Never give up
General | Posted 9 years agoI think I've already written something like this before but I'll say it again. I think I've lost a few fans along this journey of being a writer. However, can you blame me? I was extremely busy with life and I didn't have much time to write as I used to. Despite of this though, I haven't given up since I've come this far. I write stories because it keeps away from my depression. The reason people stopped reading is because I have been out for a long time and they feel like I'm dead on tracks. Although, because of this, I feel like FA might have given me more love than DA (despite that I have less followers there). It just feels like FA is a better home because I had a lot of support in here. Although, I do wish the community is a little better as well, because of the hack, it seems like the artists are losing hope here. Which is extremely sad as lots of them hadn't recovered their accounts yet.
They've not only didn't lose their accounts, but they also lost some of their hard work they have done (including some of my stories). That may be true, but that doesn't mean that I haven't given up. Over the past month, I have lost the will to write any of my projects because I've lost my motivation, busy with my life, and I couldn't get myself into it. I'm really sorry that it has been a long time since I was gone as this would not happen again. More stories will come, more art will come, and I hope all of my work has brought a lot of smiles and laughters as well as some tears.
Yes, I've suffered from writer's block and numerous times, I wanted to quit and just leave with no traces like I disappeared in the shadows. It's like leaving people in the dark and I wanted to be happy, just as my fans wanted to be happy. I've been beaten down over and over again, but I managed to get back up again. In fact, I've never discovered the community in my high school days so that was extremely hard for me. I only written my own stories and never shared them to anyone.
And a small white kitten made a huge impact of my life. I'm happy that he came along as well as his family. I wanted to continue my stories, even if that meant I won't have anything anymore. That is my plans. At this point, it seems like my DA will grow stale and FA will have more posts than ever before. I've learned this as I've been writing a lot.
I'm sorry for leaving you guys in the dark for a very long time and if you wanted to be a writer or an artist, all you can do is do it and keep going. Be happy in where you start and be happy in who you are. If you are not happy, then I have one question: What is it that you want in your life? And I mean is that you never were a furry, you never liked the community, and you never liked the art. You were just here because just because. Doesn't matter what people think about you. You're here because you are happy. That's what I want to believe anyway.
Point is, I'm once again sorry for the long delay of Vanilla's Game 2. I hope I haven't spewed drama when I wrote this down. I've made a choice in college and I took it. A new story will come up with between me and Vanilla and I'm sure you'll be extremely happy when it's out.
Thank you for the years of the support. Love you all very much.
- DragonX1010
They've not only didn't lose their accounts, but they also lost some of their hard work they have done (including some of my stories). That may be true, but that doesn't mean that I haven't given up. Over the past month, I have lost the will to write any of my projects because I've lost my motivation, busy with my life, and I couldn't get myself into it. I'm really sorry that it has been a long time since I was gone as this would not happen again. More stories will come, more art will come, and I hope all of my work has brought a lot of smiles and laughters as well as some tears.
Yes, I've suffered from writer's block and numerous times, I wanted to quit and just leave with no traces like I disappeared in the shadows. It's like leaving people in the dark and I wanted to be happy, just as my fans wanted to be happy. I've been beaten down over and over again, but I managed to get back up again. In fact, I've never discovered the community in my high school days so that was extremely hard for me. I only written my own stories and never shared them to anyone.
And a small white kitten made a huge impact of my life. I'm happy that he came along as well as his family. I wanted to continue my stories, even if that meant I won't have anything anymore. That is my plans. At this point, it seems like my DA will grow stale and FA will have more posts than ever before. I've learned this as I've been writing a lot.
I'm sorry for leaving you guys in the dark for a very long time and if you wanted to be a writer or an artist, all you can do is do it and keep going. Be happy in where you start and be happy in who you are. If you are not happy, then I have one question: What is it that you want in your life? And I mean is that you never were a furry, you never liked the community, and you never liked the art. You were just here because just because. Doesn't matter what people think about you. You're here because you are happy. That's what I want to believe anyway.
Point is, I'm once again sorry for the long delay of Vanilla's Game 2. I hope I haven't spewed drama when I wrote this down. I've made a choice in college and I took it. A new story will come up with between me and Vanilla and I'm sure you'll be extremely happy when it's out.
Thank you for the years of the support. Love you all very much.
- DragonX1010
Somewhat back
General | Posted 9 years agoWell, I'm somewhat back. I've been overworking myself lately which is not good for my mental health. I've set up myself a better schedule to help maintain my health much better so that way I can be as calm as I can. I've learned a lot but I was almost at the point where I wanted to quit college but once again, I had encouragement to keep going. Not sure how I felt about that but it better be worth my time in the end cause otherwise, it would give me nightmares for the rest of my life. For now though, I feel much better than before. To be truthful, I've had a hard time on this summer so far and I feel that I've lost all motivation and I felt extremely depressed. I've been asked what was holding me back countless times. Well, you know why but I'm starting to feel much better with my life right now.
Projects will return normally but only during Fridays-Sundays. This way, I have free time for myself and will be happy to continue with my work instead of getting stressed over about my work. I've been told that I'm allowed to have extensions for the course which will probably happen anyway.
Despite the rants, I am happy to say that my life is getting better. This part of my life is extremely comforting and it beats the hell out of any other job that I've done. Only problem is, I need to be smarter. Anyway, thank you for the patience around me and I will ensure you that I'm not dead but this sort of thing will continue. However, I decided to take it easy for myself to make myself healthier and compassionate about myself. Amazingly enough, I've been taught to relax a few times. Vanilla's Game 2 sketches are almost done.
The story should be posted around Saturday or Sunday, I hope before it's back to the other world of the Internet. No matter some of the dire times, I love you all very much.
Thank you for the amount of support.
Big kitty hugs from Vanilla.
PROJECTS:
Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 95%
Open Wide! (Vore) - FINISHED
Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Vore) - 25%
Goodra's Dessert (Vore) - 0%
Encounter with Serperior (Vore) - 0%
Diamond Prologue (Vore 18+) - FINISHED
Projects will return normally but only during Fridays-Sundays. This way, I have free time for myself and will be happy to continue with my work instead of getting stressed over about my work. I've been told that I'm allowed to have extensions for the course which will probably happen anyway.
Despite the rants, I am happy to say that my life is getting better. This part of my life is extremely comforting and it beats the hell out of any other job that I've done. Only problem is, I need to be smarter. Anyway, thank you for the patience around me and I will ensure you that I'm not dead but this sort of thing will continue. However, I decided to take it easy for myself to make myself healthier and compassionate about myself. Amazingly enough, I've been taught to relax a few times. Vanilla's Game 2 sketches are almost done.
The story should be posted around Saturday or Sunday, I hope before it's back to the other world of the Internet. No matter some of the dire times, I love you all very much.
Thank you for the amount of support.
Big kitty hugs from Vanilla.
PROJECTS:
Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 95%
Open Wide! (Vore) - FINISHED
Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Vore) - 25%
Goodra's Dessert (Vore) - 0%
Encounter with Serperior (Vore) - 0%
Diamond Prologue (Vore 18+) - FINISHED
Personal stories delays
General | Posted 9 years agoHey guys,
This is just a quick journal to remind you in what's going on right now and why there aren't any stories being posted as normally. Well guys, I hate to give the bad news, but I am completely struggling at college so the instructors advised me to get extra help, improve my hearing problem (because of learning disorder reasons), and learn their ways of writing. So I am completely starting all over on learning a language that I don't understand because it's more confusing as I thought. Therefore, all projects are on hold (except for Vanilla's Game 2). Once I get the story part out of the way, I'll work on your sketches as much as I can (without rushing the art of course) and I hope to finish it around July.
It comes to the point where I get distracted from home activities and that's not a good thing for me because I'm not doing much work. However, I am doing extremely well but the thing is, I need to learn how to do the medical crap and it comes to the point where that's also frustrating for me. Most likely, I'm not taking the job as an MT, but hopefully as a freelance transcriber along the way. For now, I'm thinking this over hard as I go along because my family is counting on me to take this job. They knew exactly about my writings and they were proud of me. I don't want this to go down to waste, so I decided to hold onto my vore projects until I have mastered my hearing and this "different" writing-style.
Thank you for your patience with me guys and I just want to let you know that I won't disappear from you guys. I'll come and visit once in a while but I probably won't make any posts for quite some time up to this point. I expect maybe around August or September until I get better. I'm still on Skype if you guys need anything.
Thank you guys for so much patience and I'm sorry it's taking a long time for me to write this story but I hope it's worth your wait. It's ALMOST done. ^^
1) Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 75% (when 80%, sketches will begin)
2) Open Wide! - FINISHED! (Sketch needs to get done.)
ON HOLD:
Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Vore)
Goodra's Dessert (Vore)
Encounter with Serperior (Vore)
Diamond - Prologue (Vore 18+) - Needs rewrite
This is just a quick journal to remind you in what's going on right now and why there aren't any stories being posted as normally. Well guys, I hate to give the bad news, but I am completely struggling at college so the instructors advised me to get extra help, improve my hearing problem (because of learning disorder reasons), and learn their ways of writing. So I am completely starting all over on learning a language that I don't understand because it's more confusing as I thought. Therefore, all projects are on hold (except for Vanilla's Game 2). Once I get the story part out of the way, I'll work on your sketches as much as I can (without rushing the art of course) and I hope to finish it around July.
