Some of you may already know this but I feel it necessary to put this out there for myself. My mateship with  Kalemendrax has come to an end. I do still care for him, but the past visit made me realize that I can not live together as a couple with him. Lately with this too I have become cold and somewhat uncaring towards him the past few days, as before he left I would try and give him another chance.

Following this though, I have fallen out of love with Kalemendrax. And it has been hard to speak or want to give comfort, when I felt that stringing this along when I have fallen out of love is more painful then holding onto most likely false hopes for him. I've no further excuses, I do still hold onto the times we have spent together, and still plan to frame our picture when I get the funds, however as of now we are separated. I still do wish to speak with Kalemendrax as a friend but it is not likely that that can happen. Right now it is still hard for me to speak with him, and I doubt he would care much to hear from me.

So you all know, I am not looking for pity or anything, If anything, I would ask that Kalemendrax gets to know and become friends, possibly a companion with others here, as I very much hope that he sees, I am/was not the only one that is worthwhile.

Well I guess it is time for real life once again, but before I go back to the monotony of dealing with life once again I suppose I should go and give a review of my experience of FC.

The 9 hour drive up to San Jose in some of the worse storm conditions that we've seen in a long time... The hotel looked REALLY nice and fancy... The drawbacks- the charges. In hind sight, if you don't use any of the hotel services its actually pretty decent. I dono if i'd drive up again. If you just fly in doesn't seem too bad since you don't get hit with the 26 dollar a day vallet parking fee. The fact that they don't have an ice box in the room was disappointing. Next time, if I do drive, i'd definately make sure to bring an ice chest and have it stocked with food. The fact that they charge 5 dollars for a can of soda is rediculous. Beyond the fees, the charge holds did go and screw us over too. Being that they overcharged Eonis' credit card from the deposit and my mate lost his card we ran into very dire straights with money. I had to go have some money from my family put into my account. The net acess in the room also was pretty bad, they did hold their word on waving their internet acess fees if I joined the presidents club with essentially is just giving them a spam e-mail adress. Worth looking into if they keep this hotel though. My only other complaint with the hotel was that we booked a 2 bed hotel room, and only got a single bed, had to ask for a roll away, which was not delivered promptly at all.

The hotel staff I will admit though, beyond the beforementioned, was quite good. The pannel rooms and the ballrooms were set up very well. The shortcomings on that side was the convention staff was not very coordinated. I won't go into much details because i'm too lazy to type out here, but some pannels were removed, not put on the list or were in a much smaller room than needed. Given they were trying to get used to a new room, they needed better coordination all through.

I do appreciate all the work I got done from the artists: Murrah, Sidian, Dark Natasha, Susan... (will fix and link names later) Beyond this it was nice meeting all the people I did. Varka you and your accent is awesome, Narse... You win the internetz for your performance at ADP, Razga (I know spelt it wrong... forgot how to though :p) Thank you for all your help on the posses and expressions pannel, I had a ton of fun with that. And of course <3<3<3's to  drathek for dealing with me through the con and the rest of you: Rei? :p (told you i'd forget already), Ember, Firion and compnay. Look forward to speaking with you all more.

Now back to life and schoolllllllllll after another 9 hour drive *dies* bleh...

Me  Kalemendrax and Eonis are now at FC, we're off to the dealers den in a minute...

That is all.

Well I am all done with all my finals and I only work this sunday and next sunday, so I am happy right now... the only question remaining now... is what do I do to waste my time with...? >.>

I've been a bit bored lately and looking for new games/things to try, hopefully something to bring ishy into as well. Anyways I'll be free probably alot so poke meh.

Yeah, she fixed my tailhole up REEEEEAAAAAL nice *snickers* Anyways since Murrah(  Murrahnithahn-i-ia ) did this for me I suppose I should post it up.

