I am still not ded, but news is I have lost weight and continue to, still no job but on the bright side, back into WoW, so if you are on Khaz Go'roth on Oceanic servers, feel free to hit me up

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I got me a R9 280 Radeon

Well I'm still alive somehow, and I'm losing weight! weow
Anyway I finally got my ref sheet as you all saw, so bloody happy I did, I'd get more commissions but still no money and christmas is the time for fucking your wallet till you're sick of it or your wallet is devoid of money but has lots of sperm.

Either way no job still, which is unfortunate as that would be vital to getting arts, either way how you all doing?

Anyway I'm still alive on steam, WoW and other things, but uh either way yeah, I'll leave you guys with this nostalgic song from one of my favourite FPS series so you can listen to (You better damn well listen to it)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_0G6WPuss4

But without a response from  sidgi it's becoming annoying because I can't get commissions at all without the ref from her, so soz everyone, gonna be gone a bit longer, add me on steam if you have to

So obviously, I've been gone for a while, not doing anything in particular though, still no job but I'm currently home alone in the hot Aussie temperature (It's incredibly bloody hot in other words)

Anyway, so apologies for my lack of activity and lack of commissions (Still no word from Sidgi), but on the bright side, It's my birthday on the 14th c: So if you hear about bombings, uhhhh forget those

So Silent Hills was announced, and I'm absolutely bloody excited, I've fapped 5x today because of it. Just think, JAPANESE DEVS BEHIND SILENT HILL, A FRANCHISE THAT HASN'T SEEN NARROW EYES IN SO LONG THEY ARE INCREDIBLY AFRAID OF LARGE AREAS, being made by Hideo Kojima none the less, alongside Guillemro Del toro, if I spelt that wrong I do not apologize and I will burn your house down to write the story as far as I know and starring a character from Walking Dead that got lost, less yay but still.

Anyway I'm incredibly bored as you can tell and this journal does not need to exist, in fact why do I need to exist, all that has happened so far is that my brain was liquidated from trying to play WoW (I've overdosed on pain tablets to get rid of a throbbing headache), but anyway yay I guess. If you are bored, mention whatever bollocking game is your favourite and if your opinion differs from mine too far I will shank you :> (GO AWAY AUTO CORRECT, FAVOURITE IS SPELLED FAVOURITE NOT FAVORITE)

I've been absolutely bloody bored out of my mind, I finish games so quickly and I don't have money to buy new ones :s
So ask me a question, just don't make it something incredibly basic :s
(I also did this on my mobile so I'll look at responses when I'm back on my pc)

So I promised about doing some drawings but this art tablet keeps recognizing my hand despite the touch being off. So sorry but no drawings for now, I also lack the good pencils to do so, so it will be delayed for a while, Apologies! but still I lack anything to throw at cats so I will throw bones at everyone cause FUCK DOGS *Throws bones at everyone*

So I'm gonna begin drawing shit, I'd rather not upload it here till I am moderately good at bodies, so all my dumping would go my tumblr.
So if you have a tumblr and wish to look at bad artwork then give opinions on it then http://sadiushunter.tumblr.com/ I also do a lot of reblogging and usually have a fun go at Feminists because on Tumblr, those people are unbelievably stupid 99% of the times. I'm also still mad *Throws yarn balls at every cat*

*Throws catnip at all the cats* EAT SHIT I'M A SERGAL LOLOLOLOLOL.
But seriously still no job and my lack of commissions actually annoys me, thinking of applying for Centrelink

So uhhh, Apologies for not having any art produced yet, you should see some very soon, like in this month soon.

I would also like to thank all my new watchers, I'm glad I'm still getting people watching me even though I've got nothing new, sorry for being dead and all :<

On a sadder note though, On Monday/Tuesday (I actually forgot lol) I was diagnosed with Anxiety, it is now on my medical records which threatens my chance for a job, which has made me even more stressed, I blame cats, I've also begun stressing and worrying about my weight, I know I'm fat but uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I don't wanna go outside, so I have begun doing some small push ups in my room just as a start I guess but obviously still doesn't help. Anyway Hope this journal hasn't made you sads or anythings, don't want that at all, Now have a good day everyone

