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General | Posted 10 years agoHonest Thoughts,
Doing Art has become something I do not enjoy anymore. between people on FA wanting nothing but 18+ images. to having no reason to move outside those constraints due to a lack of Role playing. or people just not liking my ideas or art style. and the amount of effort and heart I put into each picture. (Glow effects and shading IS NOT easy. especially when all I have is PaintTool SAI.) I have come to hate drawing. because anything I actually find pride in is ignored. I don't get constructive criticism or support in the community. (I only ever open Commissions at a set price when I need something badly my normal plan being PWYW and even when set I rarely go about 10$ unless it is heavily detailed or heavy on harder effects.) hell I am even happy to trade but that has become something of the past I guess since Patreon. I am worn down to the last bit of creativity i have constantly because I have nothing to inspire me anymore.
Doing Art has become something I do not enjoy anymore. between people on FA wanting nothing but 18+ images. to having no reason to move outside those constraints due to a lack of Role playing. or people just not liking my ideas or art style. and the amount of effort and heart I put into each picture. (Glow effects and shading IS NOT easy. especially when all I have is PaintTool SAI.) I have come to hate drawing. because anything I actually find pride in is ignored. I don't get constructive criticism or support in the community. (I only ever open Commissions at a set price when I need something badly my normal plan being PWYW and even when set I rarely go about 10$ unless it is heavily detailed or heavy on harder effects.) hell I am even happy to trade but that has become something of the past I guess since Patreon. I am worn down to the last bit of creativity i have constantly because I have nothing to inspire me anymore.
Pokemon Rubber Cup!!
General | Posted 10 years agoletting everyone know. i am working on something fun. a sort of small Pokemon tournament. the way it will work id pretty simple. each "trainer" gets a party of six pokemon. for the first attempt it will be hoenn pokemon only as that is the region i am most familiar with as Sapphire on GBA was my first pokemon game (torchic being my first pokemon). each trainer can only use each pokemon for ONE battle. after that the losing pokemon is put in full sensory lockdown. except thir ass. as the winning pokemon is allowed to hump the losing on till they cum. the way the battle is decided is in a couple ways. first is type matching. if say I had a mudkip and my opponent a torchic I would win as water is most effective over fire. (I use a type table that shows weakness' and strengths of each type. if the type are neutral to each other. then I look at height and weight. and if that doesn't work it's a tie and neither wins and both trainers receive a penalty. the winning trainer is decided by who has the most winning pokemon. the loser will be then coated in a thick rubber coating. becoming a pokemon prize for the winner. they will be then put on display in a semi transparent pokeball (larger then in the game. more of a cell that looks like a pokeball)
this time around the "pokemon" are just gonna be generic rubber coated furs. and the "trainers" are already decided.
Trainers:
ME
Steel-phoenix
Elementalwolf
Shade.
another thing is the one who makes it to Shade will always lose as he will cheat. the battles are already decided. so keep an eye out for these battles.
if this is popular enough I might do some more that people can be part of, or even one off images based off the idea.
also this will be a while before I will be done. so please be patient!Halloween Animatron Icons
General | Posted 10 years agoOpening for Halloween Animatronic Icons. they will cost 10$ for full shaded and 5$ for flat.
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17985619/ Just without the text.
only taking 4 as I already have 2 icon commission in the works.
PLEASE have a picture ref available...I am Machine?
General | Posted 10 years agohmmm found a song that goes with my current mood. as i personaly can't bring myself to care about anything right now. I am machine i never sleep i keep my eyes wide open. i am machine part of me wishes i could just feel something...