The rulez:

Post a comment to this journal, and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

Example from murra, I posted on her journal and result:

1. Green and orange don't always go together, but being a green dragon stuck with red hair isn't your fault! *ducks*
2. Repo Man: the poor schlep who gets stuck with the alien thing-a-ma-bob in his car and he doesn't know what to do with it.
3. Lime or orange, can't decide...
4. that tail-hole needs something to fix it...
5. bumping into you at the Skiltaire, then finding out that we'd already talked on FA.
6. A big, cuddly Hamster, an orange one. Dunno why. I like hamsters, tho'.
7. What do you like to do when you're not hanging out here or at the Skiltaire?
8. You're friendly- more folks should get to know you better.
9. You seem rather shy- and the nerves make you a bit twitchy. Relax, hon, they won't bite.

This will be a real short one. My mate, our friend and I are now playing Aion. We're searching for a furry legion asmodan side, I herd that there is a furry guild on Ariel and Azphel, but I have no idea to contact, please help.

This is somewhat of a Meme idea, but please I really want those who read this journal post to take this seriously as I am having a somewhat hard time with myself. Some of you may know there is quite a bit of friction going on in my life right now, and I really wonder if it is really changing me a whole lot.

I'll keep this short as I don't have much to say. Please do this for me, and if you do, please as asked before, take this serious.

I really want to know how you think I am as an individual... I want to hear all the bad aspects of me, as well as the good. Any and all who do this, I greatly appreciate. Also if you do not feel like posting on my journal, message me your responces over IM.

Thank you.

Stolen from someone who stole it from  thorphax

Rules: post this in a responce for this journal and answer with a yes, no or maybe as stated below. Comments to the answers are fine. Look forward to the answers :p

Y=yes
N=No
/ = maybe

Would you...

[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Have Hard Core Sex With Me?
[] Slap Me If I Asked You To?
[] Lick/Suck My Neck?
[] Let Me Lick/Suck Your Neck?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me If Someone Was Being Mean to Me?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?

Do You...

[] Miss Me?
[] Love Me?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?
[] Want To Love Me?

Am I...

[] Sweet?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] lovable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?

Have You Ever...

[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?
[] Thought About having Sex with Me?

Are You...

[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me?
[] My Friend

Yeah, for the week that I've spent in the household where everyone but me were sick... it finally caught up to me... x.x

At the very least right now its only a sinus headache... or so I think. The headache itself isn't that annoying, its the dizzyness. And the pills x.x I have rarely been able to swallow a sudafed without chewing it up or something along the lines... Now I had to take 2 benedryl... damn the bitter taste is still in my maw. x.x

Really sucks that I can't go see grandpa too... *le-sigh*

I'll let the log talk for itself...

Grandma says: Hi there Nick
Dranslin says: 'lo
Grandma says: Why are you ticked off
Dranslin says: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/955676/
Grandma says: Another bummer in the life of Nick
Grandma says: Our bummer news is that grandpa has Glioblastoma. If untreated, he could die in 3 months
Dranslin says: ew... well better get it treated...
Grandma says: Needless to say, we have treatment plans already in place. The doctor appt today got us going
Grandma says: He will undergo radiation and chemo. Go on a site for the cancer and you will see what odds we are talking about. They aren
Grandma says: they aren't really that great but can avail him a longer life, possibly up to 10 more, if lucky
Grandma says: He will start next Wed.

Gliobloastoma, as I researched that I read this. "Glioblastoma kills almost everyone who gets it."

Less than 10% chance in 3 months... I'd love to say i've landed better gambles than 10% but I won't gamble with lives...

Ticket, yay a parking ticket...

You know why I am so ticked off at this...? Its the fact that I have parked in the very same spot for a year and a half with no parking permit because I couldn't afford the extra 60 dollars that they want for a student parking permit. There are two places I park, either on the dirt lot next to the child center or on the street leading onto the campus. Well apparently they've changed something, or just had a wild hair up... and went and did a sweep of the street where I parked today and I get a 25 dollar parking citation because of it.

There is a sign at the VERY end of the road, somewhat concealed by the tree next to it that says that you need a parking permit on campus lots... one would think that would entail the directly labled student parking lots, not the street that leads in, and not the dirt lot that wasn't marked as anything.

Now to pay the citation with the imaginary money that I don't have... great...

Due to the sheer amount of people asking why I am not offering comissions I have to ask... Does anyone feel that my work is worth paying for?