It comes to the point where I get distracted from home activities and that's not a good thing for me because I'm not doing much work. However, I am doing extremely well but the thing is, I need to learn how to do the medical crap and it comes to the point where that's also frustrating for me. Most likely, I'm not taking the job as an MT, but hopefully as a freelance transcriber along the way. For now, I'm thinking this over hard as I go along because my family is counting on me to take this job. They knew exactly about my writings and they were proud of me. I don't want this to go down to waste, so I decided to hold onto my vore projects until I have mastered my hearing and this "different" writing-style.
Thank you for your patience with me guys and I just want to let you know that I won't disappear from you guys. I'll come and visit once in a while but I probably won't make any posts for quite some time up to this point. I expect maybe around August or September until I get better. I'm still on Skype if you guys need anything.
Thank you guys for so much patience and I'm sorry it's taking a long time for me to write this story but I hope it's worth your wait. It's ALMOST done. ^^
1) Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 75% (when 80%, sketches will begin)
2) Open Wide! - FINISHED! (Sketch needs to get done.)
ON HOLD:
Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Vore)
Goodra's Dessert (Vore)
Encounter with Serperior (Vore)
Diamond - Prologue (Vore 18+) - Needs rewrite
Nintendo and PlayStation shows
General | Posted 9 years agoWell, E3 has wrapped up and I didn't even bother writing about it because I was busy with life. This year was pretty darn good. It's like developers knew that they were being lazy with their ideas from the last generation and started picking up again since the PS2 and Gamecube eras. Anyway, enough about the rants, let's talk about the PlayStation show.
Good golly, they nailed it once again like last year. I've always wondered what they were gonna do now on this one but they didn't waste any time on surprising people. They kept showing the games, no pep talk, nothing, just the games once again. Makes me really happy that I have a PS4 (despite no backwards compatibility) but in all seriousness, it was amazing. Resident Evil 7 out of nowhere, Last Guardian is coming around, Kojima's return for Death Stranding, and Final Fantasy XV (yes, I haven't given up on that one yet). I hope that there won't be delays for Last Guardian but most likely not, considering that the game has been in development for years. Let's just hope that Sony doesn't pull a "Konami" up its ass for Kojima, right? But HIGHLY doubt that'll happen, considering the respects Sony is getting.
Next, let's talk about Nintendo. And good fucking Christ, where do I begin with you. I was extremely worried with you and I loved you Nintendo. Ever since I got my SNES for over 20 years, sitting on my entertainment set (even plugged in) and I had high hopes for you. The world needs you Nintendo. However... You just blew my mind away with just one game. Just one and that is Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild. Fans are geeking all over this one (including myself) and I cannot believe what I've saw. I kept rubbing my eyes, thinking I was dreaming, but it's legit and real. Oh my God... Out of all the Zelda games I've played for years, I've never seen anything like this. Most likely, this game will delay my vore projects and my social life in general just for this game. Oh, and Pokemon Sun and Moon. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten about it... yet.... ^^;
Overall, Nintendo wins this round for me. Don't get me wrong, PlayStation is extremely amazing but we all know my heart is for Nintendo. I was disappointed last year and found out about the passing of Satoru Iwata (which was heartbreaking), but I feel like this is the game that has nailed it. Good job guys. Please don't disappoint your fans. We're looking up to you.
And that's about it for this journal. Just random stuff. Vanilla's Game 2's story is almost finished but I haven't gotten started on the sketches because I wanted to focus that first. Each of the survivors will see the rough sketches before I move onto line art, colouring, etc... Remember, I'm still a beginner of this as this is just a 'learning process' for me. TOS still stands.
Thank you guys so much for the patience.
I'll see you and love you all.
Good golly, they nailed it once again like last year. I've always wondered what they were gonna do now on this one but they didn't waste any time on surprising people. They kept showing the games, no pep talk, nothing, just the games once again. Makes me really happy that I have a PS4 (despite no backwards compatibility) but in all seriousness, it was amazing. Resident Evil 7 out of nowhere, Last Guardian is coming around, Kojima's return for Death Stranding, and Final Fantasy XV (yes, I haven't given up on that one yet). I hope that there won't be delays for Last Guardian but most likely not, considering that the game has been in development for years. Let's just hope that Sony doesn't pull a "Konami" up its ass for Kojima, right? But HIGHLY doubt that'll happen, considering the respects Sony is getting.
Next, let's talk about Nintendo. And good fucking Christ, where do I begin with you. I was extremely worried with you and I loved you Nintendo. Ever since I got my SNES for over 20 years, sitting on my entertainment set (even plugged in) and I had high hopes for you. The world needs you Nintendo. However... You just blew my mind away with just one game. Just one and that is Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild. Fans are geeking all over this one (including myself) and I cannot believe what I've saw. I kept rubbing my eyes, thinking I was dreaming, but it's legit and real. Oh my God... Out of all the Zelda games I've played for years, I've never seen anything like this. Most likely, this game will delay my vore projects and my social life in general just for this game. Oh, and Pokemon Sun and Moon. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten about it... yet.... ^^;
Overall, Nintendo wins this round for me. Don't get me wrong, PlayStation is extremely amazing but we all know my heart is for Nintendo. I was disappointed last year and found out about the passing of Satoru Iwata (which was heartbreaking), but I feel like this is the game that has nailed it. Good job guys. Please don't disappoint your fans. We're looking up to you.
And that's about it for this journal. Just random stuff. Vanilla's Game 2's story is almost finished but I haven't gotten started on the sketches because I wanted to focus that first. Each of the survivors will see the rough sketches before I move onto line art, colouring, etc... Remember, I'm still a beginner of this as this is just a 'learning process' for me. TOS still stands.
Thank you guys so much for the patience.
I'll see you and love you all.
Furry Network
General | Posted 9 years agoHey guys,
I decided to get myself Furry Network as a secondary account in case FA goes down once again. I basically merged all of my images and (not all) watchers over to the new account. Sadly, the only rant I'm going to give on FN is that there is no merge option for stories. I mean, "we gotta give the artists more respect than the writers, right?" Ugh... So I'm a little annoyed about that but it's not a big loss and a big deal really.
As for Vanilla's Game 2, I am taking extra time away sadly because school is really encouraging me to keep trying to learn their ways. I mean I absolutly think that the Book of Style is broken but I have to learn from their rules of writing. -_- With that being said, Vanilla's Game 2 may take longer for me to finish so I deeply apologize for that guys. I also have so many cute ideas for some personal projects and I wanted to do another cross-over story but that may take a little longer for me to get things together.
Anyway, enough about that little rant, Furry Network seems promising but I'm not really familiar with it if you know what I mean. So basically, I'm just gonna write some new stories on that site instead of copying and pasting the ones that I've did in the past over and over again because that was a nightmare to do here. Anyway, if you're interested in seeing this new account, it's here: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/
Thanks for your time and I hope to get back to the story soon. Love you all very much.
1. Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 15%
2. Open Wide! (Vore) - FINISHED
3. Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Macro Vore) - 3%
4. Goodra's dessert (Vore) - XP
5. Encounter with Serperior (Vore) - XP
I decided to get myself Furry Network as a secondary account in case FA goes down once again. I basically merged all of my images and (not all) watchers over to the new account. Sadly, the only rant I'm going to give on FN is that there is no merge option for stories. I mean, "we gotta give the artists more respect than the writers, right?" Ugh... So I'm a little annoyed about that but it's not a big loss and a big deal really.
As for Vanilla's Game 2, I am taking extra time away sadly because school is really encouraging me to keep trying to learn their ways. I mean I absolutly think that the Book of Style is broken but I have to learn from their rules of writing. -_- With that being said, Vanilla's Game 2 may take longer for me to finish so I deeply apologize for that guys. I also have so many cute ideas for some personal projects and I wanted to do another cross-over story but that may take a little longer for me to get things together.
Anyway, enough about that little rant, Furry Network seems promising but I'm not really familiar with it if you know what I mean. So basically, I'm just gonna write some new stories on that site instead of copying and pasting the ones that I've did in the past over and over again because that was a nightmare to do here. Anyway, if you're interested in seeing this new account, it's here: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/
Thanks for your time and I hope to get back to the story soon. Love you all very much.