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Zx6RXGNISk
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Zx6RXGNISk
FNAF
General | Posted 10 years agoas everyone know by now i really do not like the adult level stuff with the animatronics. even if i did post that one breathless image with a springtrap lookalike. but there is something else that bothers me about Fnaf. and honestly i'm not mad about it just confused. and this is why. why do people think bonnie is a girl? let me put it this way. in FNAF 2 there is a setting called ladies night. and who is selected? Withered Chica, Toy Chica, and Mangle. if bonnie or toy bonnie was female (keep in mind the withered animatronics are the FNAF 1 animatronics when they are rebuilt) then why aren't they selected? easy answer. Bonnie is male. now if you wanted to make a female version of bonnie fine. but bonnie in the game is male. further proof. purple guy is in Springtrap. also known as spring BONNIE. another fact i would like to point out is Bonnie is a gender neutral name. it isn't dominantly male or female. one more then i don't understand is why MLP fans especially "bronies" like to turn characters that are already technically animals, into ponies. it makes no sense. i'm not overly mad at these things as this isn't as big a issue for me as having sex with rotting corpse infested robots. let along with the spirits of dead children. (latex shells and look alikes are fine) but i am confused. on a side note. I might be opening up for commission related to breathless Animatronics. I'm not a huge fan of breathplay myself. but i had a little fun with some...personal bonnie shell drawings. and would kinda like to do all the other animatrons. but before i open for such things i want to gauge interest in such. i might also do animatronic commissions where i will take a sona or OC and make them into a tronic. price range in my mind ranges from 5 to 10 dollars depending on what gen.... well that is all I have to say for now...Memories of the Past
General | Posted 10 years agothe last 3-4 nights I haven't been sleeping well. I've been having memories flooding back through my mind. not memories of this life. memories of another. one that ended in betrayal. the pain of that betrayal still haunts me today. and it makes sense now why i have issues trusting others. I remember the feel of being stabbed through the back. my hearts and spine broken. I will not forgive them. their greed and lust for power ended my life. and now I'm here trapped in this shape. I am very very angry. but that being said I can't swell on a past life. I just hope this time I can truly trust those close to me.
Unwanted Darkness.
General | Posted 10 years agoToday has been a very off day, I've been in a very dark mood. between wishing that i never came to this...world, and the dark things that i've been drawing I think it is best if people just leave me along for a while. unless you want to see me at my worse. i can feel something eating at my mind. wanting out. wanting me to do something, what i don't know. but at this rate i can't keep fighting. so if i don't reply please don't get mad. and also understand any darker images I post (because they are coming.) are a reflection of what I am feeling, and are attempts to help me deal with....whatever is eating away at my mind, and soul....if i still have one. all cooments will be disabled for the images. so if you really want to talk just note me. or message me on skype. but don't expect any sort of response. either i reply or i don't.
Dragonkin.
General | Posted 10 years agoso, not been feeling very well lately. been having lucid dreams that make it almost impossible to get any real sleep. but I've also been slipping into weird times when i just kinda....exsist, no thoughts, no emotions, no consciousness of anything that is happening other then i exist. but the weirdest thing..I think my past life is actually more closely tied to this world then i originally thought. to clearify I AM a dragon, a dragon trapped with in the flesh of a mortal human. either through reincarnation or by some outside force i don't know. I have proof towards this fact as other who have made the same claim have seen the same area's in their past lives or before being put here. idk how it works. along with the fact that none of us have allergies, and each of us have a strange affinity to a Element. I have a affinity for fire, holding it as a sacred element, a friend and ally. others aligned to water, or even Ice or Energy/lightning. also there is the eery fact that me and one of my closet friends who i see more as a non-blood brother, experience similar things around the same time. and those dreams I mention. I'm not the only one that is having them...it's kinda creepy.... the one thing i remember clearly is also the most seen place by my fellow i guess they call themselves dragonkin? at least me and at least two of my dragonkin friends have seen it. I know some of your are religious and I'm not trying to make any of you change your views. but this is confusing me, and making me ebrace the fact I am draconic in origin. so Face book go ahead punish me for using a name that I actually feel more comfortable with then my "human" name. I know for a fact my true name is the one I identify with. and I'm pretty sure that many Dragonkin probably know their true names. I don't know for sure because I'm not gonna place my REAL name here. as it would give other power over me. (YES i believe that power is real.) another fact is I can still feel my snout wings tail and claws. and even my horns. it is CONSTANT and not just a thing that comes and goes. anyways. just felt I needed to get this off my chest. if there is any other dragonkin reading this I could really enjoy someone to talk to about all this. I'm really really confused. and the more i try to sort things out the more confused i get. hopefully no one in my RL family will read this as they would probably take it as I'm insane. as they did the first time. (Thanks for that Dad) and i hope people won't judge me for sharing this.Icons?