I honestly don't believe I am skilled enough to do commissions, and I feel I won't be for quite some time... but I want your input... if you think my work is up to it, perhaps I'll try some. I could use some funds, even if it is a couple dollars here and there...

*sits and awaits the responces*

As some of you may know grandpa went under surgery to remove the tumor from his brain yesterday... the result of that though did not suceed...

He is still with us but they were only able to remove a portion of the tumor. As a result he will have to undergo Chemo over the next three months at the very least... We have no idea beyond that.

I figured that my journal is due for an update... however I don't really know what to talk about... i'm playing WoW on Emerald Dream and Alextraxa the latter being the server i've been spending most all my time on... I just downloaded the beta installer of Aion and going to give that a try...

But right now, my mood is kinda off... I went and played some songs that I really like earlier in the car, but it all sounded like noise to me. Turned it off of course, I want silence... but not library silence...

You know. I blame the library for my mood... I don't know what it is about the library at the college campus but I just can not work there... x.x

Here I thought I was going to have the house to myself for a week because the family had gone up to yosemite for the week... but they are coming home due to an emergency.

My grandpa must have passed out or something, I got a call from my grandma, in a tone that something was very obviously wrong, and was told that everyone is coming home because my grandpa has a brain tumor. (and mind you my grand parents are not that old, only in their 50's and 60's)

My grandparents, Patty and Rich are the closest people in my family to me too... :\

Well as I was saying in the last post, this is the update in my life at the moment.

Classes have begun, and surprisingly enough I'm talking almost all art courses. There's absolutely no logic or mathy or sciency stuff. Art appreciation, drawing, a short term English class, philosophy... ok I guess that is a logic and sciency class, and then an aerobic dance class.

As for back at home well things have been really up and down. Me and dad have been butting heads, and those issues spill over onto what happens with me and Ishy, then any issues with me and Ishy spill over into the issues with me and dad. This happened the other day when me and Ishy were having an argument, and dad speaks to me later and at that point I was VERY irritable, and snapped back with some rather biting comments. Dad of course took this personally which didn't end very well. Also, he saw it fit to impose a no computer Sunday. Well that needless to say hasn't gone well between me and my dad nor me and Ishy. Yesterday though, I decided that I am going to be leaving from my dad's back over to mom's after when I told dad that I wasn't going up with the family to the camp ground for the afternoon because I had class work for my online class, he went and took with him the power cord to the modem. When he got back, we argued about it and simply stated that I can't do class work on Sundays, because it should be done. Its funny, I can go work on computers on Sundays but I can't do class work which right now is more important.

You know its funny... He really wants me to become part of the family and such, but one, there is a 10 year gap between me and my younger brothers, so there isn't much I want to do that they're doing for the little ones. And also, I never really felt distant or oppressed until he began trying to force me off my computer and to join the family more, and even more so when I revealed that I was bi-sexual.

As for how things have been going on the end with me and Ishy. Things have been very rough. There has been a whole lot of up and down, fighting and arguing. He has a little too much time on his hands and during that time, since he doesn't seem to have anything to busy himself with, he sits and stews in his thoughts of my not being around as often as he wants, his almost hatred for my dad now, and other unpleasant matters which make him not an individual that I want to spend my time with, despite us being mates. There are plenty of times where I just can not reason with him, and that is my primary way of solving issues. Both of our tempers are flaring much sooner. As we've been discussing, the original cause of Ishy's temperament is my dad's idea that searching for a job entails looking 4-5 hours a day non-stop, and that nothing should be done on Sunday. And mine is a mix of both sides that just leak over. But there have been more than a few times, as some of you know, that I have questioned whether to continue this mateship or not if it is this bad.

Don't get me wrong I really do care and love Ishy, but this is not the way I want to live anymore, and I need to get away from it soon.

Beyond those issues things have been pretty decent, I'm not ill, I'm not so dirt poor or anything as I've gotten a few computers to work on and have been paid for those. I'm still looking for a part time job, and I will be very soon re-locating to my mom's house.

I've kinda like to spout off whats going on in my life at the moment, but I really don't have the time sadly. After I get back from class in a few hours I will begin the post.

