for the better. But people are much harder to repair. Once broken, they're never the same.
Hey Mom, Dad. I love you. I really do. But we need to talk.
I know that you're concerned for my future. That's why you care so much about my grades. You want me to do well in life. And I respect that. For the most part, you two are pretty chill parents. You're right, most parents pressure their kids to do better constantly. And you don't, and I'm more than grateful for that. I don't work the best under pressure.
And thats where we have our problem. Not with pressure 24/7, but with unneeded pressure after the fact. You see, for the most part, I do extremely well in school. When I mess up, I mess up. I'm not perfect, and no amount of IEP assistance is going to fix that fully. I'm only human. And I'm trying to fix my mistakes. And you are trying to help.
But its not helping. Its hurting. And I'm not sure either my academic self and my emotional self can take it anymore. Blowing up while I'm trying to repair the damage is the same as throwing salt onto the wound whilst forcing said wound open. Its not gonna help me heal it any faster. Its just making me lose focus. And worse, it hurts. And I'm on the verge of breaking right now.
So this is what I ask: Stop being involved with my academic life. Get involved with my emotional one. With who I am as a person, not with my grades. Those are just letters. They can change for the better. But people are much harder to repair. Once broken, they're never the same.
Hey, All (If anyone actually reads my journals)
Posted 9 years agoI'm writing a mass crossover set in Zootopia, and am willing to include character cameos per owner's request. I'm willing to work with others, preferably through a medium such as google docs which can be shared to multiple people with relative ease. Please understand that this offer may change, and this is just me considering writing character cameos into the story.
Nothing is final, I just wanna know who's interested.
Nothing is final, I just wanna know who's interested.
New Character: Nomus, the God of Names
Posted 9 years agoNomus is one of the eldest gods in my multiverse, and also one of the most powerful. Born out of the Origin shortly after the event known as the Spark, he was the first to give objects, concepts, and meanings a name.
As such, he is the god of Names, and has the ability to dismiss other creatures' existence by erasing their name from reality, as well as the ability to learn their name, Magic and Given, at will.
He can use this to influence people, however, his great power comes with a price: he cannot know his own True name, only the name others have given him. Secondly, he loses his memories every millenium. This is to prevent him from learning his true name. And thirdly; using his power over names shortens the time he has before losing his memories.
He was cursed to be stored in a mortal form by the king of the gods, and therefore cannot currently access his powers.
As such, he is the god of Names, and has the ability to dismiss other creatures' existence by erasing their name from reality, as well as the ability to learn their name, Magic and Given, at will.
He can use this to influence people, however, his great power comes with a price: he cannot know his own True name, only the name others have given him. Secondly, he loses his memories every millenium. This is to prevent him from learning his true name. And thirdly; using his power over names shortens the time he has before losing his memories.
He was cursed to be stored in a mortal form by the king of the gods, and therefore cannot currently access his powers.
Merry Christmas!!!
Posted 9 years agoMerry Christmas- now gimme a hug! Thats my Christmas Wish.
*Hugs tightly*
*Hugs tightly*
Need a hug... Badly
Posted 9 years agoStuffs happening. I'm ready to just bury my head in a pillow and cry myself to death. And things aren't looking hopeful at all for my cat.
And I hate cancer. Please, can animal cells just separate the way they're supposed to from now on? No unnecessary, life threatening mutations, please?
And I hate cancer. Please, can animal cells just separate the way they're supposed to from now on? No unnecessary, life threatening mutations, please?
How to Piss Me Off
Posted 9 years agoPatreon only art.
I won't comment about it on their page, and I know that it's the artist's right to choose where they put their art, but I absolutely hate having people wave their plans for patreon in my face when I neither have a job to get money, nor have the means required to do so.
Especially when I'm extremely interested in said art and would love to see it eventually. But, nope.
Patreon kinda turns me off, actually. What's the point of trying to show interest in something if you don't have the money to view it anyway? For people who've followed you since they first saw your products, being blocked by a pay-wall kinda feels like a betrayal or a slap in the face to me.
I won't comment about it on their page, and I know that it's the artist's right to choose where they put their art, but I absolutely hate having people wave their plans for patreon in my face when I neither have a job to get money, nor have the means required to do so.
Especially when I'm extremely interested in said art and would love to see it eventually. But, nope.
Patreon kinda turns me off, actually. What's the point of trying to show interest in something if you don't have the money to view it anyway? For people who've followed you since they first saw your products, being blocked by a pay-wall kinda feels like a betrayal or a slap in the face to me.