I'd like to thank all my recent Watchers and favouriters for doing what they do :3
I'd also like to apologize for not putting up any commissions done of me, it's been a while since my last one but hopefully I'll have some more content once again soon, on that note, I'd also like to note I have paid for my newest ref sheet which is being done by  sidgi And I'm excited to see it, hope you are all too
And on the last note, tomorrow will mark the 3rd year of being a furry, So yay for that....... I think
Anyway hope you all have a wonderful day/night/christmas/death/explosion

I'm looking for some artists that are good at drawing Sergals, because currently I have decided to get a new ref sheet, the artist I was gonna go with is closed and probably won't open for a while, so if anyone knows a really good artist who will do a Northern Sergal, a ref sheet and is open will be greatly appreciated if you can link him/her.
The sooner I get a new ref sheet, the sooner you guys can get to see more pictures c: Just to quickly note, It's still Sadius, just getting a better ref with some different looks, a more updated one really

https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?.....02705246047703 I don't think I've watted this hard in my life........ Ever

So for a while I've been considering a new ref sheet of Sadius, a more updated and better looking.
I have an artist down but I am not exactly sure when he/she opens, so if you know of a really GOOD Sergal artist who is open and does ref sheets, throw them at me. I'm not really planing to do anymore commissions until this new look of Sadius is complete, Sorry but yeah, has to be like this

If you are playing Elder Scrolls Online, make sure to add me c: SadiusHunter is the name so just add meh or drop your name in the comments and I will add you

So I have the artist ready to begin drawing my new character, which is a raptor, payment has been sent, I just need to begin more work on him before I can be satisfied. Now for some news a lot will hate
I am thinking of Killing off Sadius, Yes I am, No I am fine, No I am not acting out of emotions.
He just isn't exactly what I am happy with, I love him but I altered him to the point even I barely recognize him.

I dunno if I can go ahead with just killing him off completely, might still get a few things involving him but I'll probably be focusing on my raptor character which should be soon hopefully. Have a good day everyone

Bored and depressed so I did this
Stolen from  mason5500

( ) Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
(X) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
( ) Had sex.
( ) Been to a concert.
( ) given a handjob.
(x) gotten a handjob.
(x) given a blowjob.
(x) gotten a blowjob.

POINTS SO FAR: 6/10

(x) Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(X) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
( ) Been to prom.
(X) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
( ) Went streaking.
( ) Given or received a lap dance.
(X) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.

POINTS SO FAR: 12/20

(x) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
( ) Kissed a stranger.
( ) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
( ) Driven a car
(X) Gotten an x-ray.
(x) Hit by a car.
(x) Had a party
( ) Done serious drugs.

POINTS SO FAR: 17/30

(x) Played strip poker/darts.
( ) Got paid to strip for someone.
(x) Run away from home.
(x) Broken a bone.
(x) Eaten sushi.
( ) Bought porn. (Who pays for porn :v)
(X) Watched porn.
( ) Made porn.
(X) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
(x) Been in love.

POINTS SO FAR: 24/40

(x) Made out.
(X) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
(x) Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.
( ) Shot a gun
( ) Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(X) Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (did you mean: online all day?)
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die.

POINTS SO FAR: 32/50

(x) Watched a person die.
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
(x) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Sneaked into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
(x) Kissed somebody of the same sex.
(X) Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
( ) Dressed preppy.
( ) Been to a motocross race.

POINTS SO FAR: 40/60

(X) Avoided somebody.
( ) Been stalked.
( ) Stalked someone. (Irl, for proof that he stole my bike when I was 11 :v)
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Rode a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
( ) Ding dong ditched somebody.
( ) Been to a wild party.
( ) Had an encounter with a ghost.

POINTS SO FAR: 44/70

(x) Got caught stealing something.
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
( ) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
( ) Got arrested.
( ) Been pregnant/gotten someone pregnant.
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country.
(x) Started your house on fire.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
( ) Verbally/sexually harassed someone.

POINTS SO FAR 50/80

( ) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(X) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Gone out with your friend's crush.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
(x) Gotten cut from a sports team.
( ) Been called a whore.
( ) Danced like a whore.

POINTS SO FAR: 57/90

(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age. (everyone says i look 12 and i'm almost 20)
(x) Been in a car accident.
(X) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
( ) Been told you have beautiful hair.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
( ) Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
( ) Raped somebody.
( ) Been raped.
POINTS SO FAR: 63/100

To do a Dead space theme'd picture for myself, doesn't have to be perfect but not too expensive either :u I would really love if I could get some suggestions, Thanks!