Yeah little brother went and clicked one of those spam messages that look like this (DO NOT CLICK >O)

Battrea: #
LOOOOL OMG OMG WTF??? LOOOL
Battrea: check that profile
Battrea: lol

So yeah my account has been hijacked so anyone who recieves a message from me, please just close the window. Now if you'll excuse me... I'll keep an eye on my bank accoutn because my billing info is in there...

I suppose to sum up much of what my mind is mulling over, life is just stagnant at the moment.

That is all.

You know i've been thinking and looking around here... I know I don't often give comments I suppose and that may be the reason of this, but it seems no one bothers to look in this small dark corner of the net. And so far I've come up with these conclusions...

On here, no one cares about you unless:
-You are a good artist and post your work somewhat constantly
-You draw a sufficent ammount of porn, good or not it doesn't seem to matter
-You know quite a number of furs and are in constant contact with them.
-You comment to every submission and jornal that you see.
-You create music.
-You create a chain of porn stories.
-You are very active and are able to and do use your microphone all the time while playing games.
-You yiff every person you see.
-You mention the word yiff to everyone you see. (doesn't mean that you yiff them)

Beyond that i'm sure there's other reasons around I'm sure... suppose no wonder why these don't get noticed... >.>

*retreats back to his dark hole of boredom*

Well I got tagged by  Gallonigher with the 8 truths.. normally i'm all happy and stuff about it, and I was the first time. But my post got lost somewhere, somehow x.x and trying to remember what I put down well, I don't feel like doing it as long as last time because I can't remember what I put. *mumbles and grumbles*

Rules:
1)these are the rules
2)post 8 true things about yourself
3)at the end you must tag 8 people and post their icon
4)then you must go to their page & tell them you got tagged
5)NO tag backs!

1. I am not really ticklish. Which is a pretty big disadvantage to anyone else who is, I can poke and tickle them how ever much I'd like but they can't get me back.

2. I really don't get afraid or panic really... I might jump because of a loud noise or something, but thats just a reaction. There's been times, like when I was driving my mom and the kids back from school when I had my permit that I forgot the lanes merge into one, was literally an inch away from running into the wall on the side, but i kinda just slowed down, merged and moved on while my mom and the kids were freaking out. Also, last christmas, there was some road work done just before a really sharp turn to my house. I forgot the road was rough and took it a little too fast, almost crashed right into an oncomming car, and then almost crashed into a telephone pole... shrugged and drove the rest of the way home.

3. Meeting someone new I am really afraid of saying something that would sound dumb or appearing as if i'm unintelligent. This fear is more of on par to other people's arachnaphobia, and because of that I tend to keep to myself or keep the crowds that I know. I do make an effort to get to know others... but I am still afraid of that. Also, when i try and give advice that is disreguarded multiple times because its wrong, it really makes my mood go sour.

4. Speaking of moods, I remembered this one. I really don't stay angry with anyone very long at all, and when my mood is sour or i'm upset, all it really takes to turn that around is to make me laugh with a joke or just something in general, and I normally do keep my humor when I am in a bad mood. I don't hold grudges very well either. If someone that was trying to kill me came up and apologized, I'd accept it then probably ask them if they'd want to go out for lunch.

5. In honesty, I kinda wish others would be a little more touchy with me, despite the fact that i'm a bit defensive. Of course I'd be choosy with who I would allow to do so. I honestly don't mind groping or stuff like that that much, and kinda wish it would happen more. Its attention, and who doesn't like to be tended to?

6. I suppose I'm not very receptive to in person advances. I was having a discussion with a friend of mine, when I was taking him home from the PS party about how I kinda wish i'd get hit on or something more often... a few moments later he turned to me and said "I'm hitting on you! I've been hitting on you for the past 15 minutes!" c.c;

7. Well since I can't remember the other two I suppose i'll try and come up with some new ones... Oh I remembered another one I had! I am EXTREMEMLY sentimental, and I tend to hold onto seemingly useless objects that were given to me ask a gift... I still have the gurella plushie that i won from a carnival that I meant to my first GF... its still up in my closet, still packaged and everything

8. Lastly... lets see here... I suppose I'll go with this one. Yelling, that is one thing that really upsets me, or even when someone talks at me with a raised voice, I get really upset with that, even when, for instance, my step dad is yelling at my little brother, that really bugs me, and a few times its almost made me cry. It doesn't even have to be anyone yelling at me, it can be someone just yelling in general (and I mean angry yelling, not playful stuff) it just destroys my mood and I want to run as far as possible from the source...