Character Journal: Gelen, Lord of Freedom
Posted 9 years agoName: Gelen
Race: Deity
Gender: male
Age: Irrelevant
Occupation: Divine God of Freedom and Liberty
Gelen is an ancient deity, who's sphere of influence includes the emancipation of the enslaved, both in body and in spirit. He gains power from the freedom of sentient beings, and loses strength through the oppression of sentient beings. At his most powerful, he could free the Egyptian god Apophis from his title as lord of Chaos, thus granting him freedom without threatening the mortal worls. At his weakest, he would be as powerful as a mid-level mage.
Gelen is a kind deity, but a lonely and timid one. Despite his powerful abilities, he generally avoids using his power to force change. To most, he appears as a slightly scrawny 17-23 year old male half-human. As a deity, he frequently loses track of time, though his sense of time is more close to humans rather than other gods.
He is known to follow mortals he admires in spirit form. This is healthy for them. It usually increases their lifespan by 50+ years.
Race: Deity
Gender: male
Age: Irrelevant
Occupation: Divine God of Freedom and Liberty
Gelen is an ancient deity, who's sphere of influence includes the emancipation of the enslaved, both in body and in spirit. He gains power from the freedom of sentient beings, and loses strength through the oppression of sentient beings. At his most powerful, he could free the Egyptian god Apophis from his title as lord of Chaos, thus granting him freedom without threatening the mortal worls. At his weakest, he would be as powerful as a mid-level mage.
Gelen is a kind deity, but a lonely and timid one. Despite his powerful abilities, he generally avoids using his power to force change. To most, he appears as a slightly scrawny 17-23 year old male half-human. As a deity, he frequently loses track of time, though his sense of time is more close to humans rather than other gods.
He is known to follow mortals he admires in spirit form. This is healthy for them. It usually increases their lifespan by 50+ years.
Anyone Care to Answer?
Posted 9 years agoWhy do artists mark works mature for "disney nudity"? As in, pieces that depict characters without clothes but also lacking genitalia? A mature marking for obvious reasons such as genitalia or normal nudity makes sense, but why do some people feel the need to mark things as mature when they're so obviously... Not.
I understand the use of a mature marking where it's appropriate, but using it on a piece with absolutely no genitalia seems like a waste. I understand marking mature for nipples, sometimes, but even that stretches it a little bit.
Am I the only person who feels this way? I mean, I think it's pretty obvious which pieces should be marked mature and which should be marked general, but I wanna see some other people's thoughts.
I understand the use of a mature marking where it's appropriate, but using it on a piece with absolutely no genitalia seems like a waste. I understand marking mature for nipples, sometimes, but even that stretches it a little bit.
Am I the only person who feels this way? I mean, I think it's pretty obvious which pieces should be marked mature and which should be marked general, but I wanna see some other people's thoughts.
Yipee...?
Posted 9 years agoI'm 17 now. Which means I really need a job.
I can't decide how to feel about this. On one hand, I'm one year closer to being considered an adult, but on the other hand, people will expect me to have a job. I know I can, but I'm not sure I'll be able to follow through with these things. Trying to balance my own time with school and work scares me. I don't feel ready.
I can't decide how to feel about this. On one hand, I'm one year closer to being considered an adult, but on the other hand, people will expect me to have a job. I know I can, but I'm not sure I'll be able to follow through with these things. Trying to balance my own time with school and work scares me. I don't feel ready.
Sooo, the seniors did their senior prank this morning.
Posted 9 years agoYeah. They bought at least 10 cans of ASS spray that made the whole cafeteria smell like cow manure for about an hour. I was quite displeased after I almost lost my lunch all over the cafeteria floor.
Don't Call Yourself Old.
Posted 9 years agoYou're not old until you're 80 to 90. 70 if you really wanna push it.
Went to Minneapolis Comic con on Saturday
Posted 9 years agoSo I went to the Comic Con with a bunch of friends on Saturday. It was pretty great, being my first time. My best friend went as Damien Wayne Robin and one of the girls of our group went as Black Widow. I myself had gone for an easier, less expensive costume, which was Superboy.
Dammit, mutt, don't die on me.
Posted 9 years agoMy dog, Maggie, is very sick right now and I honestly don't know whats going to happen. If I lose her, I might just lose whats left of my sanity.
If Dying in This World...
Posted 9 years agoNot a suicide note, just my honest feelings. I'll continue living in this world as long as I can. I ain't leaving for any reason, unless it would save the lives of one or more people I care about.
