To a new account. I am now using  bluepawpuurabloodfur

Holy crap i have only 1.5 weeks of school left (3 days of lecture and then 4 finals over 3 days).

So it has been a few months since my last journal, and even longer since I uploaded a story. The main reason for both of these is that school has been taking up most of my life, as well as trying to find a job and figure out REU's and internships that I can do. However, after much self-reflection, I have found an underlying cause for my lack of commenting on the wonderful works of everyone in the fandom: I am too damn shy. The reason I am so damn shy as it turns out, is that I feel that because I don't have an avatar or drawing of one of my characters, I don't feel I can truly be a part of the fandom. But there are so many good artists here on FA and I have no idea how I would ask someone for a commission, even if I had the money (which is hard to come since I don't have a job). But yeah, this has been eating me up and my doctor said I should start trying to vent some of my inner feelings so that my stress levels go down. Thank you for reading this little rant/update/crazy-dump if you did, and if you didn't, I don't blame you.

Well this is officially my first journal entry, though i guess i feel really stupid for never actually writing one until now. I am currently writing my books and so far have various chapters spread throughout the series done and complete. Unfortunately I have not done them in chronological order and the chapters that have been written are mostly the major events. Main characters 1 and 2 of the second book fighting for their mates and the final battle in book one as well. Unfortunately main characters 3 and 4 in the second book which were sent to an entirely different realm have not been really progressing at all. Perhaps I'll upload a few chapters of the first book as soon as I write them... after revising them at least three times probably.