9. This one i remembered from the original one I did so I'll add this one as an extra since it was supposed to be here in the first place. It goes along partly with the last. When I get upset I tend to just go silent and not respond to anything anyone says, i'll shake my head or nod my head just slightly, but thats about all you'll get out of me. But when I get REALLY upset I tend to talk or leave cryptic messages... For instance when my dad was pushing me to get a job too hard last time and not taking anything I did as progress, I wrote this...

For the fires not to comprehend, but to see and question.
Here I sit in my ponderous trance
Sit here in the house apart from home that has fallen upside down
That I am denied entry by the fires of cries that shout, "pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
Does one leave, abandon for another, or stay and endure?
"Pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
One near broken once, not again! Not again!!!
For sanctity and safety to lie one departs
One departs the house apart of the home that has fallen upside down.
I leave for the next.
Once, twice, thrice contemplated. Once decided.
To arrive when this home drops right side up,
and the din "Pushpushpush! One can not stop!"
Silences.

On the pictures of my circles I have posted on my bulliton board above my desk. I also covered my dragons with an extra sheet in my room, not to protect them from the dust which my dad took that message as, but as a sign of I'm not coming back for a very long while.

Well now since I suppose I need to get going I'll go and tag not 8 people but  kalemendrax  Xylex  Jmays2007  draccy and mabye more later on

*grumble-grumble-grumbles* All he could say is wig...? *mumble-mumble-mumble*

You know... I don't want to say anything nice about  robbob4 after that... but I SUPPOSE i have to since it is in the meme... Lets see I gotta think a little on this one... Well despite how things have been in the past I am still very fond of the lil dragon, he's always been fun to poke and tease... VERY fun to tease *grins widely* <3 to the Drathy. *smiles*

Now lets see down to the main part... I suppose I'm supposed to choose 5 people and say one or a few nice things about em, not including the one mentioned before, so lets see...

Of course i'll give the first to my love and mate  kalemendrax Despite just how fusterated you get over every death you have in any game... and despite the fact that my desk almost didn't survive all the banging it recieved... I really do love you, my cute fluffy blue draggy... that can ONLY claim to be innocent. We all know you're oh so far from that *grins*

Lets see who is next...?

I suppose I'll go give it to the brover  xylex I don't think i've met a more subby, cuddly, squrimy, melty dragon/'zard that is a total vorephile and talks so excitedly about how much of it is in Ice Age 3. *chuckles* Ah but such a cute dragon (and nope I'm not! :p) And of course one of the individuals I can moan to if I have computer issues :3

 Jmays2007 Well what can I say about this person aside that you look like an italian plumber living out in kentucky? In all seriousness I can go and say that I really did enjoy my time out in kentucky, despite not having internets and stuff :p was worth the trip and yeah I'd do it again eventually, 'spite my saying I won't. :p

 Gallonigher Huggy Arry!!! *pounces, hugs the Arry and gives chin scritches* Arry has always been a fun winddragon to talk to and romp around with. As always best of luck to you and zeezy! Hope you two have lots of fun soon and enjoy eachother.

And lastly I'll leave it to  Bryagh One of the funest people to talk to. I swear, every time I enter a voice chat with him I am always in stitches with how much the both of us laugh. It is truely a pity that we did not get to meet at AC but one of these days we shal! Mark my word!


As for the tagged people I suppose I'll tag everyone mentioned, except Gallonigher since he doesn't like being tagged. So yah don't have to do it if yah don't want to.

Its another at the other house. *shakes his head and sighs*

I feel like I am going nowhere with my family right now with the issues that are being talked about over between the two houses. Between work, money, family, school, future ect ect ect. I feel like no one wants to listen to the other side of the story, nor recognize what the other side of the coin has done for the first. I thought I had made this clear....