General | Posted 10 years agodue to the attention my B.E.L icon attracted i'm gonna open for 10$ commissions. i will take your sona and turn them into a similar creature. the backgrounds will remain similar to the one behind bel but multiple colors can be chosen. if interested please contact me.
NB is coming.....was it me?
General | Posted 10 years agonothing more to say XD
Really Annoyed
General | Posted 10 years agoHaving a really bad day today. as my father girlfriend has threatened to disconnect the net because i haven't done dishes when she hasn't done her part around the house either. I'm tired of all this and have decided that I'm gonna try to move out. I'm done with the stress of cleaning up after someone else. though I'm not sure where I am gonna stay :( but i will figure something out.Not gonna be around Monday
General | Posted 10 years agoMonday....not gonna be around much if at all. it is my birthday and I plan on spending it sleeping. eating junk, watching movies. Gaming with Elementalwolf and maybe Steel-Phoenix sad part is. I won't have my gaming computer back so I will be playing on my crappy 4 GB Xbox which overheats every 2 hours no matter how much air it is getting. might peek into FA once and a while so if anyone wants to wish me happy birthday don't be afraid to post a shout to me wishing me such. Hoping to maybe do some art over the weekend so keep and eye out for that.
The Crappy Artist.
- Belikr Darkscale
PS: I know my art isn't that great so Commissions won't be opened anymore.
Elementalwolf and maybe 
Steel-Phoenix sad part is. I won't have my gaming computer back so I will be playing on my crappy 4 GB Xbox which overheats every 2 hours no matter how much air it is getting. might peek into FA once and a while so if anyone wants to wish me happy birthday don't be afraid to post a shout to me wishing me such. Hoping to maybe do some art over the weekend so keep and eye out for that.The Crappy Artist.
- Belikr Darkscale
PS: I know my art isn't that great so Commissions won't be opened anymore.
Birthday Blues
General | Posted 10 years agogot the birthday blues. as my birthday gets closer all i want to do is cry. because I have no access to my favorite games, and since it happens to be on a monday I will be all alone. all day. fun right?
Commissions PWYW (Pay What You Want)
General | Posted 10 years agoreally really bored so I am gonna open for commissions. if you want one please leave a comment or note me with the details and a Picture ref. Prices are not fixed for this. and I ask that you keep my do not draw list in mind when you make a request. I hope to get at least a couple as this will alleviate my boredom and will help me get back into doing art.
GOnna Cry.
General | Posted 10 years agogot my computer back. sort of. USB slots don't work because the drivers won't install. so all I can do is browse the internet. I'm so annoyed I'm gonna cry. looks like I'm gonna have to call the tech back .
Dragonkin?
General | Posted 10 years agobeen doing some research about the feeling i have that I'm not human. seems i'm not alone. there seems to be others like me who identify as creature not of this world. I AM a dragon. even if i look human I feel my wings and my tail. I feel claws and horns. I am a dragon. I just wish people would believe me....Strange dreams
General | Posted 10 years agoOk so, I've been having some really strange dreams and waking up with marks and stuff that actually were caused in the dream. and I was wondering if it is possible that maybe i thought it was a dream but it was actually happening. or if maybe I did the marks to myself in the dream? it is embarrassing to talk about as they are....Adult in nature. namely bite marks in...places. and I have also been more drained then before i went to sleep. the dreams all have one thing in common....Shade. not kidding shade doing...things to me. and I even have some marks when i wake up that i can't explain. luckily they fade in about half an hour but still is it possible?Computer Repairs Delayed.
General | Posted 10 years agoso my computer is delayed for a couple days. turns out i ended up calling the wrong company. so dell is sending a new harddrive and a real dell tech to come fix my computer for me. i will be able to talk online via facebook and notes. might be able to do some art but i won't be able to game.computer gone again
General | Posted 10 years agoI have loss access to my laptop again, will be thursday or friday before i regain use of it. windows 10 has some major issues, so please be careful to those upgrading.
Stress Issues 07/31/15
General | Posted 10 years agoI've been having some issues with stress lately and as a result I haven't been able to work on anything. Between drinking way to much (almost nightly) and eating enough to feed three or more people I have come to realize that I am probably not deal with it well. so I figured I might talk about it here. maybe even fantasize about what I wish was happening now. idk. but basically this is the problem.