1. Vanilla's Game 2 (Vore Interactive) - 15%
2. Open Wide! (Vore) - FINISHED
3. Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu (Macro Vore) - 3%
4. Goodra's dessert (Vore) - XP
5. Encounter with Serperior (Vore) - XP
Vanilla's Game 2 (Slots closed)
General | Posted 9 years agoAll the slots are closed. Thank you for participating in the project and to the people who contributed to me for the story. I'll be working for these characters and I will do my damndest best to portray them by 90%. Because of the little characters, I decided to add a few Pokemon for fun. Anyway, I'm really happy that I'll be working on this so here is the list of players for this game:
Support characters:
1) http://robochipv8.deviantart.com/
2)
bodyno
3) 3 Quilavas
4) 2 Pikachus
Main characters:
1)
turborex300
2)
paradisewolf01
3) http://skytech25.deviantart.com/
Survivor characters:
1)
bmwu
2)
thefurrymaniac
3)
char89
4) http://mikevslife.deviantart.com/
# If you are interested in following me over to FN (Furry Network) you certainly can. My FN is here: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/dragonx1010/
Support characters:
1) http://robochipv8.deviantart.com/
2)
bodyno3) 3 Quilavas
4) 2 Pikachus
Main characters:
1)
turborex3002)
paradisewolf013) http://skytech25.deviantart.com/
Survivor characters:
1)
bmwu2)
thefurrymaniac3)
char894) http://mikevslife.deviantart.com/
# If you are interested in following me over to FN (Furry Network) you certainly can. My FN is here: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/dragonx1010/
Thank you, FA
General | Posted 9 years agoWell, I'm finally back on track and I'm happy to say that my account wasn't on any danger. For this journal purposes, I would like to thank the FA staff for their hard work on restoring this site back to our paws (or feet) again so that way we can continue our "freedom" work. I hope all of you can get back to your accounts as well. The reason I have trouble signing back in is because my e-mail was just a tad space ahead but thankfully, they fixed it for me.
My office computer is also repaired so I'll be back to school again (oh yay..) but thankfully, it'll act like an older PC so I don't have to deal with the newer crap. Anyway, I hope things will go well for me on that hunk of junk but other than that, I feel pretty good about myself right now and I was just about to post some new stories in for you guys and I'm also working on some sketches for those pieces for you guys.
Thank you very much FA staff for their hard work on restoring this site (even if it is again).
I'll see you guys in the next story and love you all.
1. Open Wide! - FINISHED!
2. Strawberry vores Thomas - Will be posted shortly
3. Mint vores Thomas - Will be posted shortly
4. Anthro Vanilla's Popcorn - 3%
5. Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu - 0%
Also, last chance to join Vanilla's Game 2 before all slots are closed. I hope you guys will have fun with it when it comes out. :3
Link is here if you missed it: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
My office computer is also repaired so I'll be back to school again (oh yay..) but thankfully, it'll act like an older PC so I don't have to deal with the newer crap. Anyway, I hope things will go well for me on that hunk of junk but other than that, I feel pretty good about myself right now and I was just about to post some new stories in for you guys and I'm also working on some sketches for those pieces for you guys.
Thank you very much FA staff for their hard work on restoring this site (even if it is again).
I'll see you guys in the next story and love you all.
1. Open Wide! - FINISHED!
2. Strawberry vores Thomas - Will be posted shortly
3. Mint vores Thomas - Will be posted shortly
4. Anthro Vanilla's Popcorn - 3%
5. Vanilla and the tiny Pikachu - 0%
Also, last chance to join Vanilla's Game 2 before all slots are closed. I hope you guys will have fun with it when it comes out. :3
Link is here if you missed it: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
Vanilla's Game 2 (Everybody victims?)
General | Posted 9 years agoIt seems like there isn't much interest for the cross-over story for Vanilla's Game 2. Most likely if that's the case, the people that signed up will be victims of this story. What I should've done is that I minimized my slots but I was going for a big story. So by the end of the month, I'll probably still get 5 people in (which is not much to expand the story) but for those who paid, I will promise your images and you'll still be in the story. So instead of 'survivors' most likely everyone will be prey. I'm sorry for the inconvenience everyone.
However, if things are grim for me, I can always discount this piece but for now, I'll stick with the original price because I don't want to tick people off. I'm taking baby steps for story commissions and I'm extremely thankful to those who have supported me. Love you all so much for that as I hope to do more in the future. Many furry artists inspired me to continue in my love for writing and I don't want to throw it all away now.
Anyway, in other news, I am suffering from a writer's block and schooling at the same time because of the relocation situation that I'm in. No, it's not my feelings, but because I'm so busy thinking about my next step, it's hard to concentrate on the next project.
Anyway, if you guys are interested this piece, please let me know.
This is my last post to advertise the story as best as possible.
My dedicated wittle ones for the month during these rough times are:
1)
turborex300
2)
paradisewolf01
3)
bmwu
4)
thefurrymaniac
5)
char89
LINK: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
However, if things are grim for me, I can always discount this piece but for now, I'll stick with the original price because I don't want to tick people off. I'm taking baby steps for story commissions and I'm extremely thankful to those who have supported me. Love you all so much for that as I hope to do more in the future. Many furry artists inspired me to continue in my love for writing and I don't want to throw it all away now.
Anyway, in other news, I am suffering from a writer's block and schooling at the same time because of the relocation situation that I'm in. No, it's not my feelings, but because I'm so busy thinking about my next step, it's hard to concentrate on the next project.
Anyway, if you guys are interested this piece, please let me know.
This is my last post to advertise the story as best as possible.
My dedicated wittle ones for the month during these rough times are:
1)
turborex300 2)
paradisewolf01 3)
bmwu 4)
thefurrymaniac 5)
char89 LINK: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
Relocation (Confirmed)
General | Posted 9 years agoNOTES: If you're using mobile, this journal entry won't be friendly for you.
It has been confirmed that I am leaving my hometown to a new place. PG has been a nightmare to me because of its terrible transportation system, its people, and smell. However, coming back there the second time feels like it'll be much better than before because it's a bigger area. Even though I'll continue my class, I would still move away from there again because of the memories I have on that place. Houston is a nice place but it's slowly dying due to the mills shutting down. That's why me and my family are relocating and Mom has confirmed that she has the new job.
Also, thanks to my incredible typing and writting skills, I am happy to say that I'll most likely get a job as an MT when my class is finished. Thanks to the new location, I can hopefully search for a new part-time job or (preferably) write commission stories for some spare money. Vanilla's Game 2's deadline will be at May 31st and I'll start writing from there. I am concerning a discount before that time, but for now, the original prices are still intact. It would be really helpful if there is more interest in this piece so that way, I can expand the story 5x. The more characters -- the longer, and the better.
There are some people that post journals about it, so I thank you all for that. I know a lot of you guys lack funds and I understand that completely so try not to stress it out. The slots are an option but you'll get a hug from this kitty-dragon and you'll be added to the story. I want Vanilla's Game 2 to be way more memorable than my original one. I've also did some sketches just for fun and as I promised to my survivor slots that I'd draw pictures for them. As for some people asking me about being preds for this piece, sorry, you're out of luck. Vanilla is the pred for the story.
Anyway, right now, I'm moving all of my video games, movies, anime stuff, and books because we're cleaning up the house so that we can (hopefully) sell the place and move on from there. I've grew up in the place and it's quite surprising that I'm leaving it all behind. But, that's the way things are, right?
Everything I'll be doing will still be the same. It just means that I'll probably have some sort of delay by then. If I am before and close to the deadline of this story, I'll delay it further just to give some people a chance to sign in.
Anyway, thank you to the people that supported me to the end, motivate me to continue writing, and love you all very much.
LINK to registration: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
It has been confirmed that I am leaving my hometown to a new place. PG has been a nightmare to me because of its terrible transportation system, its people, and smell. However, coming back there the second time feels like it'll be much better than before because it's a bigger area. Even though I'll continue my class, I would still move away from there again because of the memories I have on that place. Houston is a nice place but it's slowly dying due to the mills shutting down. That's why me and my family are relocating and Mom has confirmed that she has the new job.
Also, thanks to my incredible typing and writting skills, I am happy to say that I'll most likely get a job as an MT when my class is finished. Thanks to the new location, I can hopefully search for a new part-time job or (preferably) write commission stories for some spare money. Vanilla's Game 2's deadline will be at May 31st and I'll start writing from there. I am concerning a discount before that time, but for now, the original prices are still intact. It would be really helpful if there is more interest in this piece so that way, I can expand the story 5x. The more characters -- the longer, and the better.
There are some people that post journals about it, so I thank you all for that. I know a lot of you guys lack funds and I understand that completely so try not to stress it out. The slots are an option but you'll get a hug from this kitty-dragon and you'll be added to the story. I want Vanilla's Game 2 to be way more memorable than my original one. I've also did some sketches just for fun and as I promised to my survivor slots that I'd draw pictures for them. As for some people asking me about being preds for this piece, sorry, you're out of luck. Vanilla is the pred for the story.
Anyway, right now, I'm moving all of my video games, movies, anime stuff, and books because we're cleaning up the house so that we can (hopefully) sell the place and move on from there. I've grew up in the place and it's quite surprising that I'm leaving it all behind. But, that's the way things are, right?
Everything I'll be doing will still be the same. It just means that I'll probably have some sort of delay by then. If I am before and close to the deadline of this story, I'll delay it further just to give some people a chance to sign in.
Anyway, thank you to the people that supported me to the end, motivate me to continue writing, and love you all very much.
LINK to registration: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7509753/
Vanilla's Game 2 (Cross-over Vore)
General | Posted 9 years agoIt's been a long time since I've written an old story known as Vanilla's Game. However, back then, I never was satisfied with the story because it was done in a script-style. Anyway, only this time, I will probably write this one in a vore interactive style. The white dragon is back for more and he wants 'you' in his belly. Since college is such a drag, he has no one else to play with and he would be really happy to play with you when you have the time.