Okay, so the funniest thing happened, my mother is playing Borderlands 2, she is doing a quest called MMORPGFPS, one of the objectives is really strange, she asks me "What is teabagging?"
My immediate response was just complete surprise
I just said "You stand over the persons face and crouch several times"
After that I burst out in laughter, I couldn't contain myself

Okay so as some people know, issues are having and problems are rising (Don't ask), But I'm trying to overcome it as best as I can.
I also apologize for the lack of commissions I am getting, currently searching for a job, which is a pain.
Now with better news, although still depressing, I am gonna start getting commissions based on what I would like to call "End Scenarios" Where along with the picture, I write a story with it in the description to tell of what happens, the first one was insanity which was this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12760522/

It told of Sadius going insane, eventually succumbing to death, which I did not tell but it's bound to happen, so basically these scenarios will tell of a story, that lead to his end, they are not actually the end of him, just scenarios of his future, i will be calling it the "Last Baron" Because fuck logic.
The next picture I hope to commission is going to be very depressing to be honest, I am writing the story now and the idea of the commission is in my head.
But this does not mean I will be getting regular commissions, just means I will start getting themes based on these scenarios. But I have uploaded one recently for those who wish to see a not-so-boring one, which is based on a small prank  waterdragon1657 did here it is to look at it http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12836674/

That is all for now.

Tl;dr
Shits happened
More shits happening
Explosions
And Themes

He has some wonderful commissions, really amazing ones, go favourite, comment and watch him c: He has an amazing art piece coming up soon involving him shooting some Aliens so watch out for that :P http://www.furaffinity.net/user/lorddraconis/

What's your real name?
.............SERIOUSLY, I hate this, I REALLY HATE THIS
Grrrrrrrrrrrr Aiden

How tall are you?
Never seen how tall exactly I am but I suppose around 5'10"-6'1"

What's your natural hair color?
Black

What's your eye color?
Blue

What's your orientation?
Bisexual

What do you do in your spare time?
Game, I mean, what else am I supposed to do? :V

What's your job or occupation?
Game

What do you like about yourself?
I'm so MLG 1337 at games, also how I can beat Sirc at Pokemon xD

What do you dislike about yourself?
Jeez I didn't think this would take so long, guess my lack of confidence and motivation

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I am extremely playful and retarded

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
Cthulhuism (Not a word, I know, shut up)

Do you drink?
Vodka, Oh yus

Do you smoke?
Nuuuuuuup

What are your major fears?
Ladders, I really fucking hate ladders

Do you have any dreams or goals?
Do something with my life :v

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
HERPY DE DERPITY DERP

Who are your best buddy/buddies?
Too many to name, but they know who they are :D

What's your favorite dish?
Pizza, IF YOU SERIOUSLY GET IN MY WAY OF PIZZA, I WILL FUCKING GUT YOU AND DESTROY YOU

What's your favorite drink?
Hard to decide, probably Coke though :v

What's your favorite color?
Royal Purple MOFO'S

If you had a super power, what would it be?
Transformation, I would fap so much though

What's your favorite movie?
Hard to say, probably The Thing/Evil Dead 2/Army of Darkness

What's your least favorite food?
Onions, I really dislike Onions

What's the last meal you want before you die?
Extremely large pizza

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I drive my body to the toilet and I would like to drive a skinnier body :v

What is your most disliked bug?
Cockroach, they don't disgust me, THEY ARE JUST SO ANNOYING, GO AWAY, oh and Wasps, they deserve to be on this list, THEY DESERVE TO DIE!

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Eating :v

What do you dislike in life?
Drama, I really really really REALLY REALLY REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Hate drama

The drama, has everyone fled or forgot about it? If so then yay
Seems everyone is less concerned with it now so I am glad.
If not, probably my fault :v

Welp after a while I have decided to do something fun, by trying to make the list of furs to avoid on this website http://furryscumbags.tumblr.com/

Basically these people are the ones continually causing this drama, And mostly contains feminists, while I can respect women having rights, I cannot respect these people at all.
If I offend you with this, take it with a grain of salt or go, it's simple
If you are offended by someone, do not take it so seriously you go as far as these twats, these people are borderline stupid and blind.
Women want equal rights? That's fine, Trans people want equal rights too? That's just as fine, Just don't go to this length, have some respect for yourself
And with that, have a good day everyone