MY FUCKING MOTHER!!!!!
so my close friends know about the history of abuse and the insecurities and pain I have suffered through in past years. and how my Stepfather and Mother are to blame for it. well they broke up, they are getting divorced. which doesn't seem bad right now but that is just the tip of the iceberg. upon learning that he was cheating on her, mom decided to spy on him and try to catch him in the act. as to how she found out. a physic told her. so annoyed with her he tried to leave her the first time telling he he doesn't love her. but mom being mom wouldn't have it so they went to marriage Counseling. but he still wanted to leave so he told her it was over and left. but mom being the fucking asshole bitch she is decided to flip her shit, blaming my brother, her and his son, for the whole thing and threatening to do to him what she did to me. my older sister was there and prevented it. but soon after that mom said she was gonna kill my stepfather and herself. even going as far as to drag my sister onto his mothers property looking for him. so his mother pressed charges, and he got a peace bond against her. but that isn't the end of it. she tries to kill her self and ends up in mental health which she soon leaves with the doctors claiming she is completely sane. (which is bullshit) so she started trying to track him down. of course she has my sister tell me everything that is going on. so i go down there, my computer getting broken in the process. so i'm there for a while to take some stress off my sister who is watching mom. but then mom tries to kill my brother. pounding his head into the car yelling that she is gonna kill him. in which my brother then moves in with my sister. and mom yet again tries to kill herself. she ends up in the hospital again. at this point I'm at my aunts because the stress is over whelming. i spend the rest of my stay there, but on the way home I'm told that mom went back to the psychic who told her that she and my stepfather are gonna get back together at the end of august. so I'm just here waiting to get another call about my mother going off the rails again. and the more I try to let it go until then the more and more stress I am under. so I drink, I over eat and I sleep badly and have multiple nightmares. so bad in fact I have to sleep in the daytime to make up for it. and to make matters worse me and my sister are not talking to each other because I refused to go back to her house after going to my aunts, because I was too stressed. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I can't deal with this bullshit and nothing I do will relieve me of my raising amount of stress. I can't even bring myself to draw anything at this point. and now I'm worried about my Online brother who is having his own issues. which makes it all the more worse. it is times like this i wish i could just disappear for a while. not forever just for a couple weeks or so. away from places where i can be contacted by family. hell even living in a dark closet is preferable to being where I am right now. but then I'm nothing more then others slave. always wanting me for their own ends and not caring what I need. only a few people truly care about how i feel and those people I don't like bothering.... you all know who you are.
well if you read this all the way through I guess you might understand the stress I'm under now. but if not I would appreciate if you don't make it worse for me. this was just a way for me to vent. I apologize to anyone who feels it was a waste of time. and I hope you can forgive me for wasting it.
The Stressed Dragon,
Belikr "Lust" Darkscale
MY FUCKING MOTHER!!!!!