However, there is a catch: Registrations for this story are no longer 'free.' It's too much of a hassle for me and I hope this is more of my worthwhile. There are 4 types of payments for this story: Random Character, Support Character, Main Character, and Survivor. The random character slot is the cheapest, however, it has the least slots. The support character slot is what you would expect, he/she will appear briefly and will get eaten later. The main character slot makes an effort to survive and will appear a lot in the story and will probably be eaten in the near end. The survivor character slot is the survivor and will not get eaten in the game. However, as a survivor, you'll get rewarded with a picture! :3
Yup! A hand-drawn picture for the survivors but will be a bit more pricey and it'll be done by colour. Get your refs out, because I can't draw without a clear image. Also, if you're not satisfied with the picture, please let me know. With that being said, here are the list of slots:
Random Character: Price $1.91 CAD
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2)
Support Character: Price $6.37 CAD
1) http://robochipv8.deviantart.com/
2)
bodyno (Rewarded for big help on Starbound mod issue. Thank you. :3)
3)
4)
5)
Main Character: Price 12.75 CAD
1)
turborex300
2)
paradisewolf01
3)
4)
5)
Survivor Character: Price $19.12 CAD (will be rewarded with free image)
1)
bmwu
2)
thefurrymaniac
3)
char89
4)
5)
TOS:
1) Please be respectful of me.
2) Nothing will be NSFW about the work I do.
3) If your character is added in the slot, there MIGHT be refunds. Just don't be nasty about it.
4) Any breaking these rules will get you blocked and will not have your money back. I guarantee it.
5) Questions? No problem! Ask me!
That's about it. Also for those who paid for the Prey Room comic, it will finally be made by May 1st. Yay! Super excited for this comic and I'm very happy to finally make that cross-over happen. I apologize it took so long but A had different plans at the time so I was a little worried that the project will never be made. Thank you so much for the patience as I will pay for the project for you guys.
Anyway, lots of good news going on and I hope this project is successful. If not, I'll close down this story.
See you guys and love you all.
(DEADLINE: 05/31/16)
However, there is a catch: Registrations for this story are no longer 'free.' It's too much of a hassle for me and I hope this is more of my worthwhile. There are 4 types of payments for this story: Random Character, Support Character, Main Character, and Survivor. The random character slot is the cheapest, however, it has the least slots. The support character slot is what you would expect, he/she will appear briefly and will get eaten later. The main character slot makes an effort to survive and will appear a lot in the story and will probably be eaten in the near end. The survivor character slot is the survivor and will not get eaten in the game. However, as a survivor, you'll get rewarded with a picture! :3
Yup! A hand-drawn picture for the survivors but will be a bit more pricey and it'll be done by colour. Get your refs out, because I can't draw without a clear image. Also, if you're not satisfied with the picture, please let me know. With that being said, here are the list of slots:
Random Character: Price $1.91 CAD
1)
2)
Support Character: Price $6.37 CAD
1) http://robochipv8.deviantart.com/
2)
bodyno (Rewarded for big help on Starbound mod issue. Thank you. :3) 3)
4)
5)
Main Character: Price 12.75 CAD
1)
turborex300 2)
paradisewolf01 3)
4)
5)
Survivor Character: Price $19.12 CAD (will be rewarded with free image)
1)
bmwu 2)
thefurrymaniac 3)
char89 4)
5)
TOS:
1) Please be respectful of me.
2) Nothing will be NSFW about the work I do.
3) If your character is added in the slot, there MIGHT be refunds. Just don't be nasty about it.
4) Any breaking these rules will get you blocked and will not have your money back. I guarantee it.
5) Questions? No problem! Ask me!
That's about it. Also for those who paid for the Prey Room comic, it will finally be made by May 1st. Yay! Super excited for this comic and I'm very happy to finally make that cross-over happen. I apologize it took so long but A had different plans at the time so I was a little worried that the project will never be made. Thank you so much for the patience as I will pay for the project for you guys.
Anyway, lots of good news going on and I hope this project is successful. If not, I'll close down this story.
See you guys and love you all.
(DEADLINE: 05/31/16)
Considering on returning to cross-over stories
General | Posted 9 years agoWell, don't jump the gun on this, but I did say that I retired from "free stories" and I wanted to upgrade myself once in a while. Since some people weren't interested in doing "story commissions" (yeah, we are the poor authors while the artists make a living for their lives) I am gonna try a different method. How would you guys feel like being part of a vore interactive story? It has been a bit sucky so I'm stuck without a vehicle until my insurance is paid off.
So yes, there is a catch to this. I am NOT doing anything for free guys. So.. here's another method that I came up with... I am considering on doing a cross-over story similar to the event stories I've done in the past. For now, I'm just thinking about how I'm gonna be doing this and how "fair" it is for guys. Depends on how much you pay me, your OC will last longer or fall from the very beginning.
I will not open these but I need opinions on this before I could do anything about this. Story commissions seem to be abandoned these days but I can make an exception of doing cross-over stories again but for now, they're closed and I need to figure out how this will work. Remember, vore interactives take me much longer for me to write because I need to create links, create flash (in order for it to submit), and make the choices worth-while... Yes, it takes lots and lots of time to create these.
Anyway, I'll think about it and I need some opinions. If you don't want me to do it, I'll delete this journal.
Thanks and love you all.
So yes, there is a catch to this. I am NOT doing anything for free guys. So.. here's another method that I came up with... I am considering on doing a cross-over story similar to the event stories I've done in the past. For now, I'm just thinking about how I'm gonna be doing this and how "fair" it is for guys. Depends on how much you pay me, your OC will last longer or fall from the very beginning.
I will not open these but I need opinions on this before I could do anything about this. Story commissions seem to be abandoned these days but I can make an exception of doing cross-over stories again but for now, they're closed and I need to figure out how this will work. Remember, vore interactives take me much longer for me to write because I need to create links, create flash (in order for it to submit), and make the choices worth-while... Yes, it takes lots and lots of time to create these.
Anyway, I'll think about it and I need some opinions. If you don't want me to do it, I'll delete this journal.
Thanks and love you all.
DragonX1010 Deactivating
General | Posted 9 years agoYes, I'm afraid that I'm deactivating my own account. All my stories and all of my art will be removed from me before I leave. I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore. This is just too much... I am quitting vore and furry writing altogether. So... there is only one solution for myself...
Nah, I'm screwing with you, APRIL FOOLS! :D
Yup! I know you guys are gonna hate me but you know what day it is today. No way I am going to deactivate myself anytime soon. Remember, abusive comments are blocked without warning as this is just a joke.
Anyway, see you guys in the next piece of work and love you all. My motivations need some more work. ^^
Nah, I'm screwing with you, APRIL FOOLS! :D
Yup! I know you guys are gonna hate me but you know what day it is today. No way I am going to deactivate myself anytime soon. Remember, abusive comments are blocked without warning as this is just a joke.
Anyway, see you guys in the next piece of work and love you all. My motivations need some more work. ^^
Story Commissions Open!
General | Posted 9 years agoRecently, I've opened up story commissions and they can be bought by DA points. Right now, I'm short on funds and I'm having a bit of difficulty to pay my rent, food, car, and my school so I'm quite a bit on debt. Hopefully with some extra funds, I can save a little bit of money and make a living for the better. If you guys want details, you can check out my profile for the list of prices. I can write a story within hours and it doesn't take me much long to write one. If you want to pay me by paypal, you certainly can, and I'll give you the details. FA will be on paypal and DA will be using points, this way, everyone wins.
As for the Prey Room comic; I haven't forgotten about you guys so I thank you all with the bottom of my heart. You will get a comic whenever
livinlovindude is ready. I know you all are anticipated for the comic to be done, and I feel the same way as well. Just give A some more time. It'll be worth the wait. I'll notify you all when it's being worked on by Skype or by note.
Thank you and I hope I'll be working for you guys. All of your funds will be highly appreciated.
SLOTS:
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VORE INTERACTIVE SLOTS:
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As for the Prey Room comic; I haven't forgotten about you guys so I thank you all with the bottom of my heart. You will get a comic whenever
livinlovindude is ready. I know you all are anticipated for the comic to be done, and I feel the same way as well. Just give A some more time. It'll be worth the wait. I'll notify you all when it's being worked on by Skype or by note.Thank you and I hope I'll be working for you guys. All of your funds will be highly appreciated.
SLOTS:
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VORE INTERACTIVE SLOTS:
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Last old story posted
General | Posted 10 years agoAlright! I finally posted the last old story that I've written from the past and backed-up all of my files. Just to let you guys know, just because I said I dissolved RP's, doesn't mean that I've quit DA. I can assure you, I'll probably be there for a long time anyway, so really, I'm not going anywhere. The only reason I've posted stories here is because I just wanted to show some of the people from FA that missed them out. But who knows? Perhaps things will change from that site, especially with all of the copyrighted stuff has been going on in there. Yes, I'm aware that the whole thing is a joke, it would've been silly. But yeah, that's what I'm concerned about on that site. That's the real reason to be scared about, not the joke itself. -_- Anyway, thanks for reading this. Well, unfortunately, even though I've posted all of my personal stories in, there is one more thing that I needed to add. Some old commission art in here. Yup, there are some missing pictures that I didn't post so I'll be doing that in the next day.