I AM F@@@ING TIRED OF THE BLAMING BULL@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They can't allow me to follow through with my own plans without being constantly hounded. Work. I am trying, I want to take a full time job position because I feel burnt out on school and I believe it is a complete waste of time and money, be it mine or someone else's if I do not want to put any effort into it. I know I have no medical coverage, and if I have an athsma attack chances are I will be 30,000 dollars in debt because of the assinine system that we have for healthcare insurance here. (and for the fact that no one will get private insurance) And I am currently in the process of getting into SoE... The resume is ready, the bug list is ready, I can't think of any more bugs to add in that I have found unless I stretch the truth, which I suppose isn't a bad thing... None of it could be sent in because dad has not been at work to forward the papers to the right person with the referral.

Money, yeah I have none left. Thanks to the GOD DAMN poliece system that wants to pull you over for any little thing and charge you the most they possibly could. A fix-it ticket... 50 dollars, and it was all because I didn't put the registration tag on my car THE DAY IT GOT DELIVERED!!! and whats more... 80% OF THE REST OF TRAFFIC DON"T HAVE THE FRIGGEN THING ON THEIR CAR EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no money because most all of it went into paying ishy what I owe him for the trip so his account doesn't get over drawn... Other than that I have no money. And you know what... despite the fact that they said I could always go work for Mc Donalds and the grocery store... I DID PUT IN AN APPLICATION! At a few different locations too and nothing came out of it! Nothing will change as fast as they want it to. And for GEICO, with my plans to go to FC, which I don't plan on changing those plans because the people I REALLY do wish to see will not be going to a different one to my knowledge. This may not be the thing that is needed but goddamnit I am going to go because it is something I REALLY do wish to go to.

And look, stop the childish games of your dad didn't pay child support, your dad didn't pay for the car, your mom didn't pay for your medication, your mom wouldn't let you choose schools. I DON"T GIVE A DAMN PEOPLE! Yeah I do agree that my father should be willing to chip in more for college like he said that he would. But he did help with the classes and the books, so stop saying that he doesn't do a god damn thing because he does! You might not see it but the support is there. And every time it is brought up it takes all my will power not to punch you right in the face, or as I was driving back, ram us all into a concrete pillar. And the other side, I don't give a damn if I was left alone a few times, I don't give a damn if the other side didn't pay for some other things, hell I don't blame everyone for the lack of food either, They also have given and helped alot, despite the fact that they havn't conferred with you. Just shut the hell up alright...??

Bottom line, nothing what you are doing is helping nor speeding anything up, so GTFO and let me do my own thing.

/rant off

Well, July 1st has rolled around and that means that  Kalemendrax is no longer with me. he is off to go to AC with a friend of his before he goes back home.

Do have regrets of course, since the money situation was not very well here and at times we had to pretty much go a day without any food, but I enjoyed my time with him immensly. The Grand Canyon was truely amazing and it was very nice to have our first big trip together be something so special. Also we attended Califur, my first furcon (and we were sponsors too, we're in the book :D) Was fun, though there were a couple things I didn't get to do that I wanted. but was fun for a first time.

But now with ishy heading to AC then back home I suppose I need to start moving to working for SoE full time to build funds so we don't have to separate so often. But suppose now, for the most part i'm free and open for a couple days.

Love you Ishy.

Yay it is now the 20th which means I am now 19 years old! Although everyone that is not part of my biological family all say I don't look anything near 19 or 18, they all say I look 22... Heh can't decide if thats good or not. c.c

Well anyways guess i'll head out soon for the party. By the by, for directions for those who are coming:

take the 8 to the 67
Exit on Riverford take the 2 lefts at the light to go on riverford and go up there until the storage yard.
Hang a left onto El Nopal and follow that to the stop sign which you take a left at to go on Aquilla... then take the first right to Magna ln. and well its the house with the white gate.


Link formap http://maps.google.com/maps?f=d&source=s_d&saddr=I-8+E&daddr=32.864332,-116.960707&geocode=FaNS9AEd5A8H-Q;&hl=en&mra=mi&mrsp=1,0&sz=17&sll=32.863836,-116.957574&sspn=0.007309,0.011115&ie=UTF8&ll=32.860267,-117.028427&spn=0.233884,0.355682&z=12

And by the by noccy... you gave me FAIL numbers!