so my close friends know about the history of abuse and the insecurities and pain I have suffered through in past years. and how my Stepfather and Mother are to blame for it. well they broke up, they are getting divorced. which doesn't seem bad right now but that is just the tip of the iceberg. upon learning that he was cheating on her, mom decided to spy on him and try to catch him in the act. as to how she found out. a physic told her. so annoyed with her he tried to leave her the first time telling he he doesn't love her. but mom being mom wouldn't have it so they went to marriage Counseling. but he still wanted to leave so he told her it was over and left. but mom being the fucking asshole bitch she is decided to flip her shit, blaming my brother, her and his son, for the whole thing and threatening to do to him what she did to me. my older sister was there and prevented it. but soon after that mom said she was gonna kill my stepfather and herself. even going as far as to drag my sister onto his mothers property looking for him. so his mother pressed charges, and he got a peace bond against her. but that isn't the end of it. she tries to kill her self and ends up in mental health which she soon leaves with the doctors claiming she is completely sane. (which is bullshit) so she started trying to track him down. of course she has my sister tell me everything that is going on. so i go down there, my computer getting broken in the process. so i'm there for a while to take some stress off my sister who is watching mom. but then mom tries to kill my brother. pounding his head into the car yelling that she is gonna kill him. in which my brother then moves in with my sister. and mom yet again tries to kill herself. she ends up in the hospital again. at this point I'm at my aunts because the stress is over whelming. i spend the rest of my stay there, but on the way home I'm told that mom went back to the psychic who told her that she and my stepfather are gonna get back together at the end of august. so I'm just here waiting to get another call about my mother going off the rails again. and the more I try to let it go until then the more and more stress I am under. so I drink, I over eat and I sleep badly and have multiple nightmares. so bad in fact I have to sleep in the daytime to make up for it. and to make matters worse me and my sister are not talking to each other because I refused to go back to her house after going to my aunts, because I was too stressed. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I can't deal with this bullshit and nothing I do will relieve me of my raising amount of stress. I can't even bring myself to draw anything at this point. and now I'm worried about my Online brother who is having his own issues. which makes it all the more worse. it is times like this i wish i could just disappear for a while. not forever just for a couple weeks or so. away from places where i can be contacted by family. hell even living in a dark closet is preferable to being where I am right now. but then I'm nothing more then others slave. always wanting me for their own ends and not caring what I need. only a few people truly care about how i feel and those people I don't like bothering.... you all know who you are.
well if you read this all the way through I guess you might understand the stress I'm under now. but if not I would appreciate if you don't make it worse for me. this was just a way for me to vent. I apologize to anyone who feels it was a waste of time. and I hope you can forgive me for wasting it.
The Stressed Dragon,
Belikr "Lust" Darkscale
Sea Life TF Commissions
General | Posted 10 years agoSo....I've decided I'm gonna do some underwater Latex TF pics, I will post a example either tonight or tomorrow. and I'm thinking of arranging them into a larger picture with full background. I'm only opening 5 slots and there are a few creatures I won't draw, but over all fish, whales, dolphins will be allowed. the price is low as well only 10 for one with customized kinks in the image and a place in the larger image (which will be my desktop background once it's done) I would prefer a tropical style but any fish are welcome.Slots:
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Please provide a Picture Ref if your interested.
Exclusion List: Starfish, Coral, Octopus, Cuddle Fish, Squid, Clam.
Dark Thoughts
General | Posted 10 years agobeen thinking about my upcoming birthday which I have mixed feelings about, something sad happened on it last year so I am unsure if I should even consider it something that should be celebrated even if it is just with a couple people. I've never really liked my birthday as it usually rains, or I spend it alone... September 14, My birthday. I tend to associate with bad things happening. Commissions?
General | Posted 10 years agoI'm home and using my older computer which is slow as hell, but I am willing to do commissions. they are pay what you want, fully colored, rubber commissions being what i enjoy most i can also do other less kinky things as well. gonna post some of my better examples of art. if your interested please note me the details.
Kinky Latex example: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/16510803/ (I can write a small story to these if you want but be aware it will probable only be a paragraph.)
Other Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/full/16057712/ (glow effects are hard but will do them)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16057680/ (I like to draw things like this alot.)
Icon Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16057544/ (this one was just thrown together for fun. can be many different themes to Icons.)
and Finally I would appreciate if you would keeps the following content out of the commissions.
Gore
Death
Scat
Water sports
Hard Vore
MLP
Age Play
18+ FNAFBroken Computer
General | Posted 10 years agoFor those whom i skype with constantly, My laptop harddrives have failed and because of such i am unable to speak with you easily. I am currently limited to typing out short messages om y 3DS at this point. I have a back up computer at home and will be able to draw and speak with you all when i get home. which shouldn't be to much longer. but i will be limited to lower end gaming because of the technology involved. so KF2 might not run properly. will have my laptop back eventually since i have warrenty for it still. still looking forward to the collab Elementalwolf still doing some brainstorming. Belikr~
Elementalwolf still doing some brainstorming. Belikr~Musical Inspiration!
General | Posted 10 years agobeen listening to some nice music that seems to have some folk and celtic ties in it and it made me want to draw something different! so I thought I would share the song that makes me feel like drawing something magical looking other then just bondage.
Here it is. Elan! Nightwish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNUjv1iB-0
Here it is. Elan! Nightwish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNUjv1iB-0