Until then, thank you very much for patience and I hope you enjoy these stories.
Love you all.
Until then, thank you very much for patience and I hope you enjoy these stories.
Love you all.
Bear with me
General | Posted 10 years agoHey, watchers.
I just wanted to apologize to you if I'm flooding on your submission notifications. Basically, what's going on, is that I'm adding some old stories that I've written in the past from DA and putting them all in here as much as I can. I wanted some people here to know my old stories still exist. What I'll do is that I'll add 5-6 stories per day and I'll let you know it's the last one. I don't want to get spammy over for you guys. There's a lot that I've done over the past couple of years so bear with me on this. I'll also upload some really old commission art as well but I'm focused on my writings first.
With that being said, I hope you guys enjoy these old writings of mine.
See you and love you all.
I just wanted to apologize to you if I'm flooding on your submission notifications. Basically, what's going on, is that I'm adding some old stories that I've written in the past from DA and putting them all in here as much as I can. I wanted some people here to know my old stories still exist. What I'll do is that I'll add 5-6 stories per day and I'll let you know it's the last one. I don't want to get spammy over for you guys. There's a lot that I've done over the past couple of years so bear with me on this. I'll also upload some really old commission art as well but I'm focused on my writings first.
With that being said, I hope you guys enjoy these old writings of mine.
See you and love you all.
Relocating? (Possible)
General | Posted 10 years agoI hate to admit it but my hometown is currently dying. With the mine shut down, theater shut down, mills shut down, and bar shut down, there's not much hope for this town. Therefore, mom probably will have a new job and we'll be moving and hopefully, we'll be able to sell the house. It's sad to say this place goodbye after all of these years of my lifetime, but we have to move on. I'm also working hard and I'm hoping that I can become self-employed. It's for the best for me personally because I have a hard time looking for a job and I wanted to be successful for this class as much as I can. I want to live on the Internet so I'm taking this job. I want to earn for a living, I want my own schedule, and get paid at the same time as well. I have major goals in my future and I've also considered writing a novel but it's undecided. Yes, I wanted to write a novel about dragons because they fascinate me in my life. I wanted to write fantasy, sci-fi, and drama. For now, I wanted to take this job and be a bit happier with my life. Don't worry guys, even though projects will get slower from this point, but that doesn't mean that I've given up on illustrations, writing, etc... it just means that I don't have that much time as I used to. I'm working on a major story project but it's going slow because I'm working on illustrations for the story. I will say the story is completed but I need to get motivated and start sketching.
Anyway, it's nice to have a change of scenario because I'll look for new places to write about and travel from there. I have a nice car for that reason (and of course, transportation). As for the "Diamond mini-series," I have a brain-fart, but don't worry, Chapter 2 will get done eventually. I hope you'll love the series as it goes along and I may be posting the first two chapters to give you guys a glimpse what the story will be like.
Thanks for reading my current status about my life situations and it's gonna be interesting to say goodbye to Houston BC.
If anything happens to me, I just wanted to say that I love you all very much. You've all given me the inspiration and motivation to continue my works. As for some people keep asking me for RP's, I may dissolve them completely (not for my friends though).
Love you all.
- DragonX1010
Anyway, it's nice to have a change of scenario because I'll look for new places to write about and travel from there. I have a nice car for that reason (and of course, transportation). As for the "Diamond mini-series," I have a brain-fart, but don't worry, Chapter 2 will get done eventually. I hope you'll love the series as it goes along and I may be posting the first two chapters to give you guys a glimpse what the story will be like.
Thanks for reading my current status about my life situations and it's gonna be interesting to say goodbye to Houston BC.
If anything happens to me, I just wanted to say that I love you all very much. You've all given me the inspiration and motivation to continue my works. As for some people keep asking me for RP's, I may dissolve them completely (not for my friends though).
Love you all.
- DragonX1010
Skype Group
General | Posted 10 years agoUPDATE: This is written on from my DA group on vanillasden and this is copy and pasted for FA users. Yes I have a vore group for quite some time. However, please read the rules down below before you get all excited about it. First things first, if you wanted to join the group, you'll have to be interviewed by the administrator group and answer a few questions before we can allow you to enter the group. The administrators are: (Me,
hrotto
b1az1nglucario and
mrkeyblademaster1992 These are my most trusted and beloved friends. Please show them respect.) Disobeying any of these rules are a violation and can cause you to be permanently removed from the group. Idle members will also be notified by me before members are cleaned up. We understand that you have life situations, but please try to participate with the group as well. Over the past few years, my group has been successful. We wanted to keep it that way, so that's why we made these rules down below:
Swearing is fine (But don't do it all the time.)
No fighting
No drama (unless it's getting out of hand. Talk to the administrator group or me about your problems. We're not doctors but we can help. Never drag your problems to our public group)
If you're a blocked person and wanted to join the group, you'll have to earn my respect all over again. We're human with feelings. Don't expect friendly results from the administrators including myself.
No WORD stretching. It's annoying. (EXAMPLE: Message, post, message, post, message, post, message post, etc...)
Please don't beg others for an RP all the time when you enter the room. Again, it's annoying. Some of us may not feel like RPing 24/7 due to life we go through.
No Skype calling! Our group is designed for IMs only. But it's okay if you make a mistake pressing the "call" button but don't do it on purpose to annoy people.
We RP and chat in "our" comfort zone. We're a friendly, furry community with soft vore with absolute zero explicit adult stuff. (EXAMPLE: No digestion, no sex, no UV, no CV, etc..) If you want to RP the adult way, ask someone else but not in the group. Thank you.
Can I tell my friends about the Skype community? Absolutely yes! (Vanilla sways tail) And I think that's all there is, though if there are any suggestions for adding the rules, just let me know. ^^
NOTE: The Stream group has been closed because I hardly stream as I used to. My members just don't have any interest in it I'm afraid. However, we do have a "Steam Group" but I HARDLY use it lol. Though to be blunt, I might give it some use one of these days. We'll see...
If you want to add me, please note me about it first.
That's pretty much it. Love you all.
hrotto
b1az1nglucario and
mrkeyblademaster1992 These are my most trusted and beloved friends. Please show them respect.) Disobeying any of these rules are a violation and can cause you to be permanently removed from the group. Idle members will also be notified by me before members are cleaned up. We understand that you have life situations, but please try to participate with the group as well. Over the past few years, my group has been successful. We wanted to keep it that way, so that's why we made these rules down below:Swearing is fine (But don't do it all the time.)
No fighting
No drama (unless it's getting out of hand. Talk to the administrator group or me about your problems. We're not doctors but we can help. Never drag your problems to our public group)
If you're a blocked person and wanted to join the group, you'll have to earn my respect all over again. We're human with feelings. Don't expect friendly results from the administrators including myself.
No WORD stretching. It's annoying. (EXAMPLE: Message, post, message, post, message, post, message post, etc...)
Please don't beg others for an RP all the time when you enter the room. Again, it's annoying. Some of us may not feel like RPing 24/7 due to life we go through.
No Skype calling! Our group is designed for IMs only. But it's okay if you make a mistake pressing the "call" button but don't do it on purpose to annoy people.
We RP and chat in "our" comfort zone. We're a friendly, furry community with soft vore with absolute zero explicit adult stuff. (EXAMPLE: No digestion, no sex, no UV, no CV, etc..) If you want to RP the adult way, ask someone else but not in the group. Thank you.
Can I tell my friends about the Skype community? Absolutely yes! (Vanilla sways tail) And I think that's all there is, though if there are any suggestions for adding the rules, just let me know. ^^
NOTE: The Stream group has been closed because I hardly stream as I used to. My members just don't have any interest in it I'm afraid. However, we do have a "Steam Group" but I HARDLY use it lol. Though to be blunt, I might give it some use one of these days. We'll see...
If you want to add me, please note me about it first.
That's pretty much it. Love you all.
Noob question
General | Posted 10 years agoThis is a random question and not really a journal. But how in the world do you shade in a picture? It seems insane to me but I know there's a trick to it but I can't seem to find an answer. I looked at so many tutorials but they're not helping me at all.
Thanks. DragonX1010
Prey Room info:
Currently, A told me that his list is full and he's busy with commissions. Don't worry, the comic WILL be made eventually but it'll take some time before he opens again. He also said he'll let me know when he's ready. Thank you for your patience.
Thanks. DragonX1010
Prey Room info:
Currently, A told me that his list is full and he's busy with commissions. Don't worry, the comic WILL be made eventually but it'll take some time before he opens again. He also said he'll let me know when he's ready. Thank you for your patience.
Past 3 years
General | Posted 10 years agoThis is a response from https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7362828/ by
htfcuddles
NOTES: This was WAAY before I joined the furry community that changed my life. There's some drama involved, pain, and mental moments. So this journal is pretty adult and it won't be shared to DA. Also, thank you for sharing your life story Vic. You inspired me to write this.