But, in all honesty, if dying in this world would give me a second life in Zootopia, then I would be fine with it. I'd be scared, but... I'd die. If I could fix my mistakes in that world, in that place that is so beautifully imperfect, then maybe I could forgive my failures in this one.
Honestly, the characters of Bogo, Nick, and Judy... Even Clawhauser, I'd give anything to actually meet them. Even if my appearance could possibly change in that other world, even if my memories could conceivably disappear. Even if I became the only human in that world... I would give anything to find myself there. If I could, if I was granted any form short of selling my soul to the devil, I would make that choice so that I could fix who I've become.
No, not my sexuality. Me. This unconsciously selfish, self-loathing, high school teenager who feels trapped in a world were he can not make his own choices and can barely feel anything anymore. A kid who finds himself unable to make a decision because he is so indecisive that two roads might as well be a thousand.
So, yeah, if I was able to exist in Zootopia, I would without hesitation. Ideally, though, I would be able to experience both worlds continuously.
But, in all honesty, if dying in this world would give me a second life in Zootopia, then I would be fine with it. I'd be scared, but... I'd die. If I could fix my mistakes in that world, in that place that is so beautifully imperfect, then maybe I could forgive my failures in this one.
Honestly, the characters of Bogo, Nick, and Judy... Even Clawhauser, I'd give anything to actually meet them. Even if my appearance could possibly change in that other world, even if my memories could conceivably disappear. Even if I became the only human in that world... I would give anything to find myself there. If I could, if I was granted any form short of selling my soul to the devil, I would make that choice so that I could fix who I've become.
No, not my sexuality. Me. This unconsciously selfish, self-loathing, high school teenager who feels trapped in a world were he can not make his own choices and can barely feel anything anymore. A kid who finds himself unable to make a decision because he is so indecisive that two roads might as well be a thousand.
So, yeah, if I was able to exist in Zootopia, I would without hesitation. Ideally, though, I would be able to experience both worlds continuously.
How to Feel Happy
Posted 9 years agoSing one your favorite songs, no matter what it is (unless it's horribly depressing), at the top of your lungs every chance you get to.
It works for me. Especially if the song is completely ridiculous sounding.
It works for me. Especially if the song is completely ridiculous sounding.
Meanings of Ear-wiggles and phrases
Posted 9 years agoJust a collection of words and ear movements that I use on a daily basis. Not from any real world language, just my own made up words and meaning. No resemblance to real world phrases and words intended. Not in any particular order.
Scaiba- crap, shit, or anything to do with a nasty odor or personality. A word of disgust or anger.
Scibaska- shitheads. People whom I dislike or find disgusting are generally called Scibaska. Usually used when I'm pissed off at the world's adult government leaders or just when I'm in a bad mood. Donald Trump is a worthless Scibaska.
Kojai- a word from my story that is code for "Person whom I trust". A term used in great respect and admiration, can be used in almost any situation.
Zempic- means "trust breaker". The exact opposite of Kojai, it is the ultimate insult between those who were once friends.
Constant ear movements- used to say hello. Two ear movements can be used too.
Left ear only- it means what. Used when I am puzzeled.
3 sets of 2 wiggles- a movement of endearment and admiration, sometimes used jokingly. It essentially means the same thing as a hug.
Single, prolonged movement- startled and scared.
Uncontrolled twitching- I'm pissed, whoever's saying what's pissing me off should stop talking right away and shut their mouth until I leave.
Scaiba- crap, shit, or anything to do with a nasty odor or personality. A word of disgust or anger.
Scibaska- shitheads. People whom I dislike or find disgusting are generally called Scibaska. Usually used when I'm pissed off at the world's adult government leaders or just when I'm in a bad mood. Donald Trump is a worthless Scibaska.
Kojai- a word from my story that is code for "Person whom I trust". A term used in great respect and admiration, can be used in almost any situation.
Zempic- means "trust breaker". The exact opposite of Kojai, it is the ultimate insult between those who were once friends.
Constant ear movements- used to say hello. Two ear movements can be used too.
Left ear only- it means what. Used when I am puzzeled.
3 sets of 2 wiggles- a movement of endearment and admiration, sometimes used jokingly. It essentially means the same thing as a hug.
Single, prolonged movement- startled and scared.
Uncontrolled twitching- I'm pissed, whoever's saying what's pissing me off should stop talking right away and shut their mouth until I leave.
Band Trip
Posted 9 years agoI'm going to be leaving at 2 AM tonight, for my School's Puerto Rico Band Trip. Won't be online for the rest of the week.