FIRST JOB: DISHWASHER
Around 2007, I was a high school student and I took a part-time job as a dishwasher. It was pretty easy, and I met some nice people along the way. However, it was noisy, I wasn't allowed to use headphones, and I got a little intimated at first, but people helped me along the way because they knew I'm anti-social. I was only there for special occasions when it was busy so sadly, I didn't save much money until i graduated high school. The boss wasn't happy that I was going to college so she let me go. I made no regrets though. During those times, I had an interest of writing, so I wrote essays, poems, and tons of scripts. Since some people had watched me write stories, I decided that I wanted to be a film writer. I wanted to write fantasy. However, there are people that always ignored my stories, that's how cruel it can be to become a writer...
SECOND JOB: SUBWAY
After my first community college class, I left my hometown to pursue my dreams to become a filmmaker. At the time, I didn't have the money to pay for a car so I had to use the bus to transport. Sadly, my independence didn't work at all. My second job was Subway and I didn't even last two days. I feel like I was a failure in life because I didn't made any friends at all. I was a hard drinker and I thought alcohol will help my problems. It's not worth mentioning this part because it didn't last very long and I was losing all of my savings because of shelter income so I had no choice but to move to my sister's place. Everything was going well until we started having arguments and such. It gets worse for the third..
THIRD JOB: JANITOR
From this point around March 2012, I was in complete depression despite that I had a new job. I couldn't think about anything. Basically, I was a janitor but operating a huge cleaning machine was a hard thing to do. There are times when I get yelled at, screamed at, and telling me I'm the worse employer yet. I eventually snapped and quit. After that though, in the next day, I needed severe help. I feared of losing my money, I feared of being kicked out in the streets, I feared of hunger, I feared of loneliness, and there was only one thing that I needed to do to myself. My mind went so out of control, that I almost destroyed anything that was in my apartment. I threw furniture down, cursed every swear word out of the book, wanted to destroy the kitchen, and I was a mad drunk because I drank again. I was so angry that I just wanted people to understand me and my feelings. Eventually, in the next morning, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted everything in my life to end and start all over again. In other words: I attempted to commit suicide... But I didn't go through with it. After calling 911, I was hospitalized, knowing that people cared, but my visions of being alone didn't go away. From this point, I thought death can free me from my suffering, but I realized it would destroy my family if I was gone. I didn't realize that my family was this supportive, though I needed some time to think...
FOURTH JOB: HOUSEKEEPING
After my moments at the hospital, I was released in the next day, and I couldn't think what I wanted to do with my life. However, I got another shitty job as a housekeeper and my boss is a racist bitch. But other than that, I was getting paid little by little. She was against disability people like me. I didn't tell her my condition though since this was all about "survival." Anyway, in the past few months, I started browsing the Internet and I accidentally misspelled a letter and I eventually discovered "vore" in a Google image... I looked into it because I was curious. It came into Deviantart. Yes, I forgot to mention that I was once "TomX356" in that site but I abandoned that site for reasons that I keep to myself. Perhaps in another time. Vore sounds sweet yet so awkward to look at, but it has that warm, fuzzy-feeling in my heart. I looked at A's artwork, Mile's stories, and many others and I was completely inspired... At first, I didn't know what to do... In the next few days of searching for after work, I decided to make a "private account" and joined the DA chatrooms. Suddenly, I made multiple friends welcoming me with open arms. I didn't know what to think at all but it made me really happy. It wasn't over yet though...
FIFTH JOB: GENERAL LABOURER (SAWMILL)
I left the city and moved back to my hometown. I have my own apartment at the time and I got a new job at the sawmill. Life was going so well for me until some old friends had suddenly turned on me. It was a few years but I had enough of their bullshit, but that didn't mean that I still had my wonderful friends left, just not the ones that were in the DA chatrooms anymore so I left. I continued to write more, commissioned, and I was very happy. I created my OC and I wanted to think of myself as a "wandering kitten" until I realized it was a good idea to make him a dragon as well. The job was hell though, but despite of it all, life was a little better. However, I feel like I needed more, and I've lived up to that hell too many times... Being yelled at, managed, people bullying me, I've had enough of that bullshit. It was time for me to move on...
NOW: COLLEGE
My life continued and I quit my old job for good. I moved back to my parent's place, lived here for almost two years, and I'm determined about this new class I'm taking. It's completely online so this means, I have no boss, no management, and I wanted to be independent. This means, I'll still be working for a company, even though I'll be at home. As long as I have my furry friends, I'll move forward with my life, and my new goal is to leave my hometown, and hopefully live with a friend. The furry community is my home. I wanted to do Medical Transcription. After all I've suffered, you make me the reason that I lived, and made me feel that I'm not lonely. And of course, it's for my lovely cat: Hobbes. As long as my kitten-dragons and cats are right beside me, watching me from the shadows, I'll keep moving forward in this life. Even if it means things will get rough, I know that I'm not alone. Not anymore.
Don't give up, and be happy. Adulthood will be the hardest thing in your entire life but I know you'll find your pathway. Because you see? Everything will be, alright
Love you very much. You're all wonderful friends. These past 3 years were wonderful to me and you made my life a happy place.
- DragonX1010
Prey Room Info: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7360768/
htfcuddles NOTES: This was WAAY before I joined the furry community that changed my life. There's some drama involved, pain, and mental moments. So this journal is pretty adult and it won't be shared to DA. Also, thank you for sharing your life story Vic. You inspired me to write this.
FIRST JOB: DISHWASHER
Around 2007, I was a high school student and I took a part-time job as a dishwasher. It was pretty easy, and I met some nice people along the way. However, it was noisy, I wasn't allowed to use headphones, and I got a little intimated at first, but people helped me along the way because they knew I'm anti-social. I was only there for special occasions when it was busy so sadly, I didn't save much money until i graduated high school. The boss wasn't happy that I was going to college so she let me go. I made no regrets though. During those times, I had an interest of writing, so I wrote essays, poems, and tons of scripts. Since some people had watched me write stories, I decided that I wanted to be a film writer. I wanted to write fantasy. However, there are people that always ignored my stories, that's how cruel it can be to become a writer...
SECOND JOB: SUBWAY
After my first community college class, I left my hometown to pursue my dreams to become a filmmaker. At the time, I didn't have the money to pay for a car so I had to use the bus to transport. Sadly, my independence didn't work at all. My second job was Subway and I didn't even last two days. I feel like I was a failure in life because I didn't made any friends at all. I was a hard drinker and I thought alcohol will help my problems. It's not worth mentioning this part because it didn't last very long and I was losing all of my savings because of shelter income so I had no choice but to move to my sister's place. Everything was going well until we started having arguments and such. It gets worse for the third..
THIRD JOB: JANITOR
From this point around March 2012, I was in complete depression despite that I had a new job. I couldn't think about anything. Basically, I was a janitor but operating a huge cleaning machine was a hard thing to do. There are times when I get yelled at, screamed at, and telling me I'm the worse employer yet. I eventually snapped and quit. After that though, in the next day, I needed severe help. I feared of losing my money, I feared of being kicked out in the streets, I feared of hunger, I feared of loneliness, and there was only one thing that I needed to do to myself. My mind went so out of control, that I almost destroyed anything that was in my apartment. I threw furniture down, cursed every swear word out of the book, wanted to destroy the kitchen, and I was a mad drunk because I drank again. I was so angry that I just wanted people to understand me and my feelings. Eventually, in the next morning, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted everything in my life to end and start all over again. In other words: I attempted to commit suicide... But I didn't go through with it. After calling 911, I was hospitalized, knowing that people cared, but my visions of being alone didn't go away. From this point, I thought death can free me from my suffering, but I realized it would destroy my family if I was gone. I didn't realize that my family was this supportive, though I needed some time to think...
FOURTH JOB: HOUSEKEEPING
After my moments at the hospital, I was released in the next day, and I couldn't think what I wanted to do with my life. However, I got another shitty job as a housekeeper and my boss is a racist bitch. But other than that, I was getting paid little by little. She was against disability people like me. I didn't tell her my condition though since this was all about "survival." Anyway, in the past few months, I started browsing the Internet and I accidentally misspelled a letter and I eventually discovered "vore" in a Google image... I looked into it because I was curious. It came into Deviantart. Yes, I forgot to mention that I was once "TomX356" in that site but I abandoned that site for reasons that I keep to myself. Perhaps in another time. Vore sounds sweet yet so awkward to look at, but it has that warm, fuzzy-feeling in my heart. I looked at A's artwork, Mile's stories, and many others and I was completely inspired... At first, I didn't know what to do... In the next few days of searching for after work, I decided to make a "private account" and joined the DA chatrooms. Suddenly, I made multiple friends welcoming me with open arms. I didn't know what to think at all but it made me really happy. It wasn't over yet though...
FIFTH JOB: GENERAL LABOURER (SAWMILL)
I left the city and moved back to my hometown. I have my own apartment at the time and I got a new job at the sawmill. Life was going so well for me until some old friends had suddenly turned on me. It was a few years but I had enough of their bullshit, but that didn't mean that I still had my wonderful friends left, just not the ones that were in the DA chatrooms anymore so I left. I continued to write more, commissioned, and I was very happy. I created my OC and I wanted to think of myself as a "wandering kitten" until I realized it was a good idea to make him a dragon as well. The job was hell though, but despite of it all, life was a little better. However, I feel like I needed more, and I've lived up to that hell too many times... Being yelled at, managed, people bullying me, I've had enough of that bullshit. It was time for me to move on...
NOW: COLLEGE
My life continued and I quit my old job for good. I moved back to my parent's place, lived here for almost two years, and I'm determined about this new class I'm taking. It's completely online so this means, I have no boss, no management, and I wanted to be independent. This means, I'll still be working for a company, even though I'll be at home. As long as I have my furry friends, I'll move forward with my life, and my new goal is to leave my hometown, and hopefully live with a friend. The furry community is my home. I wanted to do Medical Transcription. After all I've suffered, you make me the reason that I lived, and made me feel that I'm not lonely. And of course, it's for my lovely cat: Hobbes. As long as my kitten-dragons and cats are right beside me, watching me from the shadows, I'll keep moving forward in this life. Even if it means things will get rough, I know that I'm not alone. Not anymore.
Don't give up, and be happy. Adulthood will be the hardest thing in your entire life but I know you'll find your pathway. Because you see? Everything will be, alright
Love you very much. You're all wonderful friends. These past 3 years were wonderful to me and you made my life a happy place.
- DragonX1010
Prey Room Info: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7360768/
Prey Room comic registeration (CLOSED)
General | Posted 10 years agoWow guys. I am completely surprised by this. The slots filled up very fast. Really thank you guys. All we gotta do is wait for A to be open for commissions. Thank you guys so much for the amount of support. While my Master is at college studying Medical Transcription, this will make him extremely happy. Remember wittle ones, this is a one page comic. So the story of six prey will go a little bit quicker than the previous "Vanilla's Mice," so I hope you guys won't mind of this. A and I are just discussing how six prey will work on one page. So I thought of a internal shot right at the end would be a good idea, showing six preys in the dragon's belly. If we had the manpower, we COULD go for 2 pages but I don't want my slots to get angry considering that they JUST paid me for the comic. But thank you guys so much for the amount of support. Master is gonna write a story about my victims and provide the details.
Love you all and I'll see you, in my belly. :9
Artist:
livinlovindude
Willing prey:
1)
reindeertrex
2)
paradisewolf01
3)
thefurrymaniac
4)
fill783
5)
bmwu
6) http://smoke-gatedrifter.deviantart.com/
Kudos to these awesome people who funded for the comic! Thank you! :D
Love you all and I'll see you, in my belly. :9
Artist:
livinlovindudeWilling prey:
1)
reindeertrex 2)
paradisewolf01 3)
thefurrymaniac 4)
fill783 5)
bmwu 6) http://smoke-gatedrifter.deviantart.com/
Kudos to these awesome people who funded for the comic! Thank you! :D
Prey Room comic registeration (OPEN!)
General | Posted 10 years agoHello, Big V here. Today, we are open for the Prey Room comic. Yay! For this first cross-over commission,
livinlovindude will be involved in the project and he approved the idea. I explained it to him on Skype (and after had a lovely chat with him. Arbok is so sweet. ) Anyway, I am hoping that this would be a 2 page comic but for now, let's go for 1 page because it's a bit pricey. Remember, I am hoping for 6 slots and of course, you all know that Vanilla will be the pred for this comic. The deadline is at Feb 27th and from there, we'll start working on the comic. If you guys are willing for a 2 page comic, let me know. If not, then that's fine too. Anyway, to get a slot, you have to note me, and it'll be $4.20 USD for a slot. All funds will go DIRECTLY to the artist (not me). This means, you also commissioned the artist so you are allowed to post this comic for your DA account or wherever you want. Neat huh? ^w^
How do I register for the comic?
Note me and be sure to have your refs with you for your OC.
How do I pay for a slot?
I'll provide you my paypal account by note.
I want to cancel my slot. Can I have my money back?
No problem! But this means that you won't get a slot...
How long will the comic be made?
It all depends on the artist's schedule. Like life situations, college, commissioners who paid their art, etc... It's all about patience. I cannot tell how long either.
Will I get samples for progression of the comic?
Yep! Everyone will.
Can I contact you on Skype for additional information about the Prey Room?
Sure! The ones who've paid for a slot are more than welcome to ask me questions.
Will a story work?
No, it will not. Please stop asking me. However, I'm open for story commissions which is another way of doing things. That will get updated.
And that's about all I can think about. Thanks for your guy's feedback before I opened this. I was surprised a few people wanted me to open it so what the heck, here it is. Again, here's of list of things that I will do and not do:
Things that the white dragon will do:
Oral Vore
Snuggles and Cuddles
Play
Cute
Non-Vore related
Unwilling Oral Vore
Things that the white dragon will NOT do:
Scat
Any explicit vore
Sex
Watersports
Transformation fetish
Fat Fur
Drama
Violence
Hard Vore
That pretty much covers it up. Thank you.
DEADLINE: Feb 27th
- Love DragonX1010
livinlovindude will be involved in the project and he approved the idea. I explained it to him on Skype (and after had a lovely chat with him. Arbok is so sweet. ) Anyway, I am hoping that this would be a 2 page comic but for now, let's go for 1 page because it's a bit pricey. Remember, I am hoping for 6 slots and of course, you all know that Vanilla will be the pred for this comic. The deadline is at Feb 27th and from there, we'll start working on the comic. If you guys are willing for a 2 page comic, let me know. If not, then that's fine too. Anyway, to get a slot, you have to note me, and it'll be $4.20 USD for a slot. All funds will go DIRECTLY to the artist (not me). This means, you also commissioned the artist so you are allowed to post this comic for your DA account or wherever you want. Neat huh? ^w^How do I register for the comic?
Note me and be sure to have your refs with you for your OC.
How do I pay for a slot?
I'll provide you my paypal account by note.
I want to cancel my slot. Can I have my money back?
No problem! But this means that you won't get a slot...
How long will the comic be made?
It all depends on the artist's schedule. Like life situations, college, commissioners who paid their art, etc... It's all about patience. I cannot tell how long either.
Will I get samples for progression of the comic?
Yep! Everyone will.
Can I contact you on Skype for additional information about the Prey Room?
Sure! The ones who've paid for a slot are more than welcome to ask me questions.
Will a story work?
No, it will not. Please stop asking me. However, I'm open for story commissions which is another way of doing things. That will get updated.
And that's about all I can think about. Thanks for your guy's feedback before I opened this. I was surprised a few people wanted me to open it so what the heck, here it is. Again, here's of list of things that I will do and not do:
Things that the white dragon will do:
Oral Vore
Snuggles and Cuddles
Play
Cute
Non-Vore related
Unwilling Oral Vore
Things that the white dragon will NOT do:
Scat
Any explicit vore
Sex
Watersports
Transformation fetish
Fat Fur
Drama
Violence
Hard Vore
That pretty much covers it up. Thank you.
DEADLINE: Feb 27th
- Love DragonX1010
Prey Room comic registeration (not open yet)
General | Posted 10 years agoHello wittle ones, Big V here, and I'm a bored white dragon. Master felt a little sick for a few days but he's been working really hard on his spare time so that's why he has a writer's block. While he's waiting for his school loans to come around, he came back for a visit and will continue on his studies at March 1st. From there, he'll be extremely busy. So we apologize for scaring you all about the latest picture but this still means "self" commissions are impossible for us. That's why, we thought a "Prey Room registration" would be a good idea. It all depends on the artist up to this point, and it gives money to the artist to start working. Of course, your OC will be part of the room similar to "Vanilla's Mice." For the Vanilla's Mice comic before, it took us nearly over $90 USD (thus one of the reasons why I stopped doing event stories) but Master had his fun until it lasted. Our goal is six slots for the comic so it would be $5 per slot. However, if we wanted to expand the comic (and depends on artist price sheet) it would be $10 per slot. This is not open yet and I'll pick an artist if the idea is approved by him/herself. The less slots, the shorter the comic it will be. For the registrars, you'll be part of the comic. All your support would be extremely appreciated.
Things that the white dragon will do:
Oral Vore
Snuggles and Cuddles
Play
Cute
Non-Vore related
Unwilling Oral Vore
Things that the white dragon will NOT do:
Scat
Any explicit vore
Sex
Watersports
Transformation fetish
Fat Fur
Drama
Violence
Hard Vore
That pretty much covers it up. This journal will be edited and notified by watchers (FA version will be a new journal) when I'm open. For now, my mind is spinning and I'm figuring out how it'll all this be fair for the registrars and willing for them. I MIGHT throw a story for this to give you guys a clear picture in what it will be like. Thanks for reading. What do you guys think? Let me know in the comments. Also, if you guys want this to be free... well... sorry.
- Love DragonX1010
Things that the white dragon will do:
Oral Vore
Snuggles and Cuddles
Play
Cute
Non-Vore related
Unwilling Oral Vore
Things that the white dragon will NOT do:
Scat
Any explicit vore
Sex
Watersports
Transformation fetish
Fat Fur
Drama
Violence
Hard Vore
That pretty much covers it up. This journal will be edited and notified by watchers (FA version will be a new journal) when I'm open. For now, my mind is spinning and I'm figuring out how it'll all this be fair for the registrars and willing for them. I MIGHT throw a story for this to give you guys a clear picture in what it will be like. Thanks for reading. What do you guys think? Let me know in the comments. Also, if you guys want this to be free... well... sorry.
- Love DragonX1010
Comic idea and anthro confirmed
General | Posted 10 years agoI have a writer's block and I've got a lot of stuffs on my list that I wanted to work on but with school and all, it's preventing me from working on some projects. I usually would take the weekend off so this way I can work on my personal projects. Anyway, there's another comic idea that I really wanted to do, but sadly of course, you all know that it's impossible for me because of school loans and such. As we all know, my dragon is always hungry for little cute mice. I've always thought about donations but everybody flips their shit over that, though I make promises that you will make in a comic with Vanilla. It just means that I pay parts of it and you pay parts of it in order to make a comic work. It would've been similar to the Vanilla's Mice comic version. For now, I'll think about how it'll work and give explanations. Despite that I've took a step-back from commissions, I still wanted to be a commissioner myself. So far, A's and Vic's comics are my absolute favourite to be part of, but for now, I'll think about it how the donations work. If I release another journal for this "comic idea," I'll let you all know. For now, I'll figure out about an idea.
Speaking of which, I've did a lot of thinking about my poll and it quite surprised me that a lot of people are wanting to have Vanilla's anthro form. Well, after a few silly sketches and writing that I've done for a few days, I decided to confirm Vanilla having an anthro form. However, only in certain situations... For one thing, Vanilla didn't get his dragon form by random, there's a reason in how he got his power. If you want to know, you can read my story about Vanilla's Mice Part 2 or the easier one, Dragonite's & Flygon's Training. I'm not too fond of anthro forms but I kinda find them fascinating on the FA site (not explicitely). So as I've said before, he'll only use his anthro form for certain situations like his imaginations, dreams, etc... so this means, he REALLY doesn't have a anthro form. Like for example, in Second Life (no I barely play that MMO nowadays) and his size it's bigger than a human so this way, he can swallow a person whole. If you want to know what he'd look like in anthro form, just of him as a young teen, so I imagine his size is 7.5 ft tall. That's bigger than a fully grown human adult. After all, Vanilla is described as a kitten and he's a boy. It's something different and it took a lot of thinking out of me.
Thanks for reading and I hope you all have a good day. Love you all very much.
# If you want to know about the comic that I was referring to with multiple characters and friends, it's here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14471098/ There are three pages on this. I really want to have this feeling again in all honesty. Of course, if I do have an idea like this, there will be tons of tasty mice to eat and friends in my tummy.
Speaking of which, I've did a lot of thinking about my poll and it quite surprised me that a lot of people are wanting to have Vanilla's anthro form. Well, after a few silly sketches and writing that I've done for a few days, I decided to confirm Vanilla having an anthro form. However, only in certain situations... For one thing, Vanilla didn't get his dragon form by random, there's a reason in how he got his power. If you want to know, you can read my story about Vanilla's Mice Part 2 or the easier one, Dragonite's & Flygon's Training. I'm not too fond of anthro forms but I kinda find them fascinating on the FA site (not explicitely). So as I've said before, he'll only use his anthro form for certain situations like his imaginations, dreams, etc... so this means, he REALLY doesn't have a anthro form. Like for example, in Second Life (no I barely play that MMO nowadays) and his size it's bigger than a human so this way, he can swallow a person whole. If you want to know what he'd look like in anthro form, just of him as a young teen, so I imagine his size is 7.5 ft tall. That's bigger than a fully grown human adult. After all, Vanilla is described as a kitten and he's a boy. It's something different and it took a lot of thinking out of me.
Thanks for reading and I hope you all have a good day. Love you all very much.
# If you want to know about the comic that I was referring to with multiple characters and friends, it's here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/14471098/ There are three pages on this. I really want to have this feeling again in all honesty. Of course, if I do have an idea like this, there will be tons of tasty mice to eat and friends in my tummy.
Regarding about anthro form
General | Posted 10 years agoOkay, I noticed that my poll went really nuts last night about Vanilla (my beloved OC) having an anthro form. Some of you are excited about it, while others liked the way he is. However, I'm optimistic about it. It's basically a "test" and we all know Vanilla represents myself and my personality. Some of you are concerned about it, but his original (feral) will always not change at all. I was always against him having an anthro form before because let's be honest, he's a kitten with a hairstyle. The reason I'm giving him an anthro form is because there was one point I wanted to write a Star Wars fan-fic, and it was a lightsaber duel between Vanilla and Thomas. Though it's really obvious who would win against that.
But like I said, I have no intention in changing Vanilla forever. He'll always have his original form and dragon form. Just thought it would be an interesting idea and something new (besides writing Pokemon vore all the time) Another thing I like to have his anthro form is he was from Undertale. Those sorts of things I thought it would be really fun and positive things to write about. I've also have been working on another origin story about Vanilla and his training to become a dragon. So far, it's another silly vorish story so I hope you'll like it when it's done.
As for Diamond, regardless, it's proceeding "slowly" and I finished two chapters already. But I wanted to wait until I finish at least 5 chapters before I begin posting them per week. It's also hard to write because I have big plans for it, and of course writing something that's "not cute" is really complicated. The story will not have a happy ending so be aware of that while I post some chapters.
Anyway, I'm considering about an anthro form as it may not be canon to his other forms. As I've said before, the anthro form will act as a test and we'll see how it goes. I'll say though, Vanilla's anthro form is at least 8.5 ft tall so that's way taller than an average adult human.
I'll think about it. See you later and love you all.
But like I said, I have no intention in changing Vanilla forever. He'll always have his original form and dragon form. Just thought it would be an interesting idea and something new (besides writing Pokemon vore all the time) Another thing I like to have his anthro form is he was from Undertale. Those sorts of things I thought it would be really fun and positive things to write about. I've also have been working on another origin story about Vanilla and his training to become a dragon. So far, it's another silly vorish story so I hope you'll like it when it's done.
As for Diamond, regardless, it's proceeding "slowly" and I finished two chapters already. But I wanted to wait until I finish at least 5 chapters before I begin posting them per week. It's also hard to write because I have big plans for it, and of course writing something that's "not cute" is really complicated. The story will not have a happy ending so be aware of that while I post some chapters.
Anyway, I'm considering about an anthro form as it may not be canon to his other forms. As I've said before, the anthro form will act as a test and we'll see how it goes. I'll say though, Vanilla's anthro form is at least 8.5 ft tall so that's way taller than an average adult human.
I'll think about it. See you later and love you all.
Progression and life stuff
General | Posted 10 years ago"Hello, Big V here or kitty here. Take your pick. As you can tell, Thomas left. However, some people were pointing out that I'm gone for good or deactivating my DA account or FA account. This is NOT the case. I have no intention in walking away but working and studying for a major college is completely real. Sadly though, Master's student loan is delayed so he has to wait for a couple of weeks before he REALLY gets started. His equipment isn't here and he's really stumped and stressed about it. However, the school wants him to succeed so they're delaying his start date. So he WILL be extremely busy soon and you'll know about it. But like I said, he never considered Medical Transcription would be his future, and he always wanted to write furry stories as a full-time job. Though that proved to be impossible anyway. At least for now. However, if you want to support him for his hard work, we still have a patreon for donations. You'll be rewarded greatly for every dollar. You'll get official physical copies of his work and they'll be sent to you by e-mail. And maybe early accesses of me voring little mice."
"Anyway, that's life stuff about Thomas, let's talk about progression. It has been going pretty well. We're rewriting Diamond again but the demo will stay intact and the first chapter is finished. He wanted to progress more to the story and he'll start posting until he finishes 3 chapters for every week. This way, the story won't get delayed so much. Thomas plans on writing 10 chapters for this mini-series and he's surprised that he has a few fans of the series. It makes him really happy that he's working on something new. So, he says thank you. There will also be more about Cherry and Blueberry and he hopes that people will recognize these loving characters.
Thanks for reading this little journal. Stay sweet and tasty. Love you all.
Patreon site: www.patreon.com/user?u=543503&…
(I may consider paypal donations as well but we'll see.)
"Anyway, that's life stuff about Thomas, let's talk about progression. It has been going pretty well. We're rewriting Diamond again but the demo will stay intact and the first chapter is finished. He wanted to progress more to the story and he'll start posting until he finishes 3 chapters for every week. This way, the story won't get delayed so much. Thomas plans on writing 10 chapters for this mini-series and he's surprised that he has a few fans of the series. It makes him really happy that he's working on something new. So, he says thank you. There will also be more about Cherry and Blueberry and he hopes that people will recognize these loving characters.
Thanks for reading this little journal. Stay sweet and tasty. Love you all.
Patreon site: www.patreon.com/user?u=543503&…
(I may consider paypal donations as well but we'll see